Gas - Pop 7
The Gorillaz put it best: "I ain't happy, I'm feelin' glad"
Duster - Reed to Hillsborough
>Girl is talking to me, not sure if it's out of pity or she somehow thinks I'm worth talking to.
How To Disappear Completely
>tfw I wish adventure and love could just bump into me like in movies
>LISTEN LISTEN LISTEEEEN
>remember my ex
>tfw you'd be too much of a pussy to handle either
Othon Mataragas & Ernesto Tomasini - When I Leave You
I'm kind of tired and pissed off at the world for hurting good people in my life.
At least I'm okay.
Over - Ours Samplus https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kbf9TzlRW0A
>tfw I want to stop being a NEET and take control of my life but each day slips through my fingers and I'm still the same loser I was a year ago
Talk. To. Her.
I can't even begin to tell you the number of times I regret not talking to that one girl.
If you're worried about being too excited while talking to her, just practice talking in front of your mirror.
Trust me bro, you can't like opportunities pass and think about what could have been.
If she pretty much tells you she's not interested, then at least you tried.
>das ende aller lügen
>fuck.thatbitch it's time to find a new one
Earl Sweatshirt - AM // Radio
>im so hungry my stomach hurts but i cant afford to eat midnight snacks
i've been really digging I Fucking Hate Sports by i hate sex lately
>i am worthless, i can't make anyone see who i really am. they see something good that isn't there. they see someone that looks decent, when i see an abomination in the mirror. i don't even know what to believe anymore.
Fraternity Chum who has years of work put into and a knack for piano has cancer round two. He could die and the universe would not bat an eye.
>tfw in love with qt but not sure if she's a lesbian or not
>current favorite song
Tegan and Sara - Floorplan
that glowing feeling when strong coffee starts to take effect
>I still don't know if it was him
failure is part of the human experience. You are better for it in the end. There will be others if it doesn't work out. You still have yourself and your life.
Lost in the Flood - Bruce Springsteen
> feeling bummed cause I was playing in the snow like 10 hours ago and just realized I lost my keys out there and I went out to find them and I couldn't find them because they're buried under a layer of snow and it's dark out.
Music for this feel?
Fucking love I Hate Myself
Whatever from Marquee Moon
>Pretty good. Enjoying listening to some stuff from the IDM thread I hadn't looked into much before besides BoC. Autechre atm.
I'm part of a fraternity called Phi Mu Alpha. Used to be a pleb that just listened and spit out anyone elses smart opinion. Now, i go and sing with a bunch of guys for old folks (thus far) and we are being hired for valentines day for getting bitchez laid. Lot's of music majors keep me inspired to practice my music when i can. Could be at yo college.
>Kate Bush - Hounds of Love
>excited about classes starting next week because that'll force to me social for a while most days
>bummed because i know next week i'll back in these threads whining about shit
>i've been actually crying and just letting emotions out for the past couple of days
>i'm in a feel thread on a perfectly fine night
>current favorite song
I don't have a favorite song, but have a nice life deathconsciousness is my favorite album
anxious. I'm always anxious but it's been even worse the past couple days. New job, new semester, fucked my phone by dropping it in a pool, no money, etc. Just down,
pollen like snow // not summer
>imagining the two of us cuddling
"Behind the Couch" - Ness
Really upset because girlfriend cheated on me. She was too much of a coward to tell me she didn't want to see me anymore. I was too ignorant to see what was happening
Nice feels, guys
>Charles Mingus- Haitian Fight Song
>realizing that I made a promise to myself that if I didn't fulfill any of my dreams by age 25 that I would kill myself
>Arcade Fire - Keep the Car Running
>tfw no gf
>tfw I was working at my shitty retail job earlier, and I made a jokingly sassy remark to a manager (who is don't get me wrong, an awesome manager, she jokes around a lot, she is a loud mouth middle aged latina), then she replied with "wow, no wonder you don't have a woman and are lonely hahaha, just kidding" I just shook my head and said, "wow, the banter here is unreal", chuckling while saying that. There wasn't any customers around obviously.
I didn't make it known that it got to me but wow, she can fuck off for actually saying that.
>Arvo Paart - Spiegel im Spiegel
>The light seems to get dimmer, and the tunnel seems to get longer, but the last thing I want to do is stop walking.
I was taking care of the front of the store, and we have this medium sized ladybug stuffed pillow that was facing me randomly, and she said "you know, that must be good luck, a ladybug landing next to you!" I responded by smiling at her while moving it to the trash can next to me and saying "mmm, not today"
Then she said it.
She's not wrong obviously, but goddamn
It was a really light joke, she didn't need to go there. Even though she said she was joking, she obviously wasn't. I've been there for a few years and most people I believe seem to think I haven't had a gf for the majority of the time i've been there. It is a smallish place though, about 12 regular employees and a few managers
>ty segall - candy sam
>i'm actually going to get back in shape and eat more healthily this year
She was being nice and you go and act like an asshole, she is right
either way, even though it is a harsh remark shes probably just remarking about it because it scares her as a woman. women who are in relationships at least in my experience talk to you when you are single and encourage you to find someone. also it was a ladybug, I get the humor but thats not the kind of humor you share with normal fags, in social settings their initial reaction/their knee jerk reaction is to overreact.
>tfw death is inevitable but still trying to make the best of life anyway
Beach Fossils - Sleep Apnea
Funny considering that the lyrics of this song kinda feel like what I'm feeling right now, it's one of those days where you don't know why but you feel really sad, it sucks.
I hate this feel. Everyday I think about how one day I'll be gone for the rest of eternity, and I try my best to stay positive but it's so hard sometimes. The worst part is knowing that I could die at literally any given moment in time.
>tfw finally lose your virginity and realize sex isn't that great and realize society built it up to such importance that all you feel empty and don't care about sex anymore
>tfw find out afterward the girl you lost your virginity with cheated on you just a couple days after
>tfw all your friends ditch you when you get too clingy while looking for support for dealing with it and some turn on you and take her side
>tfw another semester of college starting in a few days and feel like doing nothing but laying on the floor and listening to music and feeling nothing
Jerry Paper - Reprogram ourselves
Nickel Creek - Speak
>deadmau5 - bleed
>i just wanted you to be happy even though that meant me losing you.
i just want to be happy again.
Mayonaise - Smashing Pumpkins
I want the girl i work with to recognize how much i feel for her and i want to have a fulfilling adulthood with less anxiety.
The Halo Benders - Snowfall
i've been feeling this since i turned 20. since some of my extended family passed on, it's been a constant in my daily thoughts. i'm aware there are ways to avoid being so obsessive about it like finding hobbies or taking walks, but i figure it's just a natural part of growth i need to wade through before it stops nagging me.
crying -- vacation
Is it just me or has the likelihood of getting some type of cancer shot up lately? It seems like everyone's being diagnosed with all this awful shit and getting really sick all of a sudden and it's fucking horrifying.
I used to dread things like not being able to find success after college but now I just dread finding out I've had cancer growing on my pancreas for all this time and never knew about it.
What the fuck is it about hitting your twenties' that makes death seem so nearby? It doesn't seem like other generations cared so much about this, but I've noticed people my age in this generation are super aware of it also.
>Wesley's Theory - Kendrick Lamar
>People like this or am I being meme'd on?
>current favorite song
Snowing - Mark Z. Danielewski
I'm very sentimental. I miss my ex and all my old friends.
It sucks that I'm too much of an anxiety ridden pussy to make any contact.
> Blue Chicago Moon - Songs:Ohia
>I'm alarmingly unshaken by continually messing up my studies and I feel bad about considering "using" this girl who seems to like me
>Francoise Hardy - Tous les garcons et les filles
>insomnia and depression have gotten worse
>can't sleep these feels away anymore
>Daughter - Alone / With You
>gonna go from 0 to 100 real quick here anons okay, I'm trying to stretch my foreskin because it's tight when i'm hard and i can't retract it properly, feels bad. suggestions? no circumcision plz
>Bongripper - Worship
>DUDE WEED LMAO
>current fave song
i don't have one, i don't know, maybe something by Gorillaz..
not even sure why I'm alive, spent lots of today crying and i don't know why, feel completely shitty, feels like the only person i care about sees me as something that's weighing them down, i feel like a burden, i fucked up everything that matters to me lately and there is hardly anything keeping me happy, but the things that do keep me happy really mean the world to me, but i feel like i'm going to let it all slip away
>Nothing's Changed - Mariachi El Bronx
"Girls And Boys" by Prince
I feel alright, not great, not terrible, ups and downs. This song is making me want to pull the trigger on a baritone saxophone though, and that's exciting.
Vous êtes très belle, /mu/
>dunno. probably some BoC
>exgf from 9 years ago approached me, telling me I'm still cute and asking if I have a gf or want to meet up.
>she's so damn annoying, still has the same small-town mindset from 9 yrs ago.
>tells me she just went trough a break-up last november and also had been married before.
>well fuck..tell her I'm not having much time rn to meet up & shit
>stop responding to her
>feel like shit now cause sometimes I really want a gf who understands me. but not some annoying ex who cheated on me
>Bardo Pond- Pick My Brain
>I really like my girlfriend, but I don't like our relationship at all, and I think it might be time to split up soon, but I'm afraid that it'll be too sudden and she'll take it really hard. I have no idea how to "let someone down easy".
Man I've been felling like this since I turned 20, too.
It is such a shit feeling, sometimes I wake up in the morning and the first thing that come to my mind is "why am I going to college, what's the point if I'm going to die anyway..."
>Swans - Helpless Child
>Stressed out over a complicated obsession for someone, of whom I found out is actually moving to another state, of who I've had no physical contact with for the past 2 years with the only link being through a facebook group were both in. I've been obsessed over her for the past 2 years despite lack of contact and I'm unsure whether she still feels the same way about me despite all this time
I kind of feel abandoned. So lonely and even more depressed than usual to the point where I cannot function and complete basic tasks properly.
>Animal Collective-Water Curses
>tfw qt you were hanging out with stopped all contact w/you after she came over the other day
>tfw other qt you were into has already left for the school year and won't be back until the fall/winter
Nouns - Dogs
>not sure if i have some heart problems or if im just anxious. got a job after 4 years of being neet and its going alright. no gf and all my friends have moved for uni.