Girls taste better edition
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•Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• do NOT reply to drakeposter
•Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
•Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
•Contract?
•Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
•Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
•Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
•Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
•Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
•IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
Old: >>8128524
I wonder why people doubt I'm non binary
Fey is a feminine non binary pronoun
girls taste like shit and lies
How many virgins do we have here?
>>8129860
Only if they are tasting you. :)
Girls taste like flowers and pies.
>>8129861
yes
>>8129862
im a boy though so jokes on you
>>8129861
Not me
>>8129859
> non binary
>>8129866
hug Natalie
>>8129859
Did you cop a feel?
>>8129861
Not me. Lost it to my husbando after we got married :)
>>8129869
I taste vaguely fruity from my shampoo and body wash I think
>>8129864
what does ash taste like
>>8129877
They smell like fruit but they don't taste like fruit :X
>>8129861
Yo
Date cis boys, ok.
I remember in 2013(14?) Faye posting on femgen about starting hrt. wonder where I would be now if I didn't keep repressing after that
>>8129884
lick me and find out
>>8129868
Fey/fer
I'm literally a non binary poster birl
Wow you guys burn through these generals really fast.
>>8129886
Put your dick in an oil cooker chaser
>>8129887
I started in 2013 ye
>>8129886
But cis boys are not interested in trannies cuz they are cis.
>>8129888
Thanks for the offer but I'll have to pass ^^;
>>8129896
How you get them boobies gurl
>>8129886
No thanks senpai
>>8129881
Purity
>>8129859
You said yesterday you were a scared girl.
>>8129881
Sugar
Spice
And everything nice!
>>8129900
Literally put myself through pregnancy, they're much smaller now, I've been on almost no e for months
>>8129889
Stop pls
>>8129886
I almost dated one but he said no after thinking about it
>>8129908
Oh Faye you're the worst.
>>8129905
It's OK for you to hate us :) That's fine. Are you OK with hating us?
I am going to bed. Everyone have a good night.
>>8129915
Bye stinky
depression again
i dont like being a gross unlovable monster
>>8129915
Night!
>>8129915
sleep well!!!
>>8129915
good night I hope you have a good rest
>>8129909
You're right
I need to fully conjugate
fey/fer/fers/ferself
>>8129915
Take me with you.
/_\
>>8129917
>>8129928
If only we could share a coffin.
>>8129911
;-; why
>>8129932
i cant be girl enough though
nobody is ever going to be attracted to whatever i am
>>8129931
It's a guunnddaaaammmmmm!
>>8129933
cute
>>8129915
gn
I know you're going to call me a stupid faggot but I think I feel non binary and when people make fun and stuff it makes me feel bad
>>8129933
Just sleep, don't die...
>>8129917
You're not an unlovable monster. Some people out there will love anyone
>>8129926
Unless you do stupid shit like this
>>8129941
It's a real issue but don't worry there are people like me who get you
>>8129942
Instructions unclear, sleeping forever. Okay, closing Firefox for real this time.
>>8129949
You taste gross bye
>>8129946
Pls respect my feynouns
>>8129936
>i cant be girl enough though
Being a tranny that's a given. No one here is ever going to be a girl enough. That shouldn't stop you from trying.
>nobody is ever going to be attracted to whatever i am
I am sure you'll find a slightly gay dude or slightly whacked dudette. If some absolute disasters here have been able to snag someone I am sure you can too.
>>8129948
I think most of the time you are mocking as well. or at least it feels like it. sorry.
>>8129946
no
there are people who would settle for me and lie like i don't gross them out
>>8129956
I'm not really, I'm wearing a bra sure, I need it, I'm not ashamed to wear some women's clothes and be a feminist, but I don't fit expectations for either gender and can make you read me either way
It's a real thing, just wanting to be left alone about the definitions until you become proud of yourself for not having one
>>8129941
Ur a dumb faggot sorry, anon. I hope you understand anon that nonbinary is nonsense when it comes to gender. Even if it is a legitimate feeling, it'll never be accepted. Trannies won't ever be accepted most likely, too.
>tfw can't use anon as an adverb because people Will mistake it for the noun
>>8129936
>nobody is ever going to be attracted to whatever i am
Ur dumb and wrong
>>8129957
What about you is disgusting?
>>8129963
my body just has no redeeming qualities
tfw need 5.5" hole saw
tfw have 5" hole saw.
>>8129968
Just because you're unattractive doesn't mean you're ugly goddamn. Unless you are severally obese or have some egregious deformity, I can 100% guantee that there are people out there that will love you
>>8129973
And all of them can be found on Grindr.
>>8129970
But I love my transgirl
Cis boys are mean and creepy
>>8129970
Don't bully. I'd fate cis boys but no one wants me
>>8129977
>Cis boys are mean and creepy
Eh?
>>8129976
What
>>8129979
M eant "date"
>>8129981
>cis
>>8129979
You just have to get prettier.
Does anyone like vaporwave music? :)
>>8129977
>Cis boys are mean and creepy
Just because I'm mean and creepy doesn't mean they all are.
>see how much i'm behind on school work compared to my classmates
AAAAAAAAAA
>>8129986
What's so bad about 'em?
>>8129988
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=25YqRRvl9gk
>>8129988
Of course not. Vaporware is horrible.
>>8129987
no I'm a extranny gay boy who posts here
>>8129990
>see how much i'm behind on real life compared to other people my age
aaaa
>>8129995
WHERE ARE YOUR LINKS
>>8129993
Ill date you
Im a gay masc guy
>>8129993
>extranny gay boy
I always thought fem boys were trannies in training.
>>8129995
Check out Vektroid. Tranny vaporware.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FbEaSHhQRe0
https://vektroid.bandcamp.com/
>>8130001
Thanks for the recommendation. I am always trying to expand my vaporwave taste!
>>8130000
I'm overweight
checkmate
>>8130001
I'm normal boy that wants to be femboy
>>8130000
>Im a gay masc guy
Why don't I have friends?
>>8130005
Im a muscle hairy chub so beat that.
>>8130006
Wouldn't that be the bear community? They love masc. and beards.
>>8130004
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RpEQZMLRj_4
<3
>>8130007
Make some! :)
>>8130008
I was referring to how overweight is a deal breaker for a lot of people
> tfw I shaved half my chest a week ago but freaked out and didn't finish it ao now I look like a retard without a shirt
>>8130001
She also goes by the name Macintosh Plus, PrismCorp, and Laserdisc Visions.
I think I have more, from my days on /mu.
>>8130005
>I'm normal boy that wants to be femboy
That's what I am saying. Femboys are just trannies in waiting. You just can't resist the call of hormones and frilly dresses.
>>8130010
I have no idea. The gay "community" is repulsive.
>>8130011
Thanks anon :)
>>8130013
Lol as long as you're not a fatty mcfatfat im ok with chubby.
>>8130012
How? I'm in bumfuck Idaho, and oh yeah, by the way, slowly transforming into a female.
>tfw I could've been anything in the world, but somehow I ended up as a tranny.
Oh sweet angel of death, please come take me soon and end my pain of "living".
>>8130015
>frilly dresses
>mfw I thought about buying a female outfit last week with a skirt and pantyhose
die I'm not a tranny. Used to be though
>>8130021
The reason why you don't have any friends is because you look like a creepy child molester who belongs on the national sex offenders registry. On top of that you want to be a tranny is just asking for someone to knock your teeth out.
>>8130021
Are you in the country? Why would transition stahp you from getting friends?
>>8130030
based...
I think I just decided to not go to my brother's wedding and pay my mother back for the air ticket she bought me because I'm so fucking stressed out and my phone just died again for the second time in under a month (entirely new replacement phone I got from an apple store since they couldn't fix my old one) so I'd have no way of getting an uber or a taxi to the airport and there's no way I could afford a skybus so
yeah
looks like I'm gonna be taking some me time over the next few weeks
>>8130033
Enjoy the you time :) Sorry that you have to cancel your plans. That's a bummer.
>>8130033
hugg
That's wedding sounded horrible anyways
>>8130030
I look like a child molester?
>>8130031
No, I'm actually in a midsize, growing city between two college towns. I'm just a coward.
And who'd want to be friends with a tranny?
>>8130021
You could try to make friends online?
>>8130041
Plenty of people do! :D You won't find out who your real friends are unless you meet them
>>8130045
Hi tetra :)
>>8130045
I already have online friends. I can't go to the movies with them, or flirt with guys, or just head out for lunch or something
>>8130044
Yumm pizza is always tastey. What kinda wine do you have? Please tell me it's Mascato!
>>8130044
Who is vegan boy and what does he do to u?
>>8130047
And now we come back to: How?
DUG TAKIN' A PURE SHITE OAN MA FLOOR
>>8130057
Same thing I tell everyone! Volunteer! It's a great great breaker :)
>"do u go to metal concerts?"
>>8130023
>Used to be though
I am sorry to say this but once a tranny - always a tranny.
>>8130065
Not much
Tomorrow is the bigg day!
>>8130073
That's mean
Stop it
Would any of you girls be a yandere-chan for a guy? Like... super clingy, murder everyone who looks him in the eye?
>>8130076
No but we can cuck eachother for fun
>>8130076
Considering I am really against murder, no! xD
But I can see the appeal!
>>8130074
>>8130075
Mean?
Do you think that those HRT induced tiny titties are just going to disappear?
Who tf is spicy
>>8130086
I'm me! :D
>>8130084
Let's just say it's not taxes
>>8130085
I cycle mygenders
>>8130090
That could be almost anything
My tictacs are supposed to arrive tomorrow
I'm scared that they wont
QHI said that my tictacs will be delivered within 15 working days (3 weeks) and tomorrow is the last day.
I hear stories about people getting late shipments and getting their skittles seized and I'm scerd
Ease my pain and give me (you)'s
>>8130091
>I cycle mygenders
>>8130094
O u
>>8130094
(you) will have hrt induced tiddies btw
good luck
>>8130094
There really is no need to be scared.
The real horror starts after you get your fem&m's.
>>8130094
You will never get your tictacs and your manhood will be saved. I hope this eases your pain, brother.
my cis friend is getting the sex with TWO different boys. now who am i supposed to get the sex from?
I'm going to find me some trannies to kill and livestream it on facebook.
>>8130094
the delivery time from qhi varies a lot, I've had everything from two weeks to a month
>>8130090
At least you can snuggle your gf after doing your taxes though
>>8130094
they'll be late because of Easter don't forget
>>8130110
But it's not taxes it's that other thing from the saying
Who here lowkey breastfeeding their father because he was sentenced to death by starvation?
>>8130106
Just be a slut like your friend.
>>8130112
Taxes is theft? Is that the saying?
>>8130112
I know
The point, is you can't cuddle your gf after the other thing, so it's probably a bad idea
>>8130117
maybe representation
>>8130119
That's true. Hmm
>>8130113
Wew
I pretended I wasn't going to take estrogen
I'm not
I'm a guy
I'm
Fuck it gimme
>>8130111
But Easter was on Sunday, so it shouldn't affect the number of "working days" right?
>>8130108
Well it's been almost a month :/
>>8130101
>>8130102
>>8130105
wew
>>8130107
based...
>>8130118
But I can cuddle her during
>>8130123
yup once you've been on estrogen it's super hard to go back even if you don't want to transition anymore, it's p annoying
>>8130114
sh-she's n-
no i guess you're kinda right
>>8130113
Too bad you can't find hi-res art from Luis Monroy.
>>8130125
wrong
>>8130129
You can also cuddle her while doing your taxes, so it's still in the lead
>>8130136
I've already done my taxes and I can't cuddle her every day of my life if I do that
>>8130131
Two at different times while not knowing about each other - ho.
Two at different times while knowing about each other - slut.
Two at the same time - turbo slut.
But hey at least she's getting some... unlike you.
>>8130132
das very nice art :)
what the absolute fuck is wrong with this planet?
>>8130144
Humanity :(
>>8130076
yeah
if a guy somehow liked me i'd cling to that fucker and let nobody take him
>>8130141
>at least she's getting some... unlike you.
ye... those were sorta my thoughts too
>>8130053
Nah I hate Moscato, white wine in general doesn't do much for me. It's just a cheap merlot.
And yeah, pizza is p much the ultimate comfort food for me.
>>8130056
brings me free mary jihueaghna and flirts awkwardly
I sucked his dick once and it was like eating a whole jar of anchovies
>>8130142
Why thank you missus.
>>8130130
It's like do I want to be happy and normal feeling or tired and irritable and have my dysphoria constantly freak out
>>8130149
So go forth and act slutily.
>>8130144
nothin bro just soak in some rays
hey mtfg
how are you
is everything okay?
>>8130152
Hassen:Portrait painter or the regular painter
>>8130150
That sound so gross tho
>>8130154
i can't my dysphoria's too bad :( can't i just masturbate and play videogames?
>>8130156
It is now
spent the whole day stressing about stupid shit but now I have pizza and a couple weeks to relax stress-free.
How are you smiles? Did you hear the gunfire in Yarraville last night?
>>8130156
Everything is great :) Having a fan-tastic night. It's a little hot but I don't mind it too much. How are you?
>>8130158
It was
but generally he's chill and I think he knows I'm not interested
free green is never a bad thing and he's pretty good looking so it'll be nice to have someone to just chill and watch dumb tv shows with
>>8130153
yup
also when you haven't smelled like a man for a while the smelliness and sweatiness really hits you
>>8130156
Nice angle smiles. I see that you are learning.
>>8130157
The Figurative Realist painter, so the portrait painter.
>>8130159
What kind of a question is that?
>>8130152
Wow that's a picture of me.. do I pass?
>>8130156
R u on hrt yet?
Tfw crush on an ftm
>>8130170
No cuz pictures aren't real.
>>8130167
I am looking up these painters xD I like fine art
>>8130172
>Tfw crush on an ftm
Truly the worst of fates.
I want off Spiro now! I just want to stay hydrated for more than 3 hours aaaaaaaa
>>8130167
>send your maid girl on lookout while the distinguished military official kisses the back of your hand
Typical white people
>>8130167
a rhetorical question, a trigger for you to say 'get the fx up and stop wasting time rn' or something like that that'll motivate me
but that's ok, i'm motivated, you don't need to do anything else
>>8130173
I'm 2D and I'm offended
>>8130172
that's the worst idea since forever
>>8130174
Who dosen't like dem purdy pictures?
>>8130182
>Typical white people
Filthy colonials.
>>8130183
Unfortunately the opinions of some anon on a taiwanese tranny board have very little bearing on you.
I should go to bed before the sun rises :) Night yall. Sweet sleep when that time comes for you.
>>8130189
They have a wonderful story to tell!
>>8130160
awh im glad things are good for you now c:
and im pr sad
and no i didnt :0 what happened
>>8130162
aah thats really good im glad to hear it ^^
>>8130167
gotta abuse them angles
>>8130171
yah lmao
im like uh
what is it
1 year n a month on hrt
>>8130164
I never stop the AA no matter what, and barely have any balls, theyre like thumb nail size
>>8130190
GOod night
>>8130192
>when pretty girls steal your tricks
Fellsbadman
I'm SO gonna do this to the Senate tomorrow lmaaooo
have you ever felt like you belonged anywhere
>>8130192
>yah lmao
>im like uh
>what is it
>1 year n a month on hr
O nice thought your parents were being dicks about it
>>8130199
only when i'm with my partner and sometimes on /mtfg/ as anon
>>8130190
Most of them.
>>8130192
Good night.
>>8130199
yeah at university
>>8130199
Never
>>8130195
gonna be honest the girl on the right doesn't really pass.
>>8130205
kek
Tfw I belong here
I love you mtfg
>>8130199
With my gf, and to a lesser extent on /frz/
>>8130091
are you serious?
>tfw the dog finally lets you stay in the bath for longer than 5 minutes
>>8130225
YEAh but not really
Just not out yet
>>8130214
>on /frz/
This
And with my gf too
>>8130231
didn't you say you were a former tranny?
>>8130199
In you
>>8130192
It's too bad you're underage, I'd date you.
>>8130246
>To be honest, she's just painted that way. ;)
well you're painted like a nerd.
>>8130252
Get it right, I'm programmed like a nerd.
>>8130090
no.
if you're wearing an armoured backpack, you can't be stabbed in the back.
>>8129861
define virgin
feeling myself, what is /mtfg/ studying/doing work or academic-wise?
>>8130235
Are you going to attempt suicide tomorrow?
i wish i could beat anna to death without going to prison honestly
really cancerous person
>>8130280
NEET LIFE
>>8130287
there's so many nutjobs here, how can you call one cancer and not the others?
>>8130288
summer daytime naps are the best
>>8130280
bus driving in permaboymode
>>8130280
how to live after i die
>>8130295
Ok that's pretty scary, when I take the bus I want to know I'm in safe hands if that's alright. Now I need to look at the driver every time and ask myself "What if she's really an mtf in permaboymode?"
>>8130299
you're welcome
also why stop there
what about your dentist, doctor or barista?
Hi retarts who wants a headpat for being a cute lil retart
Interesting... https://imgur.com/a/lBtg3
>>8130288
I have lost all sense of time...
I have a job lined up for may, but until then I am just rotting in my basement ;-;
>>8130305
what is it?
>>8130309
it never ends and it never gets better
>>8130311
It's a reddit survey and apparently it's really not that common to want to transition, even if it was as simple as a button press.
But at the same time, most people don't really care about it (although there are more people uncomfortable with it that excited)
hair
>>8130319
I'll never understand them :\
>>8130319
Anyone that existed before trannies became mainstream will tell you that the answers used to be much more different. Now people feel the social pressure from trannies existence and are subconsciously against these subjects.
>>8130320
smiles is cute ^^
>>8130324
even when answering essentially anonymously?
also doesn't that just make the results more accurate?
i feel like
it was too easy for the people I loved
to let the people I hate
take away my rights
ruin my life
lock me away and hurt me
I feel so unsafe all the time
how do i take pictures of my face that make me not look like a serial killer ;-;
>tfw havin a little brotein shake
the processed milk poweder taste is delicious
>>8130348
lighting, angles, and not looking like a serial killer
>>8130349
why are you havin a protein shake if you are a neet
> ???
i srill think this place sucks >:(
The UK govt is holding an early election
RIP labour
>>8130353
Just because I'm a NEET doesn't mean I can't lift senpai.
I recently lost weight and am tryin to do some athletic shit
>>8130356
I CAN USE MY MEMES AGAIN
Aaaaaaaaa
>>8130348
>grows up to be a manlet
>grows up to be a shehulk
even in escapism we suck ;-;
>>8130360
Is identity self destruct like a thing that exists?
>what specifically defines a self destructive identity
how would one hypothetically recover from such a thing?
>>8130364
Nah
Labour are dead
LIBERAL DEMOCRAT REVIVAL
>>8130362
UKIP is dead though
>>8130366
r u ok senpai?
>>8129850
Do girls really taste better?
>>8130367
>spend weekend with my brother, her wife and children
his wife's arm is the same thickness as my wrist >:(
>>8130369
True but I'll probably still vote for them I'm in one of the safest seats anyway
>>8130372
no :(
things keep getting worse and i don't like it
>>8130378
whats the matter u idiot
tell us
>>8130376
Which seat?
If it's a Labour safe seat then vote con - everyone else will!
Lmao its all SNP nigga
>>8130374
>have ex sex
>have penetration sex and make her orgasm
>have oral sex and make her orgasm
>she licks my nipples, she sucks them and bites them and i orgasm
>she starts crying
>this is wrong
>we shouldn't do this anymore
>leaves without saying a word
cis girls taste like sadness
>>8130383
i've taken every drug shrunks tell me to.
i've never taken anti-psychotics
literally considering pimozide
>>8130383
OHHHHHHHH
So its like, when an outside force is destroying like your identity
>rather than a self destructive personality like
>ruins your life but its cause YOU are self
>destructive not ur
That actually sounds like, really terrible and evil ;-;
>>8130389
YOU taste like sadness and you are making this nice little corner of the internet a little more negative and stuff ur like boo no fuck you you ass you dumb
>>8130397
maybe i'm just self destructive because i'm literally at the point where i've finally understoodd that no one will love me ever.
>>8130400
i don't care if you hate me, everyone does already.
have your internet place.
nothing really matters anyhow
>>8130403
be self destuctive when you are crying along in a shower, or like anytime other than here. Tell us whats wrong and stuff but if you just wanna mope then find /pity/ the board. I am sure its out there somewhere
>>8130389
you really shouldn't do that
at least prep yourself emotionally
>>8130395
Maybe that's part of why you want to change yourself so much
the drugs took your self from you
more drugs probably won't help
>>8130397
It's self-destruct when you let them hurt you, at least that's how I see it.
It really is terrible and evil
>>8130400
do not bully metasass
>>8130403
i love you
>>8130411
Who is dis
>>8130409
whats wrong just fuckign tell us dont be cagey and just say
>everything
or
>no one will ever love me
what is wrong baka
Why am I convinced that growing boobs and obtaining a more feminine figure will solve all my problems.
>buy men's steel toed shoes as a 15 year old
>men's size 10
>buy men's steel toed shoes as a 25 year old
>men's size 8.5
The actual fuck?
>>8130374
In my experience, girls taste pretty bland.
>>8130420
if you think it might make you happier it probably will
what other problems do you mean?
dysphoria is awful
>>8130420
cause it will help your dysphoria, which is one problem which you have presumably had for the majority of your life. With that one gone it will be easier to focus on your other problems and stuff.
Its not an instant solve, but its a step toward a life you might enjoy.
Fear
>>8130335
Even when anonymous people feel the need to act consistant with their identity. Thats why people for the most part act like themselves on here for example (aside from trolling/ roleplaying/etc.)
Another thing is as transexualism becomes more mainstream it feels closer to each individuals lives, they now have thoughts of what if someone they cared about was like that, and that is much more likely to make someone feel uncomfortable about the subject than, say, a hypothetical human being who just wants to be happy and needs a sex change to accomplish that.
im a gay boy
>>8130374
no men taste the best ngl
>>8130446
I am never safe
I am always afraid
How do I become a mute maybe that would fix everything
>>8130449
im a straight boy
>>8130457
i often wish i could be one too
>>8130457
cut your tongue off lol
>>8130449
gay boy gay boy would you change your mind? oh oh oh
I'm a girl
>>8130446
hugg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xj4Zmo51EsM
I need help. I feel so conflicted on who or what I am. I was on hrt for 9 months and i didnt really progress at all so I quit. I have fully repressed and I dont know what to do. I still feel like I am trans but I know how much effort it would take to become even remotely passing. Would it be better to just live as a man and always have the thought in the back of my head? I just turned 20 yesterday and I am thinking if I dont transition now I will be fucked.
hey ervyone whats up gamgils.
>>8130485
>look around faggot
if you could choose, why would you want to pick shitty trans life
>>8130490
I was under the impression that Im pretty normal actually :/
>>8130071
Are you still curious?
>>8130497
holy shit you remember me. yes that was me. I pretty much at square 1 again,
>>8130507
Thank you. The thing is I was so depressed and inactive while on hrt. I was also reclusive and had 0 motivation. It might have been because I was not seeing any results but I'm not sure.
I'm so tired but I need to work in an hour
>>8130513
Yeah but you get motivated while also being suicidal which is a bad combo
>gets bullied
>desperately and very emotionally tries to explain why the thing the bully said isn't true
uwu autismus maximus
>>8130517
What do you mean?
>>8130513
You should maybe take a higher dose of estrogen or AAs, some people need more or less of one or the other.
I know I felt better on with more estrogen, even if I was less stable.
>>8130514
work hurts but I believe in u
>>8130523
don't go on the defensive
either disregard the bully or insult them back
>>8130530
If you have dysphoria and it's bad then you get motivated from Testosterone you're pretty likely to sudoku
Does any of you have any crushes on characters from anime?
I think i am in love with Tanaka
Everytime he is so protective of their manager and everytime he is so menacing and I feel all warm inside and i just wanna cuddle
>>8130421
please don't do this to me ive always thought my feet are huge but i found out i was a 10.5 in men's like two days ago
also hi im here now
>>8130539
best matsu
>>8130544
omg ><
>>8130549
how are you :3
>>8130541
neck yourself lmao
12.5
>>8130544
wtf gimmme a pass my birthday was 2 months ago
>>8130551
i thought i was a 12.5!!
my mom just always bought shoes that had like an inch of space at the front
>>8130488
are u me
>>8130555
omg mine in two months from now
>>8130485
Hey I remember you.
Been on hrt for almost 3 months. They got Spartan ;-;
>>8130550
I'm okay, I've been awake awhile, got woken up by hearing something fall and got scared D:
>>8130556
yeah so much worse than actually being a 12.5
>>8130553
hihi
maybe they'll shrink a lil?
i think some stores carry size 12
>>8130560
omg!
>>8130563
i just woke up to take my e but im not really tired so i guess im up!
>>8130557
*honor kills u*
Where is my pass? My birthday was eight months ago.
YOU ARE EIGHT MONTHS LATE
>>8130564
idk they still seem giant to me but i guess they're better than i thought
how do I stop feeling like having a opiate hangover almost all the time when I don't take any opiates?
>even wanting to date normies anyway
>>8130570
*gives you a pass for one free pat*
>>8130356
hmm...
ukip or tory?
>tgfw will never turn 20
>>8130567
7 is a pretty good time to wake up
>>8130578
Fine.
*pat*
>>8130580
Please don't die or kill yourself
Life is shitty and gay but it's better than nothing, isn't it?
>>8130580
early transitioner forever
>>8130583
it feels really weird
im not usually up til like 11:30 >>;
>>8130588
No why would feeling like shit be better than nothing
>>8130588
>Negative existance is better than nothing
fires up my neurons
my legs feel heavy and i hope i can manage to do things today
>>8130580
it's not so rough. at least it's never bad finding out what it's like to experience new stuff, even if the stuff itself can be bad
>tfw you turned 20
>tfw you thought about going on /lgbt/ when you were like 16 to see what if was but your brain told you that was gay so you didn't
>tfw mondo jaw now
>>8130581
rehab of what? I never took opiates afaik but it feels like how others describe opiate hangovers. I smoke weed and hash but Idk if that's the reason why. usually it helps with getting appetite back.
everyone here heard about the snap election yet?
fucking Tory cunts
I hope they don't win but I bet they're going to because I live on an island of twats
fucking island full of them
>>8130590
I'm usually not up this early either <<
>>8130600
YOUR JAW IS FINE JFC
>>8130562
>>8130562
You mean he repressed? I'm almost there. Have a repression mountain man beard and everything, I was just such a piece of shit while on hrt. Did nothing all day but smoke weed.
>>8130534
>>8130534
I was on E injections 10mg per week amd spiro 200mg a day and fincar 5 mg a day. for 9 months. Honestly I just need to lose the weight, I think I gained weight over that time because I was so inactive.
>>8130607
>democracy is bad
Corbyn will win. Poll numbers are fake
>>8130607
woo my first time voting in uk politics (aus-uk dual)
for whom should i vote?
I want to kill myself
Life is hell when you're nearly retarded. You cannot enjoy life like others and watching everyone enjoy it while i cant makes me insanely annoyed.
The only thing i do is autistic shit since I cant adapt to reality lile studying for 9 hours a day and rewriting something a thousand times a day just to imprint it in my head.
I really need to put a bullet inti my brain im legitimately near retarded...literally a failed human being...
>>8130612
N-no. I mean I was Spartan
I tried to pussy out and quit but my brain can't live without E now so I've just accepted it.
>>8130600
tfw went on /lgbt/ at 16 but got fucking memed by all the idiots talking about agp and failed straight men
no more normies
only
*swoosh*
justice
intellect
volumes of the mind
>>8130624
Better than memed into trannydom
>>8130617
detransition and be my bf
>>8130623
TEACH ME HOW MASTER. HOW DO I GIVE I?
>>8130633
too late I still got memed into trannydom just 4 years later
>>8130592
>>8130591
Because feeling like shit is usually a temporary thing and you eventually get better?
You're a unique thing, with your own passions and perspectives that let you give meaning to your own life. Throwing that away is kinda bad I think.
>>8130596
good luck!
I think you can do it!
>>8130601
what, like nothing feels good, you can't enjoy anything?
You have depression, anhedonia.
Or maybe it's just burnout, if you're lucky.
See somebody, and if you're suicidal don't let them know.
>>8130607
If labor weren't so out-of-touch they wouldn't have lost.
>>8130612
huh, weird
maybe you need antidepressants or something
or maybe you just need a goal to inspire you
>>8130641
>caring about the fact that all those moments would be lost in time
TIME TO DIE BOI
>>8130617
hows ur comedy thing going
>tfw on cypro + fin and the hairline is still progressing backwards on the MPB chart
Preparing that noose right now senpai
>>8130641
Why would I feel better if I have permanant dysphoria that can't be improved
>>8130636
Basically I was on cypro which was great at blocking t
I do go crazy sometimes if I don't do cardio almost every day.
>>8130647
>tfw no fin
>>8130618
I'm already feeling kinda sleepy, I've been up since like 2-3 I think, idk why I have no energy already, maybe the spiro...
>>8130600
/LGBT/ didn't exist until 2013 when you'd have been 17....
>>8130659
Look into Duta if you can, its more effective. I'm hoping that'll fix me.
>>8130496
Yes.
>tfw gray hairs at 20
>>8130641
I am depressed and probably have ptsd and bpd too but that doesn't explain why I have to force feed (literally I don't want any food if sober) myself if I don't smoke weed. also getting shaky while it's room temperature while sweating. or is this just a mania phase?
think i'm gonna vote labour - don't wanna lose scotland
>>8130664
when was it created
i think i might've noticed it because it was new then
>>8130665
i heard dutasteride is more scary tho
like it frys your brain and makes it so progesterone doesn't work
uk fags stop talking about politics okay go to int or pol
as a uk citizen im thinking of voting for the pippity dippity doo party of jolly old england
>>8130674
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Labour_for_Independence
http://www.scotsman.com/news/politics/kezia-dugdale-labour-msps-free-to-back-end-of-uk-1-3893046
>>8130672
I wish I could help...
Maybe you have an eating disorder? I hear depression can make you eat less on it's own though, so it could be that.
Mixed episodes (depression and mania) can be really dangerous, try to stay away from weapons.
The fever and shakes could be an infection, see a medical doctor about that.
Are you maybe in like, caffeine withdrawal or something?
>>8130674
shouldn't let someone else's threats decide your vote, that's a corruption of democracy.
>>8130607
UKIP SURGE
>>8130690
cool, i'm voting for UKIP too
how do you resolve still loving your ex after she betrayed you and then dumped you?
>corruption of democracy
implying
>wake up
>look at british news
>>8130700
fuck her dad and then kill her
>>8130707
wtf olive
>>8130700
go to sleep
>>8130708
It's just common sense dude it's what you do
I remember learnin that in school
labour is fucking dead
>>8130712
now that you say it...
>>8130713
is labour in britain basically the same as labor in australia or are they more like the liberals in australia and the british liberals are more like labor
???
>>8130712
>fuck her dad, then kill her
So, Can I someday look forward to you fucking my dad and then killing me????
Is bnp still around how come you fucking fags- whoops sorry I mean absolute poofters don't vote for them
>tfw bf is learning programing on his free time
Kinda supprised he hasnt lost interest yet
>>8130718
I don't know much about australian labour but basically labour used to a be a social democratic party that morphed into like, the US democrats under Blair and recently had an old-style social democrat elected as leader by the membership (Jeremy Corbyn) which essentially led to several coup attempts on him from his MPs and basically the party has been in disarray for a while now.
>>8130636
...I got a cheerleader fetish from someone
french elections are sooner anyway
vive le pen
>>8130616
realistically, Labour. the Tories are directly responsible for deaths and horrific treatment of disabled and mentally ill people because their care is seen as not essential by them and they're currently trying to force the NHS into failure with underfunding to justify going full USA and privatising it all.
I'd vote Green (because their policies more directly represent my beliefs) but only if Labour joins the Progressive Alliance
this election is to modern British political history what Ghost Stories is to Coldplay's discography. a collaboration with fucking Avicii.
>>8130692
usually my caffeine intake is p stable. I have infections in my gi tract but the doctors said the don't know how to help me. eating disorder could be right because I have a kinda delusional view of my own body I'm scared to become fat someday.
also thank you. you are already helping me.
>>8130730
these cunts just want a fresh mandate for the worst possible version of brexit dont they
>>8130711
>>8130720
Then wavering Scot separatists can go vote Labour but that's no reason for unionists to.
Pic is misleading because it marks every area as one or the other. Plenty of Scotland was almost 50/50 just like plenty of the rest of the country, and some parts of the rest of the country were more Remain than Scotland (London and some big cities in particular). In fact there were majority Leave areas in Scotland in the Western Isles which aren't shown on the map.
>>8130668
>literally "just get FFS lol"
wow amazing advice
I'll just dig up the £14,000 I've got buried in the back garden, huh?
>>8130718
british conservatives are like aus liberals, but less severe on immigration
their labor is kinda like our labor, but less cosmopolitan-focused (some aspects remind me of the aus nat. party, bc thatcher exiled all that sort leftward) - and ofc is also less severe on immigration
can i vote for the CNT-FAI in the general election
>>8130674
let's be honest, at this point, especially after Brexit, they deserve it. the union isn't fit for purpose anymore.
>>8130718
UK Labour = Aus Labor
UK Conservatives = Aus Nat/Lib
UK LibDem = Aus Labor with even more progressivism and less socialism
>>8130722
>voting for spies and controlled opposition
they disintegrated anyway
Does anyone else get the feeling that the last few months have part of a sort of elaborate chess match between the people in control of the major governments?
It seems like lately everything is all piling one on top of the other, as if building up to something long in the planning.
Maybe the Mormons are right. Maybe it's time for the end of the world. Gunna have some splaining to do to Jesus.
>>8130729
If you like Le Pen, do not vote Labour. They want just the same future for the UK as Le Pen's opponents do for France.
>>8130737
Actually I'm pretty loyal I think, so probably not, but can you kill me anyway
>>8130729
M E L E N C H O N
>>8130752
nah prolly just the first time you've paid attention to the world. War and political intrigue has been happening for thousands of years
tfw mercury will never forced sodomy you then kill you
>>8130718
Conservative = Republicans with less of the bombast basically
Labour used to be a strictly socialist party, but then Tony Blair got elected and turned it into just another neoconservative party with barely any difference from the Conservatives
recently the party membership (made up of members of the general public) elected a new leader from the 'olden days' of Labour, Jeremy Corbyn, who's very socialist, but the rest of the party are mostly still followers of Blair's neoconservative beliefs, so they've been trying to get rid of Corbyn even though their own party supporters voted him in with a huge majority, the biggest in UK political history
people like me are angry because we want the option of a left-wing party to vote for because, unlike the USA, we traditionally have always had one, but the neoconservatives (Blairites and Conservatives) believe their way is the only way that works and democratic representation be damned
bring me some tea
>>8130761
Honestly, it's possible. When I was a kid, we were basically told the world was poison, and as a young adult, I was too depressed to care. It's only been the last year or so that I've started following the news.
>>8130736
yes, basically
it's Make Britain Great Again: the campaign except the rest of the world doesn't think we're great anymore and just wish we'd die already like that one loud racist elderly relative at the Boxing Day dinner
>>8130712
but what about the law
>>8130766
>Lolidom
>Servant
>Implied hypnosis
>Footplay
This is...quite arousing.
>>8130752
I mean
Richard Mercer is playing interdimensional psychic pedo vampire 5D chess with computers and data, so to an extent, yeah
>>8130766
green tea is really good
>>8130734
good, try to keep that steady so it doesn't make you feel worse
you should see another doctor, aren't infections usually managed with antibiotics, antivirals, antiparasitics?
You might have bdd, seeing a therapist might help. Just establish boundaries first, don't end up getting hospitalized for starving yourself or whatever.
I really dunno how I'm helping, but I'm glad I am ^^
>>8130737
I don't want to kill her
I still love her
But she hurt me in the worst way and I can't resolve any part of it myself
>>8130744
I thought the nhs would cover that junk?
and you don't even look that bad in some pics
don't be a nerd
>>8130755
i know but they won't succeed
>>8130748
imo scotland's not going to be anywhere near as ok as it thinks - it's not the rest of the union i'm worried about
>>8130742
it's a talking point for them though. a choice they can see that their people made, in large majority, that a small majority of england were able to deny them. and as for london, there was talk of city-state separatism there too (hugely unrealistic but still).
no lasses i've made my decision. uk conservatives are being big complacent cretins. m votin labour
i'm gonna buy a famicom
>>8130782
>I thought the nhs would cover that junk?
>The NHS actually treating people with any standard of care
lyl
>>8130752
if any religion is "right" I can promise you its not the fucking mormons
>tfw no one to creampie me
https://clyp.it/blv3to4a
voice training progress #84
>>8130773
Don't go criticizing the working-class "racists" until you lose your job to smelly violent immigrants.
~ Negras tormentas agitan los aires
nubes oscuras nos impiden ver
Aunque nos espere el dolor y la muerte
contra el enemigo nos llama el deber. ~
>>8130680
Where did you hear that, nim? First time hearing of that kind of effect
>>8130762
https://clyp.it/qkiwvxxk
opinions?
>>8130791
The tories recently admitted immigration may keep going up after Brexit lmfao
YOU GOT TRICKED
>>8130790
the NHS does cover some FFS though
at least they are supposed to, but i've only known people to actually get it in scotland
>>8130791
>implying the Tories or Brexit is gonna do anything to lower immigration
lmfao you just traded away your human rights and the freedom of public services not to get sued by corporations for being part of the Red Menace for a pipe dream
anyway, it's not the immigrants ruining the jobs market, it's employers racing to the bottom
>>8130787
Why not? Not that I believe the Mormons, but I want to know your reasoning.
>>8130800
NHS Scotland covers FFS
NHS England doesn't, nor NHS Wales or NI
and if you think Speigel is conservative with his changes just wait til you see NHS Scotland's results lmao
>>8130803
lmao like even india is bullying britain around demanding easier immigration for indians to the UK if britain wants a trade deal so badly
the UK is going to completely destroy itself and it won't even become the white people only ethnostate these retards wanted.
if you don't support Le Pen then you are anti woman and should consider detransition
>>8130783
>a choice they can see that their people made, in large majority, that a small majority of england were able to deny them.
You could split up the populations any number of ways.
Cities in England and Scotland vs rural areas in both. The rurals outvoted the cities.
Young people vs old.
Women vs men.
Labour voters vs Tory voters.
All were mixed but a minority of one outvoted the majority of the other.
>>8130804
jesus never lived in the united states for one
>>8130800
Get that partial adams apple reduction after a few years on a wait list lyl
>basically nothing covered at all
>even hrt has to be prescribed in very specific day amounts
how mad do doctors get at self medding?
>>8130808
got a link to some?
>>8130700
you can't control your feelings anon, only try to adjust them
it'll fade with time
>>8130803
more immigrants means more welfare babies
stop blaming the tories and start fixing the actual problems
Labour are dead
LIB DEM SUUUUUUUUUUUUUURGE
>>8130815
Australia?
>>8130809
the memes told me to vote brexit so I did
>>8130790
>Cambridge Analytica
that's the blairite group that orchestrated the coup against corbyn, right?
>>8130804
Well, for one, Mormonism requires even more faith and leaps of logic than something like traditional Christianity does, ergo if the Abrahamic religions are false, Mormonism is rendered false by default. Secondly, Joseph Smith was an obvious and documented fraud.
>>8130823
usa in a irrelevant state, srs never ever
>>8130812
Why not? If he lived in the middle east and ascended to heaven, what's to stop him from popping over to America?
>>8130816
they will definitely recommend you stop but depending on the doctor they might still be helpful by giving you blood tests and stuff
when it comes to gender clinics my experience is that it only speeds up the process
>>8130826
mormons were actually heavily persecuted and still are to this day
It's intolerance and prejudice that makes people think he was a fraud.
>The tories realise labour is so weak that they're holding an election before labour gets their shit together.
>4 more years of tories
CORBYN OUT WHEN REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>8130827
trumpcare is coming, you will be able to choose the best plan in the country
>>8130829
How long has it been?
>>8130834
You can be patently wrong and deceitful while facing intolerance and persecution.
Oh great it's a Mormon Debunking episode.
>>8130826
Yeah, pretty much, if you don't believe in the basic stuff Mormonism can't be true
>>8130834
I wouldn't say they're persecuted today. Considered odd, certainly, but not really persecuted to the extent they were in the 19th century.
>>8130816
am self medding atm and seeing a doc ~every 2 months to talk abt it. impossible to get a prescription where i live in any fewer than 6 mths, so doing this. just allude to it first - ask doc's opinion on self medding and what they'd do if you started. they'll say you oughtn't but it's a matter of how severely they say it
>>8130796
i am fucking HOWLING LMAO!
>>8130842
Honestly, I don't get the impression that Joseph Smith was tricking people for money or for the lulz. Assuming there were no angels, plates, etc, I think that he really saw some serious issues with Revival Era Christianity and tried to correct them.
Granted, he'd have to be incredibly well read and intelligent to pull off everything that's attributed to him, and he certainly made a couple of missteps (Polygamy with men in charge was a mistake), but pretty much all the basic tenants that are found only in the LDS faith are at least mentioned in passing in the Bible.
Anyone else have what others might describe as a caffeine problem?
>>8130834
they ran a presidential nominee. like to see an atheist or any kind of queer person doing that.
>>8130854
i drink like 6 cups min a day, why
NHS wonderful self medding advice to give me at 16
"You've already been waiting a year for a prescription another few months is nothing"
>>8130854
I'm addicted, certainly, but my 20-40 oz a day of Pepsi pales before my coworkers drinking a liter of cola AND a Monster in an 8 hour shift.
>>8130844
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tu4y7x9LRyY
>>8130852
That's not even a zit you retard.
Also nice new trip, sam
>>8130854
i abused caffeine for years until i got an anxiety disorder lol
>>8130839
Like, five months or so. Happened in the middle of November.
>>8130842
But the intolerance allows hearsay to be interpreted as fact, and the abundance of people claiming he was a fraud is just a symptom of that intolerance.
>>8130844
The Fed has repeatedly attacked mormon communities for practicing polygamy. Where's the freedom of religion?
>>8130846
Seriously, you need your girl pills. Don't let insurance cunts keep you from it.
>>8130855
Just because you're not *as* persecuted as certain other groups, doesn't mean you're not still being persecuted.
Also, by that logic mormons are still more hated than blacks.
>>8130861
That's really careless and cruel of them
>>8130875
i need to stop longposting
excuse my autism
>>8130876
Your autism is excused
>>8130875
First off, those guys are FLDS, which is like "The only thing from Mormonism we liked was fucking five woman FOR THE LORD".
Also, while Polygamy and Bigamy are technically illegal in most states, a lot of the time it's pretty much ignored unless the men are being abusive or marrying minors.
Men being men, it happens every time polygamy gets going.
>>8130854
define problem
Just finished 2 cups of coffee and a monster zero and I'm about to get another cup of coffee, then will probably get a couple more cups at lunch
Free coffee at work is life desu. Even though it's awful swill
>>8130875
I was forced to pay out of pocket for them, they only allow 90 day long ones apparently :\
I almost ran out because they didn't seem to understand I went up on dose either
>>8130866
you can wean off of that like anything else
drop the litre of cola for a week. then the monster as well the week after. get it down to zero for a few days then build up again w just occasional coffee or tea. coffee's harder to get addicted to bc the heat and dehydration make it harder to drink a lot in succession
>>8130875
This isn't much help right now i realize, but that's nothing. Wait three years.
>>8130881
don't give yourself a heart attack okay holy crap
>>8130873
also u turned into a girl
>consuming caffine
JUST
>>8130881
When did godot join mtfg?
>>8130794
mergury I'm at work can you please transcribe to text format
>>8130860
Just curious really. I'm most of the way through my morning pot of coffee and I make much stronger coffee than most people I know. I've noticed that it worsens my mood and my symptoms of psychosis and certain kinds of anxiety, but I do it anyway, even more now with me just being on cypro. It's pretty much the only thing getting me out of my house these days.
>>8130881
I'll finish my morning pot before going to work and then I'll drink free coffee at work, and yeah it is awful swill.
I want to kill myself
Life is hell when you're nearly retarded. You cannot enjoy life like others and watching everyone enjoy it while i cant makes me insanely annoyed.
The only thing i do is autistic shit since I cant adapt to reality lile studying for 9 hours a day and rewriting something a thousand times a day just to imprint it in my head.
I really need to put a bullet inti my brain im legitimately near retarded...literally a failed human being...
>>8130881
The coffee at work lowkey tastes like hot bean juice, it really does.
I have a keurig and some medium roast coffee, but taking a cup to work is a pain and it's usually cold by the time I get to it.
>>8130885
No, no, I don't drink monster. Energy drinks make me sick. I drink about a bottle, maybe two, of Pepsi a day, but not every day
>>8130890
aspirin
caffeine
ephedrine
>>8130885
>. coffee's harder to get addicted to bc the heat and dehydration make it harder to drink a lot in succession
Plus honestly the sugar in soda and normal energy drinks is almost as addicting as the caffiene
>>8130887
I'm more worried about my teeth lmao. My caffeine tolerance is really high, I don't even get jittery anymore
>>8130890
But muh noottopic effects
>>8130891
what does this mean
>the NHS agents reading this thread about self medders
>>8130898
Ok robin
>>8130898
detransition
be my bf
>>8130880
I've seen mormons publicly mocked for their faith on public television
The excuse was "polygamy is bad"
It's not so much men being men as bigots being bigots
>>8130883
hmm
i dunno, try talking to them
threaten to drop them for a better insurance, maybe?
also, sometimes there are community clinics with discount pharmacies in them, you could try there?
Running out of hormones is the worst, I lost my fucking mind over it.
>>8130886
I can't
I just
can't
I stopped crying over her
mostly
I found things to distract me
but what happened
hurts me all the time
and i can't understand how someone could say they love me
and then do that
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>8130902
>not knowing who godot is
I swear mtfg is borderline retarted
>>8130854
Not personally but I have a coworker who takes shots of straight caffeine from a bottle of it on top of his normal coffee, a few of us are surprised hes still doing okay.
>>8130903
>Hillary after the election
>>8130906
there is really nothing I can do...
question, lets say i was to stop taking hrt, what would happen to breast tissue
>>8130914
wtf I love socialism now
>>8130903
It's not really illegal to take pills that aren't prescribed to you. It's illegal to give them to someone if you're not licensed and they don't have a prescription.
>>8130906
Being mocked is not being persecuted. Any way you cut it, humans are scum.
>>8130897
I don't even make a pot at home anymore, except on weekends. Surprised you say it makes stuff worse for you, I feel so much calmer oddly enough after having caffeine
Been thinking about trying to cold brew my own at home though so I can have something marginally healthier than energy drinks if I want something cold and caffeinated
>>8130900
Lots of my coworkers bring their own coffee +a French press because of how bad is it here. If you have a desk job could try that
>>8130908
Is it a play on words of Estragon to estrogen? Idg why it has anything to do with me specifically
>>8130919
:( it might go back to how it used to be over time. I don't remember if my tolerance got messed up when I started but I'm fine now. Apparently women are less affected by caffeine, too
>>8130908
not everyone plays weebshit
although I would expect it to be more popular with trannies
i dunno
>>8130913
hugg
If you have a script, shop around for cheaper places to fill it. Otherwise, selfmedding is the best option.
I'm considering self-orchi to drop the spiro costs, but I wouldn't recommend it.
>>8130914
There really needs to be an investigation into everyone involved with that, psychiatry is far too abusive of trans people
>>8130916
It'd stay with you, maybe shrink a little?
Don't stop hrt you silly
>>8130920
At the risk of sounding like /pol/, tell that to the Jews.
>>8130923
No, that's the fucking tragedy of it. I'm a CNA, I work at an assisted living place.
We feed this shit to residents.
>>8130892
It says
テリット・ヂース・ポスト、 アノニマス…… 下さい....
goodnight
>tfw early transitioner
Sucks to be you hons
>>8130923
Hopefully it does go back up. My alcohol tolerance got fucked up too, which can actually be a kinda good thing.
>>8130926
I live in a very rural area so really no options, self medding isn't one either
>>8130926
one comment says that this is good and we should aim to deny as many trans people as possible to save money and save the people with lung diseases, cancer , heart attacks and other diseases instead
>>8130933
Trip on Ash
>>8130933
i'm glad you're at peace with yourself anon :)
>>8130933
>inb4 generic stolen picture of someone posted on unsee
hello cnt
when do I get used to having boobs
I still feel myself up and get amazed and happy like every single day
>>8130938
We need to save the money for smokers, the obese, old people who wasted all their money and want more despite owning property, and corporate buyouts!
>>8130889
that was the estrogen abuse
bloodz or crips mtfg?
>>8130943
>tfw cant sleep on my front anymore
ok its too late to back out now.
>>8130948
grow ur hair again
>>8130949
Neither
Niggers need to go extinct
>>8130932
nini shann
>>8130933
you're a bitch
>>8130936
Do you have money?
Self-med is expensive but if you have money and a mailbox it can happen.
>>8130938
But hrt costs are negligible compared to chemo and surgery -_-
>>8130943
somewhere after half a year
I just accept them as a normal thing I guess
>>8130949
Police
>>8130952
based...
>>8130949
Police.
>>8130953
no...
>>8130898
hows ur comedy going
>>8130953
Being a bitch is better than a disgusting hon.
>>8130946
you've said this 1000 times. its a copout and you know it. neckbeard.
not to mention i recognise you every time you post because you type like a cis male from /pol/
>>8130949
>post yfw not a nigger
>>8130960
This damage control.
Please sir, calm down.
You're scaring what few women are here.
>>8130953
>But the value of trans people are negligible compared to cis and normies
ftfy
>the early transition RP autist is here again
lel
>>8130951
sure
if you're gonna buy me FFS
>>8130963
and that catchphrase too. see it used endlessy. invented by cis male trolls like drake and anons.
>>8130966
>Wahhhhhhhhhhhh any early transitioner is an autist
>>8130965
I can't move anytime soon, it took months to get hrt, I'm not risking messing that up with self med
>>8130944
Yeah, I've become pretty cheap. A few weeks ago I drank the tiny bit of homemade aftershave I had left, a sort of bay rum-esque concoction, and felt kinda drunk for a good half hour despite their being considerably less than a shot left. Though another factor in that is me starting to drift back to sometimes not eating nearly enough(by other people's standards).
>>8130970
>waaaah meme
typically used on /pol/ and cis males from /pol/ again
>>8130969
Please stop projecting.
I'm sorry that you repressed.
>>8130924
n-nevermind ^^;
>>8130970
>why don't you take my low effort trolling seriously?
get good lol
>>8130929
actually due to my extreme autism power I can kind of read katakana something about delete this please I think then idk
Where is Godot
>>8130974
no im just observant. every word you say to me i have heard before.
>>8130958
be my gf
>>8130979
It doesn't take effort to laugh at your tragic lives
I just looked in the mirror, and for one moment, one brief, beautiful moment, I saw a girl underneath the guy.
>mfw i wake up after 7 hours of sleep still high and thinking about how great the sex was last night
>mfw now all i can think about is running away as far as i can
why is my mind like this?
>>8130972
>drank aftershave
What did you mean by this
I have an eating problem too actually. Probably related to the caffeine, I drink so much coffee and it acts as as an appetite suppressant. Idk it scared my bf when I started losing weight. But imo as long as you don't hit underweight I don't think it's a problem.
>>8130985
I've been waiting and he hasn't come :(
>>8130985
I fucking hate that guy
never shows up
>>8130991
meditate on it.
if you're on any medications, stop them.
>>8130989
It's a good feel
Every once in a while I'll notice it in my mirror
why did hrt make me a dyke
he should be here
>>8130949
tango blast homie
>>8131000
*ooks @ u*
>>8131000
Your words can not penetrate my five minute aura of self worth.
>>8130997
>>8130992
It was. It was incredible. I actually smiled, felt hope, etc.
Then I woke up and realized that I have a long way to go, and that the time is coming, and soon, when I need to have the talk with my boss...and the time is past that I should tell my brother.
Anyway, I'm still trying to craft the Pegasus Knight Workout Routine...
>>8131007
i want to
fucking
kill myself
im severely agitated
and i dont know why
just
everything is making me
upset and irritated
and nothing is
and everything is
and
i hate
shrinks
and cops that drag you to them
so they can lock you up
and i hate
judases
that call those cops on you
and i hate being
so broken
and autistic
and not even knowing
anything
or understanding any fucking thing
im dizzy
i probably need help
>>8131007
is this the best you can do
>>8130996
i'm not
>>8131000
idk the sex was bomb af. but now i'm really high still and i'm not in a bad mood but i feel like i can see more clearly now?
like i can see the whole picture. everything at once.and it's telling me that i shouldn't be here and i need to do something else
but what about my guy?
>>8131012
No but this pic of you can
https://move.loveisover.me/foolfuuka/boards/lgbt/image/1483/24/1483241168336.jpg
>>8131013
same ngl tbqh...
You should chill tho sweetpea itll get better tbqh...
>>8130993
It was a homemade aftershave made by steeping California Bay Laurel leaves (the closest equivalent I have to the variety of bay traditionally used) and some cinnamon and a hint of clove in brandy since I didn't have rum available when I made it. The result was an aftershave with a pleasant smell, not quite bay rum, but similar. When drunk the sweetness of the brandy mixed well with the spices and there was a very noticeable but not quite overpowering herbal background from the bay leaves
>>8131012
Even with a long ways to go, its good that you're seeing progress and seeing who you want to be. I hope telling people about as you say goes well!
>>8130825
probably
Mercer orchestrated Brexit and the Trump campaign, funded Breitbart and the main climate change denial thinktank as well as 'information management' in the Pakistan and Afghanistan conflicts last decade, he's got an insane amount of political power because Big Data, scary cyberpunk shit
What are you up to this morning /mtfg/?
>>8131013
Alex is that you?
:/ it'll get better
>>8131013
everything's gonna be ok
(why not try to doing something else for a second, read a book, make a bath? just ideas though)
>>8131026
Answer my question: Is this the best you can do?
>>8130991
I feel like we have the same mindset about boys being close
>>8131037
Honey I'm just barely scraping through your tragic life
>>8131028
>>8131023
My parents were okay with it, so that's helpful, and honestly my boss hates confrontation and already hired a couple lesbians and a bi girl, so that makes me feel a bit better.
My brother is going to be interesting. I don't think I can drop hints like I did my parents, he's either in denial or apathy.
>"I'll probably never have a gf"
>"it's all in your head"
cnt can you at least put your trip on
>>8131026
>the look through the archive trick
hi cnt. be less obvious
>>8131040
So you can't do better. You are resolutely committed to your mediocrity, even repeating the same posts, over and over. You don't believe in your own ability, maybe it does not even exist, but I plead with you: Try harder, unmemorable trolls are to /mtfg/ like iceberg lettuce is nutritionally.
>>8130898
iktf
Should I go to work in girl mode today? I'm not out at work, but maybe it could make it easier.
>>8131047
You're implying that CNT would post one line posts.
>>8131051
I really don't think that's a problem, lol. I think it'll be him thinking I'm weird and wrong
>>8131022
Oh that's kinda cool, sounds like it smells amazing. I've never used aftershave so I didn't know it was alcohol based.
>>8131054
If I wanted to, I would.
Why destroy someone that is already destroying themselves?
>>8131026
>Well you could just leave him
i might. how do you know if it's the right decision tho?
>>8131028
i will try meditatin i sposeee
>>8131031
blaring music while high https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YJcPM4JWubI
wyd?
>>8131039
i just feel like i don't have anything i really want and that i might not ever get it if i stay where i'm at yknow what i mean?
>>8131061
>I would
Wew
A+
Luxury Quality
>>8131061
But my life has literally been getting better and better over the past several months? Dumb anonposter.
>>8131058
Try to ease into it if you're not out to them. Coming into work with a drastic change in clothes and expression might raise alot of eyebrows, it might be better to gradually work into girlmode infront of coworkers.
>>8131058
t b h i don't think so, i don't know what your work is but it would be a kinda spectacle where people are supposed to be focused and working. i would say tell the boss then do it, just so they can anticipate a change in the workplace mood
>>8131071
>tfw hrt is doing this for you whether you want it or not
>replying to low effort anon trolling
wew
>>8131062
Nice
I'm still chillin in bed watching YouTube videos lol
>>8131062
You do need a different town, tbqdesu.
And
Prolly an ace gf who's okay with the occasional boy.
You need that impartial, relatable relationship without the forefront of it being based on pleasing some boy who likes the configuration of your giblets.
Dude, I spent 2 months just talking about random shit to ppl on dating sites until month 3 hit and I kinda filtered everyone who was butthurt about me not meeting up/hooking up with them to find my SO.
>>8131081
It's easy to get the """girls""" here to reply.
>>8130987
but you're trans and I want a bf
also the distance is too far
What colour should I paint my living room? I was thinking yellow and put down some dark wood flooring. But what art would go with yellow walls?
http://www.pinknews.co.uk/2017/02/26/trans-teens-are-reporting-being-turned-away-by-the-nhs-if-they-sought-out-private-doctors/
the comments are fucking cancer
the state of UK trans care is fucking cancer
it's all fucking cancer, cis people don't care about our wellbeing at all
>>8131088
im just tired and bored but i really do get somewhat happier when I talk to you for some reason ngl tbqh... you seem like you have sweet heart and its great tbqh...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TvzhYn1OcrE
what it like in the universe where we didnt have dysphoria?
>>8131093
Living in the uk must really suck especially with all the sand niggers popping up everywhere.
>>8131075
i suppose you're right. ty anon for being nice and giving good advice. :c <3
>>8131085
i don't like girls tho
i do love this guy but i feel like he's probably pulling me away from the things that i want. and a part of me doesn't fully know what i want either. idk
my headspace is just kinda fucked atm.
>>8131104
i have a muslim doctor who refuses to treat me on religious grounds and says i am lucky he is at work otherwise i would be assaulted
i reported it to a watchdog but nothing happened.
hes blocking all my requests to see a diferent doctor
>>8131097
lol sorry I can't really chat rn I'm at work
>>8131093
we're making progress, it's ok, we just gotta keep making it
>>8130906
I know those feels anon
Get rid of all reminders of her and wait, that's all there is to do
>>8131109
Don't you just love Europe?.
>>8131071
I already wear nail polish, have longer hair than most men would be comfortable having, use girl voice as often as I can, and some of the regular customers already gender me female. Essentially I'd just be wearing different clothes, and not even entirely different, I'll still be wearing my dress slacks.
>>8131073
My job is pretty solitary as far as coworkers go. Most of the people I could consider coworkers are outside of my command structure, with the exception of my supervisor who I see maybe once every week or two.
>>8130803
>lmfao you just traded away your human rights
You mean like the human right to be a terrorist and not get deported?
>and the freedom of public services
The EU was going to privatise the NHS with TTIP.
>>8131081
>tfw you will never snuggle peri-peri