Drakepoooster(what a bitch) gets bullied edition
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How's everyone doing tonight?
nim thread
Thread reminder that nobody is to give drakeposter any (you)'s, the aim is to either get him to finally leave or to admit that the reason he is here is because he is repressed
>>7974647
I can't move
>>7974599
It's too bad the "fat acceptance" movement turned into a social justice excuse for being morbidly obese; girls legitimately need to know that very few people are healthy at a low bmi
>>7974649
Just let him and the other repressed chaser fight each other. You just know theyd both be super pussies if they ever meet in real life.
>>7974649
>>7974655
i dont exactly understand this stuff but bravo nolan
>>7974647
sleepy and bored
>>7974655
>super pussies
pun intended?
>>7974630
So, you don't want to be my gf, then?
We need a roommate
>>7974646
>>7974656
Is it weiRd that I don't hate you
>B/c I'm not a teenager who takes life so literally
apparently, trump's whole cabinet is calling for him to apologize to obama for his wiretapping accusations.
i knew trump's attempts to defame the obama administration would explode in his face.
ok, actually, i didn't know, but i did guess
>>7974655
I called two guys gayboys the other day cuz they were white and it was kinda late and like Valq said I kinda am brimming with angst but idk why maybe because the way I grew up and how I don't have a job rn and feel like my life is going no where but also because I don't fucking know where I want to go I just want to go live in a reservation
>>7974662
LMAO
the one person who can stump the trump
>>7974652
>girls legitimately need to know that very few people are healthy at a low bmi
even just 50 years ago the average bmi was much lower
there's nothing wrong with having visible abs just from low body fat so long as you're not starving yourself
>>7974649
stfu lauren
>>7974673
me and the other drake fused
i am drake black
>>7974666
This is a beanboy post
Carry on.
>>7974660
I got up
>>7974664
>mfw the Trump administration is even less competent than I had predicted
>>7974678
Good girl. Are you still in intense pain? Either way, please see a doctor, that ain't normal.
>>7974663
everybody here takes this place very very seriously
i cant imagine what its like to have to tiptoe what you say to not make anyone mad here
>>7974671
I mean
the issues come along when you start passing out from standing up too fast
if you're still trying to lose weight at that point, maybe do yourself a favor and add some whole milk to your diet instead.
>Its one of those thread
Didnt really want to lurk right now anyway.
so sleepi i fell asleep texting her in my chair
uwu
the piece of shit is back??
>>7974680
No I'm fine, but I can't stop laughing I dunno why :p
>>7974677
It's OK to be trans bb.
I'd nuzzle the shit outta you if you'd just admit it
>>7974683
I totally agree with you there
it just makes me sad to see how much the average waist size has grown in the past few decades due to things like high fructose corn syrup and cheap, nonnutritious fast food
>>7974686
Which one me or drake cuz I'm about to leave if drake stays I actually can't stand him (LOL)
>>7974685
Sleepi.
>>7974686
Seems like it, sadly.
>>7974689
Cindy. Go to the hospital.
>>7974629
You have my discord
>>7974686
Srry
I'll leave
>>7974686
why did calling you a paki twice make you so upset for the rest of your life
>>7974695
But I'm totally fine
>>7974700
DOCTOR.
>>7974690
Yea id like that
But from some one I cared about
Else I'd just feel artificial and if I liked you I'd play my part and let you kinda.
But when you looked at my eyes I'd be starring at the wall thinking "their has to be more to life, there has to be meaning"
Then I'd drink your alcohol and smoke ur plant and want to leave or if it was cold out I'd stay.
And argue.
I like to argue.
But I don't like you
>>7974703
pavel
>>7974680
i know, it's actually kind of shocking.
there must be SO MANY republicans who are already disappointed w/ him.
i genuinely feel sorry for them.
this is gonna leave a huge welt on his administratio that will last until it's over, even if he apologizes.
he's already the star of his own egg bukkake scene
>>7974699
Drake are you the one who bullied Zhe? you disappeared then it started happening like clockwork. You are a real piece of shit if so.
>>7974703
Doctor give me srs
Give me a (You) if (You) don't like Drakepoooster (bitch)
I want to see how much he's disliked.
Multiple entries are allowed.
so when is beanboy going to hate fuck drakeposter and after the sex slap her on the face and tell her to go take her fucking girl pills
>>7974714
huh....
'egg bukkake'
i like it :3
>>7974722
(you)
>>7974707
Sooo, having you sleep under my arm with your head on my breast as a pillow is a no-go?
Even if I kiss your forehead?
>>7974729
i didn't say EVERY republican must be disappointed
>>7974722
(you)
>>7974717
who is zhe?
>>7974735
Well. I still kinda am, just not as much.
Lmfao dam drake
>>7974733
Stop I said I don't like you.
This is bullying at this point.
Just had potato chips for the first time in a few months
A lil disappointed desu
>>7974752
were the BBQ?
>>7974748
You don't like me b/c I pointed out a logical fallacy about your existence in mtfg by asking you a question.
Or
Put it in your own words if you want.
At any rate, while I'm not exactly dtf., I never said I wasn't down to cuddle
>>7974752
What kind?
>>7974733
can I do it instead
>>7974760
Are you cute and do you wear a serious face/attitude most of the time as a front to warp people"s perception of the soft gooey heart you actually have?
>>7974761
Jalapeno kettle chips are best flavor
Classic are ok though
>this resonant deep voice with vocal fry
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oSe09SGLJfA
you can do it if she can
has anyone else here seen the neon demon?
i'm lowkey obsessed with it desu. it reminds me of how trannies are as well lol
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zdbFznqc8S0
>>7974764
maybe im cute but im not serious :/
>>7974722
drake is a worthless piece of shit
>>7974771
LOL yeah i watched it like a week ago
i loved it
i was hoping it was gonna be more like Drive though but it was still cool
>>7974773
same ngl tbqh
>>7974772
Hnmmm
Can I toughen you up in exchange, if I let you sleep there?
>>7974691
Eh, I think the average is just bloated by the unfortunate number of people that have 70"+ waistlines, and even have weight moving to their calves and feet for lack of a place to put it. It happened in the past, and unhealthy food existed back then, but it's the accessability that's fucking everyone up all of a sudden. All because someone made it cheaper to mass-produce corn than anything else.
>>7974774
i was too, but the ending was really trippy desu. altho i saw it coming. i loveeee abbey lee kershaw so much tho for obvious reasons i was like YOU BETTER EAT THAT EYEBALL
>>7974766
I like the cheesy ones
>>7974787
This just makes me happier that my waist is 26 inches.
Still getting smaller
>>7974791
lmfao I was disappointed Elle Fannings character got eaten, but the pack of wolves VS mountain lion symbolism was cute
there was a reddit thread i ended up seeing later than had some good insights or whatever
https://www.reddit.com/r/movies/comments/4pqdpe/official_discussion_the_neon_demon_spoilers/
that necrophilia scene was also rly cute desu
>>7974802
you can't be skinny your whole life
as long as you're not making yourself puke there's nothing wrong with denying yourself pleasure from food
>>7974803
jesus fucking christ bitch
spoiler alert please
fuck off and die in a trash can fire
ok just kidding ur cool
>>7974813
if you got a job would they keep giving you free money?
>>7974813
your first dole payment?
you can start self medding now?
>>7974813
hrt :D
>>7974812
I still have like 10 pounds to lose before I'm even close to underweight so I'm not worried about it.
>>7974813
buy some good booze
i just male-failed with no makeup and slight facial hair that i can't shave because of laser. I think I reaaaally overestimated how much attention people usually pay before gendering others
>>7974813
is that your autismbux from the government?
>>7974828
I thought it was electrolysis you had to not shave for, laser you have to shave for?
Hey hon, it's a great day outside, why not get naked?
>>7974832
Income support, it requires being in education
>about to get cushy federal government job
>Trump hiring freezes until April
Assassination when
>>7974834
Because I'm indoors, wearing two layers, and am cold regardless.
>>7974834
>tfw not cis like Juniper
>>7974828
first time I was gendered female by a stranger I hadn't shaved and I was wearing a hoodie and jeans
very weird (but good) feel
>>7974840
what job?
i want a cushy government job too
>>7974828
they tell to wait a 5 to 10 days before shaving after a session, don't know if it makes a difference but I follow it anyways
>>7974846
Only time I've been gendered female was by a crackhead asking for money thinking I was a lady because he just saw my long hair, then when he came up to the car he was like "oh it's a dude". Not the best passing story.
>>7974828
Failing boymode is impossible for me
People just think I'm gay
>>7974840
>cushy state jobs reduced
Great!
>>7974845
shes not mtf is she?
>>7974854
lies
the pic of you in a dress made me be all
>welp, pic related
>>7974855
sad!
>>7974861
it's a troll pic
I'm gay
>>7974861
thats not juniper, it just reminds me of her because her body looks like that
>>7974863
Are you huge or something?
Does Aubrey Plaza pass? She's also very tall
>>7974868
We know
Homemade pizza is the shiiiit
>>7974870
yes and I started late
>>7974869
true
tfw no hips
xuggin a maeve
>>7974863
I've never posted a pic in a dress have I?
>>7974871
she's 5'6" you fag
>>7974722
Yeah he's pretty fucking annoying. I mean you're kind of annoying too, but you're more a danger to yourself than anything else; you mean well, he does not.
>>7974802
last I checked, mine was 27"
>>7974881
That's very tall for women
>>7974874
How late and how tall? Gonna make me feel better about myself or something if it's that bad for you.
>>7974886
you must live in china
>>7974869
>I'd go down on juni so fucking hard if she had a vagina.
>I'd munch her box for yeaaaaars
>>7974873
what kind of pizza is it?
>>7974878
>>7974884
Literally might have 24-25 inch waist and 36-37 inch hips which would be pretty OP for me.
>>7974893
Pepperoni and Autism
>>7974882
Thank you anon :]
That made my day thank you.
I've been eating like a king this week. Out of the trash in LA.
:]
I need a job bad...
>>7974756
Ur not even that cute
I don't come here to hook up
I just want a """""""""""""""(((((((((((((((connection))))))))))))))) """""""""""""""
Or like some one to hang with and like have them scream at me so I can scream at them back louder
Then we fuck
>>7974764
Fuck you bitch
>>7974895
>>7974803
i lived for it, but i wasn't a huge fan of elle's char anyways tbqh lol
and ya i googled everything afterwards cause i was very like ...BUT WHY DID SHE DIE THO AND WHY DID THAT BITCH BLEED ETC
>>7974893
Summer sausage
Italian sausage
Mushroom
Green Pepper
Jalapenos
Green Olive
Slathered in Buffalo sauce
Anyone know a po box service?
>>7974901
KYS beaner you have to go back
>>7974907
remove sausage
>>7974907
Had me up until the buffalo sauce
>>7974911
To the reservation yes
Am I cute?
,_,
Tell me I'm getting pretty
>>7974901
trump is coming for you adios amigo
>>7974897
>tfw 33" waist
Hips are 42 if I measured at widest point, but that goes over my genitals
wish I was cuddling with a cute girl
>tfw my mom scolds me for not working more while working on my BPD stuff
isn't she supposed to be mad at me for being a camwhore in general lmao ;_;
>>7974915
I just like to dip it, plus stick the crusts in ranch
I didn't bake the sauce on
>>7974914
No
>>7974915
Would you a pizza with barbecue sauce, pulled pork, smoked brisket, and bacon?
>>7974901
Why are you mad at me for talking to someone else.
I wasn't even fucking referring to you.
I like secret softies
Jfc
>>7974922
kys agp
>>7974923
Your mom watches your shows, stupid
>>7974926
>5'6" is average at best
this is what lanklets actually believe lmao
5'4" is average female height bud
>>7974928
can you kill me by holding me and giving me soft kisses until I fall asleep and do a lethal injection before I wake up
>>7974923
ur mom watches u put a dildo up your ass for 20 tokens every night
>>7974932
ok.
>>7974920
My hips are only 37 inches ;-;
>>7974925
I once accidentally bit into a slice of pizza with barbecue sauce
I felt so betrayed, threw it away desu
>tfw 5'4
:)
>tfw 159cm
:^)
>>7974941
>My hips are only 37 inches
aren't you short and thin? if you think that not a lot then idk what to tell you
>>7974927
Whatever
I'm gonna go walk around and maybe see if I can get some more free shit
Is there a way to make your hips grow
>>7974947
I'm a lil tall and not thin cause big ribcage :/
>>7974948
Kbai
>>7974932
my mom is 5'6
>>7974895
omg SO QT :D
>>7974959
>estrogen injections
pls b august
>>7974956
>>7974960
>>7974961
>omg SO QT :D
like u
>>7974920
Genitals add a bit but it's close to that regardless. How much HRT/how's weight? Maybe it's because I'm 5'3" but 34 inch hips look big on me while others have like 40+ inch hips like you.
>>7974960
shit, you're mom's taller than me
>>7974965
aww~ thanks :3
>>7974959
>estrogen injections desu
i was thinking of self-medding with them but worried it's a scam
>>7974964
>5'4" and 166 pounds
>166 pounds
excuse me??????????????
>tfw you need something to hold up your baggy jeans and try on an old belt you had as a boy
>tfw it doesn't fit anymore despite being far lighter
Hip growth is not a meme
>>7974971>>7974964
FAT PEOPLE ARE A DISEASE
>>7974959
sorry if this is shitty to say, but isn't camming and working on mental health a bit counterproductive? I can't imagine it helps
>>7974971
Obese people tipping the scale. No pun intended.
>>7974964
>166lbs
This country is too fat
>>7974964
>166lbs
>average
???????????????????????
>>7974907
I would eat tf outta that
post pic
>>7974969
exactly i'm like SHE IS LIKE 12! !! ! !!!! but he wanted that pussy on his sideburns apparently
>>7974970
that's prob one of the few E sources that's regulated decently well for DIY lol
>>7974974
I KNOW I'VE BEEN WORKING ON IT BUT I DIDN'T KNOW THE BPD STUFF WAS REAL ETC UNTIL RECENTLY LOL
my estrogen shots were making my bpd symptoms worse too so ye. it's a process!
>>7974975
>>7974977
l m a o
that's just INSANE. like don't get me wrong i'm ~5'7" and ~135 lbs myself so i'm not hella skinny or w/e, BUT 166 POUNDS @ 5'4"?!?!?!
rip
>>7974976
i actually really love my job honestly. it's one of the few things that consistently makes me happy.
it's just hard to be motivated to do anything rn since i'm waiting on my estrogen patches and i'm only on AA's till then. no E = a lil numb and depress.
>>7974967
No, sweetheart.
I'm not measuring my fucking dick.
I mean, the widest point of my hips is at my genitals. Like, from a head-on viewing angle.
But, I'm measuring the widest point pants can hang off of.
90% is hrt meme bone growth.
I walk 5 miles a day... not much cubbins there, unfortunately.
My ass fills size 14 pants tho.
Like, I'm sure MOST of that measurement is ass.
I've ass for days
I'm 5'10.5"ish.
Havent measured in a while
>>7974981
obese people are skewing the average
>>7974984
>that's prob one of the few E sources that's regulated decently well for DIY lol
ok cool
thank edie
http://www.strawpoll.me/12594725
>>7974984
lil edie
>>7974983
I don't have one and I already demolished like half of it
Here's last week's it looks pretty much the same
>tfw 5'6.5" 170 lbs
stop making fun of fatties pls
eating is the only thing that makes me happy anymore
my gf is 5'7" 95 lbs will she die soon
>>7974973
ur a meme
>>7974984
>tfw 5'11", 200lbs
>all swank
So, are you maybe switching sources/doses?
Where we're you getting it before/what was it?
>>7974968
i'm guessing there are quite a few women who are taller than me, come to think of it
>>7974984
oh, that's good to hear! also, what were you on before patches and why did you switch? I'm currently on a pretty low dose with patches but seems to be working better than pills
>>7974998
>5'11", 200lbs
Jesus christ KYS fatty.
>>7974993
mmmm
that pizza with buffalo sauce would be pretty much perfect I'd imagine
its making me hungry
>all these 5 foot club members
hey /mtfg/! i got something to show you
>>7974973
yes it is, hip growth stops at 16-18
many anons have told me this when I say that I know my hip bones have grown
>>7974995
make her eat food dude
>>7974988
ofc bb!
>>7974992
lil nimmy
>>7974994
>>7974995
screaming at both of these lmao
it's ok if you're kinda fat or kinda skinny, who cares as long as you're healthy. if ur not healthy then maybe try to change it a lilll bit.
>>7974998
i was on estradiol valerate before and now i'm gonna do estrogen patches.
BPD symptoms are made worse by hormone fluctuations and since injections have the biggest spike and low....ye. that's why i would go crazy and bitchy constantly.
the patches should be better cause it's a consistent form of E throughout.
>>7975001
above. i'm just gonna be doing like 100mcg at first for like 4-5 days? then up it to 200mcg if my levels are low.
>>7975011
online desu. they don't have them near me apparently. they didn't have injections in stock either so fuckin rip
>>7975006
i saw a really pretty girl today who was taller than my dad (he's about 6 feet)
>>7975012
>tfw hips might grow
>>7975012
Explain my belt
>>7975016
What happened to that tall ginger guy you were dating 4 years ago when this board launched
my hips a lot of the time now am i gonna get growth or am i just gonna die
>>7975019
... dude you are fucking 15 or 16
yea your hips will grow. why did you ever think they wouldn't????? get off this god damn website
I fucking hate how naive you are. You doom and gloom but you have more hope than anyone else here. Your bones are not permanently disfigured.
>>7974986
Oh, sorry. It's just, you never know, so I was just assuming.
I hear bone growth is only real if you do it young enough. I'm definitely not getting it because I'm starting at 21 but fat and muscle redistribution are very helpful in giving a body a feminine shape when one would otherwise look male or androgynous.
>>7975021
No but you look like a chubby boy who plays lots of computer games. Lose weight and learn to makeup and girl haircut.
>>7975021
you would probably look a lot better if you lost 20 pounds
>>7975021
n
>>7975016
are you feeling better buddi
>>7975006
I'm 5'9 can I be part of you 6' club
>>7975023
nah I definitely definitely believe you
it does irk me a bit when I say my hips have grown and people tell me its impossible...so I just stop even trying to say anything about it and just let people believe what they will
its actually very easy to find many scientific studies that say that people's hips never stop growing throughout their lives, even if its obviously not the same kind of growth that happens in puberty
>>7975017
yeah i remember seeing one at the aquarium when i was pre-hrt
idk guys tend to look more masculine when they're taller though
also that girl at the aquarium stuck out, i don't like sticking out
>>7975024
this guy?
>>7975034
yes i'm ok! just kinda numb feelin rn. yknow the feel when you're on AA's but not estrogen?
>>7975035
no go away we're having fun in the clubhouse
>>7974984
yah it was wayyy creepy, and im kind of glad she let him fuck off, cause that guy was kind of shady
>>7974993
that looks kind of good
>>7974995
>5'7"
>95"
sounds good to me desu
she could probably stand to get to like 105lbs, but not much more than that
>>7975006
it's okay, i'm 5'9" so i understand how you feel in a way, I'm a giant nim ;;---------;;
>>7975042
>yknow the feel when you're on AA's but not estrogen?
no tbf
ive always taken them forever
it's bad for you to do that!
>>7975035
i'm 5'5".
i will neve be a part of the 6' club
>>7975028
My hips ache fucking constantly and my pant sizes keep climbing without me actually gaining weight
Like
I'm getting way more proportional too.
Idk
>>7975016
Fuck.
This like,
Explains ALOT about myself and why I turn into a mega cunt & all the boys at work tiptoe around me now :(
Fuck.
Fuck.
......I love injections tho...
I just wish I could get the 4 week ones legit
>>7975044
throw pinecone at merc
>>7975042
>septum rings
>multiple septum rings
EUUUGGGGHGHHHH
i'm not a fan of having to wear a hoodie all day to hide my super puffy nipples.
can't wait to go full-time
>>7975054
Summer is coming what will I do
>emotional fluctuation on injections
learn 2 control ur emotions desu, i never had that problem desu
maybe a little horny or something but that was it desu
>>7975050
D: why though?
>>7975057
Be a pretty girlboy
>>7975058
cuz ur bein mean
>>7975027
>you have more hope than anyone else here
I don't think so, a good few girls are better looking than I could hope to be in that area
And yea I have a lot of problems with my body that make me look like a boy so I get sad about that a lot
I have gender dysphoria
My bones aren't gonna disappear lol
>>7975021
You look similar to haato pre-transition
>>7975048
Doesn't it look a lot nicer when you get to look in the mirror, though? I can't wait to have hips 1.5x the size of my waist too.
>>7975046
WELL IT'S REALLY BAD LOL
i just don't feel much emotion in general. it's weird. not bad or good. just hard to get motivated etc
>>7975048
lol ye if you have BPD you basically become a diff person several times a week on injections so
>>7975051
don't be a meanie, he was a cutiepie! and he was very good to me. plus he was adorable without the septums too, see like pic related
am I trans because I never learned how to be a man
>>7975064
she's really pretty
>>7975048
>I just wish I could get the 4 week ones legit
is this a real thing
because I would switch to that in a heatbeat
>>7975063
They're 'problems' only another mtf will notice.
Trust me
>>7975064
its not fair
>>7975058
really?
lucky.
i'm on micronized tablets, 6mg/day
this week i've been getting horny & moodswingy as hell.
how did you get so lucky?
>>7975066
>hard to get motivated
oh yeah i know that
i think cypro is making me even more lazy than usual
>>7975068
i think about this all the time
>>7975066
quite the qt desu
>>7975071
Yea but I notice them and they bug me a lot .-.
>>7975061
D: no im not
>>7975068
correct. u are a failed man, and your conflating your inability to be masculine with a desire to be feminine
>>7975073
i was partly trolling, since i know that mood swings aren't unusual, but yeah i never really experienced that.
i'm generally a pretty reserved person though idk emotion is for the WEAK alines, and i'm not weak.
i refuse to be
i wont allow it of myself
>>7975068
Yes. If you had a strong father figure around to teach you how to be a man you wouldn't have ended up like this. So you take the easy way out and become a woman.
>>7975075
yis its unfortunate. it'll get better thooooo
>>7975078
oh ye he was a sweetheart too. i dumped him tho and he got another gf a few months later and they still together.
kinda feel like i dodged a bullet cause he told me he's watched my shows and used to sext me while in the relationship, so.... i mean
that coulda been me if he got unhappy within the relationship lol
>>7975077
idk, most guys seem to be pretty put off with the idea of killing their testosterone and chemically castrating themselves
I kinda think that desire is more in-born than learned
>>7975082
i'm not weak
>>7975083
Thank god my father sucks.
>>7975082
>i'm generally a pretty reserved person though idk emotion is for the WEAK alines, and i'm not weak.
>i refuse to be
>i wont allow it of myself
How to spot a damaged girl 101
>>7975005
Right?
It's like a buffalo orgasm in my mouth
>>7975044
It's fucking delishh
>>7975036
How old were you when you started?
Honestly, a lot of the numbers on growth are really conservative and there legitimately hasn't been a lot of research done on mtfs. Perhaps male bone growth finishes at 16 in males in the absence of estrogen, but they don't fuse until far later.
The human body is a weird thing.
>>7975085
>so.... i mean
>that coulda been me if he got unhappy within the relationship lol
very very true
someone who is fine with cheat-y behavior will always be fine with cheat-y behavior
>>7975083
what if my dad died but he was soft spoken and mild-mannered anyway so he probably wouldn't have been able to teach me to be alpha anyway
>>7975095
>It's like a buffalo orgasm in my mouth
Buffalos have small penises
>>7975095
>How old were you when you started?
20
I don't have cis-tier hips like you but I've been happy with what i've gotten over the last 11 months, especially when I didn't really even expect anything
>>7975101
looks like mine.....
>>7975079
This is why you're trans, srupid.
>>7975070
40mg/ml I think.
Yeah.
Hard to come by
There's a shortage with pharmacies
>>7975066
Y-yeah
I'm like, week/week different.
Sometimes salty,
sometimes sweet,
sometimes I don't have a single care about anything for a week
, sometimes I have happy motivation to do everything,
sometimes I cry every night for a week
Sometimes I scream in anget about my current situation and I'm super negative all week.
and others, I just hate the world.
It's bizarre
>>7975065
Well Yesss!
honestly, it was the #1 thing that fixed 90% of My body dysphoria.
Like,
I can't wait to wear a bikini this summer
>>7975104
but i am emotional
>>7975104
Why are you such damaged goods?
is it wrong to really like nims boyvoice and maybe get a little lewd while listening to it
>>7975109
& i can't lift more than 50 lbs, & i'm as soft as a summer peach, but i'm not weak
>>7975101
I have never seen an animal penis that wasn't absolutely disgusting
except human
>>7975057
I'm gonna try tighter sports bra and if that doesn't work continue with hoodies
>>7975111
Y-yes :-(
my therapist thought so before she went on maternity leave
>>7975122
do you look at a lot of animal penises?
i am a strong programmer
>>7975099
i'm sorry about that, nimmy. do you think you would've been able to come out to him if he were still around?
>>7975117
It's understandable
>>7975127
I googled it once with my sister
not recommended
>think I'm trans
>go to the doctor
>turns out my testosterone levels are extremely low
>puts me on a test cycle
>changes how I think completely
>don't want to be trans anymore
Explain to me why you take estrogen instead of testosterone
>>7975108
How old did you start HRT to get such nice hips though? You think it's more bone or fat/muscle?
>>7975124
C-can I hear this?
I'll reply
>>7975132
hmm
>>7975133
slug.............
>>7975133
idk if I belib you
>>7975129
im not sure, he was pretty religious like my mom
though his religion was more like small-town-everyone-is-religious kind of religious rather than my mom who like seems to be autistically obsessed with religion
>>7975111
how do you differentiate between bpd and depression? I think I have both but haven't gone to a doctor about it
shrink my shoulders
>>7975137
who hasn't gotten a bit curious ya know
>>7975135
Weird fact about my family's genetics
.
My grandfather didn't really stop "growing " until like 28
And
My uncle had a growth spurt (I shit you, not) and gained 2.5" to his height at 24/25.
Weird shit but that's my only explanation.
I started hrt on my 25th bay 2 years ago
>>7975133
because you made all that up
>>7975105
Yeah but I mean I started after that theoretical window as well and it's pretty obvious that something happened.
Definitely good surprise nonetheless, 20 is pushing it but I definitely think it's possible, and the odds understated.
>>7975117
Idk I like it when people get hot and bothered over my boy voice so I'm gonna tentatively say no
>>7975101
Oh lawd
the stitches in my mouth hurt :(((((((
>>7975133
if only my transgender affliction vould have been solved like that.
b/c it wouldn't have worked.
my t was already above the normal male range before i started.
testosterone wouldn't have helped
>>7975126
then ye you're prob not gonna wanna be on injections looooooooooool
i honestly think that's been a huge reason people think i'm the fucking devil
>>7975144
BPD is like...a tree kinda. like it's the tree itself but depression and obsessive symptoms etc can be the branches off of it.
and most BPD people also have depression, so it's highly likely you have both. however the depression is actually treatable with meds while the BPD isn't.
>>7975157
lose weight
>>7975135
Oh,
And bones btw.
I fucking WISH I was sedentary enough at work to get fat in my hips.
>>7975161
pls don't be rude
>>7975163
>I suffer working retail food service
lmao
>>7975157
Why'd you get stitches
>"so whatcha doing when you get home, beepbeep?"
>"hanging out with some friends? "
>"Playing some music?"
haha more like getting destroyed on alcohol by myself alone in my room. good one guys.
>>7975156
>Definitely good surprise nonetheless, 20 is pushing it but I definitely think it's possible, and the odds understated.
I believe valq when she says her hips have grown too...idk I definitely think you're right about there not really being much mtf studies done
People are so fucking fat it's disgusting
Yes bitch I really am just straight up digging through this trash
Yes bitch I really am just straight up eating this what I found
Oh what? You read my facial expression and body language?
You see that it tastes good to me and I'm enjoying myself???
Fuck you
Keep staring I like the attention
>>7975117
I like elanna and nims boy voice both
>>7975171
Wait wat
>>7975169
>haha more like getting destroyed on alcohol by myself alone in my room.
ayyy its very tempting to do this but I've become a borderline alcoholic
legit weed is better if this is how you're going to use it I promise
>crying in bed clinging pillow
I want my rage back. Give it back
>>7975151
Holy moly, I'm almost almost envious because I still have a lot of good qualities myself/am basically assured to pass, but it must have made you feel like there was hope for you left starting at 25. I'm starting at 21 myself which I feel is okay to start. I don't really have a hereditary mid-20s growth spurt to look forward to; just early grey hair.
>>7975171
what
>>7975177
I dig through trash so I can eat so I can bodybuild
>>7975154
It's just a nice voice ;-;
(I think it's rly attractive)
How did a refrigerator like Ufufu get such a qt gf? She just wanted to prove how progressive she was dating a tranny, right?
>>7975159
i see. i know you aren't supposed to just self-diagnose like this, but I check pretty much every box from the symptoms lists, which is pretty shitty.
dissociation is a pretty big one for me
>>7975168
tooth pulled
>>7975161
i am, it takes time though
>>7975114
23 years of physical and mental abuse i think
>>7975187
>tfw no gf(male)
>>7975180
>>7975133
LMAO
yeah sure :^)
>>7975183
It's like slam poetry but without the poetry bit cuz I have too much disian for the human subject to put in any effort so I just write down my thoughts.
I'm beanboy this isn't new C'MON TEN SCOOPS C'MON
>>7975187
>tfw no mtf gf
>>7975170
Yeah
Plus the waters are muddied a bit by people in their 40s claiming that they have had hip growth, and I do find that a bit harder to believe.
I've seen generous estimates placing male puberty as extending as far as 25 though. Testosterone certainly remains high until then
>>7975187
they're both really cute
>>7975187
why is ufufu so ugly
>>7975201
Fuck you
>>7975187
HMM
MAYBE THEY ACTUALLY LIKE EACHOTHER
wow what a fucking concept right!!!
>>7975154
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0qQrOnh6BJa
>>7975186
oh uh, thanks!
not sure what to do with that lol
>>7975151
>My uncle had a growth spurt (I shit you, not) and gained 2.5" to his height at 24/25.
http://www.naturalheightgrowth.com/2013/03/03/the-story-about-kevin-costners-height-in-high-school-is-valid-could-more-stories-about-rapid-dramatic-growth-spurts-be-true/
>>7975204
i miss 2013
>>7975204
they're so pretty
>>7975215
I miss 1993
>>7975210
Sorry it's nothing weird
It's just a good tone
>>7975219
I miss 1799
*blocks your path*
give me 10 cheeseburgers
>>7975179
i was doing so well and didnt have a drink for over a year but i had one to not be nervous around this boy and ive started going heavy again in just a matter of weeks :/
>>7975200
>people in their 40s claiming that they have had hip growth
maybe they're confusing the hip pain of growth instead of hip rotation
but I'm just talking out of my ass with that
it'll be interesting to see what happens in the future as being trans becomes more accepted and the entire process becomes more understood during our lifetime
>>7975222
>this guy gets it
1789 was best year
what the fuck is going on
>>7975223
Is that because of the 26/34 waist to hips I mentioned earlier or starting at 21?
As well, you're pretty nice. I wouldn't mind talking to you again.
>>7975016
uh, is 50mcg too little? endo put me on that and I'm worried it's not enough
>>7975231
1792 best year
French Revolution best revolution
>>7975233
People shitposting about someone that's not been here for ages.
>>7975231
those were the days, valqy..
>>7975233
2013 poster is here i guess idk
>>7975235
well how are your levels?
>>7975230
Side note: I had rotation within my first 6 months.
Hip growth came at like 1.7 years after starting injections
>*deepthroats ur dad*
>>7975226
literally just stop
like idk what else to say
alcohol is such a stupid (but effective) comfort
>>7975242
uh lewd
>>7975240
>like 1.7 years after starting injections
so what age did that put you at when you started noticing? if you don't mind
>tfw poor male genes
>testosterone cycle would never have cured me
>like offering a glass of water to someone in a lake, who for some reason, isn't wet
>i could never have been successful as a man
>high school me was so naïve
>i was always meant to be bullied
>>7975220
it's okay, i don't mind
>>7975222
>>7975237
I miss 1936
>>7975242
this is someone's son. fuck.
>>7975239
went from mid 30s pre patches to mid 60s after a month and she kept it a 50mcg. next appointment and blood test is only in a few months
>>7975234
Don't kid yourself kid.
I'm fucking awful.
But, that's already a GREAT measurement platform to start from.
Most cis boys have tinier hips or at least, the same size as their waist.
Only intersext tranny freaks have wide girly hips as cis boys
>>7975254
Only in a degenerate Jewified society would something like this be normal.
https://clyp.it/pi4yqzrd
I miss 2010
>>7975252
same
>>7975242
Ok.
Ok.
Ok.
That's kinda hot.
>>7975260
my sexual orientation is your voice
>>7975256
Oof, you're giving me more confidence about this than I already had (more than average). I'm planning on being very physically active though. Like, I really enjoy exercising and all, so I'm going to take advantage and make something great out of it. Thanks for the talk also.
>>7975234
that's pretty much exactly the same as my starting measurements, anon. what's your height and weight?
>>7975243
>but effective
tell me about it
i miss 1945
how do i selfmed injections
>>7975248
I guess 26.5 is when I started noticing pain.... and then realizing my pants fit less the more my hips hurt
26ish is when I started injections
>>7975259
i am proud that you would call me a degenerate, but i'm not jewified.
i'm feminized, dummy
>>7975260
https://clyp.it/2vjqmd4b
>>7975270
>don't hate her when she gets up to leave
>tfw you bully him so hard he actually leaves
Hehe who said it was hard
>are you a boy or a girl
>>7975279
i cry every time i hear two headed boy part 2
itsjust too much and too personal
is jon and dany confirmed
not being on estrogen sucks tho because i have a boner literally 75% of the time i'm awake desu. plus my dick gets even bigger off E.
what do i do with all this manly rugged sexual energy? ;_;
>>7975281
yes
>>7974897
At my widest, I have 37" hips, but the top of my pelvis is 32". That said, my hips aren't very well defined.
>>7975281
Just look in your pants.
It's not hard, rapist pedophile, pervert....
Trying to flash your penis to women and little girls
>>7975291
Same
>>7975275
>feminized male
>not jewified
>>7975289
meet up?
lmao
what does heroin feel like
>>7975289
ugh, gross
are you seriously trying to convince yourself you're NB, even with all this blatant dysphoria?
>>7975250
Alineses are meant for hugs, not bully.
>>7975300
an orgasm in your brain
>>7975279
oh iguess i should clarify i mean any song on that cd desu
>>7975269
5'3" and I weigh 120 which is dead center healthy BMI.
I'm working on losing another like 10 pounds then regaining the 10 back through exercise+healthy diet when fat distribution begins.
>>7975299
~_^ hey beepy..
>>7975301
rip
>>7975302
well it doesn't make me dysphoric necessarily, it just hurts to ram my dick into things on accident lmao!!
altho i think the reason i mainly felt NB was because of my BPD being really bad. it messed with my self-image a LOT. not having my symptoms as severe now i feel like a normal grill.
>>7975289
do the AAs not kill your sex drive by themselves? spiro by itself destroyed random erections for me
>>7975301
>GIVE ME THE SECRETS TO MEGA MILKS RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
overdose on progesterone and lactation inducers
I'm so tired of being alone
Why can't I find a nice guy who won't hate me because of how I look and will love and cuddle me and keep me safe?
>>7975302
non binary can have dysphoria too my dude
>>7975312
you don't deserve love
you're worthless
>>7975292
Waist though?
>>7975209
t-thanks valq
i actually don't really know how to sing lol
i thought about taking lessons when i was little but it seemed a bit feminine so i shyed away from it
the exercises that zheanna has me do makes me think that id enjoy learning tho!
>>7975308
>edie off e=girl
>edie on e=nb
>edie on preggo lvls e+p=boy
be my bf?
I emailed my endo (after phoning her office and finding out that she is away) because of the severe irritation on my butt from the patches she put me on
I really need to organise my new endo while I'm housesitting next week
>>7975307
oh, sure, you don't have to worry about your body at all. good luck with your transition, anon
>>7975325
S--sing for me?
>>7975297
i am not affiliated w/ any jewish organizations.
i have an agenda of my own.
working to make values revolving around a narrow-minded convergence on masculinity for its own sake.
b/c i know it's an existential threat to the right.
& the right is my enemy.
the authoritarian left is my enemy as well, but that's neither here nor there.
i am not a minion
>>7975331
Thank you. Though I'd say face is as important as body I'm pretty sure I pass with makeup at least (I posted an image in another thread)
>>7975312
Same
Weed is proven to lower testosterone
If you don't blaze it you'll never be cute
>>7975310
no they don't!!! but i'm also not on high dose blockers. maybe i should be?
i'm just scared i'll feel even more sleepy and unmotivated etc
>>7975326
LMAAAO
yknow with BPD you constantly want to change your appearance and presentation and stuff so i guess that's why i don't feel like any ONE thing or identity when it's really bad.
but when my E is leveled out i feel like a happy grill, and when there's no E i feel like a numb grill with dysphoria. so rip
>>7975330
all these voice clips...
>>7975336
you got duped by the jews though
of course you don't realize what they're done to you, otherwise they could never be successful
>>7975342
weed costs money and i dont have money
>>7975320
oh
27"
>>7975346
maybe you don't realize it because there isn't really a big Jewish conspiracy
>>7975330
https://clyp.it/335tx4ca
>>7975327
>like....how much progesterone
>is one 10MG tab a day enough?
you will have to ask faye
she had 4 times the levels of a pregnant woman
>>7975346
o, really?
& what was their objective?
w/ me, i mean
>>7975350
Jew detected.
>>7975343
maybe deal with your mental disorder instead of fucking with your hormonal balances
pick one and stick with it, so you can actually get help for your mood changes
>>7975333
what do you want me to sing
>>7975343
Imma bpd you into being my femboy.
Makes sensense tho.
I've had irl detrans episodes like 3 times since december
>>7975327
you'd want like 200mg of micronized P a day to OD on it.
>>7975300
Read up on Zoe Lund...know that drugs killed her.
>>7975357
this is pretty accurate
i hate jews so god damn much
>>7975342
Drugs have been scientifically linked to deterioration of purity and in turn cuteness
>>7975180
Amy a cute
>>7975362
SING ME A SONG YOU KNOW WELL.
A SONG THAT WILL MELT MY GIRLISH HEART
>>7975369
thank you Doctor Cindy
>>7975371
That anime girl is really really cute anon she looks like she is loving those headpats :)
>>7975336
quality pic btw
I reposted a few times
>>7975343
what AAs are you taking, edie? it took around 200mg of spiro for me
>>7975364
to OD into a mommy?
>>7974670
But trump is easy to stump
>>7975330
Could've been flirtier, but still, Boylanna's voice is nice.
>>7975348
If you haven't started HRT or are only at the beginning of it then you're doing really well.
>>7975301
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t2qhqDN-oJQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dus9QzzUMn4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bPTBJO6a0D0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1jAyfGzSaz0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GvZK8Wl7RQ8
idk heres some
(joanna newsom, daniel johnston, bright eyes, nine inch nails, tom waits)
Sup transm8s??
>>7975373
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1R3YGWrms0X
what's the best place to put the patches?
wow wtf adcs already out of progynon. i only have like 2 months of injections.
suicide now
>>7975391
boop it on ya nose!
>>7975384
>Trump
>Stumpable
>>7975393
tugg beep hair
>>7975388
oh i know some of these
you have good taste betty beep
why do they make you personally cry?
or is it tmi that you can't say here?
>>7975374
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I'm sorry, I meant to ask about that. I really should have before running my mouth.
>>7975364
>you'd want like 200mg of micronized P a day to OD on it.
wait, I'm on 100mg.
wtf
>>7975386
that was my waist when I was very early on HRT. It's been about 4 months since I've measured, and while they fit the same when they're on, I can't slip them on anymore, and don't need a belt.
>>7975395
he got stumped pretty hard on immigration
>>7975379
yup.
i am proud to be a part of a cultural wave that's trying to make the reality in that pic possible.
this is the future i want
>this is a 12 year old in Brazil
>>7975406
her nose knows
>>7975405
google murray bookchin
>5'6"
>US Women's Size 12 feet
How disproportionate is this? My girlfriend is 5'2" and has size 6 feet and I'm super jealous. I feel self-conscious about my feet every day and I hate it.
>>7975376
>>7975382
it's really bad for you tho honestly so don't do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>7975380
i'm just on spiro! the highest i've ever done is 100mg. 200mg makes me extremely tired, depressed, and weird feeling.
100mg lowers my T just enough to where i don't have bad dysphoria but i still have some T to give me energy and stuff.
i've just been on 50mg cause idk i'm scared of what low T and low E in my body will do to me.
>>7975391
abdominal area. you could do the lower back option too but it all depends on how your body folds and moves while you sit.
if your body naturally creases in some areas while you sit or w/e that's gonna be worse obviously cause it'll unstick the patch a bit.
>>7975402
it's okie :c and 100mg of P (especially when combo'd with cypro) is a really good daily dose! 200mg is a LOT to take daily, so ya. it's mainly recommended for cycling P.
altho my friend literally just sent me 120 200mg pills in the mail for when i want to cycle after i get my estrogen stuff in order so yay for round tits
>>7975412
>My girlfriend
Fuck off AGP fetishist freak.
>>7975400
oh well jn bc doggies die and it hurts
dj bc hes the epitome of instability and self hate
be bc molested and i relate to high school loneliness
nin bc existential and it just hurts
tw bc missed childhood experiences and nostalgia
>>7975406
then is this a 14 year old male?
ive been starting to clench my jaw more recently
i want my masseter muscles to reduce so of course i develop a tick that can potentially make them worse!
>>7975406
I don't believe you. That has to be a 19 year old German who's had breast augmentation.
Nassi body
Testing work out cloths. I wanna start going girlmode when I work out
>>7975395
The man's intelligence level isN'T high.
He has chosen an administration that ruins the sectors they are in and promotes a health care act that will make things worse
>>7975352
https://clyp.it/tzejr2fk
>>7975343
:3
>>7975376
I mean I could just use merc
What do you want me to say senpai
>>7975385
Guide me senpai
>>7975416
im gonna start progesterone when i hit 10 months in august!
>>7975412
I'm 5'10 with size 10 feet, so I'd say disproportionate.
>>7975419
I want to /ss/ him.
>>7975423
where are you hips boxboy
>>7975433
working on that. They're taking their time to come in
>>7975403
not really, its only the second month of his 8 year term.
the courts denied his executive order on a technicality despite legal precedent from Clinton, Bush and Obama. the next one is watertight.
also the wall is going to be built soon, tariff's on Mexico
>>7975416
ohhhhhh ok. I'm taking it with spiro and cycling it 15 days on 15 days off. I'm noticing that my breasts actually grow when I go off it pretty regularly - I've also heard it's normal for teenagers to have breast pains on their period (when there's no P in their system) so yeah, I think cycling is better.
were you saying that you can take 200 mg for cycling, or that it was actually unusual?
>>7975426
Linger more and put more emphasis on the parts meant to be more suggestive. That said, do you really need a girl to teach you how to flirt, Boylanna?
>>7975426
>needs male enhancement drugs to fuck babes
yeah i think we know why lmao
>>7975428
Are there foot reduction surgeries or whatever? I've been researching how to make your feet smaller for years now and can't find anything. At this point I'm just about ready to go to bind my feet like a chink.
>>7975438
a-am i supposed to cycle it
>>7975444
how long
>>7975350
dont be ridiculous
>>7975418
oh those are all good reasons
sorry you got sexually abused, that sucks ;--;
this is probably the only tune that moves me emotionally recently that i can think of, its pretty self explanatory lol
>>7975416
>abdominal area
I've been putting them on my thighs, is that not very good?
>>7975410
he seems like a pretty cool guy, ngl
>>7975355
they just want fewer white babies at any cost
every individual is a single victory
tfw size 13 in woman's shoes x)
>tfw no doggo bf
>>7975402
Reading all these accounts from different people is making me so excited. I'm only a week in and the only change so far is my libido has been shot/no spontaneous erections but gosh I'll look great with curves.
>>7975436
>being this much of a shrill for an idiot
>>7975463
hello
>>7975462
at least they aren't a 13 in mens
>>7975439
that's good then! um well 200mg for cycling is better imo, 100mg is just good for a daily dose (which some people want obvsly)
but either work, really! the higher the P dosage the higher the risk of blood clotting, heart attack, stroke etc so that's why like
it's good to only cycle in general if you can just to lower the likeliness of that happening. you want to lower the risks as much as you can to be safe!
>>7975448
above
>>7975456
some people do that and they say it works just fine! just that sometimes it can kind of wear off or show outside the clothes or w/e.
as long as it's working for you i don't see an issue. it's always good to mix it up tho so maybe you can try another area and see if you notice any diff?
>>7975350
Does that mean /pol/ is wrong
>>7975462
>tfw size 14 or 15 in women's shoes
>>7975469
idk how to do it though
>>7975426
https://clyp.it/h2kytbl3
>>7975438
SWEDIE!!!!!!! <3
>>7975475
10 months is close to a year tho
>>7975461
well, i'm half-hispanic, so i guess it doesn't matter THAT much, right?
>>7975438
Match boy me's face to it
Unnnngff
>>7975479
omg i am too
>>7975445
ok, first of all, foot reduction is like shoulder reducttion - it's gonna SERIOUSLY fuck you up if it goes wrong
and
>bind my feet
only works when they're growing. You're a little late for that.
not to mention it fucks up your feet as well
>>7975464
You should notice some emotional changes within another week honestly.
and honestly, I started at 19. Idk if you get hips or not when you start later/earlier.
>>7975469
I might try bumping up my cycling dose for the next couple days, I'm kinda curious and don't have anything major going on.
>>7975477
"a year or more"
10 months isn't a year or more.
http://www.thefreedictionary.com/year
>1. Any of various calendrical units based on the time the earth takes to revolve once around the sun, especially:
>a. In the Gregorian calendar, a period beginning on January 1 and ending on December 31, consisting of 365 or 366 days in 12 months. Also called calendar year.
>b. A period of 365 or 366 days used as the basis for another calendar such as the Julian calendar.
>c. A period of 12 or 13 lunar months in a lunisolar calendar such as the Jewish calendar.
>d. A period of 12 lunar months in a lunar calendar such as the Islamic calendar.
>10 months
>12 months or more
i mean do w/e you want though lol
>>7975472
oh! just take the pills for the first 10-15 days of the month, then don't take them for the rest of that month, and continue at the beginning of the next month.
personally i did the whole take 200mg each day for the first 2 weeks of each month thing for awhile and i liked how it worked.
>>7975475
MERC NO
>>7975476
helloh tahm
>>7975480
do u have a brother..
>>7975482
you should only really experience some mood changes i believe, but if you feel any negative stuff like heart rhythm changes or anything bad then stop takin 200mg!
>>7975469
they don't really show, I'm using the smaller ones that you change every 3.5 days. but sure, will try where you said! thanks, edie, hope you are able to sort out your E soon
>>7975460
:)
>>7975482
started at 19 as well, how long did it take for you to start seeing noticeable changes on your face?
>>7975485
awww i wanna do it now :(
thanks though edie :3
>>7975412
I'm pretty close, 5'6 womens size 11
I just wear socks forever desu :/ they look too big
>>7975444
>lmfao kys my man'
I'm a girl tho :(
>>7975465
eh, I'm just using logic and shitposting.
Trump plays an idiot publically so people underestimate him, he will probably tell mexico that they will have a 40% tariff to pay for the wall and they will call him insane and eventually plead for a reduction and then he will negotiate that down to a 10% or better tariff until the wall is paid plus some sort of military aid to help clean up mexico
>>7975474
https://clyp.it/hds45m3a
>>7975440
https://clyp.it/urqypoao
>>7975438
Never :3
>>7975444
Ok fair enough
>>7975482
>foot reduction will seriously fuck you up
>going back in time and binding your feet will fuck you up
Like I give a shit. I'm a tranny, I was molested as a kid, people kicked my ass all through school (some because they thought I was a flaming gay guy and others because they thought I was an androgynous lesbian), I struggled with opiate addiction, and I quit smoking three times before I turned 18. What else can possibly go wrong in my life? It already sucks ass.
>>7975485
I mean like
my mom is prescribed something for PMS, and I'm already being referred to an outpatient clinic for my depression.
woo hoo, go childhood trauma...
>>7975496
about 6 months desu :/
make sure your AA dose is right!! get your 3-month blood test ON TIME
>>7975482
I'm starting at 21. The other girl got hips at 25, but I doubt I'll see hip bone growth. I will, however, see fat and muscle distribute there and, considering 0.7 is the ideal female waist to hip ratio and I'm at 0.76 before fat and muscke redistribution, I don't really need much change. Having a 24-25 inch waist and 37+ inch hips would be kind of insane yet even that is within my reach so I'm really not worried anymore.
I feel bad barely posting transition related stuff on /mtfg/
Idk what to talk about half the time here
hugg thread ;_;
tfw u try ur hardest and SWEdie still wont go out wif u.......... :(
>>7975485
Sadly, just a sister.
Tbh, idve prolly dated you back then.
I guess take solace
Hahaha.
Now I'm just this weird girlyboy thing trannies dont date.
Only gaybois and butch girls from here on out I guess
my T is 20 ng/dL and im still on 50mg cypro
am i living on the edge
>>7975504
Hmm. I'm not convinced...
i feel i'm still repressing even though i'm on hrt
>>7975486
ohhh ok ok. np! here btw, a small visual of other places you can try. also ty, i hope the other places for the patch you try work just as well or better!
>>7975497
ofc! also merc is right, it is better to wait 12-15 months before being on P. but it's your body so i won't tell ya what to do!
>>7975504
wow elanna taking viagra..
>>7975506
:< i'm sry charlotte
>>7975515
lmao you have an mtf fiancee tho!
>>7975510
hugg
>>7975524
oh oops meant to post this visual for the patch placement stuff sry
is size 9 womens shoes ok?
>>7975529
<3_<3
>>7975517
im dropping down because after about 5 and half months its really hard to orgasm/stay hard without playing with my nipples
I don't want my dick to be rip just yet at least
>>7975529
Yes. I'm going to hang myself tonight.
>>7975485
hi friend hru
>>7975504
https://clyp.it/x5ylems1
>>7975533
nothing comes out anymore..
>>7975533
sorry, dropping down and then switching AAs to spiro
>>7975510
hugg
>>7975547
Doesn't spiro have a lotta spooky side effects?
>>7975528
nice, will start rotating between those 3! good night, edie!
>>7975505
the fact of the matter is that fucking your feet up will do permanent damage to your body and actually make it difficult to do mundane tasks, like walking to the bathroom.
The rest of that is really fucking awful, and I can relate with some of it, but it doesn't mean you should irrepairably fuck up your body.
>>7975507
I mean, it's one thing to have a good hip:waist ratio, but having visible hip bones is what's actually hot.
>>7975524
oh, I forgot what I was saying
I'm concerned about getting really fucking depressed because of P, so idk, put me on suicide watch for a bit. I expect I'll be ok though.
>>7975529
yeah, you usually don't see girls with feet bigger than a 10
>>7975530
nobody's fucking measured my E levels :|
I'm on 6 mg estradiol though, so I figure I'm ok.
my fucking endo was an unreliable quack.
>>7975523
tb h same I only present male haven't come out to anyone except mom and haven't started electro or anything
>>7975553
seems like less than cypro honestly
just have to pee a lot, cypro's effects vary much more from person to person
>>7975551
it's been 4 months of cypro and i can still get it up for maintainence..
>>7975556
yeah my mom knows too and we were in the car and she asked me questions about transition and i realized that i have no idea what the fuck i'm gonna do
boylanna is my husband
>>7975557
What about like blood clots and stuff or something
>>7975566
thx
>>7975555
I can already see my hip bones but I get what you mean because there's a 0%-0.00001% chance bones change by 21 so the fat I'll be getting will cover the bones. I don't mind since I have passing height, feet, face, etc. Hips are just one of the variables in a very long algebraic equation.
>>7975557
cypro made me real sad
>>7975520
https://clyp.it/ogey11m0
>>7975524
of course
>>7975543
https://clyp.it/4ltussfj
if i dont eat all day will i be pretty
>>7975550
Because I'm a monster and will never be a normal girl and I deserve to die.
>>7975553
It messes up your liver in the long run and makes me pee so much that I wake up once or twice every night just to pee. You can thank our shit government for not letting cypro in.
>>7975576
it makes me sad too but i like it better than passing out on spiro
>>7975566
Dollface, why did you and kat blaque stop talking what was that all about anyway?
>>7975578
probably just give you a headache
tfw you have shitty genes and it's too late for you at 20 even though it's great for most people xD
>>7975578
I've tried it a couple times and normally it just makes me hate myself even more. Not worth it. Also, you end up really hungry by the end of the day and are more likely to binge later.
>talking to a cute mtf girl
>find out she's dated a black guy
>DROPPED
Anyone else? It's the easiest way to tell if a girl is mentally ill or not
>>7975583
Dollface was chatting with Kat Blaque? Why? Kat Blaque is a moron.
>>7975560
umm I mean I can too
but its much more difficult...and if my hand goes off for 30 seconds its just gone
and I've regularly been exercising it just to avoid this
I feel like I can read the writing on the wall and its time for me to switch even though I have a lot of extra cypro
>>7975577
>the ending
Fucking lel.
Flirt with me right now Boylanna, if you're so good at flirting. :^)
>>7975581
yeah and i was worried spiro wasn't effective enough so it's worth
>>7975591
kys yourself bro
>>7975577
https://clyp.it/vfnm0elc
i feel awful
>>7975598
Coalburner detected. Nobody respects you.
>>7975568
cypro can have those as well, lil cyndy
>>7975566
I mean, last time my cycle ended, I had cramps in my lower abdomen and my boobs hurt, but that was about it. I didn't notice any significant emotional changes.
>>7975571
I'm in a similar boat. I just have an adam's apple that people can clock me on.
I also have 0 bodyfat and struggle to gain weight so fuck me desu
and my butt is getting flatter by the day
lil or little
>>7975607
l'il
>>7975607
lil'le
are shock collars doggo abuse
>>7975607
Depends on the context, lil Nim.
>>7975607
lil
>>7975612
yes
>>7975607
the middle of lil italy
>>7975604
I forgot about adam's apple. Mine only shows at all if you look from the side AND I'm stretching my neck and even then is minor. Not sure surgery on it will be required.
Are you on HRT in terms of butt?
After seeing this, I'm ending my transition and killing myself.
http://m.imgur.com/a/allaL
>>7975612
what if girls wear them
>>7975602
black guys are hot and I want to be blacked desu
>>7975602
why do you care so much?
everyone knows that if you burn coal you pay the toll
can improving my posture make my adam's apple less alpha
>>7975612
haha no
doggos are tough
the idea seems mean but its not abuse at all if you know anything about dogs
>>7975593
she would go on live streams with her every so offten and they started a little channel after called the dollhouse then something happened where kat pulled down her videos from the channel due to some some drama that was going on between kat and the other girls which (dollface being one of those girls).
>>7975613
if i say lil zna am i using it right
>>7975625
It's good that obedient girls wear collars.
>>7975576
Cypro gave me crazy depression before I lowered my dose from 50mg
>>7975580
senpai hearing about some people's experience with bad endos n stuff I'm so glad I just gave up on that and self medded
Really dumb laws desu
>>7975603
I was worried about that earlier today ;~;
>>7975604
what's your weight? I struggle a lot with gaining weight as well. went from 132 to 112 pounds the year before starting hrt and haven't gained any weight since then :\
im lowering my cypro dose to 25mg from 50mg in june desu
>>7975632
Ye. You'd be factually incorrect but grammatically correct.
>>7975596
https://clyp.it/acspxytt
How do i be happy mtfg ;_;
>>7975648
dont b sad
my face hurts and everything tastes like blood
>>7975643
why tf is your voice so attractive
you're confusing my already confused bisexuality
>>7975648
become submissive to a strong man
>>7975653
Is it healing okay?
>>7975643
Hmm. Not sultry enough to really flirt, but the irony angle's a good one too. You get a few points for working my trip into it, too. 6/10.
>>7975653
Hugg
>>7975648
be apart of something bigger than yourself
that is no small part in why religion makes people so happy
>>7975662
>:(
wtf beep i just said not to do that
>>7975620
yeah, I am. That's why it's getting flatter - muscle atrophe :/
>>7975638
I gained 10 lbs last spring, going up to 125, then lost 5, and I've been kinda fluctuating between 120 and 125 since.
I'm also 5'11" if that helps
Why are you guys such faggots?
>>7975672
Because I'm a failed male
>>7975643
are girls into your newfound gyno, boylanna?
>>7975672
do you mean the estrogen or liking cocks or....
>>7975655
I literally don't even know why it's attractive to some people. It sounds andro and like a teen desu.
I like that other people like it though? As weird as that sounds.
>>7975660
Yay I'm slightly better than average
>>7975677
N-no, but I like it when boys play with it
>tfw you post your boyvoice on /r9k/ and instantly get clocked as a tranny
literally how
Is it normal for my cheeks to puff up significantly towards the end of the day?
>>7975633
>tfw no one to collar you
>>7975671
Part of my exercise is high resistance elliptical so my butt will be okay.
How do you feel about passing?
Where can I find a trans qt to love
>>7975681
>I like that other people like it though? As weird as that sounds.
nah just embrace it
I can't describe why I like it..its not just cus I think you're cool
lol
>>7975692
Hi I think I'm starting to get cute
>>7975692
r u a boy
>>7975692
Search the archive for qts and then look in the contact information section for ways to reach them.
>>7975671
i'm 5'7"
have you tried seeing someone to help gaining a bit of weight? I'm really bad at sticking to diets, so haven't had much success in that regard
>>7975681
>N-no, but I like it when boys play with it
isn't that kind of gay though? i mean, the dick sucking part i get, but that crosses a line imo
>>7975699
wat
>>7975681
Aww, I was hoping you'd give it another try. Either way, it's a passing grade to me.
>>7975699
weird af
why would you suggest this
i took 2nd shower today.
i can't help myself
>>7975703
Hey, you chose a cute name, too. Charlotte was a good choice.
Tiny boobs are okay. Something something progesterone cream I heard a while ago. Could be bs though, but if not then it's better to try than not.
>>7975719
im just soft-spoken ;-;
>>7975716
why?
>>7975710
Are you -
At least 24
Not a NEET
Have an English accent
Don't like cuddling, eye contact, or talking during sex
Will stay out of my kitchen
>>7975725
>Don't like cuddling, eye contact, or talking during sex
whats with all these damaged girls
>>7975718
sounds like bs :|
I may try it though just for kicks and giggles if I have the money
and yeah, Charlotte is just one of those names that kinda feels powerful and feminine at the same time. It definitely suits me.
>>7975727
I'm not damaged I like it rough but don't like any kind of intimate contact
>>7975719
>Idk it sounds gay and androgynous?
I guess thats a decent description when I think about it
idek though honestly
>>7975725
>Don't like cuddling, eye contact, or talking during sex
wtf
cuddling and pillow talk are the best parts of sex.
>>7975729
>sissy faggot
>powerful
lol
>>7975725
>At least 24
Nope, 20
>Not a NEET
Work a part time job
>Have an English accent
Nope, canuck
>Don't like cuddling, eye contact, or talking during sex
???
that takes a bit of the fun away, no?
>Will stay out of my kitchen
No I get hungry
i want to eat popcorn but i also don't want to exercise my masseter muscle
what do
>>7975734
>I'm not damaged
>I have extreme intimacy problems
uhhhh?
>>7975734
>tfw neglected as a child
>tfw crave physical affection more than anything else
its funny how different things can fuck you up so bad huh
>>7975743
wut
just eat the popcorn
>>7975751
ya im autistic
>>7975710
Sorry I can't be a gf yet ;~;
cuddles seem like the nicest thing there is
>>7975756
they're pretty nice!
tfw daddy spanks you for being bad
>>7975757
I really want them...
>>7975765
you'll get a bunch in august ^>^
>>7975764
>///<
>>7975755
Awh, wasn't exactly looking for anything super serious, moreso just to chat and whatnot.
>>7975760
>fear of intimacy
>I'm not damaged
ahahahahaha
you have serious issues dude get a therapist
>>7975760
hmm I'd buy that except you said you don't even like cuddling/any intimacy....
>>7975764
I wish I knew that feel
>>7975764
Did he give you cummies too