Everyone can make it if you try hard enough edition
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KxGRhd_iWuE
• Informed consent providers https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• nim thread
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
previous >>7916596
mercury thread
>>7917617
I bet that chicken tastes good
>>7917621
How does that cat stretch so far wtf
>>7917622
delet
>>7917630
chickens taste good
the good thing tho is tempura veges taste good too
>>7917623
you are stupid and gay
hey guys what's up ur friendly neighbourhood pooks here with another video update anyways here's my dog
>>7917623
hey riven let's play some league
>>7917643
aaa strikes again
pooki wooki
lorn
I WISH I WAS NEVER FRICKIN BORN!!!!!!!
>>7917647
do you wanna
Jesus, what the fuck have I been doing that's kept me away from this place for the last few days?
I really don't like the thought that I'll have to search for estrogen and AAs in a zombie apocalypse too.
>>7917672
But if you get to the drug shops first, you can stockpile like crazy.
>>7917660
idk im in bed rn
you can join if you want i guess
>>7917679
Nope, you have to beg.
>>7917663
whatever it is you should bottle it
>>7917683
>>7917676
> if
And you'd need to carry this stuff too.
>>7917672
that scenario would make things a heck of a lot easier
>>7917688
But coming here is part of my routine. What if my life is spinning out of control again?
>>7917692
You can stockpile it at your house. I assume you would still have a house. You'd need to reinforce it and maybe have it in the boonies or at least the outskirts of civilization, but you can have a safe home to return to.
Want boyfriend
>>7917713
>tfw a girl masturbates and records it while begging for you during it
>>7917713
i relate to this post a lot
>>7917715
I had to hug my pillow last night
Stupid E making me want a bf
T never made me want a gf
Want maevefriend
>>7917716
>tfw when you listen to it
>>7917724
wugg laurenfriend
>>7917728
zugg
>>7917727
i think i liked yours better actually
the breathing without moans made it more erotic somehow
>>7917732
Hey girls (men) !
How's your night so far?
>>7917735
>>7917716
I had a sexy Skype with my gf, and she told me to cum at the point of climax, and I did. So hard. It was great because she told me to cut myself for her with one of my knives and told me to lick the blood off my fingers.
>>7917739
It's alright so far. I cleaned my house up and stuff. It was pretty cool.
>>7917739
I'm not sure how I should address the future.
>>7917691
>>7917732
emma pls go
>>7917742
that's so fucking hot
>>7917767
snugg pook
>>7917777
gj quads
>>7917768
I liked it quite a bit. She's willing to feed some wild urges of mine, I swear.
>>7917739
my morning has been meh
>>7917791
i keep reading your name as myrtle
>>7917767
Beg
>>7917794
that's probably because my name is the dutch version of Myrtle.
you can call me that if you prefer doing so
>>7917797
hugg
>>7917796
I'm not the dog here ~
>no vagina
:c
>>7917723
it helped doh I bet
>>7917811
Yeah ;-;
>>7917814
I know my Amy :)
I basically am going to have to prove that I'm a real tranny to LSE because I'm applying for a hardship fund so that maybe the student's union can give me some funds to buy my HRT.
Thankfully I opted into receiving copies of all correspondence between doctors about me so I have evidence of my gender identity clinic referral.
I paid this uni a fortune so getting some money back so I can grow conetits and turn into a hon is only fair.
>>7917822
what are you studying?
hi
>>7917825
MSc Sociology at the London School of Economics.
Unfortunately the thing I'm most skilled at is a meme "science" so if I ever want some kind of employment in this shit field I have to really apply myself. I'd probably be fucked if I didn't somehow end up bumbling my way into like the 3rd best social sciences uni in the world.
patches and spiro
does it get any honnier
>>7917831
why did you pay a fortune for a piece of paper in a meme science
>>7917836
My family has a shit ton of money now because they managed to go from "desperately poor" to "middle class family with 1 truck" to "major moving company that works directly for the chilean government".
There were other reasons too: I wanted a way out of Chile and away from them (despite being willing to pay for my shit, it does not undo the fact they're kind of a reallu abusive family and transitioning near them is not safe for me), LSE is a hugely prestigious institution, and I'm studying a master's degree. I'd be a lot more fucked if this was a bachelor's.
Also it seems that employability for sociologists in the UK is for the most part a lot better than in Chile since they didn't have a dictator throwing all social scientists out of helicopters and in general the UK has a very long tradition in the social sciences.
thesis: mtf
antithesis: cis girl
synthesis: ???
gm mtfg
how are yall
>>7917848
>synthesis: ???
femboy
Myrthe I love you
>>7917831
Do you only transition because it goes well with what you study?
>>7917849
meh
>>7917855
big ol floop ears
>>7917856
No I transition because I have gender dysphoria duh.
Academia being somewhat of a progressive bubble society is useful to me, however... but I'm pretty sure I'd still be transitioning if I went for History (my second choice for a degree) or even like, math.
>>7917855
Anna I love you too <3
a *HECK* of a lot
cute foxe
>>7917831
>bumbling my way into
because it's worthless and they can hardly set you difficult coursework since it's all based on feels.
>>7917864
have you ordered hrt yet?
>>7917869
>I don't know anything about social science research standards, methodology, and peer review.
>>7917870
Who are you?
>>7917874
honestly you're right, i just said that to provoke you into explaining how valuable it is and how difficult it is.
>>7917862
Doge stacc
>>7917864
Thank (you)
>>7917867
Special doggo*
UwU
>>7917855
>>7917867
you two are so cute I cant even
>>7917874
> methodology
I think you mean mythology
how do you stop being too scared to make phone calls
>>7917885
the worst thing they can do is gender you male
>>7917886
fear doesn't work rationally
>>7917878
Sociology is fucking enormous and really diverse in terms of applications. There's the gender theory stuff that people so often deride here in 4chan (a position I disagree with, but whatever) but then there's highly technical and complex quantitative studies involving thousands of participants and complex theoretical and data intersections seeking to understand how social phenomena come to be. It's valuable in terms that it often shapes public policy, marketing strategies (lol), as well as many things related to the management of human populations and so on and so on. Even ignoring the pure instrumental, pragmatic uses, I would argue that knowledge for its own sake is a good thing on itself.
As far as difficulty goes, the better the university the harsher evaluation gets. One of the reasons you cannot really claim sociology is based on feels is that other sociologists WILL know it if you're cherrypicking the data and tear you apart for it. If you set out to prove your own hypotheses right even while ignoring the data your research produces you will fail.
>>7917885
bumping for answer
>>7917897
hugg
>>7917882
no that's theory.
methodology is a bunch of highly autistic procedures you have to follow and also explain why you're following so other sociologists don't push you into an open sewer.
>>7917889
fear is always rational except for when you become afraid of being afraid, that is an irrational fear
>>7917910
what I mean is you can't just say logically I shouldn't feel this to make it go away
>>7917892
What's your opinion on gender theory?
>>7917892
what does 4chan get wrong about gender theory in your opinion?
i meant valuable in terms of your career. how worth the cost of getting it is it?
>I would argue that knowledge for its own sake is a good thing on itself.
yes but that can be said of any field.
>>7917916
glad to hear
>>7917919
are you one of those people who think everyone should be an engineer
>>7917913
you should practice
if you want we can hang out in like a discord voice call a few times
I got the assessment from earlier in the year from my social worker today
>>7917937
Huh?
>>7917945
Earlier in the year social services did an assessment on living situation, mental health etc. While I was still living with my mom.
>>7917948
And what did the asses say
Shitpost
>>7917937
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bW7Op86ox9g
>>7917952
snuggpost
>>7917950
Mostly a summary of everything that had happened up to that point
I'm getting 'za soon cause they're 3 euros at Domino's this week. P nice
>>7917955
UwU
>>7917959
>I'm getting 'za soon
and you say you arent trutrans
>>7917849
how are things
>>7917959
POST UR PENIS! !!!!!
>>7917964
I'm not!
I'm just a stupid AGP babby who likes 'za and isn't even really trans
>>7917971
>agp
>you
ok
OK
OKAY
enjoy ur 'za, though
>>7917971
lol sure thing kiddo ;^)
>tfw not holding someone or being held right now
>>7917980
iktf :(
I came here to learn from people who are already further into their transition.
I'm 10 months on mones now and all the experienced people left. The general is flooded with baby trans people.
Sad
>>7917984
yeah
only babbytrans and chasers are left
all the mommies are gone :(
>>7917987
am i babbytrans
>>7917971
you had long hair and tried to man up for trashy, that's why you and Amy became friends because you wanted manning up tips to run away from your dysphoria but little did you know that she was a cute girl all along
have you bought your rainbow thigh highs yet?
>>7917987
there are mommies still but they're hons
>>7917984
Idek why I even come here anymore this place has really gone to shit.
And yes, I know mtfg was never great but like some of the biggest posters right now are cismen, it's fucking depressing.
>>7917992
i don't know where else to go
>>7917989
i mean you're not babbytrans exactly but like mommies are usually over 3 or 4 years in transition with a lot of life experience
so ye i guess not a babby but a young woman
>>7917991
isn't really relevant unless you're a chaser
>>7917992
yeah elanna please leave i'm trying to do this but if you're here it's harder
>>7917992
I luv u elanna. I want to impregnate you with my feminine benis
>>7917992
did you see them destroy sheen?
its like they don't even know how pure she is
>>7917997
What they do to sheen???
what if we made an mtfg board on 2*4chan and banned chasers
>>7917992
>some of the biggest posters right now are cismen
???
>>7918005
She means people are chronically incapable of ignoring Drake.
>>7918000
tore her down for saying she was trying a new diet
>>7917994
Yeah I was honestly making more productive use of my time when I wasn't posting this week.
I'm probably going to take another break after I'm done refilling my meds
>>7917996
Cool
>>7918005
C'mon, don't be daft
>>7917993
Outside
>>7918009
B-but sheeeeen ;_;
>>7917990
Is lots of emotions better than no emotions?
>tfw arrived too late to make friends with Elanna
>>7918012
Dam dude i just wanted some of that elanna juice
>>7918012
yeah i noticed a similar effect
and to strengthen my point i'm closing this tab right now
>>7918007
its not just drake
its creepy chasers and lurkers from all over 4chan
the mods rarely ever looked at the reports from /lgbt/, now we have a mod and they are pretty much intentionally not enforcing rules against invaders but happily ban everyone else if we so much as sneeze wrong
>>7918012
but there's a blizzard
>>7918024
>its creepy chasers and lurkers from all over 4chan
I guess it is kind of unnerving that it says there are 31 posters, but I can only see a handful of names.
>>7918024
Yeah, like right now there's enough chasers posting that there's multiple that often post at the same time that use tripcodes. You know shit has gotten bad when threads can literally devolve into a turf war between a bunch of fucking dudes trying to stake their claim to the dickgirl farm.
>>7918019
I mean, is this really the right time?
>>7918018
You didn't miss much, I'm not much of an online friend tbqh
>>7918024
Why are we being given moderation like that?
>>7918016
yes
you're no longer a tin robot cutting down trees
you're a pretty tree nymph that grew underneath and through the empty shell of your former self
eventually your strength and convictions were so great that you burst out of the robot because you didn't need it anymore
tfw you're a manly freak nobody IRL sees as female
tfw women are actually attracted to me because they think I'm a handsome guy
18 months HRT
there are girls here who passed at <6 months
I'm fucking huge
what is the point in trying, I feel like I'm toying with myself
i hope i'm somewhat androgynous by next school year
that would be neato
>>7918031
Yes absolutely it always a good time to sex elanna. I luv u
Just rename this shit thread /mtfg/ - psychotic chaser drama general because it sure as fuck is becoming less and less of a trans thread every day.
>>7918031
But who could ever fill your shoes? Your seemingly limitless energy for arguing with morons and trolls is thoroughly entertaining.
>>7918002
anyone?
>>7918036
Who passed after 6 months Lmao
>>7918032
someone with an axe to grind against trannies, for existing.
which is why I am pretty sure that drake is the mod
>>7918032
I wouldn't be surprised if 4chan mods are overwhelmingly homophobic lol.
They probably treat /lgbt/ as a joke board.
>>7918048
He isn't.
>>7918032
lgbt is a essentially a containment board
Noone actually gives a fuck about it, this is the closest to an unmoderated board that 4chan has.
>>7918042
I think there's numerous people out there who could fill that role, they just have to be bored enough
>>7918039
<3
>>7918048
The secret is out B O I S
>>7918013
I want to hug her
>>7918035
That's so beautiful ;-;
For some reason I feel like watching American Psycho again
But I watched it 10 days ago
how is everyone today
>>7918078
Is there something you'd like to tell us, Myrhe?
>>7918085
sleepi n craving pizza
post the hugg gif pls
>>7918085
Kind of a mix of happy and meh.
Things will improve once I get to talk to my mother tonight about things.
>>7918087
N-Not reallyyy
You notice anything?
>>7918095
I think you are hiding something.
someone give me money
>>7918097
Would you have any ideas about what it could be?
I mean the business cards are nice but there's just something so *fun* about the movie.
>dutch psycho
>>7917742
>she told me to cut myself for her with one of my knives and told me to lick the blood off my fingers.
You sound really young. Stop reading Deviantart lit posts.
>>7918106
i wish
am belgian
>>7918092
This one?
give me pizza wtf
>>7918095
Talk to your mother about what?
>>7918103
Obviously you identify with the lead a little too much.
>>7918112
gumball
more like
dumball
>>7918085
I'm happi
>>7918110
do you know how to make really good waffles?
>>7918114
end ur life
>>7917990
Don't trigger me by mentioning trashy :(
But yeah you're right
Nope. Still have to get those!
It is late as balls here. My gf is up working on her costume/jewlery in the bedroom so I can't really sleep.
I am stressed about work.
And best of all I have no idea why I am posting here.
>>7918111
ye dats the one uwu
I don't have pizza either
its a conundrum
>>7918118
Whom here do you want to kill? You can tell us.
>>7918127
Telling you wouldn't be very smart of me.
It has to be a surprise.
>>7918118
>Not really ;-;
well
at least really good chocolate is everywhere
>>7918132
that is true
hope i can leave soon though
>>7918131
Me pls
>>7918131
Did you know others cannot see your posts if you filter them? This is 100% fact. Filter everyone else and then tell me.
>>7918133
will your suitcase contain nothing but kilos of chocolate, your skittles and a toothbrush?
>>7918044
uh cornflakes
maddie
abby
samantha
grace (I think? not certain)
earlytrans e.g. smiles obviously
to name a few off the top of my head
>>7918144
Is it me?
>>7918144
IT AINT MEEEEE
>>7918148
>>7918150
>>7918106
isn't titchbits the dutch psycho?
i used to not like Anna but she's gotten better
>>7918160
Why didn't you like me and how did I get better?
Genuinely curious, I'm flattered
>>7918154
Ew, do not group-link me.
I keep misreading stuff today
hlep
>>7918163
>Saying Trans women weren't real women and that they Exeter because theyre men
>racist outbursts
>sperging out at nothing
>frozen posting
>constant drug posting
I'm not that anon but you've dialed it back. It's good.
I used to want to fuck women. I wasn't gay before
Do you think my brain has just cannibalised itself because it's desperate for attention and made me trans
>>7918174
yeah this
>when you hear a neighbor orgasm
>she was probably faking it but your phantom vagina throbs and your nips stand to attention
I need a boyfriend
oh joy
just got a letter for another Work Capability Assessment
time to be terrified and suicidal again because if I get refused I can't afford hormones, let alone hormones + rent
>download like 20 movies and can't decide which to watch
tfw no vagina to put penises in
I honestly sympathise with buffalo bill desu
>>7918188
What movies? Post list and i'll help u pick one out.
>>7917885
imagine your interlocutor naked on the other end
>>7918198
I wish I was beautiful enough so that a crazy tranny would skin me alive and use me as a body suit.
>>7918202
ok this is everything I have downloaded that I haven't watched
>>7918228
I didn't say I like you
I just dislike you less
>>7918231
watch ocean waves
>>7918231
>hasn't seen total recall
T-this is a joke, right?
Help I want Myrthe to beat me so bad that the next time I have training people ask what the fuck happened to me
>>7918231
Start with Akira!
>>7918244
>>7918244
iktf
tfw no dominant gf
hi am dominant gf
also i broke my ankle today
:)
>>7918249
Is it really so weird?
I just wanna be beaten to within an inch of my life and then get a dildo shoved up my bum and then get cuddled afterwards
>>7918271
No, that is perfectly normal.
>>7918279
just an everyday ankle break
>>7918271
please hit me and bite me and tie me up
I am not fixing that.
>>7918285
i supply these services
sign here and here
>>7918256
>Tfw tfw meeting married lesbians
>tfw being eaten alive by emotions that were once kept away from me under the boot of testosterone
I can't live like this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_emU23tTUAw
> tfw you check out your own ass
Oryx takes cute pics
>not getting choked until I lose consciousness RIGHT NOW
>>7918315
ikr
>>7918244
>I have training
Training for what bish
Fags.
>>7918292
>Not being a high E male before hrt
>
turkey land looks cool
>>7918327
Of course! This proves I'm a cis male who was tricked and can go home now
>>7918271
Hayleeeeeeeeeeee! What happened?
Did you trip trying ti reach the oats?
>>7918322
korfball
>>7918334
\(^o^)/
>>7918334
don't be stupid
Could my university lose or be in danger of losing its MSCHE accreditation due to being transphobic?
>>7918323
>Ruining chef's work by photoshopping a degenerate picture of a sexualized teenage girl on top of it
Weebs ruin everything
you're all ultrafags.
>>7918334
I'm joking
>>7918352
(you)
>>7918353
yes you
>>7918354
without question.
>>7918346
I'm just scared of, eventually (because right now this is not the case but it may be soon) not being able to use any bathrooms and them only using my man name.
My biggest fear is being physically assaulted by another student and not being supported at all by the uni but heh I'm going to die anyway.
whats up ladies
god damn it
i made a cocoa oat cake and i think my sweetener's a bad batch because it's bitter as fuck
>>7918362
hi juni
>>7918358
How sweet of you.
>>7918362
calling people ultrafags.
>>7918363
hey there bb
is oryx a grey wolf
>>7918362
Hating myself! :3 hbu?
>>7918362
I wanna be abused and it's not weekend yet so I'll have to wait and that sucks
>>7918364
as always
>>7918372
nope, just a massive fucking autist
>>7918375
tfw only people who abuse you are relatives
>>7918377
but how does she feel about justice and development
>>7918359
Then actually that thread has some good arguments for you to make to the university if they try to not support you.
>rare Charlotte incoming
>>7918382
idfk, she's probably too obsessed with legos and transformers and shit to care
>>7918377
>>7918357
Sorry
>>7918357
people cry
it's fine
stop being gay
literally why is it only Tuesday
>>7918381
what do I need to do to get used for 10 hours
>tfw want it to be spring break already but also don't want it to be spring break
Reee
Also how is everyone doing this morning?
>>7918413
hugg wife
>>7918414
Hugg <3
>>7918411
you gotta have a dominant partner
fyi tbqh
.. it's only tuesday and i have to go to university on a broken fucking ankle for 3 more days this week
god dAMN it
>have only ever been used for like a half hour
>>7918411
idk I just went on grindr and within a day I had a guy willing
choked me till I passed a couple times
shit was cash
>>7918418
Just dont go u autist
*dry humps you with feminine benis*
>>7918418
I want on now
also sorry about your ankle
hope uni goes well tho
>>7918424
maybe I should try that
>>7918427
you should if yr not bad like 5+ you should get hella responses
I also put up a CL ad got round 30 replies
I don't want to be awake at 6am ;_;
>>7918431
Just b urself then
*pokes your feminine benis*
>>7918433
people tell me I'm cute
but whats a CL ad
fug me
>>7918436
i will i will bee myself
*licc your feminine benis*
>>7918437
than you should find someone right away :*
craigslist
>>7918444
but isnt craigslist gross?
or is it ok
>>7918424
>tfw can't find anyone on grindr
I should have just repressed for my ex
Atheists should be forced to work on christmas and other christian holidays.
See how much recognition they'll be able to garner for the "pizza friday netflix n chill" holiday because they feel they deserve a holiday without even realizing why we have them lol.
Fukken hypocrites.
>>7918441
AAAAAAAA im still pure tho
Your future
>>7918434
are you lonely too? :/ otherwise 6am can be nice
>>7918452
are you though
>>7918457
Tyrone fuck off that cute pure trap
>>7918454
sounds good
I might give it a go
kinda nervous tho
>>7918451
I'm all for getting rid of religious holidays. For everyone. Just keep holidays that actually mean something, like workers' day or 11/11.
>>7918446
It's super gross. You're going to meet some neckbeard druggy, and get pumped and dumped in some motel 8.
But apparently this helps some people...
>>7918460
Technically yes
licc
>>7918468
ok but im going to bed so
im not pure and i touched your feminine benis so you're afflicted
>>7918466
eh
Wouldnt be the first time
put the fembenis in my mouth
>>7918464
Religious holidays are cultural holidays. Yes technical usa is secular but very culturally christain.
>>7918466
it's really fine you just need to weed out the creeps
and ain't nothing wrong with a pump and dump
esp bb :D
>>7918464
I didnt ask for your opinion dipshit, how about you move to atheist land.
Oh wait, it doesnt exist, because atheist never believed in anything but their limp dicks and saggy cunts and just passively exist and thus didnt have the fucking pioneer spirit to found a atheist state.
And it will never happen either because atheists dont organize beyond their subreddit like religious communities.
>>7918458
>are you lonely too?
Most of the time, but today I have things to do! I don't mine getting up early, it's peaceful but I wish I had more than 5 hours sleep ;_;
>>7918476
obviously filter the creeps and try to find someone I like
>>7918476
They're on Craigslist looking for trannys! They're all creeps!
Oh how my life has changed in 2017
>>7918484
sitt
>>7918477
France is as close to being atheist as it gets. Secularism is really aggressive here and religious people are a dwindling minority.
>>7918482
this is v true
>>7918392
lol
wait does it make me a creep if i look for trannies on Craigslist
>>7918490
only slightly
definitely faster tho
like I lost my v card within like an hr of having the app
>>7918497
Ill try it then
Snugg
>tfw the only people that message me on okc now are bots
;_;
>>7918490
Yes, but honestly I don't see how it's so hard to find bf irl. I present female and don't even 100% pass. Striaght guys will approach you and tell you that they are bi and want to experiment or text/whatever all the time.
>>7918502
godspeed
>>7918479
iktf ;-; after I lost my job I slept 12 hours every day for like two weeks to regain the sleep I lost. I like those times too when it sounds peaceful in the world.
what do you have to do today?
>>7918303
looks kinda girly.
>>7918347
didn't even photoshop it, it's just a camera filter.
How well do I pass(like honestly)
>>7918535
ehhh...
not really...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UORGPjmxcb4
me
>>7918537
He does this joke too much.
>>7918518
Not much really. I have an appointment at a job agency and that's kind of it. I should probably find some more things to do so I make good use of my day buss pass since I'm sacrificing food for transportation :/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_0BPnJUx_Yw
>>7918540
can you point me to other vids where he does it pls?
i really like the joke and i've only just begun watching him
>>7918537
>>7918540
sam hyde, samuel hyde, samuel whitcomb hyde, from mde, milliondollarextreme, million dollar extreme, your dad, your dad 2, ten things millenials can do with college degrees
>>7918535
im confused this doesn't look like you from your other pictures
>>7918543
Playing vidya, but I swear he does it in a few of his longer stand-ups.
>>7918544
thank
>>7918543
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8G9QIIvSpzE
Very similar.
>>7918553
is this a different juniper?
>>7918556
If there are two than yea
>>7918541
how much is a bus pass where you live? I got charged for a childs ticket for some reason while taking the bus yesterday. going to the job agency sucks don't they give you money for traveling there? :/
>>7918558
you're not the one in Seattle
>>7918560
Nope I live in denver
>>7918535
I like your hair.
>>7918562
uh maybe change your trip then its kinda of confusing
>>7918566
Rude.
What is she had hers first.
Fuck I need a cigarette
>>7918572
> elanna hitting on nicotine
i wanna eat pizza with anna again
>>7918577
>tfw too poor to go out to dinner
>>7918559
>don't they give you money for traveling there? :/
Noope. It's $5 for a day pass which isn't terrible, except I have about $30 to eat with until April :(
>>7918579
i wanna treat you, lady
Are there any hgh's that are specifically for hip bone growth? I'm about 25, do you think it's just too late? I found a thread on another forum where transwomen in their 30s even are saying they had growth after a few years. Is that possible?
>>7918581
B-but
>>7918585
grrrr
>>7918572
>Fuck I need a cigarette
Don't do it ;_;
>>7918587
>>7918575
Maybe I should chew on nicotine ifyaknowwhatimean
>>7918590
I'm not going to I'm just bitchingggg
>>7918580
hugg
I hope you'll make it that seems really tough on 30 bucks :/
https://youtu.be/4F-CpE73o2M
>>7918591
sorry ;m;
>>7918597
nuhh it's okay I like being treated but you know my issues with it
>>7918600
p-phew
I know, yeah.
I-If you're up for it anytime soon, just tell me pls
>>7917616
Who is this anon
>tfw fantasising about being euthanised and escaping all of life's suffering
>>7918592
I know
huggg
>>7918603
Just tell me you won't beat me otherwise uwu
>>7918592
Don't do cigarettes man, they're so terrible
Get a vape
>>7918584
Bone growth, no. You won't get localized results with growth factors anyway. You do get fat padding there easily, though.
>>7918611
Cigarettes are for wimps, same for vaping. Real women smoke cigars.
>>7918611
Ughh but vaping on breaks is so fedora tier
I suppose I could but I think quitting is probably going to be kinder to my wallet
>>7918608
Hugg ;_;
>>7918620
Hi CFH
<3
>>7918612
You're sure? I've got a bit of a muffin top and my fat distribution has made my legs look widers. I'm not seeing much happening at the hip though.
>>7918143
>grace (I think? not certain)
4. Got prettied up, went out, had guys try to hit on me.
>>7918630
I can't really talk firsthand since I already had some hip development from self-medding in my teen years, so my baseline wasn't bad to start with. But they definitely look better with a bit of fat on.
>>7918620
I used to love Al Capone cigarillos
>>7918637
Fugg
Suicide now
Wish I had the courage to experiment with hormones as a teen
hi im here now
Too early, Nim.
>>7918544
is this my daddy?
>>7918647
too early for what?
>>7918640
I either smoke Italian dry cigars or high gauge Cuban puros.
It always makes me feel good to see little fat girls because I already know that they'll at least be uglier than me when they grow up.
>>7918636
Why do I even lurk here when I know there is going to be posted pretty girls I can never look like (︿)
when life sucks
and the country's going to shit
and you got nothing
you just gotta dance
>>7918649
Doing that thing you do.
>Had a dream I was a girl
>Don't remember what happened in the dream
It wasn't a sad dream at least..
everything's awful :(
why is suicide frowned upon to such a degree by society
surely it should be a matter of personal choice if someone has such intense feelings, same as abortion, or refusing treatment for a condition?
>tfw no accessible, painless method of suicide
>>7918655
iktf
>>7918143
I mean, I started passing irl like 50/50 around month 7
then I got a shitty haircut and lost weight and I stopped passing as much q_q
>>7918677
>suicide
people fear loss, and often suicide is a sign of extreme pain. People believe it's worth trying to alleviate that pain before allowing death
>>7918683
I'm 18 months and have only ever been gendered male if at all, and as often as pre-transition
I'm not even treated as an unpassing tranny, just as a normal cis guy
>>7918687
Probably because how you act. You know, devoid of self consciousness.
>>7918687
ouch ;_;
>>7918689
this really doesn't help, but it's not the source of the problem
>>7918689
when I'm out I avoid interacting with people if I can help it, I wouldn't call that "devoid of self-consciousness"
some of you girls are so pretty and it's like #goals
>>7918657
uh what do i do
i don't get what the point is
im just going to be unhappy for 60 years and die
I always feel ugly and out of place when I go shopping and see cis women.
I don't want to cry in public tho ;_;
>>7918696
You're pretending you're invisible so you don't have to interact with others. Wouldn't it be easier to just be nice, smile, and look approachable?
I feel like I should just get it over with
its just like going to sleep
>>7918697
>#goals
Do not ever do this again.
why shouldn't I kill myself
The cool thing about being a girl is I can cosplay girls now and wear anime things
It snowed a lot last night and now everything feels so comfy.
>>7918733
i wanna see snow!'
>>7918723
please
>>7918723
because things can be get better
>>7918739
i feel like i could win the lottery and i still wouldn't be happy
id just be experiencing things your supposed to enjoy while feeling empty
>>7918742
are you in therapy
>>7918734
Have you not?
can we start a fund to hire a maid to clean Grace's room
>>7918535
>>7918697
don't worry about the autists here who think you have to be perfect to pass, you're plenty cute tho the choker is a bit much.. but you pass fine
reasonably well adjusted responses like setting goals and planning for the future don't really fly here, or hashtags
hi from denver
>>7918743
i was in therapy for years and it didn't help
>>7918744
no :(
>>7918726
what anime things?
>>7918746
maybe you just didn't have a good therapist
you have to try too!
maybe some medication can help
>>7918746
i had to find a decent therapist, the right ssri, fix my diet, and exercise
still not quite there, but i've sustained progress for once in my life
it's a pain in the butt but more exciting than decomposing somewhere
>>7918752
I dunno necklaces and stuff! Though idk about pic related but I love it anyway
I wanna play in the snow but it's hailing p bad rn :/
>>7918675
yeah
hugg
>>7918747
wowie zowie
I feel bad for you
>>7918753
therapy is a meme you can force people to "function" if you pump them full with meds but why not suicide at that point
>>7918759
I don't think I've ever gone out in a hailstorm. Does it hurt?
>>7918761
i will when i move to nyc!
i don't think it'll be snowing in september tho x-x
>>7918762
you're approaching this from a very negative standpoint!
>>7918739
Sometimes you movie you're in always isn't good and shows no signs of getting better and there's nothing wrong with walking out of the theater early.
Sick of constantly being misgendered.
Time to just give up this silly plight
>>7918769
but we're not in a movie, we're able to shape our destiny
>>7918757
that's a nice one :3 what do you think about these?
>>7918768
negative = realistic
>>7918777
Very colorful and nice looking!
>>7918766
Why are you moving to NYC? And probably not.
what the fuck Is the point
I could be cis and the world would still be terrible
>>7918765
Yes. Like getting pinched constantly on every exposed part if ur body. And it's cold.
If anyone wants to see snow I'll mail you some for one small payment of 19.95
>>7918779
not really
>>7918775
You can't change a lot of things lol
>>7918783
im going off to college :)
>>7918784
H-Heh
>>7918787
yeah but there are a lot of things that you CAN change
>>7918793
like what
>>7918793
If genetics and time dealt you a bad hand sometimes it's better to just fold.
>>7918789
whoo-hoo
going to college was awesome for deveoping my self-expression where my parents couldn't see me even though I cocked the whole thing up by failing out really quick.
>>7918789
snow is pretty nice when you're a kid or have nothing to do. if you don't then it's a nuisance.
what college are you going into! you were going to study something art related right?
>tfw no snow
>tfw just cold and overcast
I need to move to the north
>>7918795
your diet, your exercise routine, you can join different clubs to start making friends, you can get on medication to help your depression so you can actually get out of bed!
and you can change your attitude
>>7918801
>I need to move to the north
So you want it to get worse?
>>7918781
thanks I made some a few years ago and gave some people necklaces. I never wore them once tho I usually wear these.
>>7918803
lmao
>>7918803
shut the fuck up
all such fucking bullshit
>>7918804
I mean if it's gonna be cold and sad I want there to at least be some chance of snow
You all aren't even trying to change and be happy lol. Much easier to shit post on 4chan I guess.
This cheapo iced tea tastes like nothing >:(
>>7918814
you are just young and naive
>>7918808
ooooh awesome! You're going to kick ass emi
>>7918815
im still the same person no matter what
i could have the perfect life and I'd still be miserable
>>7918817
buy lipton peach or lemon ice tea it's the best ice tea. not the sugarfree version tho.
>>7918823
use hard drugs
itll give you something to live for
>>7918823
Ur defeatist attitude is the thing holding you back. You aren't going to be happy by making yourself a martyr
>>7918830
i won't be anything
Morning
>>7918815
sorry but you have no idea
I tried a lot
>>7918832
Oops
>>7918837
<3 u beep. one day.
>>7918837
i can't remember a time I was ever happy
i dont see it changing
why shouldn't I
tfw all hrt has done is make you look like you had a shit ton of plastic surgery
>TFW people whining about not getting snow while there's five inches outside your house and it's a bitch to clean up.
Why do people like and want snow so much?
>>7918825
Or you can just, you know, make it yourself. Lapsang souchong with nutmeg and a touch of tangerine juice works great.
>>7918844
im basically just paler and whiter :/
>>7918852
oh yeah that too
>>7918849
because it looks fluffi
>>7918849
If you've never seen something before it seems magical and amazing. Especially something like snow.
I don't think they'd fancy something like New York's level of snow though.
>>7918841
>don't see it changing
First step is visualization. Quit acting pathetic. You're better than that. A lot of people have it worse than you
>>7918849
it always snows in the winter where I live, I always kinda like the first snowfall of the year
by march I am 1000% done with it though
>>7918857
im not better
you don't even know who this is
>>7918849
The grass is always greener on the other side; or in this case, the snow is always fluffier.
>>7918829
yeah this place is not healthy and if you can realize it's not good for you leaving, even temporarily, is the best option
>>7918844
it's cheaper tho
>>7918849
desu i find the snow exciting and i want to trick myself into believing we haven't fucked our atmosphere up past the point of no return
Can I go to rehab to stop eating fast food?
>>7918844
It made me look younger. Rounder face too. Here's how I looked just a few months into this transition.
>>7918860
I don't even care desu. You're not an exception
>>7918864
just don't buy it
>>7918852
Somehow my skin got even paler than it was and now my acne stands out like crazy :/
>>7918851
>mixing the raw, smoky flavour of lapsang souchong with tangerine juice
french people should be BANNED from talking about tea
>>7918866
what am I supposed to be visualizing
>>7918864
You can for the weirdest addictions, so why not fast food?
>>7918870
Yourself closing 4chan
>>7918868
are you on spiro or cypro?
>>7918876
and then what
>>7918869
About coffee too. My best friend puts thyme in it. Then again, she's half fenno-swede, so there's that.
>>7918877
Cypro, doesn't spiro clear acne?
>>7918870
envision a future that works for you, and then plan towards it. set goals and then work to achieve them
they don't have to be big goals. sometimes making my bed is on my list. then i come home in the evening and i feel better because my room is tidy
>>7918849
No its fun to clean!!!
>>7918875
>tfw you try to reach out to your niece by sharing an anecdote but she just runs away
>>7918880
see yourself walking on mars as the very first human to ever do so
soon you will help begin work on the first mars colony with all the greatest minds of our time
>>7918867
but somedays it'll be like all I think about and I'll wake up just thinking about fast food. How do I not think about fast food?
>>7918888
find something you like that's yummy and not fattening!
>>7918884
Just you wait until you need to spend like 4 hours doing it every day in the winter lol
Hard physical labor out in the cold and soon you'll be like that guy that got the flamethrower and napalm rounds to clear it up
>>7918849
snowball fights
im waititng outside ur house in my snow fort
>>7918882
yeah, thats why I was asking
still the less oily skin will definitely help
also I'd suggest changing your pillowcases often and wiping your face off before going to bed
>>7918851
I'm too lazy for that I rather buy it.
>>7918884
FALSE! Five inches is a bitch to dig your car out of!
>>7918890
I'll live.
>>7918849
>>7918891
>why would that make me happy
its mars dawg
everyone wants to go to mars
>>7918905
id just be sad on Mars
its just a novelty
>>7918898
Oh yeah I'm doing everything I can, seems like my acne is clearing up but I should probably change my pillowcase more :/
>>7918907
hmm I suppose you're kinda correct on that...
>>7918894
I don't think that exists but I'll keep an eye out
>>7918908
yeah the pillowcase thing is huge honestly
it really seemed to make a big difference for me
>>7918911
ya gotta wean yourself off
i used to eat fast food a lot more but now i don't eat it very much
>>7918745
>>7918891
start small
look up maslow's hierarchy of needs, and work up
so if you have physical/safety needs met, maybe plan toward financial security -- ie figure out what you need to do to get a job
also, look up self-care and start doing some, every day. multiple times a day.. just constantly really
>>7918849
>there's five inches outside your house
>it's a bitch to clean up.
>>7918906
I really appreciate your concern.
>>7918918
lewd anon!
>>7918801
Overcast is kinda comfy desu
>>7918915
you shouldn't be giving anyone advice on eating habits nim..
>>7918917
Maslow's hiearchy of needs isn't necessarily a good thing to follow to the letter. Like most psychology theory, it's just a theory. I agree with a lot of it but consciously basing your lifestyle around it is silliness.
>>7918922
nim, there's nothing lewd about that post
what's wrong with you these days?
>>7918917
what if i do all that and still feel empty
i don't really have any reason to think it does and doing nothing is easier
i don't see why I should humor everyone
there's nothing anyone can take away from me and there's nothing anyone can give to me
its all empty
>>7918925
i know but i eat better than someone who eats fast food all the time
at least i have that
>>7918927
im sorry!
i don't know what's wrong with me ;-;
>>7918900
>I just drive out of it
>2ft is my bullshit limit, I'll call in sick until it melts
>>7918935
>tfw rear wheel drive
>>7918938
Idiot.
>>7918915
Yeah weaning myself off is definitely the route to take and i don't have the income I used to I don't have money for it so I eat it a lot less but I still just think about it all the fucking time I've quit cigarettes and it was like a million times easier
>>7918926
the point is to focus energy productively. of course there's no set path, no direct instruction set for fixing your life
by setting my goals to achieve gradually higher levels on maslow's hierarchy, i've avoided stumbling and losing all progress like i've done countless times in the past
it's been working for me
>>7918929
do you go outside much? i find walking to be very cathartic and seems to trigger some sort of primal mode in my brain that helps sort things out
>>7918942
it never does
i feel the same but im outside
>>7918940
aww im sorry
im giving up little things at a time to slowly get my diet on track
just got rid of orange juice today!
>>7918930
I suppose
are you planning on branching out to new foods when you're at school?
>>7918939
I live in Texas and there's rarely snow here.
I had to drive through New York in a lake snow blizzard though, that was interesting. Butthole clenched all the way from Albany to Syracuse to Buffalo to Erie to Cleveland to Columbus.
are love and happiness real or are they just goals we create so we can be happy Sisyphuses
>>7918924
i bet you're kinda comfy haribu
>>7918935
I don't like driving through snow more then two inches I've gotten stuck in the drive more then a few times because of 3+ inches of snow
>>7918940
carbs, sugar in particular, are fucking addictive
seriously, as bad as any drug. and in most fast foods, even in places you wouldn't expect sugar
do a keto diet for a while, you can even keep eating fast food burgers if you get rid of the bread
eventually you'll get control of your appetite... but sugar will always be a drug. so learn to avoid foods with added sugar and try to eat "good" carbs if any
>>7918960
ur weird
in a good way
>>7918957
if love and happiness aren't real, then explain what i feel when i look at pictures of elanna
>>7918946
Nice that's a good idea
What should I give up?
last night I had a semi-lucid dream where I was in the bathroom of my old house
I looked into the big mirror and I had pink hair and makeup and looked really ugly
then I looked into the smaller mirror and I looked normal
I'm scared my brain is trying to tell me something?
>>7918964
Sugar
Carbs
Fast foods
>>7918964
The first thing I gave up was soda, that stuffs really bad for you ><
>>7918970
what's so bad about soda? it's only bad if you drink big amounts
>>7918977
Soda is one of the worst things you can ingest in your body.
Highly addictive, it's all calories and sugar for no nutrition at all.
Tons of chemicals and HFCS so people who drink it will have worse skin, stomach health, etc.
Stay away from the soda demon
>>7918977
it's always a little iffy to talk about food in terms of "good" and "bad", but soda is a lot like alcohol in that it's mostly empty calories and doesn't really provide a lot of nutritional value
a can of fizzy pop might be like 200kcal, but it's 200kcal that's easily avoided and it's one of the easiest things to cut out if you're trying to diet
>>7918977
Dr Pepper is so addictive u.u
>>7918989
cute pupdog
>>7918991
>the hormones that transgender people take are available through capitalism
rly makes u think...
how to accept male skeleton?
how to accept being male forever?
>>7918997
end it all
>>7918996
they'd be available in socialism too tho
I need something that's $3 to get free shipping on amazon, what should I get..
>>7919001
buy me some lube
>>7919000
socialism depends on maximizing productivity
your tranny meds wouldn't benefit enough of the state
therefore, resources wouldn't be wasted on their research and development, or production.
>>7919003
a l o e v e r a
>>7919004
>socialism depends on maximizing productivity
???
no it doesn't
what do you think socialism is?
>>7919001
I usually put in a pack or two of haribos or liquorice
>>7918999
I honestly would but I'm going to die anyway
hormones have 100% made my dysphoria worse, I have never hated my body and noticed every flaw more than I do now
>>7919012
Try to find something to distract you i guess.
>>7919008
I drink water most of the time I only drink sweet drinks while eating hearty.
>>7918958
I am <3
I guess my parents are stalking my trip so time to change my CSS and drop the pleb trip. Stay rad I'll stay sad
>>7919012
The hormones didn't make your dysphoria worse, likely you're just more emotional because of the estrogen.
As for your flaws, some can be fixed, others can't. I assume your height/bone structure/skull structure are major complaints, so think about you can do to maximize what you have.
>>7919022
your parents go on 4chan?
>>7919003
>HFCS isn't used much here yet. at home I drink less sugary sweet drinks but at resturants you usually have no other good option
i usually order tea in restaurants, but that's pretty normal in my country and might be a bit weird in the USA
i mean, drinking soda isn't really a problem or anything, it's just that it has no nutritional value and it's easy to substitute for something else if you're trying to lose weight
>>7919024
Fuck if i know
I doubt it since they're quoting weeks old posts rn idk
>>7919027
Agp filth
>>7919023
maybe
it just feels like it was better before when I could hope for what I'd look like on hrt
it feels much much more hopeless now
you're right though to focus on what I can control, when I've been auswitz-skinny I think I've looked the most fem
>>7919026
I live in germany but most resturants either have cheap ass water, coca cola, alcohol or other bitter drinks. I'm not trying to lose weight tho it just doesn't seem too bad to me.
>>7919035
whenever someone talks about stims I'll think of you pleb <3
>>7919041
Well give it some time, you may look more different in 2 years.
The fact that you are skinny skelly may be good - If you have no body fat at all you may be getting nothing to your face, hips, and breasts.
>>7919026
>might be a bit weird in the USA
Sweetened iced tea is VERY common around here. Some places have unsweetened as well. Hot tea is only a thing at like diners and cafes, most restaurants don't seem to have it when I ask (at least, not at dinner time).
Hello, Pleb's Mom and Pleb's Dad.
>>7919046
may not*
>>7919042
>go to germany
>charged €1.50 for "still" water
>cheap
it's free here
>>7919053
with cheap ass I meant the quality is low so it's cheap for the resturant to buy.
i want to be a girl so fucking badly
>>7919053
can't you ask for free tap water in germany?
>>7919053
apparently they hate drinking cold water and think its really weird americans put ice in it
I get that to some degree but I still think its much more satisfying to drink when its not lukewarm
>>7919027
Me on right
>>7919059
no
they poop on shelves
(still planning to seek refuge in berlin when they start sending us to intrumpment camps)
>>7919062
me on the left
>>7919067
uwu
>>7919068
fine give up then but dont say nobody tried to help
>>7919046
>Well give it some time
ye
my dream now is basically to look back at this time and be really really glad I didn't give up through these shittier parts and that itll all be worth it when it finally gets better
I actually sometimes envision future-me telling present-me not to lose hope, which I know is kinda dumb and autistic but it makes me feel better
idk I'm not even that sad overall, I just get a lot of moodswings
>>7919068
you look like a man that looks like a cute smol girl tbhfam
>>7919069
i think you've got one too many lines in that hand, gloomy
yay, therapy day :3
>>7919081
Not all women look like porn stars..
You can get surgery.
im more convinced than ever that trannyvoice is a permanent trait if you eerent lucky enough to be tenor or extend to that range youre fu
>>7919084
its like a caterpillar version of a goat
I like it
so i know that it's look down upon here
but you can be cute, feminine, and nonpassing
be confident and realistic and have a little style and you can present non-binary while working toward passing
that's where i'm at desu. it's not great, but better than repressing
>>7919084
ru cyriak
you have the best tripcodes
so spartan is back huh
>>7913795
>>7919082
Kek
They don't understand a lot of the generals culture I think so everything is taken literally, when the only like literal stuff is just muh feels about my body
>>7919069
>>7919095
These memes are too SPICY for parents.
why are black guys so attractive
how am I supposed to be racist
>>7919078
Yes I'm dumb ._.
I knew something looked weird...
>>7919088
I like caterpillars~
>>7919090
Thank you~
>>7919086
I just got surgery
>>7919109
>I like caterpillars~
is your lil buddi still in her cocoon?
5 hundred thousand tonns of bullshit
>>7919086
get kicked in the genitals! that works in cartoons.
>>7919098
Awww :3
Ferrets are so cute :3
>>7919126
Yee~ I wonder how much time she'll need :O
>>7919130
are you selling or buying?
>>7919135
ill mail you some snow for a modest fee
>>7919144
hehe look at the little guys go!
>>7919144
look at those wiggly tubes go
>>7919086
Not true.and everyone can extend their range a fair bit. No excuses get practicing!
I'm worried my little Röpsje is going to be an ugly moth :(
can u tell i have a winky in this
Reminder that if your body is more feminine than mine, you dont belong in this board. hons ONLY
>>7919165
Put makeup on it.
>>7919169
don't you have a nice butt though
>>7919169
you look fine
>>7919168
not really
chop it off just to be safe
>>7919172
I don't want to hurt her :<
>>7919169
would kiss
>>7919151
>>7919147
>>7919183
sleepi
>>7919165
Hey, sometimes moths can be pretty too.
Also, they're all fuzzy when you touch them.
>>7919183
thats us
>>7919195
>>7919199
lauren, this could be us
except we're not ferrets
>>7919192
Nuhhh you're not allowed to touch them >.<
The little scales on their wings are soo tiny, that it's actually the scattering light that makes it appear like they have a color not some pigments :O
>>7919181
I think youd have to see my face before deciding that beep
hey if junebug comes back be nice to her
i want to try making a friend if they're ~25
now I exercise, have a nice day ladies
>>7919212
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k8qFbzGvq0w
>>7919208
What are you going to do with it once it's hatched anyway? Are you going to open your window and let it fly away? :o
>tfw half to take a 9 hour test
>>7919217
Yeah that's the plan :O
But I really hope it won't be a moth, otherwise I'd be scared of it ;__;
(But it kinda looks like a moth caterpillar >.<)
>watch creepypasta
>now scared
waaaaah ;__;
>tfw teacher says with a smile that if I fail my resit this Friday, I'll most likely not be able to partake in the final test this year
my parents would kill me
>>7919215
Omg beep
Why me
I mean look at this. This is the food i eat. Spooked yet?
funk, where are you
where art thou, funk
>tfw it's started snowing
>>7919266
>live in a country where it snows every year
>live in the small part of that country that doesn't get snow
>haven't seen snow in over 4 years
send snow please
>>7919274
its only really good when you're a kid
it basically just makes everything wet
>>7919274
Will do, there'll be plenty to go around, Anon.
>>7919286
>>7919286
new
>>7919301
I like it, even if I'm the one who's gonna be clearing the porch of that.
>>7919139
oooooh! nice. east cosat snow!
>>7919246
I know I'm ugly too. But for some reason moths are scarier than butterflies, even though I'm scared of butterflies as well, since I once that a swarm of little pink butterflies flew into my face as suffocated me :(
>>7919286
>>7919286
new
>>7919314
New?
New!