Mtfg - male to female general

this is an elannas dual asshole thread

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>>7928712
Nice

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>tfw you didn't have a bully phase of repression

>lonely
>but dont want relationship

what do

>>7928724
I was a massive cuck

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bullying is forbidden in this thread

>>7928735
you're usually the one doing the bullying

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How do I do "maintenance" if I have like almost no sex drive at all

>>7928728
the ol noosey noosey

>>7928728
Get a cuddle buddy friend.
>>7928738
Dilators, just because they look a lot like dildos doesn't mean you have to use them as such.

i think juni has this problem..its hard to try relationships w boys bc its hard to see myself as a woman and i dont consider myself gay. idk does that make any sense? my household was very anti gay but all my friends in hs were so idk where this comes from

>>7928738
put a dilator in and watch tv or read a book for a while

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>>7928726
:3
apparently there are rumors that some japanese people love mayonnaise on a lot of things.
when i 1st heard that, i was thinking, "what? omg, me too"

>>7928741
Cuddling is gay and a waste of time

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>>7928738
Get one of these.
Warning: it's loud

>>7928737
but he barely posts here! :^)

>>7928745
no seriously tho
japanese mayonaisse is best mayonaisse

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>>7928658
i just remember how much guys suck and it helps

i mean i still have the thirst but there's only been a few guys in my life who were tolerable and never did anything too awful, except maybe yelling and making loud noises when they got upset

when i think about it i can't really imagine being in a relationship with guys, the right one mighhhht show up accidentally but nice girls are so much healthier to be around

>>7928694
i have lived my entire life not filtering things and viewing low-karma posts on other sites and stuff and desu filtering that thing is worth it

>>7928710
ok i'm buying vegan mayo tomorrow

i love mayo on everything

>>7928713
it could be me but it's not

>>7928724
bully phase as in being a bully? i was bullied in middle school for my effeminate traits, up to the point where i had to fight a kid in someone's garage

i sort of won but they were made that i wouldn't take the weapons and bloody him up. i just knew how to get control of the fight from years of home life

>>7928746
cuds are the best, i haven't had any for soooo long

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>want friends
>don't like making people upset
>get called annoying by every kid in the class in elementary school
>result has left me instinctually, trying to leave a neutral impression on people, since a negative impression would make them upset and an attempt at a positive impression would only make them realize what a horrible, annoying pos i am

>>7928737
delete your post immediately

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>>7928743
I should've said uh... maintenance for my gt, so it doesn't atrophy

>>7928746
Kinda gay but not even kind of a waste of time.

>>7928742
youre a species of fly
not a woman silly

>>7928750
i think my little brother said that too.
i've never tried it though

>>7928752
tfw not effeminate

>>7928753
Are you me?

>>7928752
I had vegan mayo before its pretty good

>>7928762
BUY JAPANESE MAYO

>>7928758
I can't think of any bigger waste of time

guess I'll just die alone

>>7928735
HI Drake!

i can just be happy nothing gets better

FUCK

>>7928760
why do you even post here? im really trying to come up with a reason not to filter you

All my friends are on disability and blow money on shit like makeup and eating out and Starbucks. Not one had a valid reason to be on disability other than welfare exploitation. They all bitch and groan about the government too.

>>7928767
ok, when i start running out of mayo, i'll buy japanese mayo if i can find it

>>7928753
>leave a neutral impression on people
Eh, I like you, so you failed, sorry.
>>7928756
Oh. Uh. I guess just do it weekly or something and view it as a chore?
>>7928768
Really? Being all warm and cozy with a nice person sounds like a waste of time?

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>>7928753
huggggg iktf

>>7928763
oh i got real good at performing masculinity.. not great but good

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ive never had issues with women sexually but ever since i started fucking men im so much happier.


men are so much better to me...and even tho im gay they appreciate me and make me feel like the girl i am on the inside albeit im hiding it from them...

>>7928769
heya

>>7928771
im trying to come up with a reason to care if you do or not
but im not getting anything

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This is going to sound real gay, but I feel...magical.

It's like stuff is coming into focus. I understand myself better, the world around me...I feel connected to people for the first time.

I wish I could filter posts on my phone

>>7928778
How far in are you?

>>7928778
its thr meth famalam
Based beanboy greenpilling the entire tranny community.


Fucking legend GOAY confirmed

>>7928774
Yeah, sounds like a really dumb waste of time. My ex wanted to cuddle all the time and it just annoyed me. I'd rather be having fun or doing something.

>>7928777
im just saying ur a shit head and you harass people and get away with it bc you exploit our loneliness. i really wish mtfg would wise up, doxx you and send you anthrax or something.

>>7928775
im not masculine but i dont think i was super effeminate either

maybe i just covered it up with humor

>maybe I'll be a cook
>26k a year
>maybe I'll be an it guy
>50k a year
>maybe I'll be intel
>your security clearance lapsed
>huh how much do cops with a degree make here
>120k a year

I AM A SOLDIER TRAINING BEAST MODE ENGAGGED

I have to drop 3 minutes off my two mile in two months

Rawr

>>7928773
https://www.amazon.com/Japanese-Kewpie-Mayonnaise-17-64-Pack/dp/B00279RYEM

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>>7928786
if im exploiting how have i not been VAC banned?

>>7928778
That sounds nice! I'm happy for you, Homura.
>>7928785
Huh.

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so i guess it's pretty much normal to crave weird foods?
i also want brownies

>>7928791
well vac IS pretty shit

>>7928792
am i doomed

tfw you used to hack on gmod

>>7928799
i used to hack in minecraft :(

>>7928791
nice dodge

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>>7928799
i hacked on the first terraria pvp servers

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>>7928798
Nah, it's just odd is all. Do you have any real life friends?

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>>7928789
is it okay to be a gay if you're a police officer tho?

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>>7928772
desu we're the evil empire and exploiting the system might be the most moral way to be an american

i mean i see all these people living decadent lifestyles and not giving a fuck that we murder children and economically oppress entire countries for the gain of rich white dudes

>>7928778
i feel like that when i'm not depressed

so like twice ever but it's wonderful :)))

>>7928800
i just hacked my computer :/

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someone give me money to rekt my brow

>>7928801
it was actually a parry

>>7928804
i think you missed your lower lip by a few inches

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>>7928786

>>7928781
get clover

>>7928804
Yes it's cali and 2017

>>7928806
are you honestly a vegan tumblrite tranny who brags about how good they were at fighting as a kid?

you character seems a little too ironic

am i the only one here who was never bullied for being effeminate and never got called girly or a fag while growing up?
Am i not trutrans?

>>7928815
i wish i could but it's not available for iphone (i think)

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>>7928783

I started in December, had a few stretches were I stopped taking the pills, but it's not just about the pills.

I'm not questioning myself anymore. I want people to know me as a woman, I want to tell people. It gets harder to keep it in every day...and I'm not depending on other people to tell me what to feel anymore.

>>7928813
kek
my dog is under that table thing

>>7928803
None at all. I don't talk to anyone personally. No friends, online or IRL.

I'm completely terrified of abandonment and isolation so the only way to get away from that fear is to be constantly saturated in it. If I'm always alone then nobody can dump me or hurt me. Ha ha ha.

>>7928800
>be minecraft server owner
>go on server one day
>all of spawn is filled with lava
>turns out there's a new glitch that lets anyone log into a server as any user, even an admin
>be dumb and don't have a backup, have to rebuild spawn from an older version of the map with the help from the community
>get autistically mad and look up the glitch
>go on a server that i was treated like shit on by the admins
>delete the entire map they had had custom-made, then delete their backups so they couldn't restore it
>then set the map to exploding tnt so the server crashes every time it goes back up
the server went offline

>>7928818
Nah, you probably just hid it better.
>tfw I was asked repeatedly if I was gay
>>7928823
Get some friends, real or online. Preferably both.

>>7928813
He looks so...average.

>>7928815
Clover is shit

>>7928813
Daww shes super cute


Too bad shes going to be a piece of shit female like all of thrm end up being

>>7928818
I didn't get called a fag until I was quite literally a fag because I liked dick

I was bullied for other things as a kid, but nothing about being girly

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>>7928817
>bullying is forbidden in this thread
>any1 with different political beliefs than me is awful

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>>7928811
They aren't even that big

>>7928819
oh yeah maybe no

>>7928830
congrats then keep crying about not being able to filter

>>7928813
what a happy-looking little girl

hope she's doing okay, whoever she is

>>7928820
I am frustrated because people to my face see me as male treat me as male but use my female name and pronouns. Like everywhere I go it's never even similar to how people treat my cis friends. Shit sucks. I started in June.

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shit.
i REALLY want brownies.
i want them to be warm & gooey & covered in peanut butter.
that sounds soooo good

>>7928835
my lips are TOO big

>>7928836
Reeeeee

>>7928826
no i hate people and i want to die alone

I've been dating a cis woman for the first time. I'm a trans woman

only ever dated other trans women.

I love my gf but I'm worried that I'm not really fully attracted to cis women

I want a dick to suck and be fucked by. plus sometimes she makes me feel dysphoria bc she looks how I wish I looked. we have dated 5 months and I'm worried she is becoming too dependent on me. she hints about marriage and that i have made her rethink wanting children, bc I banked sperm and she is talking about having kids in 10 years.

the intensity is scaring me. she said I helped her accept that she is a lesbian-- as she had kept going back and forth

the sex is apparently the best she has ever had bc go figure, eating pussy is way easier than guys make it out to be

idk. I feel a bit unsatisfied. she is a great person and I love and respect her and she just got out of a mental hospital outpatient stay, which I convinced her to do. she is bipolar and has other mental illnesses and 3 of her pets just died and a fourth one is about to die soon of cancer. I have been trying to just stick it out and tell myself it is just depression that makes me question it bc she adores me more than anyone else has but I've also had nothing but short lived, mostly abusive relationships before her

I just want to be fucked and I know strap ons are a thing but idk. I feel like a terrible person for even thinking of leaving her. I don't know why I feel this way. it seems like on paper, it's everything I ever wanted out of love

yet I keep thinking wistfully about my past love interests and feeling like a terrible person for it

>>7928835
>>7928804
Those lips need a cute girl on them.

>>7928824
i've owned a bunch of minecraft servers, shit was fun

>>7928842
>lonely
>want to die alone
Pick one. Find someone you connect with, befriend them.

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how to now feel like a knockoff

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>>7928822
you sexually abuse dogs too?

>>7928844
Double dubs don't lie.

>>7928813
well he literally is lol

>>7928846
reeee no i can be lonely but still want to be alone

>>7928837
she's the daughter of my sister in law's best friend

the bare truth is that the mom is pretty white trashy and doesn't pay attention to the girl a lot :(
so she gets happy talking to people

>>7928831
have some faith big guy

>>7928818
I was bullied for a little while until I repressed hard and did muay thai
I still got made fun of for having long hair for years until I cut it short

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>>7928848
I like this version

>>7928848
4/10

>>7928848
Moot?

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>>7928839
>covered in peanut butter
Okay, level with me. How about icing instead. Or maybe ice cream.

What's your favorite ice cream flavors?

>>7928843
that sounds really tough

I'm sorry I don't really know how to help
maybe just wait a few more months and keep thinking

>>7928826
there was nothing to hide though
i didnt do anything to even suggest it

>>7928857
The nose knows.

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okay goodnight!

>>7928866
nini

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>>7928857
glimpse into future

>>7928857
The other one is a shop

>>7928839
>peanut butter
you ruined it

>>7928848
What's the back story of the drake bullying?

>>7928848
thats a super old one
i like daves edits
do you have the potion seller

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>>7928859
whats a moot

I'm gay

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>>7928818
you don't have to be bullied to be trans

>>7928823
iktf, i met someone once who cared about me as a person and cuddling with them was one of the best ways to spend time ever

>>7928843
you probably need to have a serious talk with her and be open and honest about it

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>>7928838

For me, I consider myself to be the same person, and I want to be treated the same, just...female. I'd probably wear the same basic stuff except on special occasions...and skirts at least once a week because damn, skirts are the best thing invented.

>>7928869
drake would make a good mommy

>>7928876
Good memories..
How much longer do you all think this place will survive?

>>7928864
nep
you're trans

you get dysphoric
you're taking hormones
you actively talk about wanting to be female

what you were like as a kid doesn't matter
you're not a kid anymore

>>7928847
You're the realest Evangeline I know.
>>7928853
Loneliness is literally wanting to not be alone. More than anything you ought to fight your fear of abandonment, because right now, you are abandoned. The only way to fix that is to put aside the fear of failing to make and keep friends and actually make some.
>>7928864
Dunno then. But yeah, you're a trantran.
>>7928866
Nighty night!

>>7928870
You need a gf.

>>7928879
Can I impregnate you in the ass?

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>>7928860
i like dulce de leche, horchata, mint chocolate chip, peanut butter, huckleberry.
those are nice flavors of ice cream.
i still want brownies covered in peanut butter though.
maybe w/ a side of flan?

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What has been the best part of your day?!

>>7928888
hahaha
wait until you see what he looks like

>>7928884
What if I cut off all my friends on purpose and push people away

>>7928879
I hope I'll be pretty enough to wear a skirt someday

>>>/b/725684602
>Get trips and you'll wake up as a cute girl tomorrow morning.

>.<

>>7928890
youre so ridiculous

>>7928896
when are you starting hrt?

>>7928890
if you wanna do it yeah you should do it

need a job and you need to stop eat only alcohol and fast foods

you can lose weight while still being on hrt just have a better diet

>>7928895
aren't dubs+ disabled on /b/ except for gets?

>>7928861

thanks for empathizinformation and giving advice

>>7928878

it'd break her heart. I've told her I love her more than I have anyone else. which felt true for a while but now I'm not sure. I would not be able to forgive myself for hurting her. she says she doesn't plan on, want, or think she is capable of loving another after me. I'd feel responsible for her never loving or trusting again, and having a life of lonliness. plus what if this is just depression talking? I got on some new meds and some family members recently died and I had to move out of my house due to domestic abuse. there's a lot to process and I don't wanna interpret my feelings wrong and ruin this

>>7928879
Huh, I know that feel.
>tfw wearing flannel and jeans right now, just girl's cuts of 'em
>>7928893
Well stop, because that's a fast track to your number one fear. I know saying 'stop doing an ingrained irrational habit driven out of fear' is kinda retarded, but that's really what you ought to do. Seek professional help as to how, if need be.

>>7928899
tomorrow daddy

>>7928881
for a while, but it could get a lot shittier

>>7928901
How could they be disabled?

>>7928891
today nothing
in general nights are the best

>>7928890
Do it bean girl <3
>>7928891
Every Persian lady complimenting my hair :3 hbu

>>7928872
peanut butter is great

>>7928910
>bean girl
bean girl is better than beanboy

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>>7928881

It really depends. 4chan is costing a lot of money...I hope it's for awhile longer. This has always been the kind of place where I can be myself.

>>7928888

You do not want that. Trust me. I post cute pictures but I am an ugly person.

>>7928890

A job would help. I'm probably looking at a little over 100 every month and a half.

>>7928891

Today was a bad day. I wake up at 7PM.

>>7928894

The secret is stockings and good leg shape. If the legs are feminine, the stockings cover everything else.

>>7928903
WHY DOES EVERYONE JUST AUTOMATICALLY JUMP TO THE "YOU NEED THERAPY"??

THERAPY IS A FUCKING SHAM AND WASTE OF TIME HOLY SHIT

WHEN I WAS YOUNGER AND FORCED INTO COUNSELING ALL I DID WAS GET GROOMED TO BE ABUSED EVEN MORE

WHEN I WAS A TEENAGER ALL THEY DID WAS PUT ME IN A PSYCH WARD AND STUFF ME WITH SSRIS

WHEN I WAS AN ADULT ALL THEY DID WAS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING BESIDES SUCK MONEY OUT OF ME

FUCK THERAPY

>>7928879
I am not the same now. Everything had been inside festering now it's not. I want people to treat me very differently. They all treat me like a dude like why do I wanna hear about your poop and dicks. I hate guy friends.

>>7928891
I played a decent music session today and on one song spent awhile modifying each note or cluster of notes velocity so it doesn't sound like my usual key smashing. It's still extremely rough, but it's sounding complete in terms of how I want the music to move. Even if the chords are wrong, and some notes and the timing is atrocious and without concept. Lol I also made some sweet smudge art to go with it.

>>7928908
it skips the post numbers that would give dubs

like it would go straight from 232 to 234 without a post 233

>>7928912
chunky peanut butter i like a lot now

>>7928891
I was going to post nothing to be a downer
but then I realized there was actually nothing I liked about my day
I need to change

You?

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>went from wearing girl jeans, a shirt, and a jacket to girl jeans, a girly shirt, and a jacket
I feel like I've hardly changed the way I dress since starting transitioning

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>passed my first kidney stone
time to chill on the coke for now

>>7928915
I said if you needed to. You have a legitimate problem and will probably have difficulty overcoming it on your own. Given that its your own mind, it's technically possible, of course. If you'd like you can chat to me on discord or something.

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>>7928890
You should legit try it. The lifting thing didnt work. Just learn about calorirs i believe in you famalam

Had yeson a month ago. My voice is still very weak. But it seems 20hz higher so far
https://clyp.it/12ongp1t

>>7928926
thats because you were always a girl and werent afraid to express yourself

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>>7928891
maeve

>>7928890
femgen's over there, you should just be a girl tho

>>7928885
WANT

>>7928894
ur silly

>>7928893
being aware is the first step?? i am working on this myself

>>7928912
pb & chocolate is top tier combo

>>7928915
therapists are business people rly. when you were younger the customer was your parent and the therapist was telling them what they wanted to hear... there are decent therapists out there, some people have had success and that leads to their support of the (deeply flawed) system

i think it can be very helpful

>>7928913
Yes <3
>>7928915
Maybe yr incompatible with society and deserve to live in a box

>>7928915
ur stupid
you should think of therapy as going to discuss your problems with a person who is good at listening and won't judge you

>>7928915
jesus of nazareth

Calm down a Lil, therapy can be good.

>>7928923
confirmed for being on hrt

>message faye
>no reply
time to delete i guess..it was fun while it lasted

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>>7928919
On /b/ there are ALWAYS dubs/trips/GETs/etc. posts, so definitely no.
This just happened just a few days ago

>>7928924
Can we circlejerk u

>>7928915
i think you might need therapy

>>7928935
If I could I would

I want to get a place up in the middle of nowhere in Alaska or the north pole and just fuck off from the world

>>7928936
instant baker act

>>7928891
I bought a tasty slush drink and then came home and napped

>>7928932
hugg

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>>7928914
>$150
I feel like I'm just getting by when I don't make $3000

you are in a rude awaking as an adult, I'm sure

U can never have too much carol

>>7928887
I'm trying

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>>7928926
that's a big change if you ask me.
i went from girl jeans, girly shirts, & jacket to girl jeans & girly shirts, & maybe girly jackets.
i look too faggy, & it's great

>>7928889
Sorry phone died.
>dulce de leche
>mint chocolate chip
>flan
,You're about to get WIFED.

>>7928941
except for gets, gets being 00

11,22,33,44,55,66,77,88,99 were still disabled last I was on /b/

that was a while ago though

>>7928891
I shoveled snow, which for some godforsaken reason I enjoy doing.

>>7928945
Santa doesn't live in Alaska

>>7928891
this women sent me a txt after making me walk through her icy yard to deliver food. she apologized so much. it was really nice to see someone cared.

>>7928949
3k is a lot

>>7928931
I think i kinda eased myself into it throughout puberty cause I really didn't wanna be trans
First I thought I was just gay then I thought I was a femboy and then I found out about hrt and that I could actually be a girl

>>7928942
idk sry I'm in a weird estranged mood
but if you want you can

>>7928945
you only get baker act if you tell them you're going to kill yourself or hurt someone else and you're really specific and shit just don't be a retard

>>7928951
UwU

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>>7928955
:3
i really want to get married

>>7928891
Imagining cumming inside your throat as I busted a load into the sink. Well I had a pic to help.

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I now have all the necklaces and have gained level 99 slutty

>>7928961
3k/mo is 36k anually, which might not go very far in a high income area

>>7928960
that is nice

>>7928965
<3
*jerks off into yr bunk hole*
<3
What did u do today?

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>>7928961
I make maybe $40k a year

its not really that good

>>7928936
to be frank, i understand where they are coming from. i feel the same way for the most part.
how is "talking to someone" supposed to help exactly? It doesn't help everyone because it isn't magic.
Any time someone says they think therapy is a sham everyone else jumps on them saying they are going in to it with the wrong idea, when i think the people who say that are just as blind, ignoring the possibility that paying someone hundreds of dollars to listen to you is not always the best option or even a good one for some.

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>>7928961
how much did photoshop cost to buy

>>7928932
>pb & chocolate is top tier combo
Seconding this

>>7928979
>buy photoshop
K

What does hrt do to you?

>>7928957
No, dubs and trips and GETs happen all the time on /b/, not just 00

>>7928982
nothing

>>7928982
Kills the balls

>>7928981
im talking to a white beanboy
you cant expect pirating

>>7928985
>>7928985
>>7928985
>>7928985
>>7928985

Getting pretty sick of depression desu

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>>7928982

>>7928989
I cri evry tiem

>>7928982
Boobs and u don't have to pull out
Get some

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>>7928903

I'm really not the most stylistic of people. Even though I've been more concerned with my appearance lately, I'm still pretty frumpy if I don't have to go anywhere. My one big thing is coats, jackets, sweaters, and I can totally see myself having a huge collection of handbags; I basically kept nothing in my pockets when I was travelling, it was all in my shoulder bag.

>>7928915

I think a little bit of therapy can help everyone, if you find the right person. Self-actualization, coming to terms with yourself, that's important. It's nice to have someone objective to talk to, to help you get perspective.

>>7928926

Why would you? Your gender isn't your clothes. Me and my mom dress pretty similar actually. I once stole a pair of her jeans and didn't realize it.

>>7928949

No, that's what I'm paying for HRT. I make between 1300 and 1600 a month. It's not a lot, but I live simply.

>>7928972

Every necklace I've bought has been too small for me. I think I'm bad at buying necklaces, though the cherry blossom one I got at the airport might be meant to be chokerlike.

>>7928982
grows breasts
makes your skin girly

>>7928990
Get laid

>>7928978
IMO talking to someone is better than talking to noone.

Although I will agree that some therapists are less useful than a brick wall for that

>>7928969
But what if you end up marrying an autistic /fit/frogposter (like me)?

I mean marrying you sounds great though. Major at uni?

>>7928978
okay I agree completely therapy doesn't work for everyone or every problem but when people say THERAPY IS A SHAM THEY DON'T DO ANYTHING AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH that just isn't true therapy is very helpful for some people

also I wasn't trying to make it seem magic I was trying to simplify it "its just talking to someone" because it isn't magic at all but it can be helpful for some people

>>7928999
Gender studies

>>7928982
Bewbs, fat redistribution, softer skin, thinner body hair, dick atrophy, nonfunctioning testicles, lower metabolism.
>>7928994
>tfw I don't even use handbags
I miss pocket space.

>>7928990
same

I've been depressed for so long that I can't even remember what it's like to be emotionally normal.

>>7928986
My testicles are the size of grapes now so can confirm.

>>7928994
All they'll tell me is I'm crazy and to pay them money

>>7929001
No

>>7928997
I'm monogamous though..

>>7928980
yea, plus brownies are also made w/ eggs & butter. making the chocolate & peanut butter more amazing

>>7928976
<3
found out my dads getting rid of my cats
then moped around

you?

>>7928982
Blocks receptors in your body that are open almost exclusively to metabolitea of testosterone (DHT) - also increases the metabolic rate at which the substance is removed for your blood stream via the kidney (Spiro). Estrogen is just a sex hormone and acts on similar receptors to the testosterone ones, and they activate and start growing cells a certain way where without it they won't on their own activate. As a result, your muscles LITERALLY 'melt' apart and fat cells redistribute. It's slower than finger nail growth.

I had such a high testosterone level yesterday I could feel it. It happens every 8 to 10 weeks in a cycle. Used to be every 4 weeks and last longer (week). Without lots of testosterone my body produces less of it less often.

>>7929008
Get a dildo

>>7928990
tfw memories of being in therapy at age ~7.
its always going to be bad.

>>7929009
THats mean, puppy

>>7928781
Same
>>7928816
I thought about becoming LAPD since the pay is good but being a pig is gross

>>7929010
have you ever made peanut butter brownies???

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>>7928979
what about this pic is shopped?

also we all know we can look only so feminine, there's no point to that

>>7928990
15 years and counting
it never ends, this shit

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>>7928978
>everyone
um

desu my best therapist has been a grad student at a low-to-no-cost provider

>>7928990
rite? tomorrow i have to tell my therapist how i've been suicidal and hiding in my room this week. i don't want to disappoint her

>>7929010
tfw vegan brownies

>>7928999
my major is computer science

>>7929011
>found out my dads getting rid of my cats
how?

>>7929018
Is that a sex thing

>>7929014
yeah i'm pretty sure they put me on SSRIs way back then :/

still no sign of ash

>>7929011
D: wtf
Why? How?
I worked is all

>>7929022
Shotguns plus missing cats

>>7928990
have you tried antidepressants at all? they kind of helped me I think

>>7928993
don't spread incorrect and harmful advice you still have to wear condoms if you do piv with a cis woman some trans women accidentally impregnated their partners like 2 years into hrt

>>7929013
I have one it's like the only reason I'm still functional

>>7929004
seek sunlight

>>7929029
''Twas le irony

>>7929029
>still impregging after 2 years hrt
Dont do spiro kids

>>7929029
what were their t levels?

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>>7929029
i read about a trans woman on hrt for a decade who impregnated their partner O_O

>>7929036
lol

>>7929016
UwU
>>7929017
;~;

>>7929032
Get a bigger one
That vibrates
>and is black

>>7929034
I will tomorrow you jerk

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>>7929023
no
its literally brownies with peanut butter baked on top

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>>7929002

Well that's what you get for becoming a girl.

>>7929004

Sounds like a bad therapist

>>7929017

I considered joining the FBI, actually, but that might be because I like crime dramas and paperwork.

>>7929025
She banned f a m

I'm scared of starting hrt....

I like my natural body..........

How long am I on them until It's too late and my balls are rip?

This shit fucks you up just as much as like roiding right?

I'm only doing this to fuck around btw just contemplating the idea.

>>7929043
read a book

>>7929045
Can I shoot a load from my ass on them for the icing

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>>7929036
i do spiro

>>7929000
Nah, you called them stupid for believing therapy doesn't work for them / has caused them more problems then assumed it was because they expected the wrong thing from it.
Your comment was just as stupid as theirs and i was making a point of that.

>>7929017
>more worried about being a "pig" than the risks and responsibilities of being a law enforcement officer
Good thing you didn't do it.

>>7929021
That's p.awesome can you program me brownies with chocochips inside them and send the program (with kisses attached) to me via your mouth?

>>7929024
thats kinda messed up desu. sorry nonny

>>7929051
>fell for the spiro meme
Have fun with your massive loads of sperm

>>7929050
thats disgusting

>>7929036
>1 month on cypro
>libido dies
;~; rip

>>7928990
same :(

hugg

>>7929046
all therapists are bad they are blood sucking money grubbing vampires who just make your issues worse

>>7929049
i dont have any books please recommend me one

>>7929058
Same
Buy dildo

>>7929020
That is great and all, but what exactly does that have to do with what i said??

>>7929051
if your t levels are low spiro is fine

>>7929029
I have honestly never been medicated for anything but I'm starting to feel that I should be

>>7929042
A dildo can't hold me and tell me it loves me and that I'm worth something

>>7929048
It's a big lifestyle change
What makes u want to do this

>>7929061
Promethius rising.

>>7929066
Get a sex robot

>>7929046
I'm considering making my pockets larger when I get a sewing machine, honestly.
>>7929048
Depends on the person, but honestly, don't fucking do HRT to become a femboy, do it to become a girl or not at all.

>>7929052
okay

>>7929064
I think they misinterpreted the word everyone

>>7929062
I have one but like ahh, it's so inconvenient to use

can someone recommend me a movie to watch =)

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>>7929053
that post kinda cute, but also kinda spaghetti.
fuck, spaghetti sounds good rn. w/ mayo.
too bad i'm out of pasta

>>7929074
Get used to it

>>7929075
28 weeks later

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>>7929048
Well well well..

>>7929069
Those don't exist

>>7929061
Read the Iliad

>>7929075
manchester by the sea

>>7929075
Mr. Nobody
It's on Netflix

>>7929036
I've heard this can be an issue, but I think old school premarin transitioners are the highest risk

>>7929046
I always thought I'd join the FBI. Instead I write fiction and movies and shows. It's not fun, and I want to be on set more. I want to be on set always. Tfw went to school for the wrong thing ;-; because of being a male and pressured into it.

>>7929048
Years. You can start HRT and see how it goes but I would caution you against it unless you're unequivocally certain it's the right path. Detransition is easy as fuck. You just stop taking pills and unless you're already growing boobs and shit you'll never remember in 10 years you tried. But why would you?

>>7929075
Genre? Im really good at this.

>>7929081
>Those don't exist
Go to japan they're real

>>7929075
K-on movie ^^
>>7929077
I think mines is too big for me :/ I hurt myself on accident last time I used it

>>7929075
Juno
:P

>>7929075
Enemy at the Gates.

>>7929058
your libido hasnt gone anywhere
girls just get horny in a different way

>>7929076
omg spaghetti
BAKED ZITTI

>>7929077
>chest full of toys
>never use them
>havent masturbated or used a toy in months i really dont remember anymore
>occasionally tug at it in the shower for a second or two so it doesnt disappear inside me
>regret spending so much on toys

>>7929089
More lube, go slower.

>>7929065
i think my t is currently @ 0.98% of its original quantity

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>>7929048

It took like a month for me to stop getting spontaneous erections and lose my sexual drive, and I can only imagine it's going to get worse.

You're taking pills that change your hormone balance...you know you don't have to transition, right? Do you want to look like a man with boobs? That's a very real danger.

>>7929061

That's like having one welldone steak and saying that all beef is bad. But it's your mind, do what you will.

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night night

>>7929022
>>7929027
bc my sister dumped her cat off here
and they don't get along with my two cats
so my dad to spite me bc we aren't on good terms rn
is sending them to my aunts farm

>>7929066
ask your gp about it if you have one in BC

idk if there would be some antidepressants you shouldn't be taking if you think you damage your serotonin production or whatever so you should mention that and ask

>>7929095
Waaaah lube is messy >~<

>>7929075
Sátántangó. I recommend watching it in one sitting and having a shot of pálinka everytime someone drinks onscreen.

>>7929076
My left pocket is sriracha mayo, my right pocket spaghett. I spill only 4 u.
*unseathes katana*
*slices peanut butter jar*
Heh, nothinn personnel wife.

I gotta sleep. Rest easy future wife.

>>7929101
Be gentle, your prostate needs tlc.

>>7929101
Fuck ass in bathtub
Shower after

>>7929101
sex isnt as clean as porn brainwashes virgins to think

>>7929090
triggered me
>>7929086
crime drama?
or something romantic but unique?

>>7928843
Ugh
I mean that whole situation is tough
I'm gonna say as a person who can relate to
>she is bipolar and has other mental illnesses and 3 of her pets just died and a fourth one is about to die soon of cancer.
I'd wait it out even if you only care about her a little, you leaving right now would probably break her

Otherwise you should probably have a talk with her about all of that
The sex thing is an easy fix and dysphoria is dysphoria, I feel like something is always gonna be triggering; if it's not one thing it's another so it's almost a non factor idk

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>>7929064
find someone whose motivation is being a good therapist not making money

i'm still struggling, not gonna pretend like my life is perfect now, but i've been taking steps to be in control of my life and it's working. part of that was doing ALL the things that are supposed to help w/depression simultaneously and that includes therapy

i'm not telling you what to do, just what has helped me

>>7929103
lol, nini :3

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>>7929075
The Green Mile
the part where Jon Koffee is crying about life being like glass in his head and wanting it to be over, I identified heavily with

>>7929101
YOU'RE 11 NO LEWD BED NOW.

>>7929098
Rest up Soulja gurl
>>7929099
That's sad
How far away is the farm again?
Is he just being a butt?

>>7929115
But Mooooooom

>>7929104
I think I just need something a bit smaller

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>>7929075

Kubo and the Two Strings

>>7929086

I read a couple of books by a retail manager who wanted to be a screenwriter. Hollywood is horrible

>tfw people are constantly telling you how great it is you're a male nurse.

I actually was talking to someone about how hard it was to transfer this one person and she's like "Yeah but you're a man" and I just stared at her and said "That is incredibly sexist."

>>7929070

It's actually not that hard to do; rip out the old pockets and sew in new ones.

>>7929098
Good night!

>>7929093
>never owned a sex toy
>kind of wanna try buying one, but I'm pretty sure that if I do then I'll end up using it for a week, then get bored of it and never use it again

>>7929121
Get a double ended one
Use it for 2 weeks

>>7928856
You can do martial arts???
That is a big turn on that's cool

>>7928939
):
Are you ok beepy?

One thing that's great with flannel shirts is that they have functional breast pockets. It's more comfortable to put tins of dip there than in my bra.

>>7929088
If I'm at the point of moving to a new country to remain monogamous and still feel satisfied and wanted that I have bigger problems

>>7929100
I don't have a gp, none here are taking new patients. Idk, part of me wonders if throwing pills at it is the answer but then again I just throw other shit at it so it's not much of a change

>>7929121
sounds about right

at this point all these bad dragon toys are just novelty items i should keep on a shelf as collectibles or something

There's a butt plug in my bathroom

>>7929133
Pics

>>7929098
night

>>7929133
is it yours?

>>7929132
Aren't they novelty items to begin with anyway?