/mtfg/ - Male to Female general

this is now a suicide edition thread

Fuck IPAs

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Does anyone know anything about headphones?

Should I get the HD600?
Current headphones: k7xx, fidelio x2

my name is boo:)

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>>8633361

Let's kill a senator!
Monestown now!

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Everyone remember to join my NGE discord
https://discord.gg/ruvn9d

>>8633297
....You don't force them to by any means possible? I try to get everyone I know to watch that show. If you're my friend Ive tried to get you to see it atleast once, and most likely so much more. My Ex saw so much NGE, I dont know how he put up with it.

>>8633316
Congratulations Kayla, are you full time now?

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>>8633359
:|

what

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lonely mtf looking for a gf or a "good friend"

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>>8633371
tlg is that way

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im converting to Islam

>>8633374
>>8633361
This really is a suicide edition thread now

>>8633362
Philistine.

oopsies
>>8633335
maybe
>>8633340
ty

>>8633377
Hey fuck you now I'm not setting you up with Matthew

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I am craving sweets and chocolate so bad I would do horrible things for someone to deliver it to me holy crap

>>8633384
Ohh daaaarn :(

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ipas are good

>>8633374
AHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH JESUS FUCK

>>8633376
Almost half of the regular trip posters here are suicidal in real life

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>>8633359

why the fuck would anyone like kendrick lamar

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>>8633394
he raps good i like it

>>8633374
trip on shakira

>>8633398
im just shitposting for a reaction desu

>>8633368
like I said, I've had a lot going on. Today was the first time in years that I've felt comfortable letting anyone else spend time in my living space.

>>8633374
Killyourself

>>8633394
i guess its in my DNA

>>8633389
Alright fine you can have one more chance with the suave potato chip gentlemen

>>8633402
you know you're not black, right?

>>8633399
das cute :3 i love shitposting

Maeve if you're reading this COME BACK. DON'T BE SUICIDAL.

>>8633408
unfortunately Im a wigger

Kendrick Duckworth

who else /manly man/ here

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>>8633417
that's so fucking gay lol

this is real music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lGt8uU4MpX0

>>8633421
Nobody, we're cute girls here.

>>8633423
Your music is shit lol
Listen to some fuckin Fireflies by Owl City but the words are reversed even though the melody's fine. Now that's REAL music.

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>>8633417
>I hate being white
>self hating white person
Just stop

Emma is a non oldschool poster who has done the following. (that we know about)
>made a girl commit suicide (admitted by Emma, search for "suicide" and her tripcode on the archive)
>let a girl get raped and then wouldn't let her stay a day later so she could get home (admitted and confirmed 4 threads ago)
>broke multiple people mentally and tried to make them reliant on her (this is what doms do)
>made multiple girls cut her name into themselves (search the archive for "cut" and "emma" in the text box and filename)
>raped a girl (no proof for this yet but many anons have spoken about it, defending rapists and shaming those who have been raped is terrible)

NEW INFORMATION:
>pressured a girl to strip on Discord under the threat of being banned and humiliated
>catfishes people into relationships and then threatens them with suicide if they don't do anything she wants (search for "Emma suicide" on the archive for proof)
>sexually harasses people and then insults them when they don't give in and give her what she wants

if you were attacked by this vicious person please reply to this post with what happened. (please provide evidence but if you cannot there are some who will slander you for calling out this vile creature)

>>8633433
Rethink your life

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>>8633407
>suave

>>8633434
Will posting about her let me get her attention too?

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oh god i poured a bucket of nutella in oatmeal and its delicious

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>>8633435
Do you actually like coworker-kun? He's not a bad choice Ikindabrieflyhadacrushmaybe

>>8633440
don't steal my image i made that for emma

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>>8633435
>Matthew stares at me in the break room
>Gets up slowly
>Walks over next to me, then gets his face right down in my food
>"dat lewks good huh"
>Room is silent for 10 minutes
>"So Coworker-chan do you like waffles?"
>"Ya I do"
>He doesn't respond
>He gets up and power walks to the bathroom
>He yells "ya I like waffles too" from inside

>>8633442
Co-worker chan is almost half my age :o
I'm not Faye ;)

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>>8633445

>>8633437
It'll make this general worse than it already is, which is an accomplishment

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>>8633447
But that would be cuuuuute.

>>8633446
why do i find autism cute

>>8633428
you have shit taste.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sfSojeLnRew

>>8633448
:(

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=thwYQeZzpqE

>>8633461
thanks for reminding me of such great heights

now im sad

>>8633452
I have autism

>>8633464
what was such great heights about?

>inb4 it's about suicide

>>8633455
If my taste was shit would I like THIS https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oCCwpLBhE4E

>>8633452
I'm autistic...

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>>8633446
That sounds pretty accurate.

I can't even look at him anymore without bursting into giggles, I don't even look at the other tills anymore just in case he's there. Straight to express.

>>8633451
That's a kinda creepy age gap and I'd have to change my trip to Cougar :(

>>8633464
you're welcome.

>>8633470
it hurts my throat just listening to that.

>tfw no older gf who finds your autism cute

>>8633469
idk it just reminds me of being a kid

>>8633474
lmao i kekd

why aren't downers legal?

I function better when I can't feel

>>8633479
same, postal service was my childhood.
>indie music.

>>8633483
kratom is legal most places

>>8633477
My mom is a older woman but she just hits me because of my autism

>>8633479
oh

same desu. That's why I was hoping it wasn't about suicide.

>>8633480
I mean, it did.

>>8633477
tfw if im the older im creepy but i think its a cute idea
tfw not mommy age

>>8633471
>I'm a cashier-cuck tomorrow
fuck

>>8633451
Haribu rightfully belongs with Mattthew-san. It's a match made in heaven

>>8633487
iktf

>>8633484
it wasn't my childhood it was just popular when i was a kid

>>8633488
>same desu. That's why I was hoping it wasn't about suicide.
what do you mean?

>>8633466
>>8633470
lets fugg
u like neckbeards? :^)

friendly and vital reminder that anime is a plague

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9LLmrZQisrc

>>8633499
because I don't want a song that reminds me of being happy in my childhood to be tainted with depression.

>>8633491
tfw too mentally ill to be a good mommy gf

>>8633499
yeah, no one listens to indie music anymore.

>>8633486
can i buy it at a store legally?

>>8633501
no, but i have one, unfortunately...

gotta leave now because my friends are gonna use my computer
;w;
>>8633505
uwu

>>8633508
You can only buy it at a store illegally

>>8633514
you know what i meant, can i just go get it at a store? or do i have to be an epic drug man with a dealer because i have no friends

>>8633442
Who haven't you crushed on?

>>8633516
https://www.getkratom.com

>>8633519
is that the gta 5 thing lol i didnt open it

>>8633492
I'll be there tomorrow, I might bump into you.

>>8633516
probably can get it at head shops too

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>>8633518
I like boys but not EVERY boy ok

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>tfw finish a show and really liked it but then realized the story had a lot of flaws and the reason you mostly liked it is because your heart is a hormonal mess that falls for sappy romance plots

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>>8633520
no it a website where you can (legally) buy kratom

>>8633523
And a girl :^)

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>tfw I'll never be a small blonde girl
Why even live.

>>8633516
tobacco/headshops sell it in most states

>>8633525
oh i was thinking of kifflom sorry https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NjOKTRiBcEw

>>8633529
You must live because I believe it is possible to rehabilitate from your severe case of autogynephilia, please keep pushing onward into recovery

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>>8633526
I also like girls, yes.
>>8633529
Because you're a tall girl and tall girls are necessary.

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>tfw the antidepressants and anti anxiety meds makes you feel really odd and act different but you don't want to kys anymore due to the medicine
I'm conflicted

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>>8633529
>tfw tall blonde girl instead

>>8633538
being tall feels bad tho

>>8633538
thats adorable

tfw you feel like shit all the time

>>8633539
SAME i don't cry everynight from absolute despair which has helped me cope with life, though my anxiety hasn't improved and there are other bigger problems that come from depression that have yet to see any improvement like loss of enjoyment, lack of purpose, lack of motivation... probably too much to expect from a pill though.

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>>8633538
But I want to be smol like you.
Im tired of towering over everyone around me. Even guys.

>>8633553
You in therapy, senpai? Diet, exercise, and sleep schedule are also very important to mental health.

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tfw no isopod gf

Why are trannies so mentally ill? I wish I could just be a normal person with GID, not a big mess of shit.

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>>8633548
It shouldn't.
>>8633543
It's a good thing.
>>8633550
Oh?
>>8633558
You should own it instead of wishing to be what you aren't. Guys are all manlets around here so I'm taller than some sometimes. I work with a girl who's less than 5 feet tall and I don't envy that. I am what I am and some things I can't fix. I just need to own it. And you should with being tall.
If you wanna feel smol, talk to your gf about how she can help make you feel smol, but imo you gotta accept yourself.
idk
i just wanna help im sorry

>>8633566
then be a normal person with GID?

whats stopping you

>>8633553
It's helped my anxiety, I don't rip my hair out or claw at my arms or legs anymore, and it's helped with depression. Though like you I still have no motivation or purpose, it's just the usual response to it (crying, self-harm, etc.) doesn't happen now

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tfw no Mayan pyramid enthusiast gf

>>8633567
>Oh?
Ya

>>8633559
yes i'm in therapy, i don't know how much she can do, i don't think she can breathe life into me, i was actually crying over it this morning because i feel like i'll be stuck this way and there's no way out, people say it's a temporary problem and it gets better but i lost myself years ago and this is who i am now. sounds defeatist, i should 'man' up, but i know i'll end up crying in the same corner of my room over and over going nowhere until i eventually kill myself.

>>8633567
my dating pool is already small enough as an unattractive, barely passable tranny with zero self esteem

enough guys find tall women to be a deal breaker that my height makes my dating puddle nearly vanish

>>8633570
okay someone be serious with me

I get really fucking scared of Egyptian stuff, like when people draw porn with Egyptian gods, it seems dangerous to me to disrespect them.

am i autistic?

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>>8633567
Its ok Grace. I appreciate the nice words of encouragement.
Id like to think Im more fine with it but whenever I see girls when out in public its just a reminder of what I'll never be.

>>8633578
adding to this I don't personally disrespect them myself

dog gf here offering my services

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>>8633433
Ay faM its no bullshit out here in the Prairie state, go hard or go the fuck home we play to win out here, we from the North yea dat way yesssss sirrrrrrr.... LUL this post reminded me that Emma lives close to me and I have her on Discord..... maybe I should get to know her better.....
xD xD xD

Where the fuck is Isla at? Gonna make her my next gf Tbh faM

>>8633581
*headpat*
*scratch behind ears*

>>8633578
just call yourself superstitious, it rolls of the tongue easier

>>8633578
Is it just egyptian gods, or is it gods in general? Would porn of greek gods make you feel that way as well?

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>>8633571
What's so cute about that?
>>8633574
Why would you want some dude that's so insecure about his own height he wont date a tall woman lol
I'm sorry but I think you should worry about other aspects of your appearance, not shit you can't control like your height.
>>8633579
Wanna hang out with me at work for a week and watch all the different cis girls come in? I've seen some tall ass girls before, it makes me feel better seeing cis girls in different shapes and sizes.
You gotta accept like, you'll never be someone else. You'll never be whatever girl caught your eye on the street and made you feel bad. You're you, you should try your best to take pride in being you. There's only one of my Special K, and I wouldn't have her any other way. Well, I'd like to see her a little happier, but I trust that'll come in time~.

>>8633578
idk about autistic but its kind of weird
also you're mixing up egypt and mesoamerican

>>8633587
no only Egyptian gods, I guess in my mind they're the most powerful and scary if they want to be

>>8633584
cēterum cēnseō carthāginem esse dēlendam

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>>8633584
famalamYOU really want to get to know THIS? lMao... man i know u like twinkhons but tthats a 100%hon

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>>8633508
You can buy it online legally. it is really meh though.

If you want to calm down legally try etizest/estazolam its a legal benzo not scheduled in the US equipotent to xanax but much safer.

it is WAY better than kratom.

>t. I know my drugs

>>8633589
I don't know it just is

>>8633589
at this point ill take whatever i can get

im alone, completely alone, and i wish that i wasnt

>>8633590
I'm not mixing it up, I replied because of the pyramid, I'm referring to gods like Horus and Anubis.

>>8633600
there are no actual gods, none that effect our lives at least

believe in whatever you want but dont fear them

>>8633594
this post wasn't me

t. ness

>>8633601
How can you possibly assert that knowledge? You're no less naive than you think she is.

>>8633594
Well I figure if she fuck with Grace she cant look THAT good, thats why I didnt really bother chasing even though she is close. I mean I dont only hang out with people based on their looks. Emma seems like the type of bitch that can help you get shit done Tbh family.

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>>8633605
Shouldn't you be in bed? It's late sweetie.

>>8633604
do you actually think that people actually get smited by the gods?

if that was true why havent i been smited yet?

>>8633604
>>8633601
i am a god
hurry up with my damn croissants

>>8633605
well she fucked pookie
did u fuck pookie lol

>>8633601
I don't "believe" in a lot of western gods but I am uncertain about Egyptian ones, I think they are important and should be respected basically.

None of you thought my "Monestown" pun was funny.

kys

>>8633611
then youre wasting good fear on things that arent worth it

>>8633605
cēterum cēnseō carthāginem esse dēlendam

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>>8633589
Thanks Grace. I know I should just accept it. Somehow I just have to get the voices in my head or whatever to accept it too.

>>8633614
honestly didn't realize it was a jonestown pun until now

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do i pass

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>>8633621
I get it, we all have insecurities that plague us.

>>8633616
I don't think so.

Not that I'm going to stop respecting them but what should I be fearing instead?

>>8633623
>4chan filename
no, sorry hon

>>8633626
try spiders its more practical

>>8633627
merci

lil gracie

>>8633628
less

>>8633631
por quoi ?

>>8633627
I'm already afraid of spiders.


Can someone give me some good music to listen to while "FXCKED uPPP"?

>>8633633
i only speak american sorry to disappoint

>>8633634
then snakes then idk find something real and tangible

>>8633634
I've been getting into southern gothic recently. It's pretty good. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z2Y_RDLKyI4

>>8633637
Why are you so against the idea that Egyptian gods are scary?

>>8633623

>no visible womb

try again, hon

>>8633640
Thank you for the suggestion but I was more looking for stuff like this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=14OwKZ7TuSY

>>8633643
try again hon

my womb is more visible than ur lack of facial hair =/

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>>8633629
Helloooo.

>>8633643
rekt

grace

Why did the thread get so slow all of the sudden?

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>>8633608
I said that you do not possess the faculty to know what you have asserted and that a wiser woman would know the limits of her knowledge, experience, and perspective and never claim certainty while blindly speculating.

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>>8633656
Hi sweetiepie!
>>8633657
Anons are sleeping.
I should be too.

>>8633641
what is there to fear about them?

they havent been genuinely worshipped for thousands of years. islam is what the vast majority of egypt now believes in. even their own people dont believe in them

on top of that, their 'reign' didnt spread far from the middle east. i dont know where you live but where i live in america is pretty damn far from there.

this is all assuming that you believe in gods and all of that in the first place

I think I'm losing it

>>8633662
Their power and strength.

Yeah I would like it if all the non believers in the Middle East were smited by them honestly, that would be awesome.

I live in America too, Egyptian gods just seem correct to me. (I'm not black)

I don't really believe in gods. Deep down I think that Egyptian gods aren't real either but I feel like I should respect them anyway.

>>8633657
>Why did the thread get so slow all of the sudden?
These lil niggas are spooked xD xD xD

>>8633661
Has anybody told you that you are beautiful lately Grace? Because you really are ! One of the cutest, smartest, most kind hearted girls in this entire thread (:

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goodnight /mtfg/

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>>8633678
How kind, thank you!

>>8633356
I'm dating a trap because cis women are fucking garbage and have essentially zero value outside of pussy, but I'm not really into traps per se. is this normal?

>>8633659
of course i dont know for sure if a god does or does not exist.

on the other hand my belief is that if a god does exist, chances are it doesnt match the description of any of the worlds religions, past, present or future. theyre all human-ish gods, sprung from human imaginations. the odds are better throwing darts blindfolded without knowing which direction the dartboard is in than having one of our 'prophets' make the correct guess. besides, if there is a divine creator that watches the universe, why would it give a shit about any of us? we would be flies in comparison. idk i just dont see it

>>8633667
again, believe what you want to believe

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>you will never slowly OD will listening to experimental rock

>>8633668
>>8633678
cēterum cēnseō carthāginem esse dēlendam

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>>8633667
>I don't really believe in gods. Deep down I think that Egyptian gods aren't real either but I feel like I should respect them anyway.
You understand that makes no sense?

>>8633683
N-n-no t-thank you for being so cute !

I wanted to ask you something Gracey-kun...... but you are so pure hearted and kind I dont want to make you blush too hard :3

>>8633694
It does make sense, it's more of a precaution type thing, I don't wanna not fully disbelieve just in case they are real and it would cause me to be punished if I die. So I just respect them out of fear.

>>8633698
carth get out

>>8633662
The Gods of all three mystery schools are on every dollar bill. The Washington Monument is identical to the phallic monoliths at the gates of the temple of Amen Ra, two more of which reside in front of St. Peter's Cathedral in the Vatican and in the Crown City of London, seat of The World Bank/IMF.

the two co centric side walks represent the vagina in their center and Isis the fertility goddess and Amen Ra's wife, the monolith at its center being the phallus and the whole monument representing divine intercourse.

Egyptian Gods are worshipped secretly at the highest heights of power, along with Babylonian and Sumerian Gods.

egyptian gods are worshipped on every dollar bill and after every Christian prayer lol

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>>8633698
I'm an open book to genuine questions! But please do keep it brief, we should both be sleeping right now!

>>8633683
Is Arrison-Chan dead? I messaged her on Skype like a week ago and can't tell if she just doesn't use that anymore or what.

>>8633710
I don't think she's dead, she seems to disappear from the thread for long periods of time and appear at random, so I wouldn't worry! Sadly I'm not in contact with her though, so that's all I can do to reassure you I'm sorry.

>>8633706
excuse the redundancies I have a freshly broken foot and am medicated @_@

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>>8633705
>carth get out
LUL OK bye xD

>>8633708
Sorry maybe some other time, anon says I have to leave :(

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>>8633715
Ah, sleep tight then!

>>8633706
That's pretty cool honestly.

t. person that made this post >>8633578

>>8633710
>>8633713
I have very good sources that tell me she doesn't use Skype these days and that she is alive and well.

>>8633706
>The Gods of all three mystery schools are on every dollar bill. The Washington Monument is identical to the phallic monoliths at the gates of the temple of Amen Ra, two more of which reside in front of St. Peter's Cathedral in the Vatican and in the Crown City of London, seat of The World Bank/IMF.
and they built a sphinx in front of the Luxor casino in las vegas do you really expect me to think that that was the egyptian gods being worshipped?

what a joke

>the two co centric side walks represent the vagina in their center and Isis the fertility goddess and Amen Ra's wife, the monolith at its center being the phallus and the whole monument representing divine intercourse.
so great, a penis god and a vagina god. real original and groundbreaking imagination there. our human civilizations really like envision ourselves as the center of the universe, huh

mom! I can't sleep ;~;

>>8633725
im not your mother but get cozy under the blankets and close your eyes and youll be asleep before you know it

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>>8633718
I was an obsessive student of occulted (intentionally hidden) history and philosophy as a young girl hungry to gain perspective and understand the phenomenon of self delusion inside the Pebtecostal Christisn cult I was raised and forced to repress in.

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>>8633704
>Pascal's Wager applied to the pantheon of Ancient Egypt

Oh, my sweet summer child...

>>8633727
I'm a insomniac ;~;

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>It'll never work out but you still hope with all your heart it will

>>8633728
>>8633706
wait so youre unironically one of those illuminati conspiracy theorist people then

i really want your input, do you believe that the earth is flat?

>>8633728
No offense but I don't care about cult type stuff, I just find Egyptian culture and history and such interesting.

>>8633715
carth your a daddy would you change your littles diap.
(Asking for a friend)

>>8633730
I don't know what that means can you explain?

>>8633732
It will be better if it doesn't probably.

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>>8633724
Your perspective is incredibly shallow. Have you ever learned anything not spoon fed to you by an oligarchy who's very existence depends on maintaining you in a childish state of childish brainwashed dependency?

>>8633739
From wikipedia:
>Pascal's Wager is an argument in philosophy devised by the seventeenth-century French philosopher, mathematician and physicist Blaise Pascal (1623–62).[1] It posits that humans bet with their lives that God either exists or does not.

Your strategy of "precaution" regarding Ancient Egyptian gods is exactly the same.

The chart I posted shows the reward/punishment/whatever each religion assigns to each religious belief (including its own beliefs)

>>8633722
Well that's good. Tell her to message Kat on Skype with new contact info if you have the ability.

>>8633745
Oh that's really cool that it has a name I remember talking about my friend when I was a teenager. So it's basically about people wanting to be afraid so they don't go to hell? I am afraid of Egyptian gods and stuff but I also think they are very powerful and cool.

>>8633740
spoon fed by the oligarchy how dramatic and fun

next are you going to call me a sheeple and tell me to wake up?

Claire is right

>>8633753
>it's basically about people wanting to be afraid so they don't go to hell?
Basically, Pascal's wager is about selecting your religious beliefs based on which is most likely to earn you potential reward in the afterlife (or at least, to avoid potential punishment)

So Pascal would "respect" God out of fear, as you respect Anubis and Ra and so on out of fear

The trouble with this logic though is that if they are gods, they know genuine believers from those merely playing the odds...

And of course, if other gods turn out to be real (and the gods you wage on do *not*) then you're really screwed.

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>>8633733
Nonsense conspiracy theories like the flat earth conspiracy theory are intentionally created and propogated to convince people that conspiracy theories are conceptually and categorically absurd on a subconscious level so that you are more likely to accept information from the closed loop of their influence. In this way they can hide the truth in plain sight among confusion and white noise and intellectual cowards will ever have any easy excuse to avoid unpleasant truths.

You shouldn't mock people you are too dull to comprehend sweetheart.

>>8633766
Claire teach me the forbidden knowledge

tfw wouldn't even be trans if shoes weren't so cute and makeup wasn't so fun

>>8633770
skirts senpai :D

>>8633769
traps are gay

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Is it bad to wear like sports or running shoes for working and standing up like 10 hours a day?

>>8633763
I am not really doing it to play odds, I genuinely am afraid of them and think they're also very strong and cool.

If they want to punish me so be it but I am not exploiting them I'm just afraid of them.

>>8633787
Also I respect them because I can acknowledge how strong they are supposed to be.

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>>8633783

>>8633786

nah I used to wear nothing but running shoes at work

shit is comf

>>8633786
I wouldn't guess so? I haven't worn anything but flip flops in years though, so I'm probably the wrong one to ask.

>>8633786
No, that's exactly what you should do.

>>8633799
>I haven't worn anything but flip flops in years though
what the dog

>>8633766
>You shouldn't mock people you are too dull to comprehend sweetheart.
theres that lovely conspiracy theorist condescension

who says your illuminati conspiracy theory wasnt intentionally created to make the flat earth conspiracy theory seem less valid and more absurd?

but fine, ill play your game and follow your logic. if the oligarchic overlords are so against this 'truth' from being out there, how is it youve found out about it against all odds?

if your truth is the real truth, whats the alternative? i mean in what way do you live your life that makes you not just part of the good old sheeple masses? if youre stuck in this with us, and theres no real way out, whats the point of this whole superiority thing youre putting on?

>>8633809
What's wrong with that?

>>8633814
do they not have winter where you are? don't your feet ever cold?

>>8633803
>>8633799
>>8633796
One time I wore my running shoes at work standing like 10 hours and my feet hurt so bad I had to lay in the car eating painkillers and crying

Of all the horrible bad awful pains I've had in my life in physical pain it was one of the worst I've ever experienced

>>8633787
>>8633790
You already said yourself you don't really believe in them.

When I told you that it makes no sense to fear what you do not believe to be real, you then said that you feared possible punishment when you die, so you "don't wanna not fully disbelieve" (which was a triple negative I believe?)

Anyway look at the chart again: >>8633730

You'll notice you have way better odds for avoiding that divine punishment choosing other beliefs instead, if we give every set of beliefs equal value for probability of being true.

Again though, this is not genuine belief. Neither is your current thing. You said yourself you don't really believe in the Ancient Egyptian gods. You cannot force yourself to believe.

>>8633816
I live in Miami. Wtf is a winter?

>>8633820
maybe you tie your shoes too tight?

that is definitely not normal for your feet to be so weak

>>8633820
how about you don't buy $15 shoes next time

jeez, you can't cheap out with these sort of things

>>8633826
No that wasn't it

I never have issues running in my shoes

But when I was standing in them at work it killed me

>>8633829
They were like $115!!

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>>8633787
>>8633769
Reality as you know it is simply concepts and possibilities holographicly projected into perceived physicality via points of information (quarks) suspended in relativistic infinity directing four principle forces (gravity, electromagnetism, large atomic force, small atomic force) which are essentially one force to form invisible force fields which comprise all atomic substance for the benefit of what the physicist refers to as the quantum observer and the spiritualist refers to as the soul or divine intellect. All things such observers/souls believes at the absolute/subconcious level is reflected in the subjective reality the observer selects from the endless sea of equally possible alternatives in some way and at some level, and so anything worshipped or dwelled on including Egyptian Gods takes on a lasting reality and influence as information in the quantum strats if nothing else.

>>8633837
Then the problem is your feet, not your shoes.

Spending the day on your feet should not cause so much pain. It would be normal for them to be sore but not hurting so bad you cry and pop painkillers... see a foot doctor.

>>8633822
>I live in Miami
i am...sorry, anon

if i could take away this pain, i would

>>8633845
Meh. It's not so bad.

>>8633841
What a load of utter garbage. I could just watch the Matrix myself, thanks.

>>8633842
They usually never hurt like that before working at the same place, it had to have been the shoes

>>8633849
>daily mean for the entire year: 25.1C
it must be like living on the surface of the sun

>>8633859
That's not a problem if you don't go outside :D

I'm vampire tier pale.

I dont even eat much of anything at all these days but I've had diahrrea for months

>>8633863
being that pale living in miami is impressive

im that pale but i live in new england so its not really out of the ordinary here

>>8633866
Maybe if you would eat healthy meals you would have solid poops.

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>>8633812
They aren't against the truth being out there. That is literally a requirement of their religious and magical belief systems. Mystery School Qabbalah has a form of what you would refer to as karma which dictates complex rules for avoiding the consequences of typically "immoral" actions.

One way to avoid divine punishment is to warn your intended victim (however subtly, slyly, or obscurely) about what you have and will do on a routine basis. If they then fail to resist you it is considered in their system that you are consenting and now a willing participant to the exploitation.

this is refered to as ritual mockery and occurs in a million tiny ways

>pic related

>>8633873
>healthy meals
I have 5 dollars

>>8633863
i suppose it's not too bad if you have AC and forsake the sun

but i mean, it doesn't even snow there

>>8633852
>quantum physics is garbage

I guess you know more than all of modern particle physicics as a whole then. Fuckwit.

>>8633874
>avoiding most of the questions i asked
nice you have convinced me to believe in your garbled mess, ill get to work smashing the oligarchy asap

>>8633883
>pretending your post was about quantum physics
I imagine it makes you feel powerful to pretend you have a special higher understanding of the nature of existence.

I imagine it must make you feel very angry when someone is not impressed by your Matrix-ripoff gobbledebook and points out you are talking out of your asshole.

one last friendly reminder before bed:

anime is a form of brainwashing mind control devised by the government corporations behind illuminati closed doors and they

okay i cant even continue that sarcastically

anime is a disease tho cure urself asap good night

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quantum physics is difficult to understand, please use simpler metaphors when explaining things (preferably involving food)

What is /mtfg/ listening to?
I'm obsessed with this song right now:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=stWae6r7Blw

>>8633905
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QpCqSaufFak

>>8633905
https://youtu.be/ZAn3JdtSrnY

>>8633905
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ivaGaT2jq0

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>>8633812
sorry I got distracted answering the first part

>what do I do that's different blah blah

I extensively research a plethora of topics from all perspectives available (including extensive experimentation with new religious, spiritual, and occult activities), I have amassed enough wealth as a former drug trafficer (now 3 time felon) to never be employed by any other entity (company or person) within the system again for my forseeable future, I have amassed practical survival, texhnical, and fighting skillsets and equipment, I never consume any flourine molecule, eat very simply and healthy, and maintain a truly realistic and prepared perspective.

>>8633905
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BhOTV6jRFxc

>tfw probably over half of everything you listen to is from either anime or video games

should I start slutting myself out? being modest has not gotten me a bf so I think I should just start being a slut

>>8633922
Most of what I listen to is either TOOL or the Smashing Pumpkins, but I do listen to a lot of anime/vidja OSTs.

>>8633889
Please explain, with your intitiated knowledge of theoretical physics, the glaring errors in my layman's explaination of current-knowledge quantum mechanics for us?

>>8633841
i'm too drunk to understand your post sorry i'm >>8633787

>>8633920
How is your gorilla warfare and have you gotten 300 confirmed kills yet?

If somebody kidnapped your daughter would you rampage through Europe to rescue her from an Albanian sex trafficking ring with your specific skillsets?

>>8633905
>click youtube embed link
>see DARK SOULS III
>is it abyss watchers?
>its not

still acceptable

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f0LdIZ8TWYo

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>>8633928
no but you should start diapering yourself :]

>>8633936
I am not a physicist.

I don't need to be a physicist to know that this shit:

>Reality as you know it is simply concepts and possibilities holographicly projected into perceived physicality

Just ain't physics. It's not any kind of science. It's garbage. It's like the dialogue in the Matrix. Sounds spooky enough to impress some idiots and make you feel like a big deal.

>>8633944
Probalby my second favorite from the OST.

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>>8633895
anime is a form of englithenment and will teach you the right ways of life (aka teach u to be a tranny and be in a ddlg and to be a white suprmeacist.

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>>8633962
>will never get to experience Abyss Watchers for the first time again

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>>8633929
TOOL is all my significant other listens to during their daily panic attacks.

I'm more of a black metal, instrumental, or nightwave/vaporwave girl myself

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>>8633966
>tfw can get to experience Abyss Watchers for the first time because I've never played a DS game before
Looks like I win again, Natalie.

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>>8633766
Do you read quantum physics or other chaos magick stuff?

>>8633920
>NASA cup (gov't agency)
>knives mass produced by Corporations
>uses American (read: Occult) currency
You are no better than any of the rest of these other blind, brainwashed fools. You think you're enlightened but you are just as controlled and docile as anyone else here. You are a slave.

>tfw slave to daddy

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Any of you live in mexico?
I want to cuddle and snuggle with a cutie

>>8633947
how

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>>8633973
Winning at what

>>8633985
beanboy is a mexican cutie amigo

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>>8633991
Contact?
Is he/she/it/tonton available?

>>8633970

What's your favorite black metal band?

>>8633999
crazy homeless person that lives in la. avoid at all costs.

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>>8633988
diapering yourself is realy easy. i might be a baby bean but i can easily diap myself .they are very simple to use
just order some on ebay.
>>8633985
>mexico
disgusitn nonwihte.
>>8633982
u should be daddys little girl not his slave.
>>8633966
i never beat abyss watcher :^[ video games are for nerds. and daddy.

>>8633966
Dark Souls 3 is kinda shit. BB is where it's at.

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>>8633943
So because I had a good answer I'm lying? You seem a little insecure.

Not all of us aspire to be basic vapid bitches.

>collage of my most famous car (blew up the regional news when I got arrested in it with a bunch of cash and weed then won the case and got it back), fiancee, and 80k in a box from when I was troling /o/ and pol as frostbyte

I have been doxxed so thoroughly I couldn't lie about my life if I tried.

>>8633950
>i'm not a physicist
And it fucking shows. :^)

>>8634002
i wouldn't be cute in a diaper so i will pass

>>8634014
You can keep pretending your bullshit was quantum physics if you like, but even for a layman like myself, it is really simple to tell actual science based on experiment from... well, bullshit.

>>8634016
putting on a diap just increases your cuteness by 3x

>>8633990
Anything. Any small victory I can claim over you.

>>8634022
Christ you're trash.

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>>8634016
you can do it, at least try wearing a diaper one time!!!!!

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>>8634029

>>8634031
>you can do it, at least try wearing a diaper one time!!!!!
I have and can confirm it is neither cute or worthwhile.

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>>8634011
I wouldn't say Dark Souls 3 was shit.. a big letdown, sure. Not sure how or why since the setting it presented was spectacularly grand and the intricacies of the detailing in the game was astounding. I think I was just really tired of the Soulsbornes by the time DS3 rolled around, but the Abyss Watchers blew me away. My body was not ready.

I'm playing through Bloodborne for the first time recently and I just killed Darkbeast Paarl or something and don't really have any motivation to play much further. All the enemies just feel like "four legged loud screeching fucker". Nothing so far has made my jaw drop like Gundyr transforming or Twin Princes.

>>8633980
maybe, but the DHS 620,000 usd in 2014 surveiling and bugging me after some of my personal computers were confiscated in two drug related raids in june and october of that year, so obviously I am at least suspect.
>>8634000
Windir generally, Immortal's Withstand The Fall of Time specifically. I also work with two local BM actsbut sharing them on 4chinz would be unwise.
>>8633938
cute ;3
>>8633976
Both, and many other things!

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>>8634034
I've got my eye on you too, Kara.

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>>8634001
I dont mind
I suffer from anxiety, I'm a nut myself so..

>>8634037
Bloodborne is the true swan song. It's not only unique in its own rightl, but removes pussy mode armor and blocking and then forces you to be aggressive and get in on the action. that combined with beautiful assets and an amazing OST really set it apart. It wasn't just Dark Souls again and for that, it was better. It was best. I'd play BB over any DS game any day. Also if you think BB bosses are just 4 legged: the game, you truly have done yourself a disservice.

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How do you post a picture of yourself in a diaper and a nazi officer uniform without being worried about getting doxxed and having your parents see you in a diaper and find out your a nazi

>>8634014
I'm just memeing your edginess desu. You're bragging about your money, battle skillz and equipment on a Laotian water skiing enthusiast forum, I don't know how you expect people here to take you seriously.

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>>8634029
So eager to try and assert dominance over me. Sounds like overcompensation for something.

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>>8634042
dhs spent***

fucking opiods

>tfw swelling makes your already grossly big foot even grosser

someone shoot me

>>8634051
>your a nazi
*You're* clearly too dumb to pull it off, so don't worry about such nonsense.

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>>8634044

Delete diaper posters

>>8634049
I haven't gotten to the DLC yet and I know there's some 2 legged bosses in there. I enjoy Bloodborne a lot in terms of the gameplay that rewards a visceral, get in their face playstyle, but overall the game doesn't really resonate with me. OST is unmemorable, none of the bosses really leapt out at me yet, setting is nice but presented in an uninteresting way, the list goes on. It's not a bad game, just not the masterpiece magnum opus of vidyer gaems r art everyone thinks.

>not sure if I'm trans or not
>feel bad about my male features, feel a lot happier and confident and like my appearance expresses who I am a lot more now that I'm on hrt
>ran out of money and had to quit buying online and start going to a doc to get hrt
>tell parents I'm MtF because it's simpler than telling them I just like how I feel and look on hrt
>they tell girl I've been talking to I'm trans
>me and girl start going out and she treats me like a girl and keeps trying to pressure me to transition socially
>can't look too masc or the docs we'll stop giving me pills(they also pressure me to socially transition and believe I'm trans)
>really miss whenever I could keep my hair shorter and wear whatever I want and didn't have to dress like an androgynous girly boy

I totally don't know how to get myself out of this situation

>>8634075
(You)

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>>8633766

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>>8634055
no, but also delete this

>>8634078
You're definitely trans.

Socially transition, already.

>>8634042

Oh cool, what do you do for them?

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>>8634084
What are you going to do about it if I don't?

>>8634031
i can't buy just one diaper

>>8634042
Your mistake is that you haven't gone off the grid completely yet. You're online, you're active, you're visible to them. If you really are a felon then they have even more control over you than anyone else here. All they need is a single reason and they can take away all of that independence you pretend you have. You are a slave.

>>8634042
being drunk is not cute

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delete ambiance poster
>>8634094
you can on ebay
like 8$ for two diap sample pack
>>8634069
yeah im a dumb baby... but i am anazi..

>>8634102
>ebay

no thank you

>>8634052
You aren't free unless you can assert your freedom through force, at least long enough to escape danger or protect your personal possessions. I was asked what I do that seperates me from the average domesticated Americans.

>I also live in a frozen waste far from any meaningful government strength and breed sled dogs and have access to a private 40 acre island loaded with boats, docks, housing, firearms, survival gear, farming and fishing equipment, and storage in international water on Lake Of The Woods between Minnesota and Canada, if you were looking for more specific things and not general attributes

I participate in society tentatively but I am prepared to disengage and flee it entirely at a moment's notice.

I am a very independent girl

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>>8634089
Disappear back in to the amorphous blob of anonymous posters and take mean potshots at you from the crowd sometime in the future when you aren't expecting it.

What's that? Another win for me?

*gives all of you headpats*

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>>8634116
I thrive on cruelty and abuse is my sustenance.

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>>8634116

>>8634086
I don't want to. I've already kinda have in some ways though. Like if I get ma'amed in public I just roll with it, and I wear fem clothes because everyone expects it of me but I'm kinda staring to think in a weird way I might be experiencing some kind of social dysphoria from not being perceived as male now. I never really had any desire to be a woman, just to not age like a man, but idk I really do wish I could present as male as I used to a lot of time. I feel like I'm not treated as or seen as the person I feel I am a lot of the time.

good morning euros
good early morning americans

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okay im going to try this sleep thing

>>8634095
I am no longer on parole. They csn only prosecute me if they CATCH me being a naughty girl. I am very slippery. For those 3 felonies I have there are 13 cases or searches overturned.

I'm smug because I find your precocious indignance at encountering a cognitive dissonance inspiring world view weirdly and ironically amusing

>tfw boy asks me out and say yes but now i regret saying yes because i'm a self hating piece of shit
>tfw not sure how to tell him that i really don't want to go out
>tfw just want to stay indoors and do acid while cuddling but its our first date

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>>8634123
>>8634128
I'm coming for you both.

>>8634147
Sweet dreams.

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>>8634147

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>>8634119

>>8634161
don't give me that face ; h;

>>8634131
I don't think you would be taking female hormones if you were not trans. You say you just don't want to "age like a man", but, you've chosen to age like a woman instead. You've chosen to identiy yourself as a woman to people close to you and to physically alter by hormone therapy yourself to resemble the female form. Would you really have done all this if you were actually comfortable being a man? Remember, you have to age either as a man or as a woman, it is one or the other (or you could just kill yourself I guess)

I find it VERY hard to believe you would legitimately have enjoyed the changes to your body from hrt if you are not trans. But hey maybe you're just super retarded idk.