Mtfg - memes to female general

what happend to world war 3

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First for politics

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end it

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>>8019996

>>8019995
it already happened

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>>8019998

Fuck I have a nosebleed

>>8019983 ty
I'm basically just about at the fully disabled stage. I'm not yet bedridden, but that is at most months away if I keep declining at the rate I am. ;___; ;___; ;___;

msg to elanna
>>8019986
well that doesn't sound very good I hope after the comedown or whatever you will be feeling better

if I'm ever in vic for some reason maybe you can slap me around a bit if you want

>>8020003
does that mean your period is finally starting

>>8020003
poor nose ;-;

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>>8020000
Did i miss it.

>>8020008
More like heroin

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>bf wants me to call him daddy

Is he a pedo

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>half wake up early in the morning
>in my sleepy daze I am utterly convinced my body is finally truly female
>go back to sleep content with life
>wake up fully at 2 pm and realize the truth

>>8020011
yeah
idk how desu
almost everyone died

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>>8019995
It ended in a nuclear Holocaust, the fall of the United States and rise of European fascism and the collapse of that union, Japanese left in ruins, Russia left to pick up scraps of now revoluting Nations.

The dollar collapses the day the nukes fall, causes a market collapse and a haunt of all good produced after 1998.

Prosthetics are invented and people start hopping ship from their own brains into solid state singularitys - think of a black hole of unlimited consciousness.

Eventually these consciousnesses snap apart and start to mine bits of data to create a currency based on thoughts and dreams as they are they only comodity left. Ai can create cool things, but it will never be human.

And thus the next human epoch is born.

(shinjuku 2024 - an illegal immigrant market of prosthetics and circuit parts and food pictured)

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>>8020008
No it means my weak ass nose is giving out on me before I finish my last line

>>8020007
Oh god no I'm going to be an absolute wreck after the comedown

>>8020003
try to remove the full clot. Otherwise it will be back quickly.

>>8020014
it means he's insecure.

>>8020003
post blood

>>8020006
im so sorry
i wish i could do anything to help
;_;

>>8020014
Are you a child?

>>8020014
Not really. Ddlg is nice.

>>8020014
we've told you before
it's hot
just do it

>>8020032
patrician taste

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our aim was to break you down to the bone

>>8020019
:/

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>>8020032
can i be your daddy

>>8020015
Ah shit. Sorry, fren :/

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>>8020042
Do not post these.

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>>8020021
Clot out powder in
Ezpz

>tfw fantasizing about flying out and being a caretaker and nursing people back to health but u know you would be a terrible nurse and it would just be weird and honestly its creepy that you are thinking about and posting this

>>8020042
Emma
ily :3

>>8020049
you're a good girl
you care about people

>>8020027
rest and time is what I need.

why is it impossible to paste on my first post in a thread in clover???

>>8020056
idk but I noticed that too

I think if you like exit the thread then go into it again it will let you

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I love you everyone
please don't die

>>8020053
I hope you get that
hugg

>>8020056
what?
A mystery trick?

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>>8020046
i hope you're ok elann :(

i dont feel ok

Have I been a bitch today?

>>8020056
>>8020059

why can't other programmers just not write bugs like me ;)

>>8020064
Ye

>>8020064
You're fine. Get rest.

>>8020064
Kinda. You're under a lot of stress and emotion so it's all good.

>>8020063
what is wrong

is changing medication a lot something that can mess with your boob growth?

>>8020061
I do too.

I need to go to bed.

>>8020064
not really I guess you wearing being a bit abrasive earlier though

>>8020068
shut up fag

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>>8020050
ily more :o
>>8020045
but
they cute

>>8020014
Only failed straights hate the daddy fetish tbqh

>>8020064
nah it's k

>>8020077
lonely
worthless

>>8020042
NO

>>8020089
can I be your mommy

>>8020066
clover is free software you could fix it if you want

>>8020080
No u

>>8020083
tfw not hugging emma rn

>open thread
>they're talking about programming
stereotypes are true

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>>8020091
Nooope.

>>8020089
Birdy
hi
how r you

anyway i'm basically presenting full time now but don't really think i pass at all to strangers, mostly because lf my short hair

it's ok tho, boymode till you pass is kinda dumb imo, it builds confidence to do this*

if you live in a first world country where this is safe to do at least

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>>8020068
t. bitch

>>8020062
I'm really not

>>8020073
;_;

>>8020101
but then everybody knows you're a tranny

>>8020103
yeah, so?

>>8020078
probably

>>8020079
nite nite ^^

>>8020087
hugg
get a trip
you're not worthless
if you have discord post it and i'll add you

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>>8020091
rrr

Does anybody here meditate?

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Do we talk about voices here? If so what should I do? I don't know how to train it or anything. This is my starting point.

https://u.nya.is/uwswex.mp3

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>>8020093
I will probably do that

>>8020097
I don't know anything about programming idk what you're talking about

>>8020099
I was memeing anyway I'm a mewling sub I can't domme at all

>>8020102
hugg

>>8020106
you don't mind?

>>8020101
I found it needlessly embarrassing and waited until I had voice tits long hair to REALLY try. Before that I was just going by my female name. And telling people who asked that yes I was transitioning already and no you don't just cut your you a dick off the next day and shave your hair once and that's it. I have a beard sometimes now because I'm a fucking retard and didn't start electrolysis until recently and they prefer I don't shave.

>>8020107
will it fuck up how they develop indefinitely? I feel like I broke one of them and now it's defective.

>>8020101
how often are you getting gendered female?
how's your voice?

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>>8020109
every day for at least 15 minutes at a time, it is very very helpful

>>8020108
I was only memeing

>>8020111
>I don't know anything about programming idk what you're talking about
LOL :)
Where would be without her.

OK, off to bed now.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r21Qza6vadU

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>>8020118
ill meme you
;)

>>8020109
Does listening to smooth jazz until your heart rate hits dangerously low levels on extremely long daily commutes count?

>>8020112
better a tranny than a normal guy imo
maybe you need to work on internalized transphobia?
>>8020113
i mean i have a padded bralette that gives me tits basically
and strangers don't hear your voice
i do wish my hair was longer tho
>>8020117
I never get gendered anymore desu and my voice is terrible
i'm starting voice training with a pro on tuesday tho

>>8020123
post your girlmode

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goodbye goodnight
much love

>>8020109
no patience for that
im too anxious always

>>8020115
sometimes one will be smaller than the other, don't worry

>>8020125
sorry my SD isn't working and can't take pics
if you look in the archives from like 8-9 days ago around this time i posted a picture

>>8020129
it's more like the tissue in one's dissolved after switching meds and isn't coming back :/

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>>8020125
>>8020130

>>8020134
hmm
what kind of meds?
you really should see a doctor about it I think

>>8020138
cheers

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>>8020121
I'm your memeslut ;)

>>8020123
Same. Lmao I recently (a little over a month I think) uploaded a picture of my new hair cut while in guy mode and thank Great Octopus Hummingbird Dragon I did because it was DREADFUL and the girls here said I needed bangs. Now my hair is just barely covering neck tattoos :/

BUT it is growing in proper now. It wasn't before. At all lol

>>8020138
>>8020140
cute dyke to be honest family

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>>8020142

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I need sleep, fug
See y'all tomorrow
Also
>tfw look in the mirror and see something resembling a girl

>>8020143
i used to have long hair basically my whole life before shaving it off last august ._.
i can't wait for it to grow back
>>8020144
cool
my hair is reallyyy holding me back tho i feel

>>8020123
I think even if I do have some internalised transphobia the issue of being openly trans for me is more to do with how I get treated by other people, not by myself. I don't know, being open seems to be setting yourself up to be seen only ever as a tranny and never a woman. People will either patronise you or call you a freak if they know, and the more people that know can only go up. I've kind of been forced into being full time and I wish I hadn't been, it's just awkward sometimes, feels like I had one shot to social womanhood and I fucked it up.

>>8020139
above board prescription patches from a doctor ironically, hopefully I can beg for a blocker too and that'll fix it but I can't stop worrying about it.

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does shaving and putting a hat on count as transitioning?

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>>8020148
nite

>>8020159
only if you take pills too

>>8020159
why do some people get it so easy?

>>8020154
i mean
if you know someone from before you transitioned they will know anyway.
if you meet them now then they will haven to find out eventually?
like idk what you posted doesn't make a lot of sense outside of very particular situations which i can't even think of

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post your biggest mug along with your mug

as you can see both of my mugs are pretty huge

I call it my honmug because it's huge

like me

>>8019878
GOTTEMMMMMM

>>8020166
well you're assuming we all know a lot of people, immediately family that's hard avoid yeah but other people can be managed, you can just never see them and/or move away.

>>8020167
ahh i have the same mug except it's black n white
i'll call it the honmug as well now

>>8020064
nah

>>8020173
>you can just never see them or move away
..... i feel like this is kinda missing the point tbqdesu familia
like ot definitely sounds like internalized transphobia if you'd rather abandon all your friends than be out to anyone.
UNLESS you live in africa because like even in Greece ppl were cool abt it

iiii hhaaaaaatteee mmyyysseellfff

>>8020186
so do i
hi

>>8020185
well it's not internalised transphobia if I'm worried about what other people think, it would be cool if we could be out and nobody would bat an eyelid or murder you for it but hey that's not the world we live in. I want to be a normal person and you just can't be that in societies eyes when everybody knows about you.

>>8020151
I was short hair my entire life. I tried in 10th grade to grow it out but it never got girly I never allowed that and cut it freshman year.

>>8020154
I've honestly found and maybe it's regional that most people actually don't even crunch the math. I'm in New York. People don't even have time to calculate the transgender factor, they calculate money, status, intelligence, sexual appeal, and a few other factors I'm sure. I should mention I'm a lesbo. Guys idk I feel like they're shit.

>>8020195
Grow up and move says the tranny living at home :)

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been on hrt for about a week is it normal for cum to not be white and extremely liquidy?
also gloom and doom feelings have gone down a bit. slight pain in testicles and a little bit of chest tingling

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>>8020167
I usually use those two

>>8020202
>week
that's pretty fast, it would be normal if it was later on, what dosage?

>>8020202
normal good results
>>8020167
you should get a mug that say world's best mom

>>8020109
yes.
>>8020138
A CUTE
>>8020151
just get some extentions sertii!

>>8020197
Well aren't about 80% of people in NY trans? I feel like working out gender is usually near the top of that list everywhere else.

>>8020195
yeah well, you never will be a """""normal"""" person in societys eyes unless you go stealth, which really isn't a fun life i feel like. We're still a few years away from transness being normalized but we'll get there.
People really don't care that much anyway, i spend decent chunks of my time outside and haven't been harassed once.
Maybe actually gaining some experience with girlmode would convince you of this and give you more confidence.
Again, idk where you live, but like unless you live in an utter shithole you'll be fine
>>8020215
ahhh aren't those super expensive and annoying tho?
i'd rather wait a few months and take my biotin

>>8020161

Oh, yeah, I guess I've kinda been doing that too.

>>8020163

I dunno, we'd have to ask them.

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>>8020217

>>8020202
Remove the world normal from your vocabulary and start using the word "dangerous". To answer that question, no it's not dangerous and you're fine. Seriously, nothing about this even from person to person is ever that normal because we're all vastly different body age drugs life style etc.

Expect the volume and frequency of needing to milk those fuckers and texture to change. Expect this at a variable Timeline somewhere between 6 weeks and 20 weeks.

Boobs bud discharge clear to preempt that question just don't squeeze TOO hard because they'll discharge red from the walls and tissue ripping which can bruise or get infected but you'll be okay.

Other okay things;
>hair slowing down
>smell bad (ejaculate and body) at first (it gets better but it's slow)
>strange new feelings you don't really have words for yet or that you've always misattributed to other words
>soreness but this is later as you atrophy
>low blood pressure and all the signs of this (spironolactone mostly)

Things to watch out for that aren't okay:

>spinal alignment - I atrophied so fast from a rock climber hiker that my back is fucked up lmao need physical therapy. Make sure to stretch often
>suicidal thoughts - we're talking real suicide not 'wah' stuff most us live in.
>mood swings like you've never imagined possible - expect them but they need to be addressed usually with therapy or adjustment of hormones
>cancerous lumps but desu I don't go looking or worrying about this but I'm told we have increased changes

>>8020222
porky appropriates land and means of production, pays low wages for long hours, workers strike! Very common story! SAD!

>>8020217
Well stealth is what I was talking about as the alternative to being openly trans, and it's what I'd choose if I could. I have been full time for a long time now, but it doesn't seem to feel better. I think I felt better in public in boymode because at least I wasn't being patronised.

>>8020238
>I think I felt better in public in boymode because at least I wasn't being patronised.

That feelio

>>8020216
I'd say 25% are trans.

>>8020238
Where are you from

>>8020212
>mom
no way fag
im top dog daddy material

>>8020208
those are nice mugs
now post your mug

>>8020138
sertii is cute

EIRINI IS CUTE

>>8020244
>25%
specifically transsexual or just transgender? Because that's insanely either way.

and uk, which I'm thankful for

>tfw brother's birthday but still didn't get him anything and don't know what he wants anyway
uh oh

Well I'm bored, I'm going to go ask lesgen if I should get an abortion or do a home birth and kill it for baphomet

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>>8020202
>>8020210
just 2 mg progynova. t is already super low. last time i saw a doctor he tryed prescribing t. he also make a comment about how he was surprised i hadn't started developing secondary female sex characteristics. he might have said this to try and scare me into taking t or that my t levels are close to female range.
>>8020226
love long answers that pretty much cover everything
thanks

>>8020231
>>8020222
kek
>>8020167
i would take and post a pic, but im ugly and also i dont have any mugs, i broke it
>>8020217
it depends on what kind you get
clip on ones shouldn't be too pricy
you could even get a wig really its not that weird

>>8020238
idk what to tell you, in what ways are you patronized? If it's at work and you have HR maybe you can discuss this there?
Where do you live anyway?
Stealth sounds like shit, you have to live in constant fear of being clocked.
Plus if you pass well, being out helps improve peoples view on trans ppl i'd think.
although its ok if you might not care abt that.
>>8020249
:3

>>8020252
bake a cake, I recommend the classic sponge with jam and cream

>>8020258
mummy already made a cake :(

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>>8020260
he will have two cakes then

>>8020264
I think I'll just get him chocolate it's the standard "noone knows what they want or want to give" gift in the family

>>8020251
I'm memeing cuz they said 80. It's still .03 but we don't stand out. At all. Like even a little. There are more cis women trying to look like men or mentally ill aliens to even glance my way. Some ma'am me, some sir me, but everyone ma'ams me when it matters. Look see the 6"4 women in dresses and heels sitting next to you on the subway? Whatever no time to even think about it. The black dude with LITERALLY half a face across from you? Whatever maybe a 2nd glance. The guy wearing a solider pin? Maybe glance at him a few times to see if I figure out what branch of service. Most people are thinking more like "shit I literally don't fucking care about any thing".

>>8020256
i might look into it
a wig with the summer approaching sounds like torture tho ngl

>>8020167
awww shit is that joy division?!! theyre soo cool... were so cool

>>8020273
are you ok anon

I got so fucking high I kept watching v sauce in the background and now my thoughts that I'm in another room are structuring themselves like....this. So how could that be?
WELL, it's because our brains have a psychological complex known as (flash cut) shit posting.


(I'd be curious to know what this is actually called.)

>>8020276
Hey did you star in that movie boy meets girl?

>>8020276
idk abt anon but you're pretty fking ok i'd say :3

mtfg, would you date a guy shorter than 5'10"?

>>8020276
I dunno- I saw trainspotting and have been listening to this over and over again.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FnWPGSQjFUc

>>8020284
absolutely not

>>8020284
Sure.

>>8020284
I'd date a girl that short.

>>8020286
>>8020288
well now.....

>>8020294
Yes?

>>8020294
hey it's not the same, Zna is like deff shorter than me
i'm 6'2", 5'10 is the absolute minimum cutoff

I'm thinking of going to a conversion therapy camp to get comfortable with masculinity and being a man. Shaming my parents and my ancestors like this has actually gotten me very depressed. I've checked this website and they look pretty legit.

http://www.brothersroad.org/

I only wish I had money for airplane tickets and travel fees so I could attend. ;-;

I WISH I COULD ENJOY SEX

>>8020299
Don't be retarded
If you must be retarded, don't drag others into it
Piece of shit

>>8020298
Mhm. I'm actually 5'10, so the question for me was "would you date someone shorter than you?"

>>8020286
>>8020288

lol i love the total opposite responses back to back

>>8020291

well.............a guy that's 5'9" and shorter basically is a girl, so........

please say mean things to me

>>8020299
use GoFundMe but don't expect it to work.

real "conversion therapy" is getting a bf who makes you feel like a girl without transition.

>>8020304
benis

bagina

xDDDDDD

>>8020304

ur not even that cute

>>8020304
You're a sweet girl and you deserve to love yourself

>>8020302
i'd date someone who's slightly shorter than me, not by much tho.
5'9" and below should transition anyway
Girls can be any height tho idc at all

>>8020304
You will never be a real girl. Just give up man.

>>8020280
>anon thinks I look like michelle hendely
lmao come ON just how HIGH do yoU even have to BE to even THINK of something like that dog???????????

>>8020282
jeez

>>8020284
depends if he was stronk
I'm 5'9" so
I think 5'7" is the lowest I would go
>>8020285
oh right cool
I thought you were making fun of me
I haven't seen t2 yet

>>8020284
I don't see why not. It's not ideal but if I like someone idc how tall he is or isn't.

I've been studying DNA recently and we're all mostly adapted from the same sequence of genes. I never really thought about it but almost every single animal has a front back up down and almost every animal (including the snake genome) has 4 limbs with subsequent digits. Like every single thing on this plannet is like that if it lives on land.

If aliens came here they'd be like wtf why is everyone so basic.

One thing I've learned is I'll probably never a genetics major..

>>8020304
You should poop in a cup and eat it while making out with a girl and film it and put it online.

>>8020303
I actually don't know how tall I am. I have forced amnesia on this fact I think I'm 5"4. Idk lemme get my ID and add a presumed inch.
Ugh no I'm 5"7 :(

>>8020304
I bet you smell

...

good.
>>8020310
>5'9" and below should transition anyway
>tfw a cisguy friend of mine is 5'4

>>8020257
maybe it sounds stupid but the people who know seem to be extra nice to me because of it, and that only makes me feel shitty, it's clearly the only thing they see now, it's like they think I'll cry if they're not kind to me. Kiddy gloves suck.
I live in constant fear of being clocked anyway so at least in stealth I could reduce the anxiety I feel because of it.

the media's confused people so much on transsexual/transgender/genderqueer/lgbtqaa+ issues so much I think being out to more people could have any effect.

>>8020311
i will give up
it's never gonna get better
god why am i afraid of dying but don't want to be alive anymore

goodnight all

>>8020323
You shouldn't give up
Things can always get better if you keep trying
I know that exact feel
Don't give in, live

>>8020316
god being a manlet must suck :/
>>8020317
idk, i'd need to know more to know what to think of that

>>8020326
no

>>8020329
Please
You can do it
I know you can
<3

>>8020313
>oh right cool
>I thought you were making fun of me
>I haven't seen t2 yet


only seen t1 I guess will t2 soon

>>8020284
yes, I'm 5'8" so any boys taller than me I would date

>>8020330
I know you're lying. You're driving me to suicide in the end.

>>8020327
god it means she wants to be treated fucking normally

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>>8020331
also forgot img

>>8020333
Isn't it better to live with hope than to die miserable?
Think about all the trans who could've made it but killed themselves instead, do you want to be one of them?
I think that would be a terrible waste.

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Okay goodnight for the fifth or sixth time now but this time I mean it
Take care everyone
No dying, any of you >:c

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>feeling ill
>look super pale
>just lay there trying to sleep for hours
>didn't work
>probably have a fever but thermometer is broken

fuck i miss sleep

>>8020343
see a doctor, don't let your health deteriorate

>>8020346
doctors cost money, mom is free

>>8020351
get hugs and chicken soup then
if you get worse tho
DOCTOR
please don't neglect your health okay?

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>>8020336

>>8020354
I will, I'm mostly upset I can't sleep so I have to be sad

I wish I had sedatives
sometimes I need to sleep through awful feelings
but I can't

>>8020360
Do you have melatonin pills or anything that might help?
Sleep will come eventually either way but pills could help.
Why are you sad?

>>8020376
that kinda stuff usually makes me feel worse...

body issues...

>>8020298
you're 6'2"??????????
weird
like
you look like you'd be a tiny little nymph
i figured you were like 5'4" or something
>>8020284
if he had money, yea

>>8020380
I dunno if I've ever seen you
I know those kinds of feels tho, my body disgusts me.

I don't really know a solution though :c
hugg

>>8020284
Im 179 cm. I think a guy must be taller because the only thing that makes me attracted to guys is a good body and that includes height.
Guys personalities generally aren't as great as girls

I'd date a shorter girl.

>>8020388
a lot of the time I just get super sad over how impossible getting surgery is, it will probably never happen which also means I can never get the legal stuff done either

it's actually really important for my mental health that i get a boyfriend so can a psych prescribe one pls

>>8020159

looking like you're ready to head off and study the talmud, Yentl

>>8020397
sorry afk
tv like exploded or something

Have you looked into credit? It's definitely going to take time but if finances are the barrier, you'll probably eventually be able to get the surgery.

Also, aren't there states where you can get the legal stuff done without SRS? Or are you not even in the US?

Hugg either way, I'm sure things will work out so don't let yourself get too sad!
Don't be sad about something until it happens ok?

>>8020406
You reminded me of a cute thing
My ex's therapist
prescribed her cuddles
with me

Thanks maeve I hope you get a cute boyfriend real soon ^^

>>8020414
THAT'S TOO CUTE

>>8020415
I know right?
I'm actually really sad now
heck

>>8020284
I have, 5'7", and oh god did he know how to please a women.

>>8020299
Will never work. Take it from somebody who has been through it. It just doesn't work. All it did was fuck me up worse. Try as you may to repress, but it just keeps hammering at you.

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>>8020397
iktf :(

>>8020406
pat maeve
u can get a boyfriend easy

>>8020414
I don't think it's something I'll be able to manage

I'm in the US, it is actually required that you do it by your birth state, so you can't just move somewhere better....

the surgery stuff tends to eat away at me, I have no idea what I could even do...

>>8020424
Why couldn't you manage it?
Even if you have no savings, couldn't you start today?
There's also financing options, insurance, and loans if it comes to it.

I didn't realize you had to do it by birth state, fuck. I'll have to figure out a way to get back there now e.e

Don't worry, things will be okay! Don't stress yourself out over it right now, focus on getting better and then worry about surgery. Okay?

>>8020428
insurance has hard limit, probably not enough to fully cover orchi which I don't think is a good idea anyway since the skin atrophy thing being bad for srs. other stuff just isn't really a option for the foreseeable future...

as far as I know my state clearly requires srs

I get worried a lot :(

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>do you want a back rub
>no thanks I'm not sore
>:l

Oh. She was trying to have sex.


>when u r emotionally and sexually 13 but your body 24

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if i ever find a tranny friend i'm going to pay for all their surgeries

>>8020435
Well uhm, how are your finances?
Are you working, learning, resting?
If you can build up credit with small credit-card purchases and timely payments, maybe you can borrow enough to cover whatever insurance won't!

It would be neat if you could ask somebody, maybe there's an exception they could make if you have a letter for SRS if not SRS itself.

It's easier said than done, but try to worry less okay? Too much stress isn't good for you, especially when you're sick.

Hugg <3

>>8020439
You sound adorable :p

>>8020443
But chara i thought i was your tranny friend ;w;

I hope you are happy in the future if you're not in the present, and if you're happy now then i hope that you'll remain being happy <3

This message is directed to all of you.

>>8020138
cute

>>8020455
ur a sweet<3

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>>8020453
there can only be one.

>>8020101
this is kinda while i go out wearing my retarded makeup so often

i sure as hell dont pass yet but at least it helps work on the social anxiety aspect

>>8020443
what if they don't want surgery
what if they just want enough drugs to never remember they are male

>ywn be able to girlmode "low-effort" and be read as feminine because ALL THE BONE STRUCTURE HULK SMASH
>ywn girlmode properly even with high effort unless you put on a pink fucking ballroom gown or some shit and hon it up even more obviously because you're so manly that apparently wearing female casualwear and makeup isn't enough to tip strangers off to the fact that you're trying to present as a girl, let alone pass

>>8020019
does microdosing not work for you or is your tolerance too high?

>>8020109
I try but I'm bad at it because ADD and Aspergers

>>8020167
shit I need to get a mug like that for my nesquik

>>8020202
>>8020255
sounds like intersex/klinefelter's senpai

>>8020463
sure

>>8020138
You're really cuuuuute! I'm the Greek girl you've been talking to. Got a warning for speaking our native language, so i guess we'll converse in English from now on :3

>>8020381
heh that's cute but no
i have a good frame i feel and i like my height

>>8020465
>ywn be able to girlmode "low-effort" and be read as feminine because ALL THE BONE STRUCTURE HULK SMASH
>ywn girlmode properly even with high effort unless you put on a pink fucking ballroom gown or some shit and hon it up even more obviously because you're so manly that apparently wearing female casualwear and makeup isn't enough to tip strangers off to the fact that you're trying to present as a girl, let alone pass

iktf

>>8020461
I'll be your friend but I don't need surgeries I'll just stay a hon and self-orchi

You really shouldn't have to bribe people to be your friends
Even as a joke it makes me worried about you

>>8020465
my facial structure is horrible
i'll never really pass
I'm disgusting
I hate me

>>8020465
iktf

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>>8020476
no what im wanting is a battle royal style death arena where people are fighting for the chance at getting free srs and ffs.

>>8020471
γεια σου φιλεναδα!
μην τους αkους kανε οτι γουσταρεις ^^
εχω μαθημα τωρα αλλα θνξ!

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>you will never get to experience your school years as a normal girl

>>8020483
But i'm scaaaaaaared ;~;

Hope you have a good time in class <3

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something i've noticed:
the longer im on hrt, the easier it becomes to shave body hair. hairs are thinner, skin is smoother, etc
its nice

>>8020486
just write what it would be like. as a cathartic release fantasy.

>>8020483
En serio creo que voy a hablarte en castellano en algun momento cuando estes en Londres, solo para confundirte.

Aunque, a veces ocurre de todos modos cuando estoy ebria.

>>8020443
h-hey it's me your friend

>>8020496
sry class

>>8020482
I thought it might be that
but I didn't wanna assume

That's kinda mean chara th' heck?

>>8020486
I want to cry

>>8020489
it's really nice
being a girl is the best

>>8020490
that would just make me sad

>>8020502
>being a classcuck

>>8020489
Hey Neptune

chara -is- mean, it's kind of her shtick
but usually a good kind of mean

>>8020511
still goes on the naughty list

>>8020482
I am sorry to everyone that I kill

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taking friend applications
:age
:height
:Access to landmines and or anti-personnel artillery munitions.
:Weight
:Passing
:Mone?
ok ty

>>8020520
Shann no you're a good girl

>>8020521
yuck

>>8020509
Hey
hows it going?

>>8020503
it is :3

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I want to die

>>8020530
Being a girl in a boy's body is the worst tho
;_;

>>8020535
I want to die too
but I don't think you should die
You don't seem like a bad person, last I checked you had friends who like you
Dying seems like a really bad thing to do

>>8020527
>Shann no you're a good girl
yeh .___.

>>8020530
I want to die

>>8020544
Don't kill anyone please...
On the other hand, you could just kill me first. Either or ^^

>>8020545
Please don't die that's bad

>>8020547
I wont I will just, sit in a cave somewhere and wait for someone to find me and kill me so they can get ffs and srs

>>8020549
That sounds really horrible
Please don't do that that's sad
;_;

i am
really fucking sleepy
my gosh

goodnight all peoples enjoy your lives and please, all of you, be well

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exactly 2 months on hrt today

What a nightmare

Shit I ordered a lot of hormones to save shipping costs and now I'm really poor.

>>8020561
1 year on hrt and still a boy
this stuff doesn't working

>>8020561

i'm two months away from my third tranniversary. it's scary to realise how quickly the time has passed and how little real progress i've made

>>8020486
I was homeschooled anyways

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>>8020561
stop being silly
talk to your mum

>>8020573
Seriously the boobs growth is the main obstacle
This would be fine if I started on raloxi

>>8020561
>>8020575
honestly if i were a mod i'd give you a week ban
you've literally made 4 types of different posts in the 5 past months

>muh abusive bf
>muh Spartan
>muh boobs
>muh hrt

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hows everyone doing tonight

>>8020582
(hugg)

>>8020561
Hugg

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>>8020575
boob growth is part of being a girl

>>8020579
I post on mobile so I never obey bans

What else am I supposed to do? Just let the bad stuff happen? Let transition ruin my life?

>>8020582
I feel the same

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>>8020592
I don't want to be a girl.
Reality has made me realise it's not something that can be done for my abilities

>>8020593
stop hrt then
and in three days time you will feel like shit, miss it and want to get back on it

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>>8020602
Challenge accepted

Time to do something different

>Have boobs big enough to show through shirts
>Can only conceal them with loose fitting hoodies
>Summer is right around the corner
>Still look like a man with boobs

Thinking of buying huge t-shirts so i can hide my boobs along with sports bras to conceal them a bit, but it's pretty lame that fat redistribution can't work faster.

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>>8020541
i wouldnt say its the worst
its unfortunate though

>>8020545
im sorry
i feel that way sometimes too
but in the end it always passes and i realise that what made me so sad really wasn't something to feel that way over

I feel violated every time i remember the psych eval
Why should the cops drag you to the fucking hospital and lock you up over a PHONE CALL
They hurt me i hate them all i hope they burn

>>8020593
That's not what transition does.

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>>8020605
just like last time you stopped hrt
you will just get back on it because you forgot how bad dysphoria actually is off hrt

just remember that this is your fate if you repress and once you are a 40 year old hon you will think back to the two months in your early twenties when you could have changed things and never forgive yourself

>>8020609
I don't think it will ever pass and it is

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i'm never gonna be a girl

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>>8020601
>I don't want to be a girl.
i thought we talked about this earlier?
transition doesnt ruin your life any more than trying to repress will
also this >>8020612

>>8020613
Nothing is bad enough to feel like dying over, even if it feels that way in the moment.
I wanted to die when juniper broke up with me, but in retrospect it really didnt matter.
I wanted to die when i thought all my friends turned on me and hated me, but even after attempting suicide, i realised it was not worth it.
I wanted to die when my mother passed away and my dad abandoned me, but i learned that my life didn't depend on them, and didn't even need them.
Whatever makes you feel that way now is only in the moment, blinded by feelings that are volatile and subject to your base emotions.
It's going to be okay.

>>8020615

me neither. but i can be a man that people mistake for a woman two thirds of the time which is almost good enough

>>8020605
Do you ever think about how your friends feel? Did you ever think there might be a reason we dont want you to repress?
Nobody wants to watch you fuck your life

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>>8020610
>>8020612
Oh my fucking God...

Stop getting me with these fear monger crap

Fine I wear a fucking compression vest or something
My bf will just have to let me keep taking it...

>>8020619
wear a fucking sports bra idjit thats all you have to do

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So I came out to a friend a few weeks ago and apparently she's been telling everyone she knows about me.
It's not just me, that's not right is it?
Like she's in a different country so it'll be unlikely to get back to me but I still don't like it and idk.

the heck do I do

>>8020620
How hidable are they

If I wear one of them it means I can't use the shower at the gym, which is fine I'll just shower at home

>>8020623

yeah nah people just going around running their mouth outting you isn't cool.

if they're important to you i guess you could try and have a "hey, cut that out" talk with them. otherwise sever

>>8020627
Believe me, unless you're already growing pretty big ones, no ones gonna notice breast buds especially if you wear some compression shirt or sports bra

>>8020623
Tell her to shut her mouth or kill herself

>>8020630
Ok then

>>8020593
break up with bf
take your pills
stfu about it

there, easy

like if I tell my bf I just need it to function
And I am way too anxious without it and he says yes. Then my problems are solved

>>8020638
I broke up with my last one
I didn't help

I'll take my pills and just lie to my bf
That way I don't have to make an issue of it

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My asshole is destroyed tonight guys.

I kept looking at too much porn. Black dicks and shit. I wanted the biggest dicks I could find. I used dildos on my asshole while watching all the best porn until it just didn't cut it. I ended up on grindr. I found a black guy. He said he wanted to fuck me. He had a huge dick. I wanted it so bad, so I agreed.

I met him at the convenience store. He drove me to his apartment. At his apartment was two other guys. They were already saying "finally yous back" and "ooh boy look what you brought". They were on me without even a hello. One of them was grabbing at my dick, the other was on my ass, the third one was trying to kiss me. I was fucking petrified. I could even speak. Next thing I know the one guy is sucking my dick and the other guy is fingering my asshole. The guy kissing me is looking down saying shit like "aw shit son, you done going at it" he leaves for a second and comes back with lube, and he's helping the other guy finger me, and saying shit like "this nigga done stretched out yo, fuck it", and within half a second he's standing up again and putting his dick in my ass.

this guy's dick was huge. a monster. not even the guy I talked to, his wasn't even this big. jesus christ. And he's not even trying to be gentle, he's in me deep right away and fucking me. The first guy is laughing and cheering him on, I'm making uncomfortable noises and trying to put my hand back on him to slow him down, and he just pushes it out of the way.

they move me over to the couch and push me over it on my knees, and he's just fucking the shit out of me, while the other guy already has his dick in my face. "open that mouth nigga" and he's got it in, choking me. the third guy just keeps rubbing on my dick and watching. I'm not even hard though.

they all fuck me before the night's done, and first guy fucks me a second time. they wouldn't stop even when I objected. then they're like "listen for your phone yo"

>>8020641
You dont need him to say anything amy. If you want to phrase it as a request go ahead, but you're taking the pills regardless. You already showed that.

Good morning.

>>8020647
I'll pretend to be off them and say I've been feeling really bad since I stopped and will "ask permission to start them again"

>>8020649
Hey carol :3

>>8020650
Dont be such a woman.
Don't manipulate.
Tell him.

>>8020643
no fuck off don't shit up the board if you're not going to listen

>>8020650
I have you filtered btw. If you were closer id date you since im your type but youre a childposter.

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>>8019770
it went ok but you're right, though.
could save a heckload of dosh not doing this
but like my family kind of expects me to continue

>>8019773
Tyvm!

>88.8kg
help my gainz come back

>>8020653
>don't shit up the board if you're not going to listen

that's like two thirds of these threads, tho. they wouldn't existed if there weren't shitters doing that stuff

>>8020656
Dont die you stupid cunt
Theres nothing romantic about his shit

>>8020651
Hi friend ^^

Someone give me a bulk list of trips

I need to redpill you all on the chilf and aduly posters

>>8020653
No. Being alone sucks.

>>8020655
I'm not surprised. I never actually had any self development my entire life.

>>8020629
>>8020634
she's been supportive and nice I just don't like that she's been talking to people but I don't really want to confront her about it

>>8020656
Please change your mind :(
(hugg)

>>8020666
Tbqh seeing your posts and knowing that im like the oldest one here makes me want to mature more.

You seem like a nice person id date you and take care of you but you are kinda annoying...

>>8020653
>telling a tranny to end a Relationship when they are few and far between for trannies

I'm turning 26 this year.

I'm too old to transition, I've been repressing since I was 15.

How should I kill myself mtfq?

>>8020667
She wont stop if she doesn't know she's being a bitch
Tell her

>>8020666
ok dude fuck off you're filtered

>>8020673
Spiro and estrogen
>>8020679
Youre a cunt dont bully amy

>>8020685
fuck off you're filtered too

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>>8020671
I am better irl.
I just sperg on 4chan because it's less accountable and less consequences than if I do it on Facebook or with my support network

>>8020679
Wew, Ok Mom. Sorry I won't dump my boyfriend for you.

>>8020686
Good O^O
Who gives a fuck about your filters anyway?
Fuck you man

>>8020673

Helium is the MTFG Approved™ suicide method, but really i don't think 26 is too late unless you're literally Andre the Giant or whatever in which case you have much more pressing medical concerns than how well you're going to pass or whatever

>>8020673
You'll never know unless you try. Maybe get a round of meds off somewhere like QHI and see how a couple months on hrt feels?
Good luck either way
(hugg)

>>8020678
she lives in another country so it's not going to end up getting back to me idk if I need to confront her about it she can't exactly tell anyone important

>>8020679
>>8020686
Triggered

>>8020692
You dont have to fight
Just tell her youre upset
There are no mind-readers

>>8020673
depends. who do you blame for your not transitioning?

>>8020695
honestly yeah
the combination of ASD and stubbornness is kinda annoying

>>8020701
What's ASD

>>8020705
Autism Spectrum Disorder

>>8020688
I do the same amy its all good famalam

>>8020685
>Spiro and estrogen
Too slow.
>>8020691
I'm already ugly and manly as fuck so I'm fucked anyway.
>>8020692
I managed to be 6 months on them when I was 22 until I had money issues, nothing changed physically wise, mentally I was more of a train wreck.
>>8020700
I blame myself.

>>8020714
>I'm already ugly and manly as fuck so I'm fucked anyway.

so am i but things have mostly kind of turned out not entirely terribly. i dunno, i'm not gonna tell you not to kill yourself 'cause i've been there, but things can surprise you with how they turn out