There is no way I don't. Either I have some deeply ingrained autism or I'm incredibly enlightened. I no longer concern myself over social norms, but I get nervous over giving the wrong impression. I'd love to be completely ignored until I'm ready to reveal my power level, but until then I am overly calm and supportive in conversation.
I have distanced myself from my own pride, but even in ways that make me incapable of self love. I love hating myself, my ego, and what I'm capable of. I know it's /edgy/ but I have concerns whether I'm a sociopath/ psychopath. But not in the "zero empathy" sort of way, because I have that for anything that displays non-normal behavior/ tenderness. I just feel like I can put up with being someone infamous, like Hitler or something. I want the world to be against me, while I ride on some kind of fundamental truth.
I constantly tell myself I don't care what others think, but I always seek an opportunity to prove myself/ my temperament.
>>25550508 Well, autism and stupidity aren't generally equatable
Autism is a spectrum. Some autists are basically mentally retarded and can't do anything but shit themselves and smack themselves on the chest when they're upset. Other autistic people might be socially retarded but an absolute mathematical or some other type of genius.
Sometimes it just makes you interested in weird things, like hardcore sonic or MLP fans, without benefiting your intelligence.
Sometimes it just makes your social ticks a little weird.
Sometimes it's almost undetectable.
So autism is pretty diverse, and the only generalization that can really be made about it is that it makes you different. Generally speaking, autism will only make you socially retarded.
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