since i took lsd half a year ago i got the feeling that everything isnt very real. its like a slight derealisation. it scares me very much. its like my life bevore lsd was just a big lie. like i lived with closed eyes. i cant really describe it. on my trip i got the idea that everything. the whole reality is just in our mind. merely a interpretation of what is realy there. even our ego the "soul" is just a lot of neurotransimitters and hormones. there is no "soul" its just all biochemistry. even time isnt real. its made up by us humans. no past, no future. the only thing is the here and now. all these thinks i didnt thought about before lsd... now my head is just constantly fuckin with me. its like i see more.. but in my head. someone here who got the same thing after psychedelica? what if nothing is real? how do you deal with it without getting crazy? am i mentally ill?
>inb4 typos
>>25563473
take a hit of christianity next, it'll sort you out
It's a well known fact that psychedelic drugs make you retarded.
get a job you fucking hippie
>>25563473
You need to be used like an anal fuckdoll by a tranny. Then you will come to realization of non-dualism, senpai.
>>25563473
Your first existential crisis, huh?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-s-wzTRwJMg
>>25563473
Happened to me after a panic attack from smoking weed. It happens a lot to people with anxiety... I thought I was going to be schizophrenic but nah, you're fine. Don't fall for the memes about "babby's first existential crisis" because it's a very real feeling, more than just coming to any realization could give.
>>25563531
no fuck you wagecuck
>>25563705
"ive been having existential crises b4 u >:("
>>25563473
We are all one consciousness experienced subjectively
>>25563473
>the whole reality is just in our mind. merely a interpretation of what is realy there.
You had to take lsd to figure that out?
>>25564377
its not just the information that you get on the trip like reading a book.. you FEEL and LIVE it.
Pretty much is, op.
Its all a big fat game that you can't run away from because you literally are IT. just try killing yourself and you'll see what I mean
in general, mentally ill people shouldn't take psychedelics outside of supervised therapy sessions