/mtfg/ - male to female general

Cindy thread

i like this thread better

lesbians cant do anything right

There's two?!:0
>>7867910
Pretty lady!

>>7867945
But I'm a dyke too.

>tfw severe panic and anxiety that i changed my name and sex and can't change it back without a Herculean amount of effort

>>7867949
Yes I made this simultaneously as the other one but this can be more easily found in archives.

I'm a dirty splitter. I have failed as a Marxist.

>>7867958
Yeah this one has the subject!

>>7867958
Trotsky>Stalin
everyone knows that

with Ash's support, I guess this is the official thread

>>7867950
u get to be honorary straight then okay

>>7867953
Why would you change back, though ?

>>7867973
idk other thread has cindy cp kinda hard to compete with that

>>7867982
Yeah

>>7867973
Because god knows you need to always make passers feel even fucking better about their amazing lives. I bet you go to country clubs and congratulate all the rich people too.

>>7867982
yeah

>>7867983
first post in this one does say cindy thread though

>>7867990
what about mtf and ftm

the other thread was agp as fuck

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>tfw friends actually liked my painted nails
T-that was different
I guess I'll keep them
>>7867982
Ur a girl
>>7867986
You pass tho

OK, time to string a few more wires on all the boards. Then solder time.

my typing comes across as masculine doesn't it.
theres nothing about me that isn't too masculine to make it.

>>7867973
>\\\< i am not worthy

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>>7867990

>>7867997
She's just mad about something and unfortunately we will be the ones she lashes out on. :c
My oldest brother has anger issues too so I'm used to it.

>>7868005
I was like 100 times dumber than you at your age. You're still at the age you're kind of allowed to be dumb.

>>7867980
Because I'm terrified if telling my boss im a tranny. My boss boss comes into the place once a week and she handles all the checks and if i told her to she has to redo my employment stuff and do my checks in my new name im sure she will laugh at me and fire me, she is only a 10/10 super fashionable rich cunt who probably mocks trannies for fun

>>7867986
I'm actually related by blood to the Botran Family.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ron_Botran

>>7868000
those digits look pretty non masculine to me
>>7868005
no ur not

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>>7867986
That's our Kayla

Que Laughter
*The Kayla show was filmed in front of a live studio audience*

>>7868000
>>7868005
two pity posts in short succession
the cuter poster generally gets more (you)s so my money is on cindy
lets watch

>>7868008
what fucking state do you live in. im guessing not in one with legal protections for trans employees?

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>>7867994

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>>7868005
let's just cuddle

>>7868014
i suck

>>7867997
>You pass tho
To random strangers maybe, but not to any of you. Also i saw my bf texted that im not good looking enough for him to truly love so i really want to fucking die

>>7868014
rude desu, I like both of them

>>7868006
look at this reply. 100%class.
how can anybody not like Ash?

>>7868000
lol if YOUR typing is masculine then i'm utterly fucked. my grasp on english is shaped by metal lyrics and dril tweets so make of that as you will

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I need Beep to cuddle up behind me and tell me everything will be alright.

anyone else really wanna eat a puss rn

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>>7867928
welp time to play chrono trigger again

>>7868029
what's that

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>>7868023

>>7868028
ZheXBeep woukd be preddy cool

>>7868030
I've been seriously reconsidering it. It's quite short for a JRPG so it won't require a shit ton of investment or risk me abandoning it halfway like I do with most JRPGs I've enjoyed before.

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>>7868030
lets play together
i love that sound track

>>7868036
its the only true ship

>>7868024
like how do you type like a "man"

i mean what are the differences honestly like idk

>>7868044
I'm guessing its gender role spooks like women not cursing or using harsh language??? IDK a lot of the girls I've met in this country make my excessive usage of the word "fuck" look tame.

I need to try and hug a semi truck, preferably as its going 70 miles an hour

>>7868037
>needs to do dissertation
>plans to start jrpg
Estas loca? tuve que posponer mi tesis de arquitectura por dos años por andar jugando Baldur's Gate II por sexta vez cuando descubri los CDs al estar haciendo limpieza en mi estudio.

>>7868046
lol im pretty sure every girl says fuck and shit

like in finland especially like every word is vitu vitu

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rsIixQOSQS4

>>7868029
Gross.

>>7868048
no

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>>7868021
You pass to mtfg, you just have a completely toxic personality and lash out at everyone
That's really shitty of your bf to say. He's seems to have done some bad shit to you (based on what you've posted before), are y'all going to try to talk it over or are y'all going to break up?
>>7868006
I wish she had a healthy outlet to let out her frustration. I don't hate her, I'm happy that she has a relationship and such
>>7868029
Vaginas are weird looking desu

>>7868041
:3

I have to confess that I wrote that message earlier today.

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>>7868044
>tfw massive hon
>basically buffalo bill from Silence of the Lambs
>no bra
>no makeup because 2poor
>shitty bangs
should I kay em ess

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X_DVS_303kQ

>>7868060
wait what?

im pretty sure everyone has felt like buffalo bill at some point ugh gross

>>7868060
you are mean to yourself

>>7868057
i used to think so too
idk i really like cis girls now

>>7868052
aren't you straight

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>>7868049
I did my 28k words long bachelor's dissertation/research project while simultaneously engaged in high level autism raiding in Final Fantasy XIV: A Realm Reborn and doing an unpaid internship. That word count is AFTER you cut off all the interview appendices, with the appendices it's, well, pic related.

My LSE master's dissertation has a word max of 10k words soooo

>>7868061
didn't mean to reply to you sorry lol

>>7868030
>welp time to play chrono trigger again
I've never played Chrono Trigger :(
I should but I've been too depressed to do much of anything

>>7868040
>>7868060
You aren't a hon and you are cute

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>>7868057
Same here, I think she's pretty and just needs some counseling to help out her emotional problems. Heck everyone needs a hand sometimes.

>>7868057
>He's seems to have done some bad shit to you
Yeah like raping me in my sleep and generally hurting my feelings. Worst part is i keep wanting him to love me back. I love him and just want him to treat me a lil nicee instead of tell me i need bigger boobs all the time.

>>7868068
yeah thought so

no one ever means to reply to me :/

>>7868060
>awesome sense of humor
>beautiful lips
>great taste in pizza
>nice tits
>lives in the San Fran equivalent of Oz

i would recommend not kee ehm est. just like grow out your bangs

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>>7868066
Then i want you to cuddle on my chest.

>>7868066
Your breasts are just fine.

>>7868067
te odio estúpida. jajajajaja

¡no se ni que haces en este desagüe!

are anime girls like fursonas for trannies

>>7868028
cuddle zhe

>>7868086
>>7868086
>>7868086
>>7868086
>>7868086
>>7868086
>>7868086

>>7868086
basically yes, along with anyone else who wants to be a girl
t. occasional animeposter

Like i asked my bf if we could drive to vegas for a few days and he said if he went to vegas he would just pay for a prostitute. I got super upset and he drove me home and i just keep feeling like shit about getting upset over it. Like how the fuck should i have reacted?

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>>7868082
W-would you dom me?

>>7868094
do people actually have a fetish to get dommed by a child doesn't really make sense but okay

>>7868085
I mean for what it's worth that shit was one of the highest stress periods of my entire life. I gained like 20 kilos, became the tobacco addict I am today, just physically let myself go in the worst ways.

2014 to the end of 2016 was, basically, a very extended, slow mental breakdown that reached its climax around October last year.

>>7868092
we told you
he is only using you for sex
it sucks but you really really need to dump him

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>>7868071
Dump him
I know it'll hurt but this doesn't seem emotionally healthy with this relationship being really one-way
>>7868086
Yes

>>7868099
hah, who would want that
totally not me

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>>7868086
most of the animus i've ever posted are male

>>7868092
he wants to break up with you but he's too much of a coward to do it, so he figures he'll do an even increasing set of shit moves until you finally come to your senses and break up with him.

>>7868089
Nuzzle beep neck with nose.

should i lose to anime

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>>7868109
Bingo!

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>>7868107
mostly b/c it's an ironic gag that i find weirdly appropriate

>>7868101
But he made me feel like i was a real human for once. Why can't men stop thinking with their fucking dicks?

>be the first to circumnavigate the world in EUIV
>the last surviving ship of that fleet is called Hawaii
Burch, you better be happy about that.

>>7868093
I used the same anime character as an avatar in all non-normiebook social media and forums since like 2012 and still do on discord, skype and LINE.

It's Kafuka Fuura from Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei.

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Buying bf

>>7868105
well I can't say I approve but as long as you keep it strictly a fantasy I don't really care I guess

elanna is my transona

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I am off to bed! Goodnight ladies!<3

>>7868100
>october 2016
that's when I broke as well. like 20 years later than you, but still.

>>7868107
do you have Kurapika x Leorio degeneracy?

helphelphelp

hwod o i find a transgirl to dom?

itt: newfags falling for kayla cycle - victim phase

>>7868109
Jesus this sounds like thats whats going on. But i don't wanna be alone and im afraid ill never have a man love me ;_;

>>7868126
same

>>7868124
Selling BF, 2 keys pure or item overpay, paints and killstreaks don't add to item value.

>>7868129
Nighty night Ash!

>>7868122
Playing Byzantium in that game is a fucking nightmare.

It's literally repeating your starting moves 100 times and reloading every time RNG fucks you over.

After that first war it becomes such smooth sailing as to be, basically, boring.

>>7868115
You should def be a Psychology major.

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>>7868106
Don't worry sweetheart i like both ways

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>>7868130
am supposed to know what degeneracy is in this context?
like, shipping?
nah

>>7868140
DOES THIS WORK IF I AM A TRANSBIAN

Should I wear mascara if my eyelashes are already girly.

I feel I'm falling too hard for the makeup meme but this shit is so fucking fun to me.

>>7868138
I'm pretty lonely, I'll pay any price
I just want a boy to hold me and tell me he loves me

>>7868144
Shipping is degenerate only if you use FedEx. Don't do that.

>>7868136
none of us want to be alone. but fuck him Kayla. I remember you were doing well previous to this. And one bad relationship doesn't doom you to a life of loneliness. I promise you that it'll feel better to dump him now than later when he starts doing shit moves like kissing girls in front of you.

>>7868006
You are so sweet goodness gracious
>>7868060
>wearing bras
What is that like ;-(

>>7868158
Well if you're ever in NY, stop in at Buffalo for some cudds

>>7868138
tf2 used to be so fun for me now it is complete garbage

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>>7868138
how about my sick duck

>>7868136
>i don't wanna be alone
The only thing worse than being alone is being trapped in a toxic relationship.
I don't know much about your relationship, but if it is going bad, the break is going to be much more painful the longer it goes on.
You should prepare yourself.

>>7868075
Does she live in San Fran?
>>7868131
Hi

>>7868132
Basically
I wish everyone had her filtered all the time but people have to learn on their own I guess
>>7868170
Olive lives in Australia lol

>>7868168
trip dropped
>>7868167
i still play it because i'm not good at any other games
i played competitive a bunch recently until i got to the highest rank

i hate my parents
i really fucking hate my parents
i wish i wasn't so useless so i could move out

>>7868122
wew
nice one

>>7868170
Australia, she lives in the most liberal city in Australia

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>>7868175
Yes!

>>7868175
It does and it's fun to practice. There's a reason cis women wear it.

>>7868178
me2

>tfw no trip roommate

>>7868168
Not even genuine, I'll pass. The only companion I need is my spy snek.

>>7868186
;_;

>>7868170
good morning can i dom u?

>>7868184
Sass is d-e-a-d!

lol

but don't we both love anchovie pizza?

>>7868157
Yes you should. Is this even a question

>>7868193
It's not pizza without onions and anchovies.

>>7868181
thats interesting

>>7868194
Should I wear makeup as a boy

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i think the other reason why i post traps is b/c i believe in trying to come to terms w/ the fact that i'm biologically male as i'm transitioning.
maybe i should add chihiro to my trapsona roster?
that seems kind of appropriate, moreso than pitou.
yea, i should do that.
it certainly is a better gag @ my own expense anyway

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>>7868189
Yeah :(
>>7868164
o-ok
I almost got a job up in CT, that was my chance ;~;

>>7868194
I'm only very slowly learning about how to do makeup and how all this nonsense works.

I'll buy some mascara once I get some cash.

>>7868200
Wet tube rat. I can smell it through my screen.

>>7868200
get them a towel quick

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>>7868195
>>7868193
I thought last time we all agreed than


mexican food>pizza

>>7868204
Well mtfg is here all the time so feel free to ask. That goes for everyone, ya bunch of girly girls.

>>7868201
Face it. You're too old to be a boy.

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>>7868205
toob

>>7868203
Unfortunate. I can give you long distance Hugg at least
*cudd*

>>7868213
What kind of foundation is good without being too expensive. The one I have right now is Garbage.

>>7868214
how the fuck do you do that

>>7868214
it's a girl now
>>7868187
x(
i actually sold most of my items to pay for hrt once lol

>>7868224
snugg

>>7868216
AAAAH THE LONG SQUIRLS TOES ARE SO CUTE

>>7868223
srsly wtf ahahah

>>7868195
Je te aime E.
truly.

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>>7868200

>>7868224
RIP itens
I would never think about selling my backpack, unless it really came down to that.

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>>7868219
I've stopped using foundation now I don't have a noticeable shadow to hide so pic related is more than enough. Good covering foundation is expensive, it's one area of makeup where you can't really go cheap.

whats a hangover cure that actually works?

Are wiener dogs ferrets in disguise?

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>>7868202
besides, i am always this timid irl

>>7868248
Staying hydrated the night before, gatorade/powerade.

>>7868248
A bowl of vodka first thing in the morning. Not good if you have to be sober during the day, though.

>>7868215
Well a 28 year old said I looked like I was in a boy band today so I'll keep saying it tyvm

>>7868262
No reason to be ashamed!

How about this, what if i don't text my bf and wait till he texts me?

>>7868071
he's emotionally abusive of you. Get rid of him now before you need lots of therapy.

>>7868201
blonde hair, when?

>>7868254
>>7868256
think I'll go for the electrolytes today thanks

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>>7868178
I hate my entire family :(
>undiagnosed autism
>fail out of school
>no help only yelling and ultimatums
>kicked out, can't function enough to support myself
>rot away on welfare
>sister gets spoiled, kittens, driving school and a trip to Hawaii - I'm starving
>lose benefits, nearly homeless, allowed to move back home
>constant emotional abuse
>grandma dies, sister inherits several hundred thousand in jewelry - get nothing
>granddad dies, sisters inherits a brand new car - get nothing
>beg dad for dental work so literally half my teeth don't rot out of my mouth, he grudgingly helps but now won't talk to me because he thinks I'm using him for his money
I hate them and I want them all to die.

>>7868267
tell him it's over and block his number/never talk to him again

also that he needs to get checked for hiv, fuck that guy

>>7868120
It's not his dick. He's messed up in the head.

>>7868271
What is there to be ashamed about in the first place?

>>7868269
I already need more therapy than anyone alive. Also the only way i could dump him is if he hit me or if i caught him cheating, anything else and im just being a control freak.

>>7868269
>before
lol

Tfw you want mtfg to call you pretty but ur trying not to be a selfie whore

>>7868281
>>7868267
How can one person me so pathetic lmao

>>7868281
dump him
he is emotionally abusing you and openly admitted to wanting to cheat on you

my nipples are seriously starting to hurt wtf >.<

>>7868286
you're pretty beep

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>>7868286
Post a selfie you pretty girl

>>7868286
Aren't you pretty though? No need to post a picture if it's already known that you are.

>>7868281
I'm glad I'm gay

>>7868285
I saw the picture. Would you be more comfortable if I deleted it?

>>7868289
Being serious here, don't all men do that, like openly talk about cheating?

>>7868279
He does have anger issues and did punch his own door down

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>>7868290
yea, that'll happen.
get used to it

>>7868277
damn, you have it tough
i had an argument with my dad once that ended in me staying in my room for six months, then my mom had to fly over to the philippines and pick me up
but she's just as bad and i've had major psychological issues for years and the best she has done is pray for me
>can't move out because psychological issues
>can't get help because stuck in the middle of fucking nowhere with no idea how to go to town or navigate town by myself

>>7868298
>Being serious here, don't all men do that, like openly talk about cheating?
not good men

>tfw you used to have no genital dysphoria whatsoever

>>7868296
isn't it literally cp
idk i didn't see it but i wouldn't save that shit in the first place

>>7868296
why would you save it at all you creep

>>7868293
Stop slut shaming

smol girl penis

>>7868305
Nothing below the waist senpai
>>7868306
I deleted it anyway. It's probably not a good idea to post that kind of stuff though, I speak from experience.

>>7868195
>anchovies
ew!!!

>>7868201
yes darling. you look good in it.

>>7868267
sounds like a plan.
better plan >>7868278

>>7868281
This is additional therapy...

>>7868298
fuckin no

abandon this shitty, abusive relationship post haste

>>7868313
interesting

>>7868309
Wut?

Am I pretty? ;---;
>>7868313
Idk this feel

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>>7868305
its more of a case that you had more on your plate with being a boy and hating that in your pretransition so you didn't have the time to deal with your genital dysphoria
same with how peoples sexuality changes
its got nothing to do with hrt and moreso to do with acceptance of yourself and your transition

>>7868298
>don't all men do that, like openly talk about cheating?
No, and I say this as a lady who was a mistress. He was open about it with his wife, and I knew and became friends with her.
>He does have anger issues and did punch his own door down
If he isn't in counseling for then, that is a very good reason to run.

>>7868329
tiny pupper

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>>7868320
it is a nice feeling when a guy hits on you in public thinking you're a girl while you're in boymode

who wants to be my gf/bf

>>7868327
idk i guess
i didn't get too much dysphoria pre-transition besides a few breakdowns over being male

i'll probably never be pretty :/

starting e/spiro this week.. but the bdd isn't gonna help

>>7868331
it's so long

>>7868335
I'll be your gf(bf)

why is everything so cute now

>>7868339
lots of things are cute.
a lot of the things that were disgusting are even more disgusting now

I need to think about making a music server on a Raspberry PI 3. It has enough processor power to do it properly.

>>7868292
>>7868291
Best girls

>>7868344
yeah ive noticed that the idea of having to wear boy clothes is even more gross now

i just wish it could have been me

hi my name is anne and ii like to play rock and roll bcos it makes me feel good ama

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>>7868347
o, cool.
someone else who knows about the raspberry pi.
i already have the model you're after

>>7868353
right?
i've also gotten weak af.
i really wish more people would hold the door open

>>7868360
>right?
>i've also gotten weak af.
>i really wish more people would hold the door open
ugh im already weak as fuck

well whatevs i guess its cool

but seriously jake gyllenhaal is so fucking cute especially in nightcrawler

I was thinking about the abusive people in my past. The only ones that I had to endure for a long time were the bullies at school. I had three abusive relationships, and I dumped those guys soon after they started being abusive.

>>7868358
What have you been doing music wise lately?

>>7868360
I'm using one to post this, play a music video, run a clock, and operate a light sculpture all at once.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZJL4UGSbeFg

>>7868358
can you please end my life

>>7868366
playing shows with my band (we played last night and killed, shit was SO cash) and writing songs on my own.

band is gonna start recording an album next month

>>7868367
yeah but first why?

>>7868366
what is the pi 3 price that's pretty impressive

>>7868367
no

>>7868287
as an old fag, you should know it's just kayla making up lies for keks

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>tfw look at yourself and actually feel feminine
Odd feeling desu
>>7868358
What's your favorite song to play
>>7868347
I've been using my desktop as my Plex server, I might pick up a Raspberry Pi for some other tinkering too

>>7868375
it's okay just do it

>>7868376
shut up Cindy you're like 12 years old you're going to be cis tier

>when even the early transitioners are complaining about not passing
dysphoria is a hell of a meme

>>7868390
>dysphoria is a hell of a meme
makes me feel better about me feeling like a gross weirdo

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>>7868362
well, desu, i was never that strong to begin w/.
my siblings picked me a lot for that.
picked on @ school for "looking gay", girls made it a point to say how pretty i was in dehumanizing ways, like i was some kind of pet to them

i take the best nudes

>>7868404
cindy is a good girl

>>7868389
I don't believe you so I'm going to continue assuming you will be cis tier in a few years

>>7868375
Cool, I wish you be best luck possible with the album. the more you play, the better you will get.

>>7868377
I got mine at Amazon for under $35. You need to add a 2.4A power supply $10, hdmi? video cable $7, USB keyboard, USB mouse and TV to have a computer. A case $6 to $20 would also be good to keep the fingers from static shocking the chips on the PCB. I have mine mounted to a PCB protoboard with a 5V/6A power supply using standoffs. I'm powering more than the RPI 3 with that power supply.

>>7868403
respect yourself and your privacy beep

>>7868404
>tfw no one to take nudes for

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How do I relieve anger.

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>>7868402
i was also picked on for crying & being more dramatic & hysterical more than other guys. being more timid. even if it turns out that i'm cis, which i doubt, it's more acceptable in for me to be this way in my eyes.
i was never good enough as a man

>>7868417
>tfw

>>7868419
go on a run

>tfw no therapy to help me become a functioning human being
why

>>7868417
you're like 12

>>7868419
i usually take it out on myself

>>7868428
Its midnight.

>>7868421
what do you mean "if it turns out that i'm cis"

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>>7868413
i will be a good girl!

>>7868434
so? I'm sure there are street lights

>>7868435
Because I used to be your age when I started posting on MTFG and I posted lewd-ish stuff then and I regret that deeply. I don't want you doing the same stuff I did and then regretting it.

desu before hrt i'd be slutty with lewds on kik like that but after hrt fuck that shit unless it makes me money

or if its someone special like a bf

hrt is magic tbqh its made me smarter

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I feel like I'm being stalked by an anon.

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R8 h8 and masturb8 my living room
Also I h8 myself

>>7868439
uWu

>>7868443
*and then having to regret doing it

>>7868446
I got to see Waters perform The Wall in concert a few years ago. It was pretty fucking cool.

>>7868445
is it me? I like to stalk people sometimes just for fun but I don't think I know you

>>7868446
>bikes

you're better than all the lazy fatties

>>7868444
same lol
i was suuuuch a massive slut before hrt and even for my first month or so
now i'm not sure if i even want to do it for money

>>7868445
bad feels

>>7868382
If the RPI3 had USB3 ports, I'd turn one into a file server.

>>7868419
therapy...

>>7868421
*hugs* iktf...
I was picked on for many things. being very feminine, crying, timid, long hair, to smart, etc were some of many reasons.

>>7868446
hugg

>>7868459
like what causes it? it cant be just the lowered libido meme

like maybe something to do with not having to seek validation knowing that you're only gonna get better and better on hormones but idk lol

anyway fuck having to say 7/10 to fat hairy dudes sending you dickpics

>>7868456
^^

>>7868465
i think it's that i'm much happier with my body now
like i actually value myself? if that makes sense. at least my body

yeah that's fucking disgusting
i don't want fat hairy dudes seeing my nudes, period
thank god i didn't take any lewds post hrt (for the most part) bc i can disassociate from all that hsit

>>7868464
>>7868465
Who r u
Hugg

all of you people seem to have had many more and more fulfilling social relationships

i can't tell if it's just bc i'm trans or if i'm an autist, but i have never really developed social relationships on my own. i keep people at arms length and convince them i'm normal but...

>>7868459
>tfw used to take pics for guys on kik all the time before hrt
>tfw haven't even really opened kik since I started because I have no interest anymore
It's nice to have some self worth

>>7868472
yeah, i guess its in a way kind of a nice thing for me like knowing that i no longer have to do this shit. but like i feel kinda damaged in a way its hard to describe

but yeah, i can imagine me growing to value my body more and more

like damn did i really see myself as that worthless to have to seek validation from fucking gross hairy weirdos

>>7868473
im kate

>>7868473
im lauren

>tfw on weight crash diet
>tfw eat a lil bit
>makes me even more incredibly hunger than i was before

>>7868475
yeah it is
like my body actually feels special now

>>7868478
i think if you disassociate from your male self it helps a lot
but yeah, i mean i didn't even need hrt to be attractive to prison gay dudes and it's just ugh
like lining up at a soup kitchen

>>7868479
if you're actually that young it's not too late to change that

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>>7868446
do you like ur bike? the wall is a good cd. i dont like hearing any of it on the radio bc it feels like one long song to me
u should clean a little. nice candle.
>>7868449
owo
>>7868457
BYKE LYFE

>>7868475
oh theres still a few cool people on kik

like this american dude who lives actually like 200km away from me and its so cool hes so fucking awesome he likes dogs and hes fucking hot too

too bad i dont have the self esteem yet to meet him irl :/

>>7868474
Dude
It's like having a deep shameful secret no one will understand
Being trans is a form of autism btw

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>>7868438
i've heard of such cases, but they are admittedly rare.
genuine cases often persist, as it did for me, i was only hiding it.
i could be wrong, but i ultimately decided that it's better to be wrong & to have transitioned than to be right & to have done nothing

>>7868489
seems like a meme, but i guess it's possible

>>7868499
bikes are pretty easy to fix if you're not braindead

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>>7868487
It's too small for me but it's comfy
That's the smashed one
Insurance is giving me 350 for it even tho I only spent 200 on it so that'll be nice
I can't clean
Thanks

>>7868474
I've been alive for many many years. FIrst grade through freshman HS were almost totally friendless. I only had the two girls down the street for part of them, and they wouldn't acknowledge me at school. ;_; My only real friends were some adults who befriended me and helped me along in my young life.

>>7868500
>bikes are pretty easy to fix if you're not braindead
ugh i cant fix shit

im so fucking afraid of having to move out on my own and having to assemble stuff or fix stuff or do stuff to my computer

>>7868488
I ended up getting a different kik account and started talking to a trans girl on campus and just exchanging advice
It was pretty nice
>>7868485
Yeah
Part of my dysphoria was absolutely no self worth so I degraded myself with stuff like that

>>7868501
i've found cleaning and keeping my room tidy is effective self care. coming home to a made up bed is oddly comforting

hard to get in the habit tho

>>7868503
that sucks, i bet you aren't anyway

>>7868504
sounds familiar... is there any way to change? i still try to make friends but i completely fail

>>7868509
they're made with uneducated child labor, if you tell yourself you have no choice but to do it and then give it a try, you'll probably succeed

>>7868509
picke up a general bicycle repair manual. Bicycles are relatively simple things.

>>7868503
What's broken on the bike?

>>7868509
Jesus don't remind me that my reality is soon to fall apart. I can barely open jars. I can fix the fuck out of a computer and run low level diagnostics on it, but real stuff? Ugh.

>>7868485
I weight crashed this summer. Spiro made me pee a lot and flushed my sodium out and I biked myself into the hospital. I had a food aversion for awhile when I was starving myself. It sucked.

>>7868516
>i've found cleaning and keeping my room tidy is effective self care. coming home to a made up bed is oddly comforting
>hard to get in the habit tho
Teaching yourself home ec!

>>7868517
>>7868516
i mean given enough time i might figure a bike out but im worrying more about other stuff thats harder

>>7868518
why is life so hard

i can just barely remove a spider from the house so how am i supposed to survive in a big city on my own

>>7868474
I have issues with fear of loss so I tend to push people away when I'm really down so they wouldn't have to cope with my death. I put myself in others' shoes a bit too readily, I guess. Never prevented me from making friends wherever I go. Keeping friendships alive in the long run, that's another matter. I always have roughly the same number of close friends unless I just went through a breakdown but they've rarely been the same than five years before.

>>7868518
i'm on bica so i get to sidestep most of the side effects
i was thinking of switching to cypro but bluh the gf's gonna expect me to use my stuff now so probaby not

>>7868524
that's totally me
i get so fucking scared of responsibility it's awful

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hey mtfg

I never post, but I'm really alone rn and I need some advice.

I've been with my girlfriend for 4 years now. She's been with me through everything and our lives are very intertwined.

I.. hooked up with my best friend of 11 years on the weekend and we both confessed feelings for each other.
He's really good friends with my girlfriend as well. We're sort of an inseparable trio that hang out all the time.

I didn't mean to fall in love with him. it just happened over time. I wasn't into boys 2 years ago and now I'm not even attracted to her.

What do I do? Do I break up with my girlfriend? I fucked everything up

>>7868516
I don't know. I found the science fiction crowd here in Iowa was accepting of my eccentricities. I really suck at the social stuff.

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Tfw recently broke through a plateau in my relationships with my ferrets and now I can't let them catch my cold.
Swim did dmt and salvia while on acid a few nights ago

>>7868526
>that's totally me
>i get so fucking scared of responsibility it's awful

ugh and they said women dont have any responsibilities

>>7868524
Learn how to do one thing at a time...

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>>7868530

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>>7868524
I really don't know. I'm on the same war path with myself I always was. I'm afraid the moment I'm on my own I'll give up.

>>7868530
Jesus fucking Christ I'd puke so badly mixing dmt and Salvia

>>7868537
>>7868530
the only drug i've ever done is weed

i wanna try lsd once i get my own place

Making a mtf discord. Don't want too many people, but having some friends around would be nice encouragement, you know?

https://discord.gg/9nYGR

>>7868527
well I think you should tell her and then go from there if you don't love her anymore maybe you should break up

>>7868537
Salvia has always been kind to my mind for some reason.

>>7868525
*HUGS* <3

>>7868527
*hugs*
It's a tough situation.

>>7868527
:/
you probably should break up with her
better than cheating
or see if she's into poly but idk

>>7868533
>porn commission
>procrastinate on writing it
>get scared because i'm late
>procrastinate even fucking more

>>7868544
hugg

>>7868542
just joined this person's group

it's 100% new, just like 3 people in it

>>7868533
>believing what reddit and r9k say about women

>>7868547
honestly im so fucking afraid of everything

like a few months ago at a grill my friend was ordering some stuff and he just fucking yells out all sorts of sauces n stuff and i dont even know what stuff there is so i get some really bland stuff because i didnt know what to say because i was afraid i'd look dumb

>>7868542
>the promised land
you didn't -just- make this discord buddy

>>7868527
you could distance yourself from your friend to see if it's worth it

>>7868552
?

well it looks brand new since there's only a few people in it and the link was just posted

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZJL4UGSbeFg

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>>7868548
Hugg qt
<3

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>tfw someone spamming porn in the other thread I'm browsing
>tfw it's just making me sad for not having an SO
delet

>>7868557
i recognized the name
idk, i couldn't join so i assumed i had joined it before
that was discord being fucky though
must have been another discord with the same

>>7868551
ugh i can't stand social stuff at all
i get so fucking terrified like i stiffen up and... ugh

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>>7868542
>Banned for no reason
Avoid this shit like the plague.

>>7868567
https://discord.gg/9nYGR

Try again

new invite. Maybe the last one expired.

>>7868527
I think it's kind of scummy, but if you're going to go that route, you better break it off with your current partner before it gets worse. 4 years though...I'd think about it for a while if I was you, it had better be worth it and not some impulse thing.

>>7868543
Yeah :/ She's really clingy though, I've tried to ask to put the relationship on break in the past and it ends in her sobbing uncontrollably until I apologise. I guess I'll let her know and let it sit

>>7868545
<3 thanks

>>7868547
Not cheating is definitely an objective. I might push the poly thing, I'm just scared she'll get really sad since she's v good friends with him as well

>>7868555
Maybe. It's probably not a bad idea, we could try to go back to just being friends

>>7868567
WHY CANT THEY JUST PRINT ALL THE STUFF YOU CAN ORDER ON A CLEARLY VISIBLE NEON BOARD

oh my god how am i supposed to know what kinds of fucking dips n stuff you have

seriously i hate ordering so much i always get lost

>>7868570
idk it seems like possibly cancer
idk who tf this god guy is

>>7868573
yeah it'd be sad to break it up
:/

>>7868574
why can't they just
chip you
so they can tell you what to order???

>>7868578
It's cancer. Or a ridiculous amount of autism.

>>7868530
slow down : s that sounds scary

>>7868578
ugh idk maybe i'll just stick to ordering pizzas

thats one thing i can do

>>7868580
At least we're sure it's not lupus.

>>7868587
It was lupus one time though.

>>7868580
>>7868578
RUDE

https://discord.gg/9nYGR

I just want some loser friends who are also m2f

>>7868573
don't pressure people into doing poly in this situation especially its just a half ass way for you to breakup with her but not "officially" breakup

>>7868589
Llama flu?

tfw no gf

>>7868565
hah yeah. There's probably no point trying to hide/stop it. We've been best friends since we were kids, even when we were both boys. We took each other as dates to our formal in year 12 as a joke. I didn't mean to actually turn into his girlfriend, life is so fucking weird

>>7868572
Yeah I think I'll leave it at least this week before saying anything to them. Blergh 4 years...

>>7868580
>>7868587
God - Today at 8:27 PM
Perfect!
How did you all get in here anyhow?
I didn't make an invite
How ugly is your body, Cindy?

God - Today at 8:29 PM
I have a girl body
IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION THAT SOMEBODY HAS MADE A THREAD ON /LGBT/ ADVERTISING THIS DISCORD WITHOUT MY PERMISSION

>>7868591
How is it rude. I was banned for no reason whatsoever, friendo.
>>7868593
Let's go with that

I'm a cuck