So after about 8 years of slowly becoming a shut-in I've decided to make an appointment with a psychologist tomorrow.
Now I have second thoughts.
Do I go or not?
I've tried the same last year, but turned around right in front off the office and walked away.
You should go. You will always get second thoughts, it hurts to talk about things. Don't be afraid to cry. It's better not to ruminate and let things out and get a fresh perspective on things.
Shut-in is a strong word maybe, I have a job.
But that's all I do. Go to work, go home. In the last 5 years I've been at a social event thrice. Once in a theater and twice in cinema.
Honestly the only reason I even work is to fuel my escapism - books and video games aren't free.
Yeah I'd be paying, but something like 25$. It's partially covered by insurance. Yuropoor here.
how exactly is talking about yourself gonna fix you - don't you do that all day on here?