>Can't sleep at night
I just end up staying up until 4 in the morning thinking about all the horrible things that have happened to me in life and crying.
about to go to sleep but cant be fucked cause ill be doing this
it's 2:30 and I have to be up for my fucking useless btec course in 5 hours
I don't even intend to pass, just want to stay in education so I don't have to spend the year wagecucking
luckily I'll be travelling most of next year, if I can sort everything out that is
yeah i stay up late at night thinking about my life want a lot will i get it all aint no telling
I do that about every night. The only time i actually fall asleep on a normal time is when i get wasted from drinking the pain away