>remembering about the time I lose my virginity
>she kept playfully saying 'no' and laughing and smiling
>when I was trying to lift her vest off she was playfully saying 'no' and trying to hold it down
>sort of resisting in a playful way but eventually relented
Did I technically rape her then?
Is this the reason why she immediately stopped talking to me after?
Shit nigga you need to be really careful with that, I did kind of a similiar mistake.
Sometimes its hard to see if she gives you playful token resistance, or if shes using the playfulness to cover her real resistance
You need to be more aware of whats going on in her emotions and head