>>25638405 Women and relationships, mostly. Exposing myself - physically or emotionally - to someone else seems far outside the realm of possibility at this point. I simply couldn't do it. Though that's good, because no one wants to see any part of me anyway.
My future man. I'm eventually going to have to go out their and find a woman if I want a decent life. Shits too expensive for me to keep paying everything by myself. I'm getting older and roommates are starting to be scarce. Two and a half men make it seem not too weird but it's probably god awful in reality.
not 2b an edgy tryhard but i'm scared that i'm never going to feel any actual emotions. i always let other people tell me how to feel and it's been happening for so long i dont know how to feel anything or express anything. also ghosts
>be me >be neighbour of a stupidly happy family known by everyone in the residential >2 parents, 5yr son, 2yr daughter, golden retriever >last thursday both son and dog died due to a gas leakage from boiler >dad and daughter on the verge of death >have to help >see both son and dog dead bodies >can't sleep since cuz overthinking lots of own bullshit at night
now I'm so fucking scared about how or when I'm gonna die. why do I'm so fucking lame and mentally weak?
>>25638405 >spending the last days of your life alone in a hospital bed, with nothing but empty time to reflect on all your mistakes >living on and seeing all the people you've ever cared about, who have ever cared about you, who you've ever looked up to, die before you do and never come back
Otherwise can't say I'm afraid of anything (besides insects and creeping things, that's more of an irrational phobia though). Feels good tbqh famigo
Shame and anger are worse issues as far as I'm concerned
>>25638568 She might. But I guarantee there will come a day when she thinks of you and what her life could have been with you. She will probably reach out to you disguising it as a simple "hello" or "hey long time no talk". And she will soon learn that you found someone much better. Someone to share your happiness with. Someone who lifts you up and makes you strive to be a better man every day. She will then be filled with overwhelming regret and sadness. And you will be in such a good place in life you will offer to be her friend and be there for her in her time of pain. She will talk to you more and more, under the pretense of needing a friend to talk to. She will slowly and subtly try to manipulate your thinking. She will try her hardest to figure out what you want in a woman and act like the perfect woman for you. There will be some small roadblock with your current girl. The old girl is acting perfect now, maybe she really changed? Your current girl says or does something and you say "I don't have to put up with this anymore" and leave. You get back together with the old girl. 3 months later she has slowly stopped acting and returns to who she really is. You remember that you really just don't like her as a person. You hate her for being able to control your life like this without you being aware. You wish you hadn't left your other girl, but it's too late. Now you're alone. All because you never let go and cut ties with the first girl.
or idk maybe that only happens to me. I would heavily suggest cutting any and all ties with girls that you feel that strongly about and never talking to them again unless you're a pro at your emotions and women.
Being friendless and a failure both my sister and brother barely have any friends, i have 4 good friends but recently when we gathered to get shitfaced he mentioned how he dislikes how we tell each other our problems, he says we get too depressing and since then (8 days ago) we havent had a word from him and ignored my messages and drinking with work friends.
Maybe he is becoming a normie, but i miss my friend, y'know? and the rest havent been talkative, its like we don't even enjoy our own company anymore, i fear its going to get worse.
driving, and just anything related to geographical locations. I fucking suck at it. I need to go to the same place at least 8 times to remember where it is. my entire FUCKING LIFE IS BASICALLY "ok so which street is that?" and "wait you mean it was there?" or "woah I don't really remember this place, where am I again?". JUST FUCK MY SHIT UP F.A.M
It makes me either really sad and embarrassed or just fucking autistic feral rage. that's why I hate going somewhere alone. there are places where I have been more than twenty times but because I ALWAYS went there with a group of people I don't know how to get there on my own. FUCKING FUCK. I should get a smartphone instead of a two-color nokia, but that wouldn't solve the problem (which is sucking at directions) it would just remove the result of it.
>>25638405 myself nonstop tickling getting my head cut off getting my eyes cut out getting my penis chopped off objects getting shoved up my urethra unstoppable intense testicular pain people seeing my penis sexual intercourse animal abuse talking to people people seeing me dying and being forgotten people reading my thoughts the human race never finding the source of everything someone i care about dying before i got the chance to tell them how much they matter to me someone i care about dying and my last words not being sufficient someone i care about getting murdered or hurt memories i'll never remember or feel again my life being one big joke that everybody is in on failing a gunshot suicide and surviving hanging myself and suffocating being stuck in tight spaces burning to death in fire the possibility of hell foreign countries the human body door knocking getting old everything drowning the dark nothing heights spiders death life
driving school buses school children people my age all children babies teenagers traffic debates yelling verbal instructions crossing the street car horns/alarms phone numbers phone ringing tests of all kinds eating in front of other people people using my computer people seeing what im watching people hearing what im watching/listening to people asking what music i listen to people asking me to remember things people asking me how im doing people hearing me play my instrument people hearing my voice people taller than me headphones breaking internet text conversations leaving the house at all insects in ears eye contact touching math
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
>>25638405 getting raked over the coals by a certain angry diety because of all the potential good i never got around to because i was too busy masturbating and insulting strangers
pain in general. losing my ability to endure because i lost that fearless spark of intensity and now all i can do is ruminate
god turns out to be a normie hippie
nobody gives a shit. not even me. most people play politics as one big ass game of tug of war to see who can brainwash the most people the easiest. nobody gives a shit about reverse mortages and the real estate crash of 2008. nobody cares about gerrymandering and how obama doesn't really have that much power outside of the armed forces and the veto.
never getting my useless purple shvontzie wet in some crazy slags juices.
>>25644102 Woah momma you could nail a bummer whammy with a set like that. I'm sure that could happen to you in an afternoon Tbh. Fuck with the wrong snake and the venom'll have you ass over tits wretching in tall grass.
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