/mtfg/ The HSTS and the AGPs featuring Transbiens from SMC's

1st for no huge rush, in yr own time

2nd for dysphoria pic

>>8468730
premium op, have your (you).

>>8468730
excuse me, they are called transbiennes, you misgendering shitlady

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Repressed tranny or just insane?

>>8468755
def agp in any case

pooin rn

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>>8468714
No, I know what it means. My last partner was nonbinary. Even after being together for about a year I still didn't really know how to classify her. There was not enough to say "yup, this is a lesbian relationship," it never really felt like it was one. It wasn't really a heterosexual relationship either. Plus, the way it formed was atypical and very much a slow steady burn, we never had that phase of excitement and infatuation.

>>8468716
Yeah, you actually did
I actually have not been this smitten and excited since my first..

>>8468629
i feel nauseous, & i have a headache.
otherwise, my body feel light & fluffy.
like cotton candy, or meringue.
really warm to.
i feel like my nausea is slowly lifting.
also like my body is forcing me to sleep

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W-where is evangeline?

>>8468730
>implying there are any hstses in /mtfg/

>>8468755
What's the difference?

>>8468772
Nim is corrupting her

>>8468774
im a hsts

>>8468730
>>8468774
i just realised i don't know what hsts means

>>8468769
did u adjust meds recently

sleeeep

>>8468784
The field of trannyisms is rapidly changing, you gotta keep up.

>>8468784
what did u think it meant

>>8468772
she's okay don't worry :)

>>8468795
>the oldest birth defect in thebook is changing
uh huh

>>8468765
>Yeah, you actually did
>I actually have not been this smitten and excited since my first..
Hmm.TOO BAD I DONT FEEL THE SAME MUHUHAHAHAHA.

jk i actually cant even sleep very well i think about you so much...

>>8468772
Bullied out of the thread, joining Grace, Lauren and Charlotte.

>>8468800
i didn't
>>8468795
what does it mean tho?

>tfw failing boymode

>>8468807
Good work bullies.
>>8468811

>what does it mean tho?
Probably just another name for a tranny tard.

>>8468784
hsts is a gay man who's such a hyper-femme turbo-gay that it's easier for him to live as a woman than a man
According to Blanchard, all trans women are either hsts or agp

>>8468795
have we really come full circle so that ancient terms for trannies are now new again

>>8468784
>i just realised i don't know what hsts means
HomoSexualTransSexual

it refers to transwomen who are attracted to men

>>8468811
homosexual transsexual, mtf attracted to men, you get 10 free trutrans points in the blanchard rulebook if ur hsts

>>8468820
that guy is your idol
bad worship!

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>>8468814
>tfw think I'd probably fail boymode but never leave my house so I'll never know

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>>8468820
That sounds like Dollface.

>>8468821
Yeah, it's like with the mullets.

>>8468832
But how will you get your tendies if you don't go out?

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>>8468806
I mean there's a reason I've been sleeping poorly as well, and it's not just because we've been staying up to talk to each other.
>>8468827
There is no such thing as trutrans in blanchard's rulebook. We are all men.

>be pre hrt
>saw therapist again yesterday
>we discuss what he wants me to do
>reccomends starting on an antidepressant and on hrt at the same time
>ask Wait is it safe to start both at the same time? Shouldnt I treat one then the other?
>he says Well it's like the chicken and the egg, which came first the depression or the dysphoria? I reccomend treating both at once
>start laughing because egg
>psyche has no idea why I'm laughing
>try to explain concept of trans egg spotting
>can't because laughing too much
>takes 5 minutes to calm down
>cringe thinking about it now
To be fair I was severely sleep deprived

>>8468778
really?

Stop transing young twinks please. Thank you.

>>8468778
>>8468846
we all know they're having cam sex and doing nasty stuff with each other

>>8468844
mhm but he does think some are right to transition and wrote references for transwomen to that effect

im p sure it was hsts he was ok with transitioning?

>>8468823
>>8468827
Not only are hsts attracted to men, but they're attracted to men exclusively.
Blanchard doesn't think truly bi trans women exist, and that if you're agp then you can only be attracted to men because you get off to how feminine it makes you feel to be with them.

>>8468844
>There is no such thing as trutrans in blanchard's rulebook. We are all men.
this

>>8468859
No, blanchard actually states that both subtypes of transsexual need to transition

>>8468846
Nim has been more lewd lately and I think it's rubbing off on Eva

>>8468845
yeah some sort of mood drug will be a good idea for you not meaning offense

>>8468856
nim and eva? no way

>>8468844
>I've been sleeping poorly as well,
Im sorry :(

>tfw they make fun of your chipped gloppy nail paint job.
>>>not noticing youre filing your nails and theyre on point for typing like a pro
something something books

>>8468866
interesting

>>8468866
I wish I were rubbing off Eva

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>>8468845
https://youtu.be/PJnpIMbszEU?t=16s

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>>8468823
Like meeeeeee

>>8468860
wow

i mean im legit hsts trying to be bi but i can't do it so i don't feel threatened by blanchard as much as a lot of people but yeah he's no good is he

>>8468827
>hsts = 'trutrans'
end this meme

>>8468879
nim and eva otp

>>8468755
He liked to crossdress when nobody was around, so an actual tranny.

Not much difference though.

>>8468887
nah its funny. also if ur index finger isn't longer than ur ring finger you're not trans either

Ok, which one of you did that belong to?
http://www.atlasobscura.com/articles/nazi-artifacts-buenos-aires

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>>8468873
Don't be
If there's any way I could be losing sleep, I'm happy that it's because of you. Dozing in bed thinking of you is pretty comfy.

>>8468755
tranny phantom the cartoonist killer was some kind of AGP maniac, everyone knows that trutrannies kill themselves, not other people

>>8468902
Definitely Anise.

>>8468730

What's happening to the spine???

>>inb4 fat
>>inb4 skinny/anorexic

This is never normal.

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>>8468919
That's perfectly normal.

>>8468886
It's a load of shit, but for some reason it's a popular belief among this board, and if you try to denounce it then you'll get accused of being an agp who's just denying Blanchard because she can't accept that she's agp.

***not ***trutrans

>>8468919
It's a rib cage thing. Mine does that a little as well, though obviously not as much.

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>giving a fuck about label maker gatekeepers when theyre cucked by government and youre using a crypto currency designed to be anti censored so u can buy self mod tranz pills globally

holy shit, i better not be tripping

>>8468919
It's normal if you're a healthy BMI

>>8468903
s-s-s-same

>>8468926
4chan likes to start at the least convenient belief then work their way toward the facts from there - opposite of normie method

>>8468932
Do people actually dress cyber punk as not a costume?

>>8468932
it is kinda fun buying estrogens w btc on my iphone

>>8468949
Can you buy T with btc?
Asking for a friend, obviously.

>>8468941
roflmao confirmed
least convienent. thats great.
there is naziz in antarctica and they hate baskets of central banking

>>8468949
I don't think people have that in mind when they think of cyberpunk.

>>8468948
i mean i have a rfid nfc microchip in my hand if u call that a dress
its not tailored

>>8468956
you can buy anything with btc, but i'm not sure where you'd pay. what's the equivalent of the silk road these days? if you know how to get drugs you'll be able to get t

>>8468972
Lol that's fuckin cool. What do you do with it?

>>8468974
cindy usually looks really pretty, but she looks like mira in this photo

>>8468977
same thing i do with the e i inject
pretend nothing is happening


ive never owned a compatable nfc android to play with it. i tag it with my friends fones.

>>8468972
want one of those in an acrylic nail for my ring finger, under the skin just seems like something to wait til 2030 for

>>8469001
dope. glue one on. maybe ppl will see and bump

>>8468974
Delete this now pls I look weird

>posting your face in this shithole

>when millenials are going to be better at privacy than the shit boomers we inherit the internet from

I just realized remembering being analy penetrated as a kid is actually fucked up and I should probably worry about it. I don't remember anything else just the feeling of something painful going into me when I was 5.

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hey always remember to tell your friends that you love them and appreciate them as often as you possibly can and do nice things for them and be there when they need you to be because they will be there when you need them and it's the most wonderful thing in the world

friendship is vry important and good

>>8469032
Eugenie got you too huh?

>>8469043
hi anne

>>8468761
I don't know who this insane person is. Who are they and how can we tell they're def agp?

>tfw you watch randy stains suicide tape and he's this massive edge lord while having framed pictures of his ember OCs in the background
i thought people outgrew this shit after high school

kiss my neck

>>8469061
hi num

>>8469044
Omfg

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now i feel much better.
i guess what i really needed was to t**** u*
(gross).
yea, i feel much better now.
no more nausea, no more headache.
it must have been something that i ate.
either that or it might have been some dust that kicked up when i threw away my ground morning glory seeds for the move.
o no, my eyes are open but these tiny colors are persisting.
deer god. i was trying to do the opposite of get high.
why

>>8469084
are you gucci

>>8469090
I hope you feel better

>>8469043
Would you even say...
friendship is magic?

>>8469067
idk who they are either but that head tilt and mirror selfie and open decolletage or w/e it's called on men w/ undershirt plus blank, dysphoric stare tells u theyre trans but that harsh coloured outfit and severe expression tells u they're tryin to impress girls, not boys - case closed

>>8469093
today, yeah, i am. i really am.

r u?

>>8469106
no. god no.

>>8469111
ya i think so

anne someone was offering to see their injections on reddit cuz they were detransing and im offering to buy them instead of trying to convince them to keep going

is that bad

>>8469102
yea, i feel better

>>8469119
offering to *sell

>>8469119
that sounds risky as fuck tnh

>>8469126
ye id wanna see pics and stuff first

i can always do a chargeback if they don't send it or something, i think it's mostly on them if they get caught anyways

Hrt made my facial hair go from black to blonde...

The fuck they said that doesent happen

>>8469138
you could get in trouble too you know, they'd have enough info to get your name and stuff

>>8469142
your facial hair is thinning.
my consent form said that might happen

>>8469119
idk, let ppl make their own choices i guess? unless i knew them personally i dont know if i would try to convince them.

also hasn't the injectables the sold on inhouse been discontinued? i need to get more soon actually, or just switch to pills if i have to i guess idk

>>8469150
id send it to my PO box

>>8469107
Wow. The harsh colors and stern expression being to impress girls and not boys part makes perfect sense. I've never even thought about that kind of thing.

>Taking pictures of yourself for a non-medical reason where you're not smiling or having a fun time
>Trying to "impress someone" by acting tough in a photo
what a fag


>>8469111
>no. god no.
Aww....

>>8469153
yeah that's why i have to get it through this person

it's either them or going legit and that would cost like twice as much

idk how easy it is to get an endo in LA

i need some help :)

>>8469140

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>tfw u went from $15k of debt to $25k net worth in a year
Damn, life is good

>>8469169
how

>>8469169
>tfw you went from -15k net worth to -22k net worth in 2 years
hehe

>>8469154
that's traceable senpai

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successfully spun my fidget spinner on my bfs cock, feel like I can die in peace now

>>8469169
>tfw you go from net worth of 0 to net worth of $4.57

B-)

>>8469160
also keep in mind that once you've used up all the stuff you buy from them that you might not be able to get anymore after that.

do you have any kind of insurance? i have medicaid. idk how much a prescription for injectables would cost me, but i'd probably have a hard time finding a doc around here to do that anyways. all the docs who treat trans ppl in the area really don't seem to know what they're doing and dont really seem to care to know more

one of the main reasons i started self medding was cos my last doc was so shit. plus she wanted to do blood work every time i went in, every three months, and wouldn't refill my prescriptions unless i came in for a visit. that was too damn expensive, and she's considered one of the better docs around here. yeesh.

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>>8469172
THE BLOCKCHAIN

>>8469178
this is the worst post I've ever seen delete this now

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>>8469169
buy me a new nintendo yo

>>8469186
wait till i post the webm tee hee

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>>8469178

>realize ex broke up with me as soon as I ran out of money
hmmm

>>8469169
>ordered an iphone 5c from glyde to replace my nexus 4
>replacing a really old phone w/ a slightly newer phone
life is ok, i guess

>>8469190
I, for one, am on the edge of my seat.

>>8469175
>tfw poor as fuck
>tfw a chaser sends you money
>tfw you send it back out of guilt
>tfw still poor as fuck
Piety would be ashamed of me tbqh.

>>8469199
don't be, i am a moron who cant make it turn into a webm. just fucking kill me ;________;

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>>8469172
About 4k of that was savings from my crappy minimum wage job.
The remainder was all my grandparents. They left a significant quantity of money with the stipulation that it be given to me when I was 25. They ended up erasing my student debt and are probably going to be paying for my graduate degree.

I don't think they ever knew who I actually was but I think they'd be very happy to know what a difference they made.

>>8469188
No, that money is earmarked

>tfw too autistic to get a job

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>parents are gone until tomorrow
What should I do mtfg
Where should I go

>>8469178
God damn it, Kayla.

You never stop entertaining me. <3

>>8469201
Well that took a sharp left turn. You ok? You need to talk?

>>8469200
dumb sudacas don't deserve money anyway, you should rinse him for all he's worth

>>8469206
>go to forever 21
>get cheap cute dress and cheap cute jewelry
>get dolled up
>go to bar
>wait to be hit on
>accept free drinks like a good girl
>have him take u home
>???
>profit

>>8469182
yeah i know, it's 8 months worth but ill be in NYC by the time it's all gone and they have pretty good trans care

yeah i have insurance under my mom but she's like really cheap so it's the most barebones plan she could find, which ironically means she has to pay more whenever she needs to see a doctor or something

there's an lgbt center around here that offers an endo for trans stuff but you have to go through a therapist to be able to see them and i could tell it'd be like 3 months of paying $45 a session before she MAYBE would let me see the endo

i was scared as shit about getting more masculine and i could swear my browbone was starting to come in so i just decided to put a stop to it myself

but now im in this shitty spot where im not seeing that much results and could probably benefit from injections and the overseeing of an endo but both seem hard to get

>>8469212
>You ok? You need to talk?
show me how to make a goddamn webm

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>>8469202
I'm glad you'll be spending it on a decent education and not on drugs, wine and women, and I'm sure they would be too.

>ywn be a rich cis girl with a loving gf

>>8469224
Lol I gave no idea how to make webms
>http://www.googleitbitch.com

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Which is the lesser evil for phone service, Verizon or AT&T?

>>8469226
They were wise to leave it for when I was older or else that may well have happened.

>tfw you dm birdy
>tfw he calls you princess

need cute girl to love pls

>>8469238
wat kinda haram

>>8469223
>yeah i know, it's 8 months worth but ill be in NYC by the time it's all gone and they have pretty good trans care
ohhhh thats good yeah.
>yeah i have insurance under my mom but she's like really cheap so it's the most barebones plan she could find, which ironically means she has to pay more whenever she needs to see a doctor or something
my god that sounds so dumb wtf
>and i could tell it'd be like 3 months of paying $45 a session before she MAYBE would let me see the endo
how do you know? just curious. i know my therapist wrote my letter to see the doc after just one month/two sessions but my therapist was a real human bean and i knw they're not all so cool
>but now im in this shitty spot where im not seeing that much results and could probably benefit from injections and the overseeing of an endo but both seem hard to get
desu i didn't really see THAT much of a difference when i switched from pills to injections. so try not to get your hopes up too high for it. (tho you area good big younger than me and everyone is diff so it may be amazing for you)
i mainly just like it cos it's a once a week thing and getting my best friend to stick a needle in my butt is kinda funny to me.

does planned parenthood do trans stuff in florida? maybe thats an option. i know they cover it in new york. and my friend is working on the getting PP to cover it here in louisiana starting next year. if they do i figure i'll stop self medding and go there.

I'm scared to be a woman

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tfw no gf


;~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~;

injections rape my vocal cords

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Your body on the left.

On the right the cisgirls body he told you not to worry about.

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>>8469184
emma could make a whole bunch of money by selling her yummy 5 cheese mac and cheese and tasty pizzas
that or she could charge people to sniff her uwu

>>8469267
Accurate.

>>8469267
"Don't worry" means "I'm fucking her"

do the uwu!

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>>8469267
good thing i have a twinkbod

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>>8469269
charging people per sniff might not be a bad idea
and ive had offers to work as a chef again for people since i used to be one
thing is i make more money now than i did then

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>>8469267
I am sure you more than make it up with your personality.

>>8469285
>Kayla
>Twink
LOL

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>>8469290
a twink with hips and bewbs

Can somebody give me a reason not to kill myself?

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>>8469286
y-yea but what happens when you cant flippy bitcoins for tons of cash anymore
or you lose it all doing high risk stuff
are you just going to try really hard to make enough bitcoin dollars so you dont have to work again

>>8469267
oh :(

fucked up that people have sex with men

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BBC being geniuses on trans stuff as usual by implying it's a lifestyle choice :^)

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>>8469296
if your dead you cant wear animal onsies/wear diapers/ or suck on pacifiers

>>8469254
>how do you know? just curious. i know my therapist wrote my letter to see the doc after just one month/two sessions but my therapist was a real human bean and i knw they're not all so cool
cuz in my first session with her she asked if i "really thought i could ever pass"

granted i was soaking wet since i had to bike through a hurricane to get to the appointment but it's like, jesus christ lady im already doing something i never thought id do by coming here, don't kick me while im down

i might be able to get a hrt letter from my current therapist but she seems antsy about the whole thing since im her first trans client

>desu i didn't really see THAT much of a difference when i switched from pills to injections. so try not to get your hopes up too high for it
im trying not to but i see reports of people saying they didn't get any results until they started injections so i figured it'd be worth a shot

i just feel like im wasting time rn cuz my levels seem to be okay but im not seeing much results

>does planned parenthood do trans stuff in florida?
yeah they do but since my insurance covers nothing it'd be $270 for their endo to see me

>>8469302
yeah, having sex with men is... its gross...
*puts bfs dick back in my mouth*

>>8469250
wut

I am trying to get a new phone service because Sprint is awful

>>8469285
only thing small about that picture is your mom's dress which is now a top

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S T I N K Y E U G E N I E
T
I
N
K
Y

>>8469313
its my skater dress and its always been too short, my ass shows at the bottom of it

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when is emma going to make her online digital cooking class for young children/trannys
>>8469318
S T D I N K Y !!

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>>8469267
Oh for god's sake, why do I even come here anymore

Thanks for ruining my day

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>>8469297
portfolio diversity
ive got 50% split into different things
one half is very safe stuff i cant fuck up even if i do terribly, and both halves are individually worth much more than with i started
just gotta play smart!

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>>8469319
S T I N K Y K A Y L A
T
I
N
K
Y

haven't taken my (((anxiety/depression meds))) in a week, maybe a little more and feel perfectly fine, pretty much how I always do

should I go back to taking them

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>>8469323
Is Eugénie wearing her diapies like a good daughty? :3

>>8469318
>>8469323
>>8469332
>>8469335
quality content™

>>8469266
r u injecting into ur throat?

>>8469308
>cuz in my first session with her she asked if i "really thought i could ever pass"
oh right duh. you've mentioned all this before.

i rlly hate just how bad healthcare for transppl is holy shit.
>im trying not to but i see reports of people saying they didn't get any results until they started injections so i figured it'd be worth a shot
oh yeah it's totally worth a try. different things work for diff ppl . idk i think i might try patches even just to see how it goes. experimenting with chemicals is fun!
>yeah they do but since my insurance covers nothing it'd be $270 for their endo to see me
crikey!

hmmmmmmm

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>>8469332
D i a p e r k a y l a
she doesnt have a daddy bf for nothing right?
>>8469331
y-yea but what happens if your cant flip your pseduo neo gold discs that have monetary value anymore!!!!!!
are you just going to do stocks or invest in something else
or are you going to start cooking yummy nummies again for everyone to enjoy!!!
>>8469335
i think she is always wearing diapsBecause she is a stinky winky!

HOW THE FUCKING HELL AM I STILL AWAKE

i've had 2 hrs sleep in the last 40 hours let me GOOO brain

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>>8469343
sometimes i dont sleep for a long time due to sheer force of will and the love for my daddy bf.

>>8469296
The longer you stay alive the more of that thing you like you can get in before you inevitably spend the rest of eternity being dead anyway. You can always kill yourself later today. That is your choice and no one can take that away from you. But for right now, go get some dopamine or serotonin. It's good shit. You can't have any of that later when you're dead. Get it while you can.

What's a few more years in the grand scheme of things? If you cut your "life" short it just adds to the literal infinite time after "life" where you'll spend being dead. As trannies we're alive, what, maybe 30 years before we kill ourselves? 40 years is damn impressive for a lot of things alive. But then, we literally spend forever being dead, just like before we were alive. And that's the end of us.

I know, the day-to-day is suffering. People seem to exist to suffer and make others suffer. Fuck them. Fuck your brain and fuck everyone else who tell you you should feel bad. To ache, to care, to worry. Fuck all of them and fuck your programming. You can choose how you feel. Even if just for a few minutes. Rebel. We're dying anyway.

the weird thing is i don't feel severely depressed, like every other time ive been this sleep deprived ive been all miserable but idk lately ive been seeing myself as a woman pretty constantly, hormones are on a good schedule, and somehow that means i can be desperately tired w/o being desperately depressed

like i honestly feel pretty good, i'm in a good mood, but lol i need to fuckin sleep

my nipples hurt

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>>8469341
the timeline is doing this until i reach a set goal and then go into day trading and then go into a firm that accepts you based on your portfolio instead of schooling
probably about 2 years until that happens tho
oh and either ffs or top surgery along the way depending on what path i walk

>>8469338
idk, ive got several different routes planned out

my psych offered to help call endos on my plan for me to see if they do hormones, so im gonna see if i can get that hrt letter then find an endo that'll agree to help me

but then i run the risk of getting an endo that doesn't know wtf they're talking about

there's also some endo in orlando that does like skype sessions lmao so i wouldn't even need to leave the house and she's trans too so i guess she'd be more understanding

and then there's the reddit person obv

idk, im still weighing my options

>>8469347
no offence but ur filtered

>>8469355
>and somehow that means i can be desperately tired w/o being desperately depressed
This always happens to me. Someone tell me how to fix this without just "lol then go to sleep idk". You can't just go to sleep when you're at work or have shit to do for a few hours first.

>>8469356
lucky, mine have stalled growth

>>8469357
Play money is so cute

>>8469356
help

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>>8469357
oh okie thats a good idea!!! good luck
>top surgery
mega milks?????????????
>ffs
i though u said u stop doing hrt but u want ffs?
>>8469362
oh no uwu

need someone to give me a soothing breast massage

>tfw up 140k this year and it's June

>>8469366
eh just exercise in the morning get sunlight etc

im awake at nite and i never exercise and don't eat enough iron foods (vegan) so i really can't blame anybody else

>When birdy tells you he dreamed about your ass
Someone tell ember.

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>>8469374
chris chan will give u 1 but u gotta go to her transbian/lesbian female soul sleepover

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>>8469371
no like top surgery to get rid of my mega milks
>>8469368
not really play money anymore

>>8469375
faye can I have money

>>8469390
It's for my wife

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>>8469388
steals ur breast tissue when i gets removed and injects it into mine and i instantly get GIANT HUGE boopies uwu

>>8469392
I'll marry you

>>8469388
Have you encountered any problems getting your BTC back into USD? I've heard some people say it's hard to exchange large amounts of cryptocurrencies back into a fiat currency

>>8469400
you gotta sell it, same process as stocks just more people diy it with btc

>>8469381
I've been working overnights for coming up 2 years now. I don't have a reason to be outside. Most days I get less than 2 minutes of total sunlight exposure. The only exercise I get consistently is how I'm moving around and on my feet non-stop for 9 hours for 4 nights a week. I usually just sit on my ass otherwise.

I wonder if I'm getting enough iron. I only eat twice a day and I don't make those meals any bigger than they would have been. It's probably disgustingly easy to get enough iron if you eat meat once or every other day.

>>8469332
>>8469341
[vomiting intensifies]
seriously gtfo of this thread, jesus fucking christ why are so many mtfs prone to being diaper faggots??? This is worse than "stewing and brewing"

>>8469403
work at a nightclub or s/t? i worked at a nightclub once. liked working at night but couldn't bear to be exhausted after work eating dinner during the sunrise. just something grim about it

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>>8469409
i bet your would be s t i n k y after vomiting uWu

>>8469334
bls resbond

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>tfw constant pain

i finally unfriended my ex the other day and i gotta tell you i'm feelin pretty good abt that

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>>8469400
i havent cashed out, you pay taxes when you do
ill cross that bridge when i get to it
>>8469398
remi bab milkers

How do I into cute

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>>8469420
Does this hook look sturdy ? :/

>>8469431
>>8469420
Sorry, I forgot to delete when pressing for quickly replying to thread >.<

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it hurts

>>8469360
>there's also some endo in orlando that does like skype sessions lmao so i wouldn't even need to leave the house and she's trans too so i guess she'd be more understanding
thats kinda crazy but sounds like it might be cool. there was trans endo in baton rogue who i thought about going to see for a while but if i'm not mistaken she recently comitted suicide so...

>>8469417
olaf's a great character for lgbt kids watching frozen to look up to - if you're different, his role in the movie says, then that's fine u can be a meek and merry servant to the romantic plots of the real people

>>8469431
>>8469435
that's ok i was like, are you saying my post is bait? i didn't think what i did was that bad lol

>>8469411
Not sure what an s/t but if it's anything as "glamorous" as a nightclub compared to my job I'll just laugh and stop you there.

I work overnight at a gas station; well, noon to 9 am. "In the back". Cleaning and making food we sell throughout the morning and day. My shift is called the "Donut Specialist" but I only do that for a few of those 9 hours. I have the added benefit that as my shift nears it's end everything gets faster (customers, orders, boss showing up and wanting more stuff). In addition as the week progresses each day gets busier too. It's not glamorous but it pays decent for around here.

I never eat at work and sleep through lunch time usually. I eat something more brunch like in the morning and more dinner-like before work. It kind of keeps the sanity.

>>8469447
quit that fucking job babe, you're a human being

(s/t just means some/thing)

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>>8469423
I WANT BAB MILKES NOWWWWWWW

>>8469442
Kids shouldn't be subjected to Disney shit. That's inhumane.

I live in a state where you can't get a lab test without a doctor's prescription. I go to school in a state where you can't get a lab test without a doctor's prescription.

I have a doctor managing my HRT, from the mazzoni center, even, but he doesn't test estrogen levels, just testosterone. Do you think it's worth trying to convince him to take a test of my estrogen levels?

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Can anyone prove that kayla didn't do 9/11?

Thought so.

>>8469463
>but he doesn't test estrogen levels
wtf

>>8469461
i wouldn't go that far

>>8469464
Kayla is Jewish?

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>>8469464
Kayla was too busy being s t i n k y in her d i a p to do that :<

france is dumb

>>8469463
just drive interstate, where it's legal a gp can do that shit on the spot

>>8469472
hisla

>>8469464
I was 11 years old at the time u moron
lol I was eleven on nyan eleven

>That heartbreak when you see the relief on your parents faces when you tell them you will come off hrt and no longer have to worry about telling the rest of the family

I really wanted to believe
I really wanted to be me
But the world and my own fear is too strong.


It hurts to kill her. It really does.

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>>8469477
I don't have a car

wah i want to just boymode on hrt but my face has started to weird people out

>>8469485
[to her] you're obviously a lot stronger than him and i've no doubt you'll overpower him handily

[to 'you'] best of luck out there bud, good tidings

>>8469485
u happy to quit ur t shots?

>>8469457
I will. Eventually. I know it's slowly killing me. I essentially spend 5+ hours completely alone with my thoughts when I do my shift. Being a resident here, you can imagine where those go.

I've been there longer than everybody now, started a month before the store opened. Very few people remember what I looked like even a year ago. I showed a co-worker my ID last week for giggles because she said "I couldn't imagine you with short hair". She kept laughing with surprise and saying it looked nothing like me. I liked that.

I've been gradually going girlier this whole time. Voice pitch, body hair, weight, hair, did super basic make up for a while now I just do concealer usually. I had this fantasy that if I do it slow enough with our turn over no one will realize what I looked like in the beginning. The regulars don't seem to notice though. So that fantasy is just me jerking myself off I guess.

I'm still in perpetual fagmode but I'm hoping to transition as much as I can here just out of spite before I go be even more obviously trans elsewhere.

>>8469490
then catch a bus

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>>8469485
my mom told me that the happiest day of her life would be the day i get off hormones
although i showed her and stayed on them and now i got a big tall strong bf that wants to marry me and get me ffs
and im pretty darn cute
i will never be the turbo manlet dad she wants me to be!!!!!! >:O
>>8469489
Kirby!!!!!

>>8469485
Jesus Christ, you don't have to kill her.
Just let her come out on weekends and holidays and business trips.
>being this maudlin

>>8469485
Fuck family the sooner all of them die the sooner I can have inheritance

>tfw you're the most adaptable, adventurous, affable, affectionate, agreeable, ambitious, amiable, amicable, amusing, brave, bright, broad-minded, calm, careful, charming, communicative, compassionate, conscientious, considerate, convivial, courageous, courteous, creative, decisive, determined, diligent, diplomatic, discreet, dynamic, easygoing, emotional, energetic, enthusiastic, exuberant, fair-minded, faithful, fearless, forceful, frank, friendly, funny, generous, gentle, good, gregarious, hard-working, helpful, honest, humorous, imaginative, impartial, independent, intellectual, intelligent, intuitive, inventive, kind, loving, loyal, modest, neat, nice, optimistic, passionate, patient, persistent, pioneering, philosophical, placid, plucky, polite, powerful, practical, pro-active, quick-witted, quiet, rational, reliable, reserved, resourceful, romantic, self-confident, self-disciplined, sensible, sensitive, shy, sincere, sociable, straightforward, sympathetic, thoughtful, tidy, tough, unassuming, understanding, versatile, warmhearted, willing, witty in existence

>>8469515
this is 100% true

>>8469498
I feel empty. I'm smiling and saying "oh I'm kinda relieved my life won't be hard"

And I was sad because my relatives showed themselves to hate trannies because they dislike the early stage ftm in the local grocery store

This is how I have to be for the rest of my life... a prisoner in my own body. Hiding from the world. Never truly whole or true.

What kinda of a life is this. And the worst part is I had a taste I had hope. From hrt I believed I was able to be a girl for a time.

I guess that's life. Some dreams aren't meant to be

>>8469485
why do you give a fuck about the world and not just live the life you want to?

>spend the day with my friend
>what happened between me and my sister shouldn't hit me but it did and i started to cry
>Go home and we watch movie together and we had a generally good time

It's hard being optimistic all the time, but I'll always try to be, no matter how much of a shitshow my life is.

i don't want to leave tommorow this is horrible :(

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>>8469485
There's only one you.

All of those pieces inside your head? All of those opposing thoughts and insecurities that don't mesh? All of those things you're scared of acknowledging, seeing and acting on.

All of that's you. Including the you that's scared of it all. You can't destroy a part of you without destroying the whole thing. The only thing you can do is to accept ALL of the pieces, your masculinity and your femininity and find the balance and how they all fit. Then you'll be whole and healed. Even if you come out of the other side worse for wear, cracked and scarred, it will be whole again. And you'll realize how beautiful it is when you see it altogether.

>>8469523
I have been this way since I was a child
I'll never be brave.

>>8469519
surely you can just tell relatives to fuck off

>>8469529
dont okay

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craving hotdogs rn but no money ;_;

>>8469539
It only reinforces my insecurity that being transgendered is wrong

Even my own mother agrees it's a waste of a handsome boy. Maybe I'm just ungrateful. I should never have wanted to be a girl.

>>8469528
Hugg
You are going to make it
You are sweet and cool

>>8469537
believing you can't change is self-defeating
and lazy

>>8469537
it's never too late to change. if somebody doesn't like you because you are trans they are not worth spending any time on.

>>8469541
it's horrible
i just want to hold this dorky, pudgy girl in my arms forever

>>8469543
thats not a hot dog!

>>8468755
both

>>8469485

Go away spartan
>>8469543
You pass sooo well except for your nose :(

>>8469545
When I was just starting I realized transitioning was going to be the most selfish thing I've ever done.

But I did it anyway because I figured I deserved at least pursuing one of these big selfish desires.

>>8469537
Don't do it out of being brave, do it out of spite
Spite the world that's dealt you a shitty hand

>>8469567
tell me something i don't know, my nose is the bane of my existence

>>8469574
same
i would look 100 times better if i didnt have a bad nose

>>8469543
You look like a secretary that is always holding a filecase in her arm while standing to her big boss in the chair who has a cigar in his mouth.

That's a compliment, you look great.

also peenus weenus haha

>>8469547
N'aww, thank you

>>8469515
Sounds about right

>>8469569
It's not about being selfish

It's about being a ugly masculine man

For the very least. I'm going to take my blocker.

>>8469572
The world is stronger than me

>>8469528
>It's hard being optimistic all the time, but I'll always try to be, no matter how much of a shitshow my life is.
Optimism? In /mtfg/? You're in the wrong thread, buddy.

>>8469592
>ugly masculine man
>being this much of a terf

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>>8469598
No I'm not because I'm glad I can talk about my tranny problems with the same species as me.

Also there's nothing wrong with sharing your optimism.

>>8469608
i really like this picture

>>8469608
>Also there's nothing wrong with sharing your optimism.
Not with normal people, sure.

These people like to roll around in their misery like pigs in shit though.

>>8469615
>These people like to roll around in their misery like pigs in shit though.
Speak for yourself senpai i havent been this happy in a long time.

>>8469528
>tfw not constantly able to hang out with internet friends except the rare occasions I travel to stay over with them for a few days

>>8469608
Thanks for sharing~

>>8469603
I am ashamed of my maleness
It makes me illegitimate as a transwoman

Omfg someone tell this dude to transition
https://youtu.be/twbyksNO5LA
Listen at the 1:20 mark

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>>8469614
You can have it Nimmee.

>>8469615
I mean sure, there are people here who are autistic, depressed, cynical, spoiled, cry for complimentary brats etc but atleast I know who I'm talking to: to trannies like me. And in all fairness, I mostly like all of them.

Also I'm still here for the drama ofc but...the recent drama isn't exactly fun, but still, I'm awaiting the day for new bantz.

And I still like to share what I got I mean most people I know are tired of my tranny bs even if I'm not complaining that much at all.

>>8469627
I don't hang out with internet friends, I made irl friends.

>>8469628
Np

>>8469592
Just because you take the estrogen too doesn't mean you have to out yourself. You can take estrogen and continue to pretend to be a guy as long as you want.
Lightweight hoodies and shirt layers for life.

I love how much my thighs and ass have grown in muscle and fat. I love how i smell better. I want to kick my teenage self's ass because my skin went from an pimply oil reservoir to bone dry within a month.

The dopamine high of looking at myself and going "oh my god, wait that looks *right*" is amazing. And that's a private thing for myself. That's what I'm doing for myself.

Wearing guy clothes those don't show themselves off unless you want them to (warning: you'll want to accent them because you're starting to like you and that's something you've never felt before.)

Take your vitamin E, bitch.

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>>8469636

>>8469622
Enjoy it while it lasts.

>>8469643
why does he look so dignified

>>8469642
i wish estrogen didn't make me look like a freak so i could take it forever

>>8469567
>kayla passing
maybe in dark, cropped pic online

>>8468743
tfw no huge tush in my own time ;-;

>>8469650
How weird has it made you look? Robin-tier?

>>8469643
Every other transgirl is legit but not me.
They are innocent I'm a monster who let their chance slip by

>>8469662
a 25-year old guy with the face and skin of a teenager of indeterminate gender

>>8469675
Retard, you're just going through potato mode. Let it finish.

>just took my seventh dose of hormones
>shaved my whole body
>slipped into some brand new lingerie
>pina coladas in bed at three pm to celebrate the 1 week estrogen and six months spiro anniversaries
>tfw you are no longer a closeted dreamer and are now living the dream

feels great, now if only I weren't in crippling debt ;__;

>>8469639
"Had regularly included pleas to god to be turned into a girl"
yeah trans af

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>>8469431
This one looks better though, what to chose.

>>8469646
I will <3

>>8469708
maddie

>>8469715
Emily.

>>8469688
i'm not sure i want it to
i wish i could take e without transitioning
>>8469696
alimony is a bitch huh

>>8469716
it's nim tho

>>8469720
nimily

>>8469696
I'm a a coward who went back in the closet after 6 months of hrt

I've never felt so small and pathetic

>>8469724
for a second it looked like you had a really big penis in stockings and one hairy leg without a stocking.

>>8469724
I can literally see your naked bulge in that pic....

>>8469719
You don't know what you'll look like until you're finished. When you finish If you're close you can have ffs fix the smaller problems.

Don't worry, if you really can't deal with it, HRT undoes itself faster than it works. Save the infertily and tits.

>>8469732
nope, just a small dead penis and legs smooth as glass

>>8469724

that must suck to have a bigger dick than ur bf tho

>>8469733
Y-you.. t-too

>>8469733
owow whats this??????
classic transbians looking at tranny buldges..

>>8469724
>>8469724
its actually ok if you get drunk in the middle of the day while wearing it

no but seriously
>tfw no bf

>>8469743
my bf has a mammoth cock but said he doesn't want me posting it here

>>8469747
I cant be the only one who noticed it desu

>>8469746
U should prob delete this is a blue board.

>>8469753

then why is your bulge 3x larger than his lol
do you just get turned on wearing lingerie or s/t

>>8469753
u posted a pic of his bulgy wulgy before tho

>>8469753
I need numbers.
are we talking SWG big?

>>8469696
just get a sugar daddy, dummy

It's not about the boyfriend, it's about who you are.

Ohmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

>>8469756
his is literally under my thigh

>>8469756
>then why is your bulge 3x larger than his lol
you realize bulges look a lot larger in panties?

>>8469756
kayla's bf is shorter and a manlet

i feel like going to a bar with my gf and getting drunk
but she's not here
and going to a bar alone is scary

>>8469766

i can see it

>>8469767

not rly but i don't really think about that kind of thing either idk. none of my bfs have worn panties so i haven't noticed ;_; one day..

>>8469771

lool oh well ok

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>>8469771
her bf isnt 14 inches taller then her like mine?

fuck you catty cunts

>>8469783
I didn't say anything bad I gave you a compliment earlier ;_;

edie