Fucking hell do I have a problem.
I have recently (4 days ago or so) anally masturbated with pic related. I have done this before with no problems, but this time I got carried away and started fucking myself a little bit too hard, it would seem.
I felt slight pain for the next multiple hours and then it stopped. The next day I casually took a shit and felt that something liquidy is flowing out of my ass. After looking down I have discovered that my poor backdoor is bleeding.
I instinctively activated my anal muscles and wouldn't let go, so I don't know for how long it was bleeding afterwards.
Now it's 4 days after and I have taken a shit once more, bleeding again.
I didn't pay attention to my turds so I don't know if they compose of shit, or if they compose of semi-solidified blood.
Should I go see a doctor, which would be the last resort in my case, or will it heal given time?
>likes things up butt
>not a fag
Keep lying to yourself, kid.
Go buy a dildo you pussy closet faggot.
Why don't you just buy an normal dildo or prostate massager and lube like an normal person ? You remind me of that video with the idiot putting a glass jar in his ass and the damn thing explodes.
There are companies specialized in designing and manufacturing things you can safely put in your ass, you know.
There are places internally that don't feel pain like your skin does. I had a cut in my intestines for quite a while and never felt any pain. I imagine it's something similar up the butt
GO TO THE DOCTOR
It's an anal fissure. No big deal, I shat blood for a month after eating fiber one bars. Fun buttstuff was off the table the whole time plus about 2 more months before I fully recovered and could play without bleeding again. Try to avoid buttstuff and pooping if you can.
I urge you to get a proper toy. If you like plugs I can't recommend tantus' ryder and njoy's pure 2.0 plug. Tantus' severin in medium is good if you really want to hurt and stretch a bit. For more fucjifucking movement njoy's pure wand is simply unbeatable. Tantus goddess is fun too, vamp if you want something bigger and aren't afraid of it being too dickshaped. Vixen' s Mustang has gotten rave reviews everywhere I've seen it mentioned and in my imagination it checks out, but I can't fully endorse it in good faith unless I've actually put it in. At the very least some carcinogenic plasticizer laced rubber piece of shit dildo from aliexpress for $7 or a hard plastic vibrator(hard plastic safe than Chinese floppy shit) for $4 is better than a deodorant can. Aside from the cutting risk is the possibility of losing it inside you. Get something with a good base so your ass doesn't swallow it.
that makes literally zero sense
being gay is being attracted to males and fucking with males
aslong as this condition isn't met, you're not gay, whatever you do is still just masturbation, whether it's dildos or nipple pinching