Is it normal for a girl to not start conversations?
I started talking to this grill and soon started to chat, but the fact is that I've started about 4 conversations but she has started only one
Does this mean no;_;?
Yes, that means no.
If she had any interest in you whatsoever, even friendship, she would show it.
she sees no value in you. You cannot be the Chad who fucks her and you can't be the emotional tampon either.
Try again with a different girl.
While you think about what to text her, she's busy chatting with four other guys. She gets out of the shower and there's someone hitting on her through whatsapp, and as she gets dressed Chad liked her instagram picture. You'd have to be pretty special for her to start the conversation.
I never claimed she was a Stacy.
Some people find no interest in some other people. No need to make a big deal out of it.
>I don't have the balls anon
>I don't want to fuck it up
Then good, you've answered your own question! Enjoy boring her with the same long conversations that ultimately lead to nothing, while you try and hope she ends up falling for your cowardice and inability to take a chance.