So, my GF dumped me yesterday and ruined my entire weekend, I feel like absolute shit.
Just this time /mu/, I need you to spoonfeed me some happy music so I can heal quick. Please I need this shit.
Thanks for the recs, this is great, you are all great.
To make things worse she decided to dump me before my weekend shift, so right now I'm at work thinking this over and over again. It's not healthy, I know, I just can't help it and hope to get over this soon.
Last night I smoked myself retarded but that didn't do much for me.
You've probably listened to all of these already but yea, hope you get over her relatively soon
>Tfw same thing happened to me on New Years
I know I'll get over it, but she was literally perfect man. I don't know how I can ever do better than that, and she already got over me to make things worse. I literally lost a piece of myself
Apparently she doesn't like me the way she used to when we started dating, she just wasn't attracted to me anymore, can't blame her though, everything went too fast and we became way too close in very little time, I noticed things started going downhill when she stopped talking to me in that dumb lovey dovey way and avoiding to spend more time with me.
It probably was insecurity, I became too paranoid and I'm pretty sure she noticed. I doubt it was my sexual performance, because she was the one to take away my virginity, despite all the problems she guide all the way through and shared some good moments together. She wasn't all that great, but I liked so many things about her it's hard not to miss her a lot.
I asked whether or not she was into someone else, but she said no. I also asked when she got to that conclusion, apparently sometime after the New Year celebration, we did some shrooms that night but it didn't go quite well for her (puked and had a bad trip) so it was kind of a wasted night, although all of it was her idea. Her answer freaked me out because it makes me wonder even more about it, I prefer to think it was a doomed relationship even before that.
That really fucking sucks, I want to believe you are going through more than pain than me. I wish you the best, anon.
I didn't meant to blog about this, but you guys are a great help to me and I'm glad I can help too.
On a related note, I believe there's a slight chance we could get back together, although I'm not sure if that's what I want after this whole ordeal. I'm still regretting that I told her that we could be friends, because I doubt I will be able to see her as a friend and not suffer from not being able to hug her tight, kiss her and caress her. I want to be there for her, but I don't want to become a shoulder to cry on when things get bad for her. We still have to see each other at least one more time to give and get some of our stuff back, I guess we will talk a little, I fear I might have to end things for good.
I appreciate all the anons who keep contributing good songs.