post your gf and your favorite album
Deerhunter - Halcyon Digest
I don't have any pics because she's in my head
album is pic related
i don't have a picture
but she has a really dumb / cute looking face
if she were to be an animal, she'd be a lion
my guess is she showers two, maybe three times per week
her feet are very small
she doesn't have much of a body. a relatively small ass and non-existent breasts
though she is ideal cuddle material. short with a thin frame
last week she offered to smoke weed with me in her car, but when we got there she didn't have a piece so we didn't smoke
sometimes I pretend my pillow is her and i cuddle it and kiss my pillow
about one month ago she mentioned she had a boyfriend, but i pretend like that never happened
i'm scared to make a move on her, or even ask for her phone number.
sometimes I worry that she thinks i am creepy
I don't listen to "albums", only compositions
and stockhausen's mantra
good taste in gf
are you a dumb frogposter by any chance?
It's ok, a g-gf will just d-distract me from listening to noise...
on the flip side, you could always kill yourself
I wash twice a day and use 10 % Benzoyl every night, and most mornings. I think Accutane is really my last choice. I used to use tazorac and had mild success with that but it just came back.
I'm not telling you to become a shitty bodybuilder. I'm telling you to lift weights so that you can have little, consistent accomplishments to give you confidence. Plus, it's good for your joints if done correctly and everyone needs cardio. Preventative healthcare, nigga.
Maybe stop drinking, or limit yourself.
Yeah I've read about some side effects, but really at this point I just want it to go away, it's getting to the point where it's completely controlling my emotions and I can have a complete mood swing if I look at myself in the mirror.
My back is a mess too, so it really seems like the only option I have left, unless there is some magic potion I don't know about that will cure it.
Don't take accutane, shit has a lot of side affects, I think some are permanent. Just stop eating shit food, stop popping your zits, and wash your with some good shit. Exfoliant scrub and a tube of some salicylic acid cream. Don't fucking lift weights either, only duds do that. Take a martial art, learn how to defend yourself. Read books, try some drugs, socialize. And tbh, girls somewhat care about looks a lot, but not as much as guys do. Girls would rather have someone funny, confident, supportive, and really confident.
and shame myself even further? no thanks
Yeah you aren't supposed to drink any alcohol either, which will be a real challenge for me because drinking is kind of how I forget about how fucked up my skin is.
Like I said, I already wash twice a day using a non-comedogenic face wash, and use 10 % benzoyl peroxide every night and most mornings.
I am looking into Apple Cider Vinegar as a toner though, I've heard very good things about it. I have been watching the fuck out of my diet as of late as well, quit drinking pop, trying to drink 8 8oz glasses of water a day blah blah blah.
And what do you mean try some drugs?Like Drugs drugs? Cause I do smoke weed
Brian Eno - Here Come the Warm Jets or something by Bowie or of Montreal, probably HCtWJ though.
A lot of acne problems stem from hormonal issues. Changing diet doesn't work for everyone. And cleanliness clearly isn't an issue since this guy has already stated ITT that he has a strict regimen. Believe it or not, accutane actually does work for some people and it doesn't kill them in the process. I'm living proof.
And lifting weights is fucking awesome. Martial arts are for beta faggots. Drugs are for losers.
You're doing it too much. If you do it too much your skin could react in a bad way and try to produce a shit ton of oils instead of a regular amount. Exfoliating takes time to actually heal too, you're literally removing a layer of skin. This is why directions usually saying to do it every other day or every other week. People are different.
Yeah sure, lift weights to feed your insecurities. Or take a martial art so you can rid of your insecurities...
And literally everyone that is rich puts a sum of their money into drugs. Who's a loser? Try some shrooms idiot.
she's a sweetie, and quite great taste too. this pic was at halloween this year.
my fav. album is Yo La Tengo's Painful or Stereolab's Dots and Loops
Not unless it's being used correctly. Why? I can't really pick favorite albums so I just picked what I've been listening to lately. HCtWJ is probably in my top 5 though. Keep projecting though, maybe you'll get it right one of these times.
I've done shrooms and acid several times. And I smoked weed for a long time. Telling somebody to do these things so that they might turn their life around is fucking stupid.
>implying doing a martial art in the first place doesn't scream "insecurity"
>implying going to the gym and socializing while moving around heavy shit isn't GOAT
>Drugs are for losers.
How come you can't just not do drugs, and not judge people for doing them? Is it that hard? Nobody is forcing you to get high, yet you have to cast your judgement on people who could give a shit and are probably happier than you are. I can't really throw stones because I too am a miserable bastard, but at least I don't do this.
Go fuck yourself. I am someone who had to be on Accutane twice, the second round on a dosage high enough to tranquilize a doe; don't listen to this asshat. If it is the absolute last resort than take it by all means: all this broscience of its negative aspects have never taken it. For liability reasons it is extremely difficult for dermatologists to give out (there is a special code that they submit to pharmacies that must be renewed every few months, or else your prescription runs out) and the SECOND they whiff something afoul in your blood (which they sample every single month, one month before starting and one month after finishing as well), they will leave you high and dry to cover their own asses. Yes, it was sometimes a trying experience, but it was absolutely and categorically a worse idea to continue with my suffering. So at least schedule a consultation m8, you have nothing to lose and a shitload to gain.
Bad mushroom trips are usually a reflection of a bad environment. If you take shrooms and go took stake and shake at midnight with a bunch of friends, then you're doing it wrong. Try sitting down in a dim room with little noise. Then face your thoughts instead of getting distracted by hallucinations. Mushrooms in ancient tribal times were literally part of healing rituals.
Has it ever occurred to you that most martial arts teach other things besides defense? OH, and what do you get for weightlifting? You get useless weight and abnormal body proportions, and about 2 hours wasted looking in the mirror thinking about things you need to do to look more attractive and dominant.
Generally it's to do with losing a friend or family member because of it, you insensitive dolt.
Some people get so shocked when I'm so anti-drugs, yeah sure just go fucking bring my dad back and I'll be fine.
Drugs destroy people, forgive me for hating them.
What do you get aside from defense through martial arts? A sense of self sufficiency and control? Structure? Discipline? An endorphin rush?
Guess what (this is really going to blow your mind): these are all things that you can gain lifting weights. The difference is that you aren't doing fucking karate like an 8-year-old.
And please don't act as if learning a martial art isn't an exercise in vanity to some degree.
Your father choose to do them, not the drugs fault it is the individuals. To judge people that use them because someone you know died is pretty stupid, bad shit happens; gotta learn to differentiate bra.
not that guy and not sure if you're being serious or not but there are drugs that don't destroy lives and at the same time there are people who have addictive personalities who probably shouldn't even try doing that sort of thing as a result
letting personal experience completely paint your view of something is reasonable but it's not justifiable
>implying I lift to look like Superman
>implying I don't lift weights to shake off the old mortal coils, the doldrums of daily living
>mfw you have to go to a children's after school activity to gain moral character
Weak enough? Give in to that shit? Sounds like you have a very silly perception of drugs.
Nah, living into old age can be p okay. The shitty old folks you see didn't take care of themselves. Not that they're totally to blame. Preventative healthcare is a fairly novel concept.
I mean, I know you haven't tried anything, but some really good ecstasy would flip your mind out.
Talking in terms of 'weak' or 'strong'? So, what, is calling someone weak for wanting to experience an altered state a tacit omission that a large portion of regular, everyday life is fucking miserable? That you just gotta tough it out? Why? What's the reward, an utterly inconsequential death to end your meaningless life?
This is cliche as all hell, but this whole life thing is fucking tough, sometimes. Nobody is weak for wanting to feel the kind of unbridled euphoria of a good drug trip. Weakness is the inability to them in safety or moderation. And honestly, that's something I find pretty easy to sympathize with too. Sometimes reality is crushing as all hell, and some people crack. Totally understandable. Tragic, but I get it.
I'm sorry about your dad.
Holy smokes Batman, she's fucking cute.