>vividly imagine every personal confrontation turning violent

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2016-01-30 15:47:55 Post No. 7640609
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Anonymous 2016-01-30 15:47:55 Post No. 7640609 [Report]

>vividly imagine every personal confrontation turning violent
>mentally prepare myself for a worst-case situation every day
>suspicious of the motives and true feelings of others, from colleagues to close friends
>obsess over small things said/done as being indicative of a greater attitude

I've once considered a comprehensive plan to potentially set my best friend's lawn on fire. Control and communication have always won out so far.

Given that, which books have similarly anxious and paranoid characters?

Anonymous 2016-01-30 15:57:04 Post No.7640631
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>>7640609
i do the exact same thing OP

i'm 6'4 but whenever someone confronts me my body starts pumping out massive amounts of adrenaline and my eyes start watering and my body starts shaking uncontrollably, i also can't speak properly while it's happening

there have been brief moments where i've genuinely been able to enjoy something without this sort of anxiety and i can say they've been the best moments of my life

Anonymous 2016-01-30 16:57:02 Post No.7640789
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Anonymous 2016-01-30 16:57:02 Post No.7640789 [Report]

A Scanner Darkly

Anonymous 2016-01-30 16:58:31 Post No.7640796
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Anonymous 2016-01-30 16:58:31 Post No.7640796 [Report]

>>7640609
You know me so well OP

Anonymous 2016-01-30 16:59:56 Post No.7640801
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Anonymous 2016-01-30 16:59:56 Post No.7640801 [Report]

>>7640609
Reminds me of this lad:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HkIXuRH1hjg

Anonymous 2016-01-30 17:02:46 Post No.7640811
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Anonymous 2016-01-30 17:02:46 Post No.7640811 [Report]

>>7640609
What happened to you, OP?
Did you go through a fucked up childhood?

Anonymous 2016-01-30 17:12:12 Post No.7640851
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Anonymous 2016-01-30 17:12:12 Post No.7640851 [Report]

>>7640811
He probably has just been alive for more than 12 years.

Anonymous 2016-01-30 17:21:28 Post No.7640885
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Anonymous 2016-01-30 17:21:28 Post No.7640885 [Report]

>>7640609
your diary ddesu

Anonymous 2016-01-30 17:27:27 Post No.7640901
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Anonymous 2016-01-30 17:27:27 Post No.7640901 [Report]

>>7640609
>>7640631
You lads would have been perfect specimens a few thousand years ago.

Anonymous 2016-01-30 20:48:05 Post No.7641511
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Anonymous 2016-01-30 20:48:05 Post No.7641511 [Report]

>>7640609
wew are you me lad

Anonymous 2016-01-30 20:55:53 Post No.7641546
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Anonymous 2016-01-30 20:55:53 Post No.7641546 [Report]

>>7640631
>>7640609

Damn I have some shitty social anxiety but this is really rough guys. You guys should try counseling or medication or something

>inb4 some retard calls medication the jewpill or something

Also what you're describing reminds me of the narrator from Notes from the Underground

Anonymous 2016-01-30 22:46:09 Post No.7641900
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Anonymous 2016-01-30 22:46:09 Post No.7641900 [Report]

wew

Anonymous 2016-01-31 00:24:43 Post No.7642368
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Anonymous 2016-01-31 00:24:43 Post No.7642368 [Report]

Hermann Ungar- The Maimed

Anonymous 2016-01-31 00:28:46 Post No.7642380
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Anonymous 2016-01-31 00:28:46 Post No.7642380 [Report]

>>7641546
>oy vey
Why the fuck would you chemically alter your brain

Anonymous 2016-01-31 00:45:51 Post No.7642439
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Anonymous 2016-01-31 00:45:51 Post No.7642439 [Report]

>>7642380
>not taking nootropics

Anonymous 2016-01-31 01:36:23 Post No.7642592
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Anonymous 2016-01-31 01:36:23 Post No.7642592 [Report]

>>7642380
>if I make it sound scary it sounds scary

"Why the fuck would anyone trust a team of strangers to anesthetize them and cut them open"

Meds aren't a complete solution to anything and are far from perfect but fear mongering about them is ridiculous, especially when you're dissuading people who already get little to no enjoyment or satisfaction out of their lives from taking them

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