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Monday night feels thread

>What's her name?
>What's on your mind?
And of course
>What are you listening to?
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>>49912835
it's 10PM and I just finished all my work
>handingling it well

anyways
>Sarah; also Julia but I was already rejected by her
>I'm barely hanging on.
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nq_E8kva_gM
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>>49912900
This is true feel.

Hope it gets better anon
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>tfw going back to uni in a week
>no money
>almost no friends

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lvS902DLEVI
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>Melanie
>Why can she be so distant some days and so great the next? I just don't get it

I'm checking out DFA 1979's new album
Listening to
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>>49912968
I know the last feel at least. At least you have /mu/.
That's my opinion anyways.
>>49912973
"Sarah" for me seemed incredibly interested but within one day lost a lot of interest.
I guess I was optimistic.
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>>49912973
I fucked that up, my bad
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>>49912835
1. Natalie
2. My paper do thursday
3. This is fucking pleb, but Love and Peace or Else by U2
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>>49912835
>tfw know like 3 bitches who want my dick but none of want a relationship
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>aune
>life doesn't feel the way it's supposed to feel
>her favorite band
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>fuck her, i wish she was dead
>tired, gotta wake up early. also lot of math so my brain is fried. i just wanna listen to music forever and drink worries away tonight. on a long term note, everything is going well
>Makai, a local band.
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>>49912835
>tfw ugly soul so ugly body and persona
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>what's her name?
Avery
>What's on your mind
I honestly can't tell if she likes me more than a friend or not.
how cliche is that lmao
I have a hoe that I can fuck whenever I want but I just have no emotional connection to her whereas I feel so god damn enamored by the other one.
>what am I listening to
Streets of Philadelphia
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>No one in particular
>I'm too paranoid if my friends really like me or not. I don't want to burn any bridges, I want them to be reinforced
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wa0q8KX7t44
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>>49912835

>Carley
>She's asexual? wtf, also school is tough

>currently listening to the human abstract - nocturne, mainly for nostalgia reasons
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>>49913072
Thats sweet, what band?
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>>49912835
>What's her name?
I don't appreciate the fact that you assume I'm pining over a girl.

>What's on your mind?
The fact that my life sucks, and I have no talents.

>What are you listening to?
Ride - Nowhere
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>Ragan

>How i'm going to support myself. I just dropped out of college. I was hella depressed on the verge of suicide but I feel a lot better now that i'm home.

>Toe
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>>49913133
>I don't appreciate the fact that you assume I'm pining over a girl.

Then skip that question, it's not like I'm gonna take points off your feel grade.

Hope you find your groove
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>>49913160
>Ragan
What a stupid name.
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>>49913116
fort wayne, japanese sadcore artist

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IpFOc9z3Kq0
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>>49913193
its not even spelled correctly
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>>49913160
Jacob?
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>>49913160
Suicidal /mu/tants unite.
I was forced to go to the hospital last Friday and it was fucking terrifying.
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>What's her name?
it's a guy, he doesn't live here ;_;
>What's on your mind?
i wish i was drunk
>What are you listening to?
yo la tengo
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there is no she
not much really but i feel rly stressed out and i want to die
nothing
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>>49913010
Well my girlfriend can love the relationship one day and for no reason stop talking to me the next
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>What's her name?
I dunno
>What's on your mind?
Too much as always. Mostly how my friends are more like people I go out and drink with than they are friends. (Except 1 or 2) Why I have been single for 2 years. More shit about why I suck I guess.
>What are you listening to?
Nothing, watching MNF but debating putting an album on and praying the Eagles still lose because I am just not feeling it right now.
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>Larissa
>don't wanna die, don't wanna live like this

>Toro y Moi - Causers of This
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>>49913227
She must be special, because her parents were retarded.
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>Kristen
>remembering the good times
>The Ghost of You by My Chemical Romance
>inb4 fag
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>>49913254
does drunkeness help with depression
>>49913263
it will pass Anon eventually you'll just be exhausted and too tired to be depressed
>>49913286
fucking women right?
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>>49913248
shit i had to go to a suicide ward (or w/e it's called) once but it was voluntary. i thought maybe i could get some help there but it was such a terrible place to be i checked out after the first night
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>>49913243
what's my last name........
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>>49913328
>does drunkeness help with depression
Not who you replied to, but goddamn yeah it does. Then you wake up and feel twice as depressed until you drink again. So long as the booze keeps a flowin, the thoughts don't keep comin'

Source: I am drunk.
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>>49913341
Florida has this thing called the Baker Act where, if you refuse to go, they can force you to go as "involuntary" and keep you there for 72 hours.
fucked up shit. I got out of there ASAP tho
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>>49913341
>>49913248

this is some next level feels
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>>49913328
>it will pass Anon eventually you'll just be exhausted and too tired to be depressed


i wish this were the case but it does not work like that
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>>49912835
Mikaela
The last time intakes to her I asked her out (and asked her for number) and she told me she had a boyfriend and now she treats me like an awkward loser. They say getting rejected makes you stronger... but this really hurt. I feel like the perfect girl won't ever come my way sometimes. Listening to pic related.

>everything that keeps me together is falling apart
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Jessie.

My sister's friend is somewhat annoying.

Boces.
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>>49913395
it's me right now anyways.
I acknowledge I'm depressed but I don't feel it because I'm exhausted
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>Juliana

>tfw slowly losing all my friends with 2 years left of college

>tfw we hooked up but she doesnt wanna go steady for fear of losing me
>tfw she confided in me what she cant tell anyone else
>tfw she was raped twice and almost shot herself in the head while off 3 bars of xan
>tfw i just want her to be happy so i can be happy

>F#A#
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>>49913406
Tip: Get snapchat, it's a million times easier to ask a girl for her snapchat than it is for her phone number. It seriously changed the game for casual conversating
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>>49912835
Sydney
Shouldve complimented her doors shit but missed the opportunity because i was too busy listening to "The End" by The Doors
listening to since i left you by the avalanches
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Faith.
Well, now she's on my mind, of course, so thanks for that. I saw her for the last time three months ago and it's been about a year since I developed feelings for her. I still love her.
Tumbling Dice.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=6U8JlcB_BzA
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>>49913386
exactly
i can't talk to anyone unless i'm drunk
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>>49913434
goddamn that sucks
just be happy you have such a close, intimate contact with a person that isn't (really) dictated by naughty bits
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>>49913423
i got in to a bad depression early this year and got on medication which helped at first but is now doing nothing and im going back down im pretty scared
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>>49913328
>fucking women right?

Fucking women. I need to focus on school so I've stopped smoking and drinking completely and I'm on edge. I only smoked very rarely but I'm pretty sure I'm having withdrawals. She is the last thing I want to worry about
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>>49912973
>>Why can she be so distant some days and so great the next? I just don't get it

i dont like this feel, just ask her about it though. usually closure is better than nothing
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>>49913457
Beautiful album choice
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>What's her name?
dont know
>What's on your mind?
she looks like Kaceytron a bit
>What are you listening to?
<---
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>>49913436
snapchat is for fucking plebs tho
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>>49913475
yeah, im not nearly in as bad of a spot that i could be
thanks for the words man
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>>49913487
thank you
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Sasha

its late theres nothing on my mind

I've been listening to loveless cause im getting into that shoegaze shit and I've been meaning to listen to plastic girl in closet
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>>49913485
I did but I completely fucked it up. I started the conversation off with "How do you feel about the relationship/are you happy?" and completely walled myself in when she said "Yeah I am, everythings great". Everything isn't great though
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>>49913504
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>>49913519
I mean I wish I had that.
I have half friends. People who I don't really have attachment or particular closeness with.
and even then I only have like 3 of them.
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>tfw parents about to get a divorce because my dad told my mom he doesn't love her after 25 years of marriage
>tfw new job is good.

Conflicting feels. Listening to a bunch of Grouper and Tim Hecker lately.
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>>49913478
Ask for a bigger dose
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>>49912835
>What's her name?
>tfw no "her"
>What's on your mind?
I'm starting to think I might be manic depressive. I was doing so well for like a month, getting out, talking to people, being pleasant and making friends, etc. But out of nowhere I suddenly lost all my confidence and get angry and annoyed by everyone and push everyone away. I've been through this cycle of gaining friends and forcing myself back in seclusion so many times now. I think there's something wrong with me but I can't do anything about it.
>>What are you listening to?
pic related
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I just don't know anymore

How I always feel like shit when I'm around my best friend

I've been listening to a lot of Shamisen music lately. Is that weird? Also I have been listening to pic related
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>whats her name?
my hand

>whats on your mind
job interview tomorrow at 10 and nervous as fuck, I don't want to spill any spaghetti

>what are you listening to
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WJmvUjkhYiI
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Just went to the Joyce Manor show last night in Boston with the girl that is the love of my life.
>she has a boyfriend in the navy
>she is 21, I am 18
>we danced together and thrashed around together the entire time
>it was the greatest night of my entire life
>it only made me love her even more
>i don't think we'll ever be together

OH MY GOD I THINK I'M IN LOVE, YES I KNOW THAT THIS MUST BE LOVE WHEN YOU AAACHE THROUGH THE DAYS... CUZ YOU'LL NEVER MEND YOUR WAYS.

>help me, guys.
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does anyone else watch/listen to ASMR to pretend a QT cares about them

I know it's fucking pathetic
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>>49913389
damn, sorry to hear that. florida is pretty fucked up, i used to live there when i was little. the irony with these wards they keep you in is you don't want to ever mention you've had suicidal feelings once you've been there, in fear of going back. well, that's how it's been for me at least
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>>49912835
>What's her name?
M.J

>What's on your mind
tfwngf. On one hand, I feel like I don't want to get intimate with anyone, yet I still want someone to hold onto at night.

>What are you listening to
MM...Food
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>Taylor. Still.
>how releaving it is to finally go to college after being too depressed straight out of highschool. I'm happy I'm working towards a living in music, though upright bass is a bitch to learn, especially for jazz. I just sort of wish I was high right now.
>HANL, Earthmover in particular has been on repeat.
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Rhiannon
she's the reason i'm addicted to opiates. i'm gonna love that bitch until i'm dead.

>Bee Gees - If I Can't Have You
disco feels masterrace
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>>49913595
im already at the max dose of every medication i take
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>>49913554
i know whatcha mean
i have a lot of people who i can be with in a group and feel fine, but you can forget hanging 1 on 1
i dont even know how to make friends anymore
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>>49913609
why don't you think you'll be together? Just the age?
>>49913618
exactly. I'm not going to tell anyone I have a problem anymore. just going to fuckin do it next time.
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>jenny
>i wont ever be able to hear her speak
>notm
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>Brittany
>I'm supposed to be doing Econ homework
>good kid Maad City
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>>49913634
try crack and heroin

100% worth it, what do you have to lose?
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>>49913634
oh my god that fucking feel, i know it
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>>49913610
i wish i could marry springbok asmr
shes so cute and smart and has cool interests and is actually funny
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>>49913610
I listen to it before sleep because it's comforting.
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>Stephanie
>How I care about her but I think she's dating my friend and they're keeping it from me. It doesn't help I rarely see them or any friends nowadays
>Also really want to see Porter Robinson live again
>Listening to Ben Frost - A U R O R A
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>tfw all of your friends are finding love
>tfw you will never be loved
I've given up
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>>49913646
>why don't you think you'll be together? just the age?

Because she has a boyfriend and may very well move in with him and marry him.

But if I'm really honest, and I might just really be naive, but I think she likes me. A lot. I get along with her more than I have with any girl ever in my life. And so I have no clue what I'm supposed to do. I can't make a move or do anything while she has a boyfriend (although I mean we basically danced together the entire night last night) and I'm just so confused and fucking hell I drink too much and take way too many pills and just hate everything. 18-year-old love might be the absolute worst thing to ever happen ever.
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>I hope it's something cool like sasha
>moving to university in a week, scared shitless and excited
>youth lagoon - July
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>>49913629
That feel, oh god I know it.

>What are you listening to
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ERxGQE1NUls
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>>49913664
i have no way of acquiring illegal druga
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>first time on /mu/ in months
>hardly ever listen to or seek out new artists anymore
>mostly hate talking about music with other people because it feels like a dick waving contest 90% of the time
>tfw slowly losing love for music

i still go to shows n stuff occasionally but this feel is still growing. i dunno what to do guys i don't have much else in my life
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>>49913610
damn I thought I was the only one. Fuck sometimes I feel like a total creep but it gets me by sometimes which helps. type in "asmr girlfriend" that shit is the best. the closest I'll get to a girlfriend for right now
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>>49913602
I know that feel, sometimes when you're happy hanging out with new friends and all that shit, all of the sudden (I don't know if this only happens to me) it seem like everyone hates you, they ignore you like your value is shit, and you fall again into depression, hoping that you will be happy someday, enjoying hanging out with your ''friends'', having a gf, just enjoying the moments... sorry about my bible
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olivia
her and how i wish i could be with her right now
body to body job to job
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>>49913647
>>jenny
>>i wont ever be able to hear her speak
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will I ever get a gf guys

sorry for cliche feel but it was a 2strong feel
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>>49913714
ikdfb I went all in for the girl I thought was the one and when she wholeheartedly rejected me it was soul crushing
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>>49913647
underrated post
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>>49913544
>Yeah I am, everythings great
sorry bro
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>>49913768
I probably won't so maybe we are buddies in no-gf-ness.
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>>49913733
Dark web, take a few days to learn it and start buying your "meds" in the 21st century
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>>49913744
>tfw once i started taking ssri i 100% lost interest in music
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>>49913775
That's really where I'm at right now. I just have to wait and see and I feel bad hoping that she doesn't find happiness with someone else but who am I kidding, I want her to be happy with me.

So now I'm just toeing the line as much as I possibly can and drinking and writing every single day in the hope to make myself feel only slightly less lonely.
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>>49913768
dont worry man a good women is so fucking hard to come by nowadays so I don't blame a lot of guys for having these feels
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>>49912835
Finally got over Angie, met Catelyn a few weeks ago and I can really feel the attraction. Now Angie is suddenly interested in me but I don't know who to go for.

Andrew Jackson Jihad - Can't Maintain
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>
>I'm ignoring every sign she gives me so that I can feel in control, but then I feel shitty and helpless when I realize that I'm willfully preventing myself from getting something I want because I'm a petty fuck
>Open Mike Eagle - Dark Comedy
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lol my mom told me drop out because she doesnt think i can make it
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>megan
> she told me after 3 three years of friendship she doesn't like me back and can't look at me the same way anymore after telling her how I felt
> Probably gonna listen to MHTRTC in a few

I just don't want to live.
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>>49912835
>Jen
>She's being annoying. I want to dick around on the internet, then go to bed. I veto sex.
>Peter Heppner
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>tfw no qt patrician bf
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>>49912835

Her name: Orchid
On my mind: Ice hockey
Aural pleasure: Katatonia
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>>49913248
I spent a week in a psych ward on suicide watch. It's not very fun.

>Theresa, my girlfriend, who I'm not able to see due to not having money for gas to drive to her on weekdays and her going home to militant asian parents on weekends
>The fact that I will never be in an academically supportive environment so long as I'm around my parents
>menu music from Super Smash Bros Brawl? I was about to put on Comfortably Numb.
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>>49913865
L O N D O N
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N
D
O
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>>49912835
>Harper
>Before, I was thinking about how I should do some reading for class tomorrow. Now I'm thinking about how I will never eat out her asshole again
>Chelsea Wolfe, Pain is Beauty
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>>49913610
Yeah, actual haircuts make me feel like a sick human being now. Don't even get the tingles from ASMR.
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>>49913882
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>>49913882
I don't get it.
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>Briana
>I fucking hate this bitch
>Veridis Quo - Daft Punk
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>>49913847
go with catelyn, you will be happier
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>>49913747
That's exactly it anon. I know it's mostly in my head, but it just seems like right when I'm at the peak of happiness they all just start ignoring you and like just your presence is an annoyance to them. So I back off and start isolating myself and it just gets worse and worse.
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>>49913647
Go to bed Stefan
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>>49913910
on the note of Daft Punk: Digital Love is the greatest "tfw no gf" track I have ever heard.
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maybe some dubs will lighten the mood
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>>49912835
>not in love for the first time in years
>girl that I've been trying to help for the past year finally got diagnosed w/ depression, but now she's popping pills; yesterday she blacked out and carved "fucc" into her leg
>Games - Strawberry Skies
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>tfw want to post but know my friend will see this thread and ctrl+f her name

>>49913634
This for about a week now. I think it's actually working well for me so far in terms of depression/anxiety/avoidant disorder stuff, but at the same time I feel like I'm just as neurotic as I've always been, just more apathetic about things.
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>>49913847
Thanks man
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Not anything specific, alone and bored, feet moving on their own: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oGS7-ga2Sds
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>>49913785
Thanks man. It means a lot. Talking on here is really helping. I just wish she would realize what she's doing. I feel fucking awful.
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>>49913919
are you me? ;_; I thought I was the only person who feel like that, anyway stay strong anonbro, best of my vibes
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>>49912835
Katie

She's in high school, she fell out of a tree during gym today.

I'm not listening to anything because I can't find my good headphones and one of my casual IEMs broke
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>Emma
>keep getting drunk and fucking ugly girls because im too afraid to go after her. came inside girl the other night who produces no feels at all. feeling like a bitch for being so sad. feeling like a bitch for not realizing that a hot girl wont make my issues disappear.
>what im listening to:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H8rumyup0Os
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>>49914020
nothing wrong with being sad buddy
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>What's her name?
Jesse
>What's on your mind?
Not much really, I'm feelin kinda blank tonight, whatever that means. Thinking about how much I don't want to wake up tomorrow, but that's about it.
>What are you listening to?
F A ? because I forgot I had it on my phone
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>Her name is Shelby and she goes to my school, I think she's into music, but I'm too akward to talk to her, I'll ask her to punch me in the face tommorow.

>tfw too beta to talk to that short, black haired artsy hipster grill

>ITAOTS, I finally scraped up enough money for the vinyl
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>>49913936
That's not how you dubs
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>>49912835
This thread is inherently misogynistic. Shitlords.
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>tfw she changed her status to "In a relationship"

Bon Iver - For Emma, Forever Ago
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>>49914087
talk about the pot calling the kettle black
>shitlord
>ignoring all the shitladys
>not using the gender neutral shitxyrd
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>>49912835

>What's her name?
Paulina, although I recently discovered she is already involved with someone. Aren't they all.

>What's on your mind?
I am terribly alone, despite having 'friends'. All of my friends live away from me. I tried to make new friends in my new location but none of them stuck, and I've gotten to the point where I am very afraid of opening my mouth and embarrassing myself in a new way that I'll remember three years from now in the shower. More footage for the low-light reel. Whenever friends come to visit, it's usually because they have other things they're doing in the area, and eventually cancel on me after leaving me for the last stop in the day. I have maybe 3 good friends who support my music, one of which I've never actually met in person. Curious how that works. I'm releasing an album tomorrow, which leaves me somewhat nervous but also excited to finally get to start working on new material. It's my fourth album in two years, and despite my minute fanbase I am making a compilation of my best work and sending it to some labels in an attempt to live my dream and not be stuck with getting an actual job in engineering. Sometimes I just want to walk these streets and meet someone who wants to spend time with me, walking the streets in the morning and at night. Someone to eat a meal with. Someone to share with. Nobody understands me.

>What are you listening to?
I recently listened to "Reflektor" by Arcade Fire and I'm enjoying the track 'Porno' very much.
I am also a big fan of the new Interpol album "El Pintor". I am quite fond of the track 'Everything Is Wrong'.
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>>49912835
>What's her name?
There is no her.
>What's on your mind?
The essay I should be typing.
>What are you listening to?
Ben Frost - By The Throat
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>>49912835
Alexandra.

Thinking about getting back in touch with my dad after 3 years of not seeing him.

The Roots.
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>>49914108
That actually sucks a lot. I'm sorry
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Eulalia.

>tfw oneitis
>tfw I know that she doesn't want a relationship
>tfw just friends

Everything about her man, just, fuck. Every time I talk to her it's great but at the same time I just know that nothing will ever get past that.

Listening to Pinebender - Working Nine to Wolf
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>>49913634
do you have anything that makes you happy?
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>>49912835 (OP)

>what's her name?
Wish there were one

>what's on your mind?
Nothing... just zoned out kinda

>what are you listening to?
Pandora playing the replacements radio
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> maya
> a lot of things
> sunny day real estate
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>>49914334
>OP
>OP
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>contentment
>just want the next day to start
>junesong provision, been listening to a bunch of old favorites tonight
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>>49912835
>It's been so long since I actually interacted with a female, she doesn't have a name anymore, now it's just some girl who lives a few houses down from me and I look at her through the window occasionally if she's outside.
>How my hernia is hurting, and whether this Klonopin is going to get me a little high when I go smoke this blunt
>Oneohtrix Point Never's R + 7
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>Caroline
>We are good friends but I can't gather the courage to ask her out
> Guster, her fav band.
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>>49914464
>listening to her favorite band
oh lord do i know that feel
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>>49912835
>Diana
>i have been thinking on finally to work on my first short film after months of planning
>The advantage's self titled, been almost a decade since i last listened to that,
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>>49914492
what is the concept of the short film?
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>today was a good day
>tfw listening to Japanese post-hardcore for enjoyment instead of feels :3

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n2kRYT_TjWU&index=48&list=UUveYmr8ATuzJKZD5aOdB3yw
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>mfw don't care about grills and only viyda, school, and animu

I'm living my life comfortably doing the shit I enjoy rather than being hung up on some bitch that'll make me feel like shit.

Relationships are overrated.
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>>49913504
Snapchat is for people with friends! Oh /mu/
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>>49914641
what that's a great song anon, great contribution to the thread, we can really relate to how your feeling through this music you kindly shared with all of us.

>oh wait.
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>>49914303
alcohol makes me happy sometimes but sometimes it makes me feel awful
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>What's her name?
There hasn't been a "her" in years
>What's on your mind?
That six hour nap I just took is going to fuck my sleep up for days. Going to sleep at 7am and waking up at 5pm gets depressing.
>What are you listening to?
Burzum - Hvis Lyset Tar Oss. Thought I'd finally see what all the fuss over Burzum is about. I kind of hate it so far. Gotta give it a full chance, though.
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>What's his name?
Jesse
>What's on your mind?
Boredom. I'm between jobs, school's slow, most of my friends have moved out of the city.
>What are you listening to?
just finished listening to that Ratking album for the first time
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>>49914705
Haha
epic :)
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>>49914490
>tfw her favorite band is your favorite band
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>Sofie
I'm in love with her, extremely attracted to her, even though I know that she really isn't someone I would like if i wasn't in love. Love at first sight is such a bullshit thing. Also, shes taken.
>Can't get any order in my life
>Ott - Skylon
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>>49914758
>you showed them to her
>after she dumps you you find out shes going to their show
>you won't be able to stand being in the same venue as her like that
>not with all the emotions
>can't go to show
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>>49914463
Gotta love the benzo+weed combo
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> Audrey
> things were starting to happen, but then she tells me "I can't do this; I'm not ready for a relationship" etc.
> still holds hands, hugs, etc.
> ??????? what am I supposed to do??????

listening to music for agoramaniacs by marsan for the first time
also, procrastinating
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>>49915148
Eject

It isn't going to get better. She's going to get bored.
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>>49915168

what makes you think that? not trying to disagree in principle, just curious

she provides reasons for not ready as "last relationship ended badly," "haven't known you for very long," "still getting used to new stage of my life / new country"
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>>49912835

>Nicole
>How I hope she forgives me.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mF2Y-BnqGy


Might be /mu/cure but the guilt is there.
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>>49915211
It's just been my experience that feelings don't really augment over time. If her interest in you is tepid and reserved now, then I don't really know if it would sustain itself for very long.

Also, I don't really know your situation, so I could be mistaken
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>Lana
>Wishing I let her in when I had the chance. Messed up the first time around and now she's not getting over it, only really sees me as a casual hookup.
>First girl I've liked in years.
>Drinking with other friends for a friend's 21st birthday tonight

Listening to Augustus Pablo.
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Nikki
I'm dating her now and can't wait to fuck her
MPP
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>>49915271

I see what you mean- you could be right
I'm honestly unsure
at this point in my life honestly I probably shouldn't be in a relationship- I have a shitton of work and little time for friends, nevermind commitment to someone

the only thing that makes me think contrary to what you've suggested is that she was the initiator, made the first moves, etc- the interest is there even if it's reserved, and I'm not sure if it's reserved because the interest itself is flaky or because of extenuating circumstances

this marsan album is actually pretty good
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>If you're so funny
>Then why are you on your own tonight?
>And if you're so clever
>Then why are you on your own tonight?
>If you're so very entertaining
>Then why are you on your own tonight?
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tfw no qt3.14 french dream pop gf
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>life is shit
>can't tell if I'm not getting high because I'm not inhaling weed deep enough into my lungs or dealer is shit
>oh, and tfw no gf
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>>49915616
s-stop
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>>49915646
really? I've never listened to tfw no gf before, are they good? what genre?
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>>49915672
that feel

when no gf
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I don't even know why I bother trying with people anymore.
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>>49913065
>be me
>tfw ok-looking
>tfw not that interested in sex
>tfw not attractive or interesting enough for someone to want to date me
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>>49915705
he said stop!
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>>49913434
>tfw don't know anyone well enough that they would confide in me their secrets
cherish it anon
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>>49913504
this is true, snapchat literally serves no purpose except to make you look like an idiot in public
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>her name
heh.
>on my mind
i really want to get a ps4 but got no job
>listening to
the roots
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>Josef
>I hate my job but I need the money, should I quit?
>The Arm- Islands
>>
>Carlee
>Why has she been so distant lately, we haven't been out at all lately despite us hanging out every few days only a few weeks ago

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CGvIzFRcRMA
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>>49913629
>M.J
hello peter
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>>49913689
>>Also really want to see Porter Robinson live again
pleb
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>>49915878
dude what kind of name is carlee
is she really a girl
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>>49913744
>>mostly hate talking about music with other people because it feels like a dick waving contest 90% of the time
iktf anon :(
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>>49914020
>feeling like a bitch for being so sad. feeling like a bitch for not realizing that a hot girl wont make my issues disappear.
iktf
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>>49915616
tfw no qt3.14 br indie gf

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f7UBDGt8VK8
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>i don't want to post her name, i'm not that self-pitying
>i switch between optimism and pessimism alot more often now than i used to

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WNdj0V_c4kM
>>
Posted this in another thread before I saw this one:
>tfw been talking to a girl you like for a while now
>tfw long distance
>tfw you think you've fucked up and made her upset, so you've decided to take a break
>tfw you're not sure you're not just making things worse

listening to AJJ - Knife Man
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>>49912835

>I don't know her name, but i do know she has a bf (a chad)
>i want to take a shit i need to study for an school admission (i fucked up my life), but im not doing it because im panicking when trying to solve logarythms
>firth of fifth by genesis
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>Victoria

>I did bad in my math exam but all i think about is how lonely I feel and why nothing satisfies me in that aspect.

http://youtu.be/YmoeEZHSYDk
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Her name is Alma.
We worked in the same office for the past few months now, But were stationed on the opposite sides of the same floor. I keep trying to make excuses to talk to her. But I'm so shy that I doubt anything will ever come of it. Even though I never felt like this about anyone before.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qIdj5uFung4
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>Eva
>Study, working out, this book i'm reading and suicide
>Crywank and GY!BE
hi if you're reading this i know it's been a very long time but i still haven't gotten over you :)
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>What's her name
Jessica
>What's on your mind
How she is gay as fuck and will never do more than drunkenly let me cuddle with her. At least, that's what's now on my mind
>What are you listening to?
Right now I am listening to Deadmau5. I just want a droning beat. Anything with real substance might break me right now. Thanks for this thread, asshole.
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>>49917781
>suicide
I know that feel Anon. I even wrote a note. In a state of limbo on pulling the trigger though.
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>>49913243
>>49913365
o shit dis gun b gud
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>What's his name?
Nah.

>What's on your mind?
Nah.

>Listening to?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NavVfpp-1L4
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>>49912835
>What's her name?
Atreyi
>What's on your mind?
Doubt
>What are you listening to?
Biosphere : N-Plants
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>>49913715
wat album is that
>>
Whitney

Wanting to drop out and change my major from audio production to become an x ray technician.

Elliot Smith - New Disaster
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>not in any sort of mentally stable position to even think of romantic interests

>depressed as fuck and i can't help it
>my tongue is swollen and fucking hurts
>haven't eaten a real meal in two weeks
>haven't had a real night's sleep in a week

>Merzbow
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>>49914194
Link to your album?
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>>49917871
She's dead, bro
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>tfw all this music in my head
>tfw I forget it before I can reach my instrument and paper
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>>49914736

>him
fem or gay?
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>>49917082
>>>/r9k/
>>
>N/A not really afflicted in this way atm
>I wish this cold would go away
>Satellite By The Brian Jonestown Massacre
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>>49917912
kek
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>What's her name
Ryan
>What's on your mind
I wonder whether my friend will get acquitted, he's facing attempted murder and assault.
>What're you listening to?
Liz Phair - Divorce Song
>>
>Name is Roseanne

>Been talking to her quite a bit over the past few months
>really want to get with her
>planning on asking her out this friday but am scared of rejection
>what should i do?

Currently listening to
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NivY_iRdSBQ
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>>49917827
I wrong some lyrics instead. I don't think I could ever do it, my family have done way too fucking much for me to put them through that.
that's honestly all that's holding me back though. 4 intertwining mental disorders and social isolation don't make life easy.

here for you though man, we can take it
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>>49913610
I do this too bro. I helps fill the void. The only problem is that its like drink lots of water on a empty stomach, you feel "full" but you're still hungry as shit. Lord deliver me from these feels
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>>49918154
>wrong
wrote..
the fuck
>>
>Juanita
>this thread made me remember how I almost got a date with her 2 years ago, and how i was a coward and fled. Also made me remember that i'm still a kisseles kisseles virgin. Fuck you /mu/.

>about to listen to Flood, because why the hell not
>>
> Shannon and Dana
> I'm going to have to choose soon and I don't know what to do
> Del the Funkee Homosapien - Future Developement
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>>49918041
> he's facing attempted murder and assault
That's heavy man. I don't know what he did, but best of luck to both of you
>>
>No one lately
>It just became my birthday an hour ago, and this is the first year where I seriously don't care even a tiny bit about it. Also, kinda hyped about preordering The Jazz June's new record and the new vinyl press of Boris and Merzbow's Sun Baked Snow Cave
>About to listen to either the new Juan Maclean or Jenn Ghetto's new album.
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>>49918188

Damn this is similar to my story

>Hanna

>How I will never be anything more than a friend to her and I have some hw on my mind

>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qNqQC7R_Me4
>>
>Jeyda
>I disgust myself.
>Waves From Nothing - D.WIGHT
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>>49918180
that water analogy oh boy.
when I was trying to recover from an E.D. earlier this year I used ASMR videos to aid me in going through the guilt of eating something, just to convince myself "it's okay. people do eat. food doesn't kill you."
that sounds really, really fucked up but it did help to some extent.
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>>49912835
Don't have time to even try to have a gf

I hate Java, I hate the absolutely ridiculous and convoluted CS assignment we have that isn't challenging, it's just implementing half-thought-out specs that the TAs probably wrote in a half hour, the entire class is openly complaining about how fucking stupid and useless what we're doing is.

By Thursday I have to read two chapters of calc, do a calc homework (~15-20 practice problems and 5 graded problems which will probably take an hour each if I'm lucky), do an algorithms homework that I'll probably get 5/40 on, study for an algorithms quiz on Thursday, and study for a calc quiz on Thursday. I'm really starting to think CS isn't worth this shit.

At least I'm going to NMH on Thursday night, so one way or another I'll be a little more relaxed after all this shit somehow comes to pass.

Listening to Perfect Pussy.
>>
>lauren off in santa barbara
>if i can really juggle a band with two jobs and school
>the flaming lips are trying to take my mind off it
>>
>Hayley
>8 am classes are a mistake
>Echosmith- Bright
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>>49912835

>What's her name?
>tfw there is no her

>What's on your mind?
I think I'm finally going to overcome my depression. I've started working out and gradually reintegrating into society after a year of being NEET. I feel good guys, I hope it lasts though.

>What are you listening to?
Lights Out by Orchid
>>
>>49918258
I hope you're better now anon. Godspeed
>>
>She's the chick that works at walmart in my town and I'm pretty certain she may possibly be into me (just a vibe I get) I think her names Nicole. She has nice eyes and I like her hair.
>My insecurities I guess. I don't want a relationship, but at the same time I'd love to just get her number and maybe hang out sometime. But I have nothing to offer as a person. Also, the bridge on my guitar is really high and I don't want to try to fix it myself and I'm too poor to buy a new guitar.
>Giles Corey s/t
>>
>Merima, fuck that fucking bitch
>Holy shit I'm thirsty
>Nothing, I woke up 10 minutes ago
>>
>Carly
>Need to find a job
>Trentemoller
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>>49918249
>The noise
>Kept growing on the shore
>Kept swallowing the core
>For no one and for more.

goddamn it this shit is probably just nonsense but i still broke down
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>>49918365
I actually am. my individuals efforts weren't enough though, had to go through treatment. fuck this disease.
thanks friend.
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>Been so long that I've had genuine romantic feelings for someone

>Broke down to a friend and told him I'm suicidal and scared to talk or look him in the eye

>Brave little Abacus-pile! no pile! pile!
>>
>>49918241
Why do you say you're never gonna be anything beside her friend? Try to move to the next level, better not regreting about what you didn't do
>>
>No real cause, I just want to die
>Depression
>Death in June - But what ends when the symbols shatter
>>
>Jacobson
>I'm tired of living inside my own head.
>Warm Regards - Horse Thief
>>
>>49912835
>vicky
>the fact that it will never happen
>Hell Is My Backup Plan by Single Mothers
>>
>>49913115
>tfw explain to my mom how I'm pretty much asexual with hetero-romantic tendacies
>"anon are you saying you're gay?"

Why bother?
>>
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>>49913504
Hate to be that guy but you have a point. I've completely lost interest in girls before if they mention they use snapchat. It's for annoying vain girls with self esteem issues.
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>>49913608
You'll be alright man. Just be yourself as cliche as that sounds. Your nerves will calm as soon as the interview starts.
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>>49913744
Don't worry man, I had that feel twice but it was temporary. One day you'll wake up wanting to listen to something in especific, and you'll love it just like before.
For now, just resist
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>>49912835
Her name?
>What IS her name?
I wish i knew.
Been 4 years now, anon.
4 years in the shadows. 4 years since i've felt that spark.
>No inspiration.
I know a few girls that would do anything to be where she was back then. But they aren't her. They can't be her.
>Where is she now?
Passed out on some greasy dopefiend's couch. That's where she's been since Then. 4 years of freedom and abuse, and nothing to show for it but a crime sheet and a few scars.
>but those scars go deeper than you'd think

And i'm here. I've been here since Then. And i'll stay here for a while longer i think.

>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hrqa1GkN8Ro
>>
>Mekenzie

she's a 9/10 I work with. Planning on being straight-up with her and letting her know that I'm down to fuck, we'll see how it goes.

>The upcoming moe. concert this saturday.

Just bought my acid tonight, gonna be a hell of a weekend guys

>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dTUU8ue4U0M
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>>49918587
The nearest panera bread to me is an hour away you cunt. I've also never had it.
>>
Can someone please tell me things are going to be okay?
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>>49918766
They are not going to be okay and to you might as well suicide soon.
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>>49918766
Everything is going to be just awful
>>
>Kylie
>The fact that after being infatuated with her for a few years and deciding not to for fear of ruining our friendship she finally asks me out
>directly after our first date she has an emotional breakdown of some sort that neither of us could remember because we were high (first-timers, we're not stoners or anything)
>She essentially folds into herself, has to "think about things" (again, unrelated to me but probably related to the breakdown) and tells me that us dating would be a bad idea because of said things
>Tfw I know her well enough that I know she isn't just letting me down lightly, and is being serious and this isn't going to work due to something completely unrelated to me
I want to fucking die, I'm an emotional trainwreck at the moment. Finally got the chance, and it was ripped away by something completely out of my control

>listening to: F#A#? on repeat
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>>49918766
Every time it's cloudy outside, just remember that the sun is always shining behind it.

And it'll show itself again.
>>
>>49918766

No, but you did get dubs.
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>>49918766
Everything will be okay.

Just remember:
This, too, shall pass.
This saying is always true. In times of sadness, in times of happiness. Remember that nothing is permanent.
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>>49918822
>out of my control
But that's good tho. That means you couldn't have done anything it it just wasn't meant to be. Some anons don't even try and they end up regretting that for years.
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>>49918766
It may seem bad right now, but it's important to remember that things can pick up. It's going to be okay. Just take each day at a time.

Whenever I am in a jagged spot, I will think of a point in time when I really won't be affected by my present situation. Maybe it's a week later, maybe it's several months. Then, when that time comes, I recall feeling so bad and remember it as a distant memory.
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>>49918822
Now this is what i call a shitty feel
Hope she gets better, and you two get back and be happy
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>>49918822
Also, the absolute worst feel of them all out of all of this
>I really, legitimately care about her
>I just want her to be happy, even if it's not with me
>That being said, she was the first person who I legitimately connected to in that way, and I doubt that it'll happen again on quite that level
I'm sure I'm being a dumb drama faggot or whatever but man this just feels terrible
And on top of it, she's currently having a real shitty time with what she's dealing with and I'm completely unable to help- and I can't help but feel I caused some of it, even though she said I didn't. I just feel so helpless


aaand that's the four hour mark on this album, maybe it's time for a change
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>>49918766
No, but they might. The possibility is worth living for anon.
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>>49915816
>tfw no gf
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>>49918972
>tfw no gf
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>>49918990
>tfw no gf
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>>49919008
>tfw no gf
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>>49918972
>>49918990
>>49919008
>>49919026
I know that feel
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>>49919008
>tfw Panera Bread
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>tfw no gf
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>>49918822
Dude I know that final feel, I really do.
>meet qt I vaguely knew from many years ago at HS
>talk and find out we're really fuckin similar
>get close
>essentially fall in love but don't ask her out for the same reason and the fact that we were supposed to be seeing eachother again in a month or so
>in this period of separation she has a panic attack and is sent to the other side of the world where family can take care of her
>I didn't know this until about 8 months after losing contact with her
>just thought she realized i'm a fucking goon and saw nothing in me, even though it seemed like she was really into me when we hung out
>tfw talking to her now it seems like she still likes me
>tfw i'll almost definitely never see her again
>tfw all I want from this world is to see her again
im not doing so great right now /mu/
prozac doesn't seem to be doing all that much even though it was a couple of months ago
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>>49919064
does anyone have some more cozy pictures like this ;_;
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>>49919064
>tfw no gf
>tfw don't want a gf because of emotions
>tfw I think I'm a loser

tfw I listen to Have a Nice Life and Radiohead a lot
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>>49919008
>tfw left headphone's wire just broke and i have to hold it in a strange position.
Shit. At least they were shitty, but now i have to buy new ones, so i have to wait until payday. Maybe mdr 7506.
Also >>49919064
>tfw no gf
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>>49919073
Oh man, that's some hard shit. It makes my problem look like nothing.
It was definitely not related to you, don't take it that way. Have you considered going on a trip to see her? Is there any way for you to contact her online or via phone?
You should confess your feelings, at the very least. Get closure. Sometimes, hearing a "no" is better than hearing nothing at all, because then you aren't left asking "what if?".
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>>49912835
>What's her name?
Nicole. She's one of the prettiest girls I've come across. She's so cute and about to turn 19 and I'm going to ask her out in the coming weeks. Fuck she's so cute
>What's on your mind?
I'm scared for my future classes. They look hard. Everything right now is going awesome. If I can get Nicole, this has the potential to turn into lifetime milestone memory.
>What are you listening to?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rTTlR-yyj3w

Overall, I feel good. I finally have a girl that I like again after breaking up with my gf 1.5 years ago. I hope you guys have nice feels
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>>49919124
Your story is pretty sad too dude.
I know it wasn't really related to me, that makes it even worse in some ways because it's life been cruel as fuck rather than just personal disinterest.
I don't think so. When you're a typical semibroke student it's not easy to raise the many thousands of dollars required to fly literally as far away from home as this world allows. I really would like to though, if there's any possibility then i'll seriously consider it.
Even if that means via Facebook? I'm pretty reluctant to do so indirectly, but maybe that is better than not at all, given that i'm probably never going to get the opportunity face-to-face. You're probably right. I really would rather a "no" than the regret of not asking, just don't want my real thoughts to come out as text.
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>>49919214
>been
being
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>>49919214
Get her in a video call or something. If you can't, then text is better than nothing, at least in my opinion. In the end, it really is your decision to do or do not as you please, but that's merely what I recommend.
Good luck, man. Just remember that there are billions of people out there. People that recommend that you should "forget her" and that crap obviously have never experienced quite the same thing, but it is important to remember that she wasn't your one true chance at happiness. Use the experiences you have going forward, and reflect on the past instead of dwelling in it.
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>>49919078
>>
>Ally
>What type of Hearthstone deck to make
>Mos Def - Black on Both Sides
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>>49912835
Christa.
Sadness. A lot of it.
Death - Vacant Planets
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>>49919399
Why sad anon?
>>
>Alex, and this past Sunday was our 9th month
>As of now school is manageable but I feel a wave of allworknoplay coming
>Grimes - Halfaxa
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>>49913010
are you in college?
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>>49919064
>beat up your gf
>still happy

top tier
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>>49919446
>Domestic abusers
I'll never understand those fuckers
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>>49919328
that's not a bad idea. i'd undoubtedly feel more nervous that I ever have in my life but if I got the words out it'd be worth it.
yeah I know. i'd like to think that some day i'll find some semblance of replacement for the empty hole not being with her creates in my life, as cliche as that sounds.
the idea of moving on and finding a different girl is way beyond me right now. even if i'm never even going to see her I don't think I can be the one to confirm it.
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>>49912835
>living with the abusive husband of my mother
>she's gone to live with my grandparents til the divorce happens
>there is a girl I like, but we're both too emotionally fragile to do anything about it

I have good friends, but sometimes I feel so fucking alone

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gG7ZwmNr7VM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ht8Q4ZJFjtI

maybe things will be okay
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>>49919446
>>49919483
Neither. I'll never understand how opposing that disgusting bullshit is considered whiteknighting, either.
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>>49919569
It's only considered to be whiteknighting by those who legitimately do not think that women are equals

>>49919498
I know that feeling. Don't think about replacing her, just live your life. Put yourself out there, and enjoy friends. If you don't have that many/any, make some. Go out there, and do something. Some people throw in new people to fill their holes... this is a bad idea and results in misery. Eventually, you'll find someone else. Life is long.
I've struggled with depression before. It fucking sucks. Not having friends sucks, not being able to be motivated enough to do anything sucks, and life sucks in general, but eventually things _do_ get better.
And really, I suggest that you do talk to her. It's not like she'll flip out if she doesn't feel the same way. Closure is always good, mentally, even if it's hard at first.
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At the expense of sounding like a faggot
>she isn't real so the name is more or less unimportant
>I wish I could talk to my dad again
We aren't on good terms since I left home under less than ideal circumstances
>Toby Churchill
Good feels for depression
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>>49919406
The love of my life got married and has a child with another man. That's fucking why.
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>What's her name?
plebs
you don't know true feels until you're feeling about the women you'll never meet
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>>49919673
>good feels for depression
>brothers
Pick one
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>kelela
>kelela
>kelela
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he doesnt have one

i want a bf and im going to uni after being neet for a year and im scared idk general constant feel of uneasement

Alice Deejay - Better Off Alone
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>>49919821
>tfw when you will never be an pretty rnb singer who sings over unconventional UK bass tracks

ITS SO FUCKING GAY
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>>49919864
fuck this gay earth
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>just up, waiting for my repeat results to come up online
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>>49919910
I passed it
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>>49919959
good work man
I remember the glorious surprise when I passed the final year of HS despite debilitating depression preventing me from studying properly at all
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>>49919988
that must have been horrible. hope you're doing ok now anon
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>tfw ear infection
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>>49919609
Thanks man. Your thoughts have really swayed me.
I really do want to get it off my chest but I just kind of need to be told it's okay to do so, as pathetic as that sounds.
Yeah, depression does fucking suck. I've been waiting for it to get better on and off since 2009. proud of still being here tbh.
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>>49915913
His live show is really good, regardless if you like the album or not
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>>49913065

Literally in the same situation... I hate sleeping around sometimes so much..
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>>49920513
>natalie or emily. i'm kind of interested in both of em
>tfw starting to develop a crush on my roommate but she has a boyfriend who I think is really fucking cool and I could never break those two apart
>infinite spark - Pavement
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>>49920974
didn't mean to quote you by the way
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