What's on your mind bots, thread theme: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EMfNB3fakB8
>winter break is over
>gonna leave in a hour to catch the train to campus
>I don't wanna go back
>behind on payment for last semester
>behind on payment this semester
>below 12 credits so financial aid isn't applied yet as it means I'm part time
>I'm below 12 credits because I didn't pass the prerequisite classes and they were dropped
>can't sign up for more classes because my account is on hold
>account is on hold because I'm behind on payments
Yep, off to a good start this semester
>All these physics classes
>All these math classes
>This courseload in general
Last semester I failed three out of four classes, barely passing the one. This semester I signed up for one class a few days ago. Classes start on Monday.
I'd love to drop out but the pressure from my parents keeps me pretending to care about school. I don't want to do this anymore. It's been five years already with no end in sight.
There's so much I want to do to live life and enjoy experiences however I have to start this welding program and complete it in a year. Until then I'm working min wage which is unable to pay for my fantasies. Right now I really want to
>get a Rhodesian ridgeback puppy, train it to be a really good dog with all the basic commands and advanced commands
>buy an adventure/ dual sport motorcycle
>buy a side car
>drive around America visiting the various national parks and camp around days at a time enjoying the wilderness with just my dog and I
>bring a camera and take tons of landscape shops and pics of my dog
But fuck me I wasted 2 years falling for the college meme and now I feel atrophied.
>exams next week
>completely unprepared and may end up dropping out
i'm coming home, neetfriends
Study study study study study study. The thought of failure should motivation enough. If not buy drugs, if you don't know where to get drugs, buy them off the internet. Speed paste is cheap as fuck and will give you the motivation you need.