I need a friend right now because I'm feeling sorry for myself.
Maybe you need a friend for similar reasons.
Join this thread and we'll talk about real feels.
Real feels huh?
Every time I tried to make friends I was rejected for reasons I can't understand. Not sure where I go wrong but people just think I'm cold or that I just don't care. Sure what ever right, I can deal with being alone now. Well, now that I'm interesting and people want to be friends or get my attention I just go along with it and THEY the people who come to me tell me I'm cold and distant and then they leave.
So beat me for trying and beat me for not trying. Do I ever get to win or is it a constant losing battle?
I know its a constant losing battle that I have to keep fighting
Maybe you don't want/need friends and you're just upset everyone else has them. Just accept some people are incapable of having friends.
On a related note: what is it like having friends?
im still getting mad hate for daring to point out the obvious.
maybe its because you understand as a woman that things are stacked against guys in a major way in every interaction.
so when women fail to get a guy they must feel like shit lmao.
im only being a jerk in this thread because i am "that friend" to my friend who is a girl.
you're probably jealous of her having a friend like me and that's why u made this thread.
my beta orbiting is pretty epic level, so much that i don't dare talk about it anywhere, even on 4chan, because i would get roasted to high heaven.
but women talk all the time to each other so they already know who i am and what i do for her.
I was a perfect robot once, excelled at everything I did.
But at some point the loneliness got me; so I started manipulating ppl to become my friends, now I make friends on autopilot.
Problem is : I don't feel the slightest bit content of what I've become.
Got swayed off my track.
Have to change back.
Will change back.
My friends like to think they know me, but our relationship is really shallow. I just make my friends feel comfy in a familiar way, but if they actually inspected the friendship they'd see they know fuckall about my private life.
People I'd like to open up to don't seem to want my friendship, I'm assuming they sense something shady about me?
>Just accept some people are incapable of having friends.
This is starting to sink in for me.
I have nothing to offer, I just want friendship but since I've never experienced friendship I only have a vague idea of what I want.
Like I really, really, REALLY want to "hang out" with someone... but what the fuck does hanging out entail?