Are there any philosophers or literature that you can recomend me that deal and talk about the Will? About the decomposition of the Will and how even though one might feel a certain way, might think a certain manner, you end up contradicting your own Will in its execution? Procrastination for example, one might want do do something in an idealogical sense, even spiritually, but he does not follow through practically. The dissonance between the trifecta of how one Thinks, Feels and Acts.
Immanuel Kant, in great depth.
Begin with the Groundwork for the Metaphysics of Morals.
Edgar Allen Poe's writing about perversity.
The Imp of the Perverse is one of them, although it figures into other stories and his novel.