>Dad is in rehab for Heroin addiction
>Mom has cancer and is losing it mentally
>little sister depressed too and hates my Dad now
>family is falling apart
>I'm so alone
Music for this feel please
I'm in almost the exact same situation except without the rehab, I usually cry to Carrie and Lowell for those dying mom feels and some husker du or melvins whenI'm pissed at my dad's life choices. And you aren't alone anon.
Sorry to hear the op. Good luck to you, no matter what happens.
You whiny selfish little bitch. Lots of people have it far worse than you.
Men take action when they are feeling down, and get stronger. Women and betas such as yourself whine on a chinese cartoon website for internet pity points.
>Feeling bad for a druggie
He deserves it.
>Mom is mentally weak
She deserves it.
>Little sister is a emo shit
She deserves it, probably will end up as some camwhore or slut with daddy issues
>I'm so alone
Kill yourself dumb frogposter, nobody likes you.
How no, I'm cyberbulling you!!
Go and ask your daddy to give you drug lessons so you can overdose yourself.
Feeling is for women, queers and minorities. When you're "feeling" you're engaged in your brain's temporal lobe, which makes rationality difficult.
Wise up to the game and repress your feelings. The greatest inventors, businessmen and politicians didn't get to where they were by feeling. Especially not by throwing a pity party circle jerk on /mu/.
lmao virgin detected
spoken like a true high-school pseudo-intellectual that has no idea what he's talking about. everyone uses drugs in the real world. if you don't, you're a fucking loser. it's not the drugs fault that OP's dad is weak. lmao, I bet you go on /r9k/, too.
What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little bitch? I’ll have you know I graduated top of my class in the Navy Seals, and I’ve been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I’m the top sniper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Internet? Think again, fucker. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of spies across the USA and your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You’re fucking dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that’s just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in unarmed combat, but I have access to the entire arsenal of the United States Marine Corps and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little “clever” comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn’t, you didn’t, and now you’re paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will shit fury all over you and you will drown in it. You’re fucking dead, kiddo.
First one's a pick-me-up, second's a calmer.
Pick your poison, anon.
I've been there before. My mom did computer duster and abused my siblings. I didn't get hit because I fought back. Trust me, you can move on. I have someone I love, and I hope you find that too.
>you know how i know you're a retarded cumguzzling newfaggot?
because you're a redditor that has been here for five years, and thinks he's an oldfag, and never realized that feels started on tumblr
When I was little my dad and step brother raped me (im male). At 16 my dad kicked me out of the house and disowned me. I was living in California at the time, but decided to live with my mother who lived in Connecticut. I got to CT and couldnt find my mother. Apparently she changed her name and didnt like to be found by anyone. So i was homeless for a few months while I workek with the city to find my mother. I finally found her and live with her now. Now at 20 im in my second year of community college and I have no idea what im doing
music fot this feel?
Sorry people are being so cold, OP. I'm sure it's nothing personal against you, people use the 'tough guy in the internet' facade to compensate for something much deeper
Anyway check this album out. I hope things get better for you and your senpai
Don't know why this made me zozzlekek so hard.
Dunno if this is a good thread for this, but my favorite game OST is Vampire the Masquerade: Bloodlines. Most of the music is really downbeat and depressing
Godspeed gets a similar vibe for me, as does some of Swans' stuff. But what else can make me feel this great feel?
>life relatively fine
>get super nervous during job interviews so much i broke down crying infront someone
>have trouble talking to people and making friends
At least i have you guys ;_;
don't listen to this if you're actually depressed or you may end up killing yourself
anon might be a faggot cunt, but this shit's funny
Press on OP, have hope.
Your mom seems to be in the worst shape, but your sister sister seems like she's just as bad as you - possibly following your example. And your father, he got a chance to redeem himself, whether he chooses to make use of it or not is up to him.
If nobody is in shape to provide support for the others, it all falls down, see if you're up to the task.
>lots of people have it worse than you
The people who are able to stand "worse" have the determimation to do so. People who are depressed on the other hand have no motivation whatsoever, as they feel no sense of being rewarded.
I wish that things will get better for you anon.
If you need a hug:
*hugs you a warm hug of comfort, but only if you want to*
I also recommend pic related
OP just wanted recommendations for music. Why the fuck do you have to be cunts about this? Did he ask for your guidance or advice?
He just came to this board to get some good recommendations and your cancerous shitposting isn't helping so feel free to fuck off because you're not contributing to this thread and it frankly isn't for you.
Ignore these cunts OP. They're baiting and probably don't have the faintest idea of what serious problems/difficulties and sadness look like.
The following are good recommendations imo. Will try to find something more for you and post it here
My younger brother, 19, is battling it out with his bipolar disorder and schizophrenia. Won't take his meds seriously. Meanwhile he's living with my father, who's working two jobs and raising my half-sister, 6.
My mother is in an oppressive relationship and her husband won't allow her to see my brother.
Meanwhile I'm 23 hours away by train, and listening to Paul Baribeau's folk punk for this feel.
>Never Get to Know
"I'll never get to know my sister [brother]
Because myyyy sister [brother] is a crack head
And thank God I remember
[softly] When she [he] was just a little kid."
Fuck drug abuse, man. My brother's never been the same.
>4chan is no different to tumblr or reddit.
Where the did I say only insults I deem acceptable were allowed? Please fucking show me where. You can't find it? Wow congratulations on being the biggest fucking retard on the internet
I don't know if any of you have posted this yet because I'm not clicking on yt links because I don't want my music to stop but this album is amazing.
The Eastern Sea: