What are you running away from? Reading this means you are escaping something. Something that makes you anxious. You don't want to think so you come here. What is it you do not want to deal with?
i am being pressured to move to across seas by a girl while also being pressured to stay where i am by everything i have in life
i love girl, but i also love everything i have in life
no matter what choice i make, somebody will be unhappy
i've tried to kill myself twice and nobody even knows
Because it's gotten to the point where I believe they're just manipulating me in order to continue being a lazy piece of shit. All he does is play video games and then he wonders why he's fat and doing poorly in school. If I say anything that might be construed as criticism he throws a tantrum and threatens to kill himself until I apologize for whatever I have said. Now he's started dropping hints about moving in together, but I don't want that to happen. He'll never work, so I'd have to support us financially while he stays home and plays video games.
>Reading this means you are escaping something. Something that makes you anxious.
No, I'm just here because I'm too lazy to go on the W.C and I'm telling myself "just one more thread".
And I have to sleep too.
I haven't left my bed in over 72 hours.
I can't even begin to explain what I'm trying to escape from. Everything I guess. Everything hurts, every single thought process I have is a vicious cycle of serrated emotional pain.
I'm going to take this as "why aren't you out being social". Because there's a strong chance nothing will happen and I'll just end up wasting my time. Reading dank r9k maymays is a surer bet.
Humans gain catharsis from complaining. Realising this took me a while, because normies like to lie about what they're doing as the truth is honestly pathetic, but complaining is the bedrock of most human interaction. Therapists are people you pay to bitch at; friends are people you "share you problems with", or those you whinge at; when people ask you how your day went, it's an invitation to moan.
People here gather to complain at anonymous people because they still feel the need to bitch. Indulge yourself: it has no lasting consequences and you'll feel better at the end of it.