Mtfg: """male""" to cute girl gen

beanboy thread

eevvvaaa ^>^

Who had the best voice in mtfg?

>>8009178
I'm finally up! I just finished showering and now I have pizza ><

so my cock is getting smaller, and i'm honestly thrilled about it. it used to be just under 5 inches hard and now it's just under 3. kinda bummed out that I'm never gonna get the chance to top now though.

>>8009179
probably Olive imo
nim's a close second though

>>8009171
Eva I'm attracted to your girlfriend's voice

>>8009175
you legit look feminine, I understand its really tough to not look at yourself and only see the masc features but you do look pretty good
I'm very jelous of your jaw desu

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>>8009149
.I'm flipping you off in spirit rn

Do you feel it?
>>8009152
Lol shut up stupid

:*

Let's go listen to music in this big house
It's so empty and quite and kinda isolated on all sides by trees and vegetation and such it's so cool I slept there and I really am planning on living there
>>8009097
Doesn't she look kinda like maeve?
Yea I'd kiss nim but just on the cheek a little where the lips barely start and only if I was drunk
>>8009113
Yr doing it again nim lol stop it
>>8009104
Hmm.
Hmm.
Yes

>>8009179
Has*

Nim is my vote even though it's a boy voice

>>8009179
girlvoice is probably edie

boyvoice is nim/elanna

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iFy-IAr4K0c

Blaire White and Laci Green debate

>>8009182
>tfw evolving in to superior smol girl dick
feelsgoodman
don't recall the last time I got an erection either, hopefully never again

>>8009180
you're up late though :(

I'm gonna call an informed consent place to try to start hrt even though I have really bad phone anxiety and I'll probably fuck it up wish me luck

>>8009187
what am i doing ;-;

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>>8009182
Tell me more, bae. How small do you think it'll get that you'll need a man like me to fug you to orgasm?

>>8009192
ooooo shit!
thats probably gonna be pretty fun to watch

>>8009175
>https://unsee cc/gonesima/
super cute girl

>>8009199
good luck, it's gonna be fine

>>8009199
good luck anon, you can do it I believe in you!
(good luck hugg)

>>8009192
>live in 3 hours

>>8009198
I got up around 10-11, I finished doing some stuff and now I'm here ^^
>>8009184
well she is a qt!

>>8009199
I thought I was gonna die when I scheduled the appointment to see a therapist and had to see it was for gender identity
you'll feel much much better when its done I promise, good luck anon you'll be fine

>>8009209
C-can you have her say lewd stuff

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>chop of your penis
>hate your life afterwards

who else fell for the post-op meme?

>>8009187
>Yea I'd kiss nim but just on the cheek a little where the lips barely start and only if I was drunk
awww cute! :3


also I really like that picture
are those sunlights in the house? does it have electricity?

>>8009209
oh okay good!

i got up at like 11, p late D:

>>8009199
have you tried working w a therapist?

>>8009216
n-no
>>8009220
need to try to get to sleep on time tonight and now 2am ><

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>>8009199
I meant to post this pic

But yea drink a little before it'll mellow you out and maybe make you cry a little but that's fine.

We all need to let it out some times.

Meant to post this pic it looks cooler

I'm wash up in the beach today after I eat

>>8009204
i-is this what chasers like? really small girl penis?

>>8009217
what happened to your trip

I wanna honkhonk beepbeep's little baby breasts!

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Okay, time for sad-angry blogpostish rant
I tried to actually socialize today and failed terribly
What the hell am I supposed to do, on top of being trans I've been a shut in for literally forever
My social experience is ZERO, and when I actually get into a social situation. I can't talk or make eye contact
Being trans makes this a hundred times worse. How am I supposed to face someone when I have dysphoria telling me I look like a guy
How am I supposed to talk with my voice?
I cannot do my normal male voice because it's fucking so painful
I've been practicing on getting my girl voice but I'm making really weak progress
And I can't even use what I have when I'm trying to socialize because when it's actually happening I can't speak higher than a boyish mumble, I can't get pass this
My social anxiety is fucking hell and I need to socialize
I hate being a shut in but the person I feel like I am is suppressed under layers and layers of anxiety and I just feel so damn hopeless with this
How the hell am I supposed to make friends like this
I can't stand being lonely anymore

>>8009217
>the most honest post op that has ever posted here

>>8009223
damn this pic is deep ngl

>>8009222
Please I need it :(

Just record her saying lewd stuff to you

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>>8009218
but when is he gonna stop exploiting his workers tho

>>8009218
Is that an allusion to Ireland's central place in most corporate tax evasion schemes...

>>8009232
No

>>8009217
>get voice surgery
>go back to living full time as a guy

The agp is real

>>8009222
yes me too x-x

and i should be in class right now but it's already 15 minutes past class start and im not there :(

>>8009235
>tfw when you just realized how true that is
>apple went to ireland to evade taxes

>>8009238
Why not!

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>>8009202
Nothing don't worry about it

>>8009219
It has no electricity or running water and the place is kinda roughed up like I couldn't sleep that well last night cuz there's this hole in my room like in the window but I patched it up in the morning so I should be fine tonight.

>>8009231
Thank you anon.

I really like that pic (nim)ass well

>>8009242
not for you

>>8009245
Don't be selfish :(

>>8009240
oh, that sounds bad, can you still make it???

>>8009217
My life is much better now. But it was already getting better before SRS. I certainly don't have any regrets about it, though, because my expectations were very low, which made the result surprising in a good way. People shouldn't see surgeries as silver bullets, be it SRS, FFS or even stupidly dangerous stuff like vfs.

>>8009243
where did you get the thing you carved /mtfg/ into?
it kinda looks like you punched it off a door or something

>>8009229
Chat in voice with internet friends get used to it that way. Maybe move on to a 1 on 1 conversation with someone by video chat to get used to speaking actually to another person.

Try to get into situations with a larger group of people and just observe, you can keep doing your mumbling in that group if it's really necessary but just try to listen to how other people talk and what they say.

>>8009229
just keep trying

you're gonna make it

>>8009229
by trying to move past that sort of stuff.
You're a girl, if people can't accept that then they're not going to be your friend and sure it'll suck but you'll find people who do like you and then everything will be awesome.
As for the "what the heck do I do while socialising", remember that you don't have to be the centre of attention, it's perfectly fine to just lurk and listen to people, occasionally pitching in. It's ok to be shy, there'll be loud people to compensate for you.
Think of an interest and join a club if possible. It'll make things much easier because then at least you know you have common ground to talk to people about.

also
>just b urself :^ )

(hugg)
you can do it I believe

>>8009229
You either get over and accept yourself, or get trapped in this high school worry that you aren't worthy to be loved as you are

But you know this, and you just need hugs because life sucks

>>8009248
If you have no expectations then you will never be disappointed

Wise words to live by

>>8009246
no, please stop :c

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>>8009229
You live in SoCal?

Why not try to find more socal gay anons? There's tons

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i was idly slightly pulling my hair again and now it hurts :(

>>8009243
no tell me!

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>mfw my gaming mouse broke and my new one won't be here tomorrow so i have to main symmetra in overwatch until then

no aiming required is the only way i can play but i'm p sure my teams hate me lmao

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do people like my voice?

>>8009264
ow is gay lol

>>8009264
Symmetra needs to do less damage

>>8009266
ya i like it :3

you didn't train it right

>>8009247
i dont want to :(

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>>8009260
I don't think it's going to make it grow faster.

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>>8009271
right

>>8009264
Couldn't you use the opportunity to go out. Or even just do something non computer related.

>>8009266
Yes it's cute

You should read more poorly translated porn

>>8009276
me neither.

it's a nervous tic i've recently developed because i'm hella stressed for my appointment at the gender clinic

>>8009276
that's some looong hair

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>>8009264
>tfw think keyboard has terminal illness but probably going to use it for the foreseeable future

>>8009249
The house is literally falling apart
I got it off the floor of that same house
>>8009263
You're really cute nim...
I want to treat you like a princess and never do anything more than a kiss on the lips because I'm just sad inside and I think you get that more than others on here who are maybe jaded from having so much meaningless useless sex

>>8009279
ok. after i get home from class & a cognitive testing appointment, i'll go do that

>>8009277
lil pupper

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Wew lad I love getting misgendered not once, but twice by a cashier

>>8009286
nimXbeanboy 4ever

<3

>>8009289
fennecs are SUPER adorable :3

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>>8009251
I don't have internet friends
I can't stand my mumbling because it's just boyvoice, which hurts
>>8009253
Every time I try I crash and burn and it hurts more and socializing becomes scarier
>>8009254
I want to be able to socialize at least one on one, but I freeze up and can't do anything, in groups I just get bullied
Also
>just b yourself
I wish I could, I'd give anything to be myself
>>8009255
As I am I'm a mess, my brain doesn't want me to socialize, when I actually try to talk to people my instincts are to run away hide in my bed and cry
>>8009259
? Why gay
>>8009286
Nim has a girlfriend
Sick repulsive pervert

>>8009276
I used to have my hair almost that long. It's horribly annoying to take care of. I don't think I'm ever going to let it grow lower than my boobs. Granted, I'm getting old. So that may mean hair down to my knees when tits get that saggy.

>>8009293
i heard they act like a mix between a cat and a dog :o

>>8009291
cashiers and experienced sales people can be scary b/c they've seen just about everything

>>8009294
Please be my internet friend cindy

>>8009294
I don't talk to you don't talk to me

>>8009291
misgendered as male, or female?

to bean lady

>>8009086
I decided to get a loaf of bread and ice tea

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>>8009293
Jackals are more my kind of critter.

>>8009268

ur gay

>>8009269

normally i would agree but i'm disabled rn so let me have this lmao

>>8009278

i'm going out a ton this coming week and then going on a trip next month so it's okie

>>8009285

you could always get a new one when it dies tho

>>8009293
>>8009296
LOOK AT THIS THING
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s6yIgG6sw_k

>>8009300
as male.

'sir, cash or credit?'

It'd been a long time since I was last misgendered, so i was -relatively- confident in my passing... but nope

>>8009294
>I don't have internet friends
Make some!! I'm sure people here would be happy to play video games with you or something. I would even.
>I can't stand my mumbling because it's just boyvoice, which hurts
this one is harder to get around :\ maybe try to learn to speak in a higher pitched boy voice and see if that hurts less?

Also I should've said this is my first post, /hug

>>8009310
Maybe the cashier was on autopilot and just not paying attention maybe and calling everyone sir

>>8009294
:(
(hugg)

you can try practising with me if you like, although that won't help massively if your issue is with face to face/voice communication
no offence but there's no way in hell I'm ever talking to anyone until I'm at a point where I have a girl voice that doesn't make me want to kms

>>8009313
>is
in* dumb autocorrect

>>8009255
>and you just need hugs because life sucks
wrote this up as part of a caught story. It emphasizes how little I interacted with my parents.
>She says "Oh my have you changed!" while looking me up and down and continues "Your mom said you'd changed a lot since last year, but I never expected this much, nor in this direction."
>I've been on hrt for a bit over a year, and I've lost what little boyishness I had at the beginning of her class last year
>mom also doesn't know yet that I'm changing my gender
>I laugh and tell her "We should talk soon. Just the two of us.", “I have a lot to tell you, and I also need your advise.”
>I want to ask her about telling my parents I'm transitioning
>she knows them better than I do
>I'm never around anymore
>I fly in Monday mornings and go direct to school
>on Friday afternoons I go direct from school to the airport
>If I'm not spending the weekend with my lovers, I'm spending it learning painting or photography
>even those weeknights I'm in town, I'm taking community college courses
>I have three this semester taking up Monday through Thursday nights
>I should be in class in half an hour
>even less overlap happens because mom&dad are often away
>dad is gone a fourth of the time visiting lab sites under his direction
>those are always during the week
>mom is still working on her PhD
>she's gone 2 or 3 nights every week
tfw my connection to my parents is fucked.

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>>8009283
I would just take it easy. You're a tranny, it can't get worse than that.

>>8009284
You rike? Here have ronger!

>>8009310
>miss, i'll be right with you
>walk up to the counter
>sir, i'll take your order

>>8009306
all resources go towards transition. I don't think it will die but it randomly acts like the ctrl key is pressed down when it isn't which is a big issue...

>>8009229
Socialize with friends first
They might introduce you to other friends
That's how I met my friends

>>8009316
Maybe.... I /did/ get a haircut yesterday now my hair ends at my shoulders, but still.

>>8009325
angery

>>8009324
that's similar to my hair type!

>>8009326
There's some nicer durable mechanical keyboards made out there for sub 100 bucks.

>>8009306
Well, spring is here, so the underground spectacle season is starting. I'm probably going to spend a lot of time at concerts, plays and afterparties this year. Being at the clinic then getting SRS made me miss a lot of stuff the past couple years.

>>8009226
>.<

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>>8009296
they also have this in japan
https://youtu.be/92wtDKCtOiU

>>8009276
mine used to be that long, but it was wavy. never straight.

uh so that qt fem waiter dude gave me 25% off my order at the burger joint today

then he randomly offered me dessert on the house, cheesecake, which is like £5, not cheap

then (I think) he blew a kiss as I was leaving

that's like £10 off a £25 meal

is this a move or am I being autistic and predatory again? I'm pretty sure the other fem waiter is his bf but they could also be poly

but I don't want to be that one creepy guy checking out the waitresses and trying to slip them my number in inverted, degenerate form

maybe they just feel sorry for me being a hon and disabled? or it's because I go there every week?

>>8009328
didn't make me angry
it's just what happens b/c i don't pass (upon close inspection)

>>8009316
as a customer servant it's super easy to tell all but the most passing transpeople apart
you can't help but notice when someone is acting even a bit differently than most people even if you wouldn't clock them from their looks

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>>8009324
true
i'm just really scared of the doctors' reactions to me and selfmedding and i just don't want it and ugh

>>8009296
As long as they don't act like a fox. If you think cats are proof that animals can be gratuitously cruel, foxes are much, much worse.

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>>8009331
I'm kinda a dummy when it comes to that stuff

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>>8009298
Id like to if you want to try
>>8009299
Stop being a gross creep, it's disgusting
>>8009313
Id love to be able to speak in a higher voice but my anxiety crushes me and I can't speak up
>>8009319
Maybe I could try some time, my voice kills me right now and I need any help I can get
>>8009327
I'm trying to make friends, but it's really hard, I should be meeting a girl I play games with sometimes sooner or later so there's that, but I expect to just die like I always do socially

>>8009294
take small steps, chat with the kids next to you in class. I never had anything in common with the guys in class.

>>8009335
t-those are big tho

>>8009342
but they're wild animals :o

>>8009337
sounds like a move
come back another day and see if he does it again

>>8009344
Of course. But I'm pretty awkward / autistic so I sorta suck

>>8009337
i'd just assume they're friendly and like you in a friendly way

if they want to make a move let it happen

in the mean time enjoy the positive attention :)

>>8009303
What type of bread?
Does it have meat and cheese on it?

I'm so hungry but like not hungry enough.

Yesterday I was climbing in the mountains and like It was super hot and the night beforehand I didn't sleep all that well and like I was also dehydrated and hungry cuz I haven't had a proper "meal" in a bit like maybe idk.
A bit. Something that I chose out in a store and paid money for like the last thing that comes to mind is that subway sub I had after sperging and saying I wanted to go live in the woods.
Saint patties day.

Enjoy that bread.

I bet it tastes delicious.

Enjoy it and enjoy ur life cuz we only get one (1)
>>8009337
Smile and tell him "you're cute"
Literally nothing wrong with that and if he has any social grace he can either just take the compliment and literally never do anything about it and both of you move on like nothing was said besides a harmless compliment to a friend or like
Other things can happen

>>8009339
Maybe idk sometimes even on the phone I can't tell the difference between and women occasionally.

I get ma'amed a lot on the phone which just really confuses me since I have a deep and manly voice even when they know my name so lots of people probably are just not paying attention?

I've only ever met one tranner in Texas and even then I don't know if it was real because of how cis she looked

>>8009344
Lamana#7953

>>8009239
you're aap if anything senpai
have you ever fapped to your own military pics?

>>8009349
So are fennecs. Don't let the cuteness fool you.

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>>8009347
foxes are cute.
they're like the cute animals that dogs should have been

>>8009344
Fuck you hop off my nutsack lol who even started talking to you or like even mentioned you don't get obsessed with me please I know I'm hot but ur like waaaaaaaay to young to be making moves on me

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>>8009362
are cats cute

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>>8009341
Look, he or she will be a professional. Being a girlyboy out for whoremoans probably doesn't even register on their weird shit-o-meter.

>>8009326

as long as it's working for the moosttt part i get where you're coming from c: they're not thaat expensive tho so idk it's an investment!

>>8009333

it's not the best out rn and it's gonna be raining all of next week and cloudy most of this week lolol

>>8009358
faye very obviously has agp

>>8009365
tfw you thought that was a bowling ball momentarily

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The only times I've ever been able to socially function is when I'm with a friend im comfortable with
I wish I had someone to help me
>>8009345
I can't socialize at school, everyone there seems to hate me and refuses to acknowledge I exist
>>8009350
That's fine I'm the most awkward autistic
>>8009363
You're disgusting and flirt with underaged girls and girls already in a relationship
Just stop being a nuisance

>>8009342
Tell me more about foxes and wild animals in general.

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>>8009364
yes.
they are cute little babus

>>8009368
she's cute for an ftm tho

if you're my friend i need you to say yaeoo

>>8009376
awww his lil baby paws

>>8009239
Why don't you just settle for being a scary dyke? I stopped feeling conflicted about "manly" stuff once I started transitioning. I'm dressing more masculine than I ever did before and I'm perfectly comfortable doing "guy things" while being unambiguously female.

>>8009349
the wilderrness is cruel in it's survival of the fittest way.

>>8009353
its just french bread and I'm eating it with an artichoke dip

the bread is 95 cents and still warm from the bakery so yeah pretty good

>>8009353
I feel like blurting "you're cute" at someone while they're trying to do their job isn't as neutral a tactic as you seem to think

>>8009351
yeah fair

>>8009374
let's have an awkward autistic contest

*boops cindy's snoot*

it's funny how drama ends w/each thread.

i think it would spill over. but. hmm.

>>8009378
can i be ur frend

>>8009387
r u nice

>>8009375
They're either game or pests.

>>8009378
Yaeoo
P-please

>>8009239
I got voice surgery,
it wasn't enough, probably need the other voice surgery too

>>8009367
resources are pretty thin, they all go towards tran things...


it's a pretty bad issue, when it happens nothing really functions at all...

tfw your jawline will stop you from ever passing xD

>>8009388
i think so

i'm sad a lot tho

>>8009396
its okay i am too

Why would someone regret srs?
I mean sure, peen is nice to play with but vagoo is better and less dysphoria

>>8009378
yaeoo?

>>8009378
I don't speak weeb

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pro tip you never get misgendered if you never go outside

>>8009391
I'm not letting any surgeon operate on that. My voice may not be perfect but it's good enough, with room to improve in non-invasive ways.

the usps guy just delivered a package to me that literally has coffee filters and a 24 pack of skyn condoms in it and i was all excited thinking it was this book on cambodian refugees i bought lmao
why is this my life

>>8009374
*HUGS*
try socializing other places.

you mentioned being autistic, have you had any socialization therapy for it?

>>8009403
>Never go outside
That would make me want to kill myself reaaally fast.

>>8009403
What if you need to get something to eat?
Starvation vs. being misgendered?

>>8009403
>playing cs:go
>never talk or say anything
>HEY NATALIE R U A GRIL
>LMAO I BET HE'S A GUY PRETENDING TO BE A GIRL WHAT A FAGGOT
>hey say something or you're a guy
>votekicked

>>8009395
iktf

>>8009395
Get spiegeled

>>8009404
Pourquoi? Je l'ai fait faire pres de Paris et meme si c'etait pas assez, c'est quand meme bien mieux.

>>8009415
it's a lot of money

*kick cindy shin*
*punches her nose*

>>8009403
But then how do I stop having 0 friends
>>8009407
I have, and it helped quite a bit actually, but transitioning kinda set me back to the worst it's been

>>8009410
I need somebody to drag me outside.

>>8009418
Murica is dumb with its lack of trans-related healthcare coverage

>>8009410
it's not so bad if you get social interaction online

>>8009419
D:
her snoot is for booping, not punching

>>8009415
When I say good enough, I mean that a speech therapist told me I didn't need voice feminization at all. So we're working on other stuff. Mostly to improve my singing voice.

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om nom nom

>>8009374
Name the girls I flirt with that are underage

Who cares

Why do you care

Leave me alone ur like

Why do you not like me wtf did I do

You don't even know what flirting is you're to young to understand my mentality

I'm a nuscence

Block me.
Block me forever and stop mentioning my name in ur posts I don't like you go be friends with drake whever he went

You're a bully like him wtf am I doing to you why do you care link me to the last fucking time I even mentioned you or made a post that made you so upset why the fuck can't you leave me in peace what the fuck am I fucking doing to you hop off my nutsack like dam ur not getting it you're too young I feel weird even being in here with you you're 15 and it hella shows

My advice is try being more mellow and like chill that's how you make friends but maybe you'll figure that out on urself.

Don't push it. You have ur whole life ahead of you. Some time just sit in a park alone and relax and meditate and if you feel like crying go fucking cry this life isn't always easy and people get that and will respect that in you if you just leave them alone like dam

Most people. There are people here who will really hurt you and fucking abuse you and hit you if you keep being unaware and not thoughtful or introspective and get to understand and know urself just a little at least

>>8009411
I pay people to deliver food to my house so I don't have to walk to the grocery store

>>8009413
ive had this experience but everyone wanted to fuck my feminine penis instead of votekicking me

>>8009420
>But then how do I stop having 0 friends
make friends online

>>8009423
maybe the reduction of masseter muscles and fat redistribution will make it okay idk

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>>8009423
>tfw few thousand hard limit

>tfw literally get friends messaging me asking for sex and have successfully seduced most of the crushes I've ever had
>tfw kavorka tran

>>8009420
Ah, *HUGS*
I'm not sure what else other than try, try, try.

>>8009420
internet friendos

>>8009419
don't hurt my smol friend

>>8009429
ohh cool.

>>8009406
what's wrong with that? seems just like any other day. idk why you would order coffee filters online tho. unless you can't get them in a store.

>>8009424
You can't exactly share a drink online.

>>8009429
I like the purple one the best. <3

>>8009432
>I pay people to deliver food to my house so I don't have to walk to the grocery store
Do you let them see your face? Or hear your voice?

>>8009441
true. You can invite a friend over to your cozy home and share a drink there, though.

>>8009444
barely

>>8009444
Oh god it's worse than going to a grocery store

>>8009444
Amazon Fresh will just leave it at your door.

It's easier to go out if you're so dissociated you feel like you're a ghost.

>>8009443
I suppose it's the most girly of the ones I sent. Next iteration of it, I'm trying to make it as cool and harsh as winter air.

>>8009445
not when you live in bumfuck nowhere surrounded by hicks.

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>>8009431
>name the girls I flirt with that are underage
Maeve
Now stop posting
I don't care about you, you're just creepy and most girls here are too nice to tell you to stop
I'm not feeling nice right now so stop
>>8009432
I need real life friend
>>8009437
So far so bad :c
>>8009439
Need real life ;~;

hey, anyone want an mtfg kageshi room? more stable and less shit than tinychat

I'll be in the room /reallifeexperience if anyone wants to chill

>>8009391
I could probably use both, but I'm super happy where it's at

yaeoo

>>8009448
they don't deliver here.

>>8009454
wtf how many voice surgeries do you need

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Grace is the super sweetest and super lewd when she's all sweaty

>>8009455
Hoiii

>>8009450
yeah, living in the city is objectively superior it just costs a lot more

>>8009458
hhhh my fetish

>>8009446
>>8009447
>>8009448
How does the whole tranny Phantom of the Opera angle affect potential dating?

>>8009431
I rate this post 9.5/10
made me smile desu

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>>8009381
The wilderness is us.

Look in a mirror you're a fucking animal go hiking and understand how much animals watch us and understand what they are so much more than us
>>8009382
That sounds absolutely delicious
>>8009383
Nah like all casual and like act like if you're saying it to a cute college girl that knows she's cute and will only take that compliment in stride like in her mind she's be thinking "haha ye I am :$" and she'll say thank you and smile back at you cuz maybe ur cute too and there nothing more has to happen you both can just stay pure and cute and nothing else. You have to be willing to fail horribly though.
>>8009389
Fuck no

I like haven't even flirted with Maeve

She fucking said all like "ily beanboy" last time too

>>8009460
Not necessarily. Having to drive for most things quickly adds up.

>>8009452
*boop snoot*

>>8009452
no internet friends tho?

>>8009462
Well since I'm not super interested in dating other French people unless they're as autistic as me and interested in the same things...

I date online, through facebook with people in fandoms and such

>>8009462
I don't present female and just look like a slightly androgynous faggot

I will never get in a relationship again so it doesn't bother me

>>8009462
basically I was sad and lonely all the time and convinced no one could ever love me

I have a gf now though, definitely a better existence

>>8009465
Just stop posting
Stop posting and get arrested, you belong in a cell

>>8009465
beangirl did you get a butane campstove to keep in your mansion and cook meals?

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sometimes I think I feel a little hip pain but I'm not entirely sure

>>8009448
do you mean like you go out to the store and barely notice the people around you to the point where it almost feels like you are alone there?

>>8009217
I fell for the ffs meme

>>8009468
Internet friends would be nice .-.
My shyness makes that hard too tho

>>8009440

they're special coffee filters c:

>>8009477
be my coffee filter edie

>>8009471
Hop
The fuck
Off
My fucking
Nutsack
>>8009472
I have literally zero money

>>8009476
my trans friends on facebook never really talk to me, so I come here because yay people that are like me who actually -sometimes- respond

>>8009477
they're special as in you didn't have to go outside to get them?

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>>8009473
I think you need to decide Eva-Chan, do you want hips or breast first?

>>8009477
I wish I could drink coffee. It gives me super bad anxiety ;_;

>>8009474
Something like that, and the other way around too. I just wander around and don't really feel like anyone notices me or even sees me which is alright I guess.

>>8009478

w-well ok

>>8009482

no they're for the specific coffee maker that i have ;-;

>>8009484

honestly same but i feel dead without it lol
my life is a constant rollercoaster of emotion desu

>>8009449
the girl in me needs release.

>>8009452
How about voice chatting online?

>>8009460
Most cultural events like concerts, etc are a 1.5 hour drive for me. I can't afford to do that to often. My drive costs for therapy and doctors appointments is killing my budget.

>>8009465
I've lived in the wilderness. no it isn't.

>>8009483
that makes no sense :(
I already kinda have little bobbers now...

>>8009487
>no they're for the specific coffee maker that i have ;-;
arent coffee filters universal?

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big ones for emi!

big ones for eva!

>>8009459
buddi

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>>8009468
I had no idea France had autists.

>>8009469
That's kind of sad.

>>8009470
Did loneliness drove you over the edge and turn you into a transbian?

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>>8009481
I have a trans friend I sometimes talk to but we're both too shy to talk so we rarely do
I'm supposed to meet her in person soon so I guess that's kinda something to look forward to
>>8009488
Id like to try, but bullying is all I think I'd get out of that

>>8009493
>Did loneliness drove you over the edge and turn you into a transbian?

no I never cared about the gender of my partner very much to be honest

>>8009473
I have hip pain, but them my dad's side of the family has hip issues often requiring hip replacements. The cartilage in the sockets degenerates.

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>>8009477
I just use these standard unbleached ones. which did you get and what's special about them?

my mom has big hips so i will have big hips!

my mom has big boobs so i will have big boobs!

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its raining lots and lots

>>8009323
Iktf

My parents are complex people

My dad was so supportive to my face, but people told me he was talking about conversion therapy for me.

My mom has hit me and steals from me, constantly abusive, really stunted my idea of how to be a health human and not just be scared and introverted, but people tell me she ravages anyone who says anything about me

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>>8009489
you must put all your mental energy on getting boobs then, i want you to tell all your body what you want.

Don't you want to be ready in body and soul for Nim?

>>8009493
Apparently not enough of them :c
Or none like me, that is. I want to move after ffs, in the US where everyone I like lives.

>>8009494
Ooh, good luck, I hope it goes well!

>>8009488
Are you brown?

I want to believe there's something better for me in the forest cuz fuck the city and every dumb useless asshole who just doesn't know how to leave me alone.
Like fuck.

I don't care about you why can't you see that focus on urself please.

We can be so much more but everyone is just genuinely such a fucking asshole I fucking hate everyone. It isn't fair.
I should be living in a reservation rn
Fuck this

>>8009503
I want hips pls :<

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>>8009498
I don't remember my moms boob size cause they were removed when I was rly little

>>8009498
yes
except what happens when your mom notices that you have those things

>>8009490
most are, but some manufacturers make oddball ones.

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>>8009498
I don't think HRT works that way.

>>8009508
my mom has D's!

>>8009503
>picture
I saw the anime version of that scene
So cute

>>8009501
isnt it comfy to be inside and listen to the rain?
unless you have to go somewhere in which case yeah that sucks

>>8009511
Genetics do. It'll be similar.

>>8009493
It's not sad at all imo

when i get back from texas i'm gonna start laser & try to full time

assuming i don't stress eat myself to death in the next week

>>8009513
my mom's dead

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>>8009504
I hope so, but probably not
But it might not be for weeks or even months because I'm the only person who knows I'm desperate to socialize right now

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> go upstairs to make ramen lunch

> in work clothes, prepping to go to work in an hour, put mascara and eyeliner on, not too much nobody really notices

> walk past mom

> yells "don't leave your room with makeup on it's embaressing"

> pic related

>>8009491
>>8009498
I'm going to end up with small ones at most...
>>8009503
I want both though :(
>>8009496
that sounds bad

>>8009487
I can have a cup a few times a week or so but too often and it's like it builds up in my system and I start having panic attacks.
I really love coffee too :/

>>8009485
I usually feel the same until somebody I'm with tells me something like "didn't you notice how people react when you went to the bar?" people tell me that girls check me out but it might as well just be me looking weird.

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>tfw lonely night but I'm so accustomed to them it can't even bother me anymore
>>8009501
Rain is comfy
The smell and sound of a rainy day is nice
>>8009513
>tfw mom has C cups
I've got a slight chance
>>8009524
Hugg

>>8009524
tell your mom she's a terrible person and doesn't deserve to raise kids

>>8009527
If someone is looking at me I assume they either want something or want to kill me so I just don't pay attention to other people.

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>>8009524

>>8009509
idk help me :(

>>8009522
my dad's dead

>>8009535
hugg

my dad has Bs

I am your mom and dad now
No more abuse only kind guidance

>>8009531
same for strangers but it starts getting unavoidable when they speak up to you randomly.

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I want cute tgirl or femboy to play with my hair, sitting by my side, telling me everything will be okay

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>>8009537
Mom I want friends

>>8009490

i have an oddball one ;-;

>>8009526

you just gotta power through it !!!

>>8009497

they're these mr coffee ones that are made for my coffee maker that can be doubled up well das all

>>8009537
lol
I wish

>>8009537
you're too smol to be my mom

>>8009547
same

>>8009513
D's are too big though

>>8009537
mom why did you get the abortion, i could have had a legitimate little sister

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>>8009541
I want a cute girl that looks like a cute boy to take care of me and make me feel safe

>>8009537
mom im transgender and ive been taking hormones behind your back for 5 months

>>8009550
i want C's!

>>8009537
Please rape me at knifepoint and tell me I'm a useless waste of life that should have died a long time ago

>>8009552
i would* but french, and not underage

(*because you're really sweet and nice)

>>8009502
I never got the support I needed when young. Dad was either at the lab or reading, and mom was always doing schoolwork or at school. When we moved to NY, dad was off at work or commuting there. They had to take a ferry over to the island where the lab was and that took time. It was about 2 hours commute. Mom initially did lots of singing, then started up on her masters and PhD. I just felt like I was in the way all the time. Then ther was the torture of going to school where I was bullied. No useful help at all from the parents.

>>8009506
lily white...
I've done nature photography.

>>8009560
Ty ;~;
I rly want a Nodoka gf >~<

>>8009537
mum, why was stupid and repressed like an idiot?

>>8009556
B-C is the ideal scenario. Anything larger and rip back.

>>8009568
they havent been hurting lately, im worried :(

>>8009569
I have almost-Bs.
My breasts have never been hurting in the 3 years I've been on hormones

>>8009561
Can't say my parents helped much, they've always been pretty detached and my father is always out hunting or fishing anyway, but I was resourceful. My sister was even wilder than I was. I'll always remember that time when she got angry and started flinging insults at a barmaid who didn't want to serve her hard liquor. She was 13, she managed to get her drink.

>>8009546
hm I only brew coffee. I don't even know how to use a modern coffee machine.

>>8009570
its just like a lil gyno right now

im 5 months in so

>>8009569
>tfw no pain yet because e still hasn't arrived
hurry uuuuuuuuuuuuuup >_>

>>8009576
excited for ya :)

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hlep i dont want to go to the doctor someone send my leaflets for meee

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i bumped my bobs on a door and it hurt

>>8009579
ok

>>8009579
Why do you need to go to the doctor? Is it something that can be done over a phone call?

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>>8009580
This gif scared me

>>8009580
boopboopbob

is it bad if i havent gotten any real pains other than boob pains yet?

like other than boob pains i only got a slight aching in my grapes?

>>8009516
>>8009528
yeah :3
its going to be raining for the next four days

>>8009583
I don't have a GP and they want to give me some of them tasty medicines

>>8009586
>bob pain sometimes
>hips always sore
>balls randomly feel like i was kicked in the groin

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>>8009584
>pic related

>:D

RARR

>>8009585
it hurt ;_:

>>8009588
hrt medicines?

>>8009589
not really helpful

>>8009595
how many months are you

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>>8009592
bobs tho

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>>8009593
no bruh lmao

>>8009589
Oh I did get the balls pain in my first year!
never got the other two tho.. maybe there's something wrong with me

>>8009596
2.5
but everyone in my family stops growing by 17 so im pretty sure im just screwed

>>8009599
i want those damn things to atrophy already!

>>8009571
Any outbursts, crying, whatever was punished or ignored. Then there was the buylying from the other kids. So I didn't go out much. I did my painting, photography, computer, electronics, house design, reading, learning new subjects, and whatever else to pass the time. House and boat design were my doll houses. After designing one I'm mentally play in it.

>>8009600
i mean i felt like i ended puberty at 19 and i started 20 so maybe im fucked too

>>8009598
drink you hrt soup, trashy

>>8009601
i think my balls are still pretty big owo; which worries me

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>>8009598
>>8009598
I dont like that you detransitioned
where has my cute trashy gone

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>>8009597
>tfw dont have to hide them from bf if they grow
>just have to hide them from people at the gym

yay

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>>8009600
Hi I'm also 2.5

>>8009604
are you on spiro

>>8009603
idk hip pains sound like a clear indication

insanely jelly btw

>>8009608
yeah but im 5 years older ;~;

>>8009606
just wear a sports bra and stretchy pants
that will hide them