/mtfg/ - trans girl general

Christmas kind of bums me out.

Goood morning everyone <3
Captcha: 2800 santa

Christmas is the best excuse to get shitfaced

>>7400780
no

>>7400780
>tfw still never been shitfaced.

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I hope everyone is being a good girl for Santa.

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>tfw trying to find birdy
I'm gonna find him. I already have plenty enough to doxx him with, I just need to find a place he'd be on and communicate with me.

>>7400786
will he bring me a bf?

im sad

christmas is tomorrow

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>>7400787
GOTTEM
He's on Steam, invite sent

>>7400780
>tfw hrt made me unable to handle heavy drinking, feel like throwing up just drinking something with a lot of alcohol in it

>>7400791
Fug I missed my finals

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>>7400790

>>7400791
Why did I look at the date?

>>7400789
You might have better luck if you're naughty actually.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dikoBrTCF5k

RAISE YOUR FIST! REPRESSIONIST

i feel lonely

>>7400802
take a nap if you can sleeping is good

>>7400780
alcohol is a drug

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>>7400802
;_;
>>7400799
oh well

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>>7400785
It's aight, kind of overrated tho

>>7400793
Same actually, I get terrible hangovers these days

>>7400809
Yes, and?

>>7400814
>Yes, and?
just something to get the old noggin joggin

omg i forgot just how autistic i used to be, i saved the first few threads I posted in with my trip

soon we shall know the real answer

>>7400767
yep lmao, can only go up from there

>>7400770
66.7% ;_;

>>7400806
i don't think i can

>>7400814
Still need to try it, maybe this Friday.

>>7400786
I'm not
I'm a horrible person
I should be dead

>>7400787
why?

Dare to resist drugs and violence.

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>>7400824
I wanna get his side of things and if he's really hurting see if I can help

>>7400827
What's wrong with birdy?
I liked birdy

>>7400828
ya same

first post under my trip was

>Quid !!5sp9gl9f1vB 08/22/13(Thu)03:06 No.1197118
>>1197083
>Because weight varies a ton on a short scale, if you've gained or lost whatever it means literally nothing, ESPECIALLY with something as tiny as .5 pounds.

>Like 2 pounds maybe is the minimum variance you should actually take seriously, anything else is just how your body weighs on that particular day.

autistic as ever

>>7400832
i remember that post
why do I remember that

>>7400834
cause you're autistic too

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>>7400819
I'm confused

>>7400823
Drinking alone?

https://youtu.be/NFQ4nuUuwNo

i like this song

>>7400836
i don't think i am
do i seem autistic

>>7400838
>I'm confused
you "quit" drugs, alcohol is a drug - c'mon elanna, do i have to hold your hand while you connect the dots on this one

>>7400839
I was just being mean idiot

>>7400847
sorry

>>7400831
Birdy stacked up all his hopes in life on one girl, girl met someone irl and fell in love. Birdy lost reasson to live and, since he made that the focus of his life, lost everyting.
Everyone is at fault except the teenager girl that was used as an excuse to break up.

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>>7400846
Drinking in moderation reaaally doesn't count
Cmon I'm not straight edge, that shits so gay

i feel bad for heather

she has to many bad things happen to her

>>7400849
sorry for what?

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>>7400831
His relationship is over apparently and is having a hard time dealing with it
>>7400850
>Birdy lost reasson to live
Well I mean he at least seems to be enjoying Rainbow Six Siege right now.

i don't think im ever going to be a normal function person

>>7400853
>getting shiftfaced is drinking in moderation
you're a bad influence on emily, she'll copy your behaviour, y'know

>>7400856
Just practicing for the shooting spree.

>>7400846
estradiol is a drug
spiro is a drug
cypro is a drug

:o

how old are you?

>>7400862
19

>>7400861
aspirin is a drug
vitamin c is a drug

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>>7400858
Sorry I couldn't hear you i was doing shots

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>>7400859
Well I might have spotted him posting on /k/ but that could also be another guy in a similar predicament.

>>7400855
our daddy taught us not to be ashamed of our dicks

>>7400856
>Well I mean he at least seems to be enjoying Rainbow Six Siege right now.
and i'm making my way through fallout 2, but that doesn't mean i don't have a dedicated desk drawer for suicide notes

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>>7400828

>>7400857
Yeah that, but on the bright side, it's my birthday ^w^

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:(

what's the age gap between Claire and Heather

>>7400873
why are you sad today?

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Are there any qt grills with dicks in the Columbus Georgia area? Atlanta is only about two hours away, but I want a nice girl to cuddle with, not to pay for weird fetish sex.

Anyone? Kik- patdaddy30

I know this isn't a dating site, but it's hard to find any trans girls in my area because it's so close to fort benning

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>>7400874
If it has to be justified by saying "it's legal in this jurisdiction", it's too much

>>7400875
i don't know
>>7400869
>tfw your dad repeatedly says how much he hates you

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>>7400870
True
Videogames did help me through my worst time
When you feel like you're nothing more than a pathetic ghost on this world destined to die by her own hand
And you're not even sure if you'll die a he or a she
And you know nobody will notice or care because you have no friends and no purpose
No life
When you know your existence is entirely pointless
When you flip flop between wanting to transition and fighting it to go army
When the dysphoria gets really bad and you can feel everything coming crashing down
And you can't contain it and it brings you to tears for the first time in forever
And sometimes instead of tears you just feel like lashing out in t-rage
And you think about jumping off a sky scraper in Chicago nightly
Videogames are a nice distraction from all that. I get to live a better life through them.

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>>7400867
>Sorry I couldn't hear you i was doing shots
the only shots i want to hear you doing are ones from a revolver

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>>7400873
where did you get this picture of me?
>>7400862
21
>>7400854
Yeah
Heather had a hard life

there worst thing is when you realize the world doesn't care and some people just live and die miserable

theres always this hioe that things will get better and that they should get better, but theres really no reason for things to improve

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>>7400883
Cmon pop a squat and sip rum with me what's got u down bae

>>7400886
i keep trying to play silent hill but I get to scared

uts kind of cathartic when I work up the nerve to actually play it through

>>7400880
>>7400887
I care

>>7400872
Happy birthday, alex! I wish I could send you a package of antidepressants as a gift!

and you realize this realize this applies to everything

theres going to be war and suffering for all of humanity

>>7400893
I don't think I can overdose on those

>>7400894
yes.

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morning girls~

>>7400894
ignore it then

>>7400888
i'm actually a straight-edge teetotaler (who used to be an alcoholic)

i just need to meanpost and make you feel bad, since there's no sass right now and i'm bored of picking on grace

>>7400894
Personally I hope a lot of animals die in the crossfire and dogs are eaten by hungry families

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>>7400894
of course there's a reasson for things to improve, everything changes all the time and if it's currently bad the odds are that any change will be for good. you just have to be open to notice that change and go with it.

>>7400896
no, you can be less sad

>>7400897
morning cutey.

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>>7400894
And nothing of value was lost

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>>7400897
morning

>>7400897
did you and anna fugg each other in a hazy, drug-fueled orgy yet?

>>7400897
Morning Sertii OuO /

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reminder that your body usually does all processing and growth during sleep, so the lessyou sleep the less resultsyou get from hrt.

>>7400903
>>7400906
whats up?

>>7400908
no but we're going to get pizza and watch rogue one with some other people tommorow

>>7400894
World poverty is dropping every year though.

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>>7400910
It makes me want to scream every time I think about how sleep deprived I've been this year

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>>7400909
OMG is this who i think this is...?

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>>7400901
Rip
You're not pushing the right buttons if you wanna make me sad though, my actual insecurities are located elsewhere and they're pretty much entirely unrelated to drugs
With the exception of the possible brain damage I have.

>>7400903
>no, you can be less sad
no, I can't be
ever
I don't want this

>>7400916
>possible brain damage
i'm sure it'll become clearer to you as you get older

or maybe less clear - mercifully for you, though less so for your parents

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>>7400915
Maaaaaaaaybe

>>7400922
why are you being mean to elanna

why are people mean to people

>>7400915
calm down, it's probably only charlotte or something

>>7400916
i have a confession

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>>7400922
Not that kind of brain damage.
I'm just probably going to be depressed or waiting to get depressed for the rest of my life because I fried the shit out of my serotonin pathways.

>>7400934
Spill the tea girl

>>7400937
>girl

it's bad

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>>7400924
OuO

>>7400930
no its not...

>>7400928
she's one of the thread's emotional punching bags

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>>7400939
Go on

>>7400943
This, I kind of like being a punching bag desu

>>7400944
I've taken pictures too

>>7400946
W a t

>>7400947
I've tried hiding it, but i can't escape it

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>>7400948
I am unsure what you are confessing to
I'm on the edge of my seat
Anon
Please
Tell me

I have a confession

goodbye mtfg

>>7400950
it's my back shoulders

tfw hrt did nothing to my ability to handle alcohol

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Looking a myself in the mirror

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>>7400956
I have a
Confession
I have those tooo

>>7400952
I have a confession

>>7400961
but you already pass

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>tfw too intelligent to not be horny

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>>7400962
That doesn't mean I have girl shoulders
I have the skeleton of a boy with freakishly wide hips, and I have shoulders to match

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>>7400964
idktf

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I have finally imprisoned her

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>>7400968
>tfw no strong older tall guy to pound you and choke you while you run your hands over his chest and have him look you deep in the eyes while you feel lightheaded and fuzzy from the lack of oxygen, before he lets go and then smothers you with kisses while he cums inside you and then cuddles with you

>tfw arranging the blankets so it feels like someone is holding you

>>7400981
iktf :/

>>7400768
>tfw still not sure what to do for your gf for christmas

>>7400978
i really like this picture

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>tfw ur partner goes to bed and ur cold and want cuddles and to do gay stuff with them

>>7400978
>note to self: kill animals

>>7400990
>tfw no partner to cuddle and do gay stuff with

>>7400990
throw a rock at him while he's sleeping

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>>7400992
no dont do that

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>>7400787
Mission update
Got in touch with the bird
Gonna go to bed now
I'm hoping I can help him tomorrow
Nini everyone

>>7400997
good night Grace

>>7400997
bye~

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>>7400973
>iktf

>>7400995
Fine kill u

>>7401003
no
kill me

please

why do they make xanax taste so bad

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>>7400994
>him

>>7400981
>tfw never been held
I'm just happy to be warm under a blanket

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who is the better monster?

>>7401010
root pls

>>7401010
Their child.

>>7400990
can't you just ease into their bed and lay with them?

Can a vegan eat semen?
Just curious.

>>7400993
iktf :(

>>7401007
well, you did say "gay stuff"

throw it right at his head

>>7401015
yes

>>7401015
why not?
i'm vega-

nvm

>>7401004
I'll make you immortal

>>7401020
I'd just kill everyone else then

>>7401015
People don't count as animals.
My wife gets me to express milk so that she can use it for cooking.

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>>7401017
>gay stuff
But I'm a girl...

>>7401014
In theory but I don't wanna wake them they need their rest

>>7401022
what is being married like

>>7401015
Depends on if it's plant, animal or human semen

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>Playing Postal 2
>Couldn't afford to pay fine
>Decide to murder every single cop, steal their uniform and mark the fine as paid

>>7401026
That was a fun game

>>7401010
left is uncommon
right is just another trip here in mtfg land

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>>7401020
mfw

>>7401023
>But I'm a girl...
oh, that old chestnut, eh

just throw the damn rock

>>7401026
good

>>7401021
Immortal and a ghost that can't interact

>>7401028
>>7401032
Since I'm dressed in a police uniform I'm killing everyone who's black. I'm a horrible person :)

>>7401035
just doing accurate cop rp

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>>7401031
Girls don't throw rocks

>>7401035
It's ok being horrible is part of the game

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>>7401039
explain this

>>7401010
chara but given enough time and root will be worse

>>7401037
Be proud, I'm giving the police a bad rep.

>>7401039
I guess it's no more horrible than when I took a confession while stomping someone to death in the confession booth.

>>7401034
go fuck yourself anon

>>7401039
>It's ok being horrible is part of the game
the game of life, yeah

bully others to show dominance

>>7401046
Stay mad Mr ghost

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bajOUNg9_ms

is psychedelics and ecstasy curing depression a meme or does it work

>tfw you cut too deep
fuck

>>7401050
psychedelics yes, ecstacy no.

>>7401050
I have no idea, but now I'm interested in knowing too.

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i'm interested in ancient stories about floods

tales of great, cleansing floods seem almost as common as creation myths when it comes to the mythology of different cultures

kill me

>>7401068
the flood stories come from humans surviving the melting of the ice age

yeah, it's really that simple

>>7401074
that's interesting - those stories survived for thousands of years before they were written down, and across all different cultures

must have been some fucking badass floods

it was God's flood you fucking heathens

>>7401077
passing down stories by word was a big thing pre-written word

do you like me or am I just kind of here
I feel like im just that guy who hangs around and everybody secretly wants them to leave

Redpill me on Edie, Rachel, and Mercury

>>7401085
I like you, your nice

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>>7401085
i dont want you to leave and you're a really nice girl

>>7401085
>my life in a sentence

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>>7401085

>tfw some girls ive met over the summer are trying to get me to move to San Francisco to live with them.

Im literally running away from home and this is all scary....

>>7401085
I want you to leave

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>>7401085
I feel a lot like that too
I think everyone likes you though

i miss pleb

>>7401100
what's pleb like in real life?

>>7401102
pretty

i felt like i could relate to her more than anyone else

i could still see her i guess

i don't think im really able to mentally though

im. being weird

i think of her more as pleb than her actual name

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im attracted to girls again

>>7401110
girls are cute i like them

>>7401110
girls are cute and great for naked cuddling and kissing, not much else though

>>7401118
those are the two best things though

>>7401108
maybe she'll come back to us one day

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>>7401120
girls cant make you feel small and protected though..

>>7401121
what do you mean

>>7401110
A G P
G
P

>>7401123
she's no longer tripping, and i'm not talking about illicit substances

>>7401085
iktf so bad. ;~;

But fwiw, I like you.

>>7401122
Bexe always makes me feel safe
Not small, personally I prefer similar sizes for cuddling, but to each their own

>>7401131
owo sounds cute

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>tfw autistic and unpopular
>tfw just want a qtgf to cuddle

>>7401133
>>tfw autistic and unpopular
you're in good company, friend

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>>7401122
>tfw 6'5"
Most guys can't make me feel small either.

As for the feeling safe part, I don't think you need to be smaller than someone to feel safe around them.

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>tfw squirming in bed thinking about Choking on cock

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>tfw not sure if I'm trans
>tfw I've spent almost 4 years constantly thinking about it
>tfw not really sure about my living situation if I came out
>tfw decently sized hips but shoulders like luke kuechly
am I just dumb, mtfg?

>>7401122
A girl made me feel loved though :(

>>7401138
BASIC

>>7401137
idk the idea of someone with really broad shoulders putting his arms around me just makes me melt

>>7401140
same, i could definitely fall for a girl, it's just a different sort of feeling

>>7401138
owo

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>>7401136
y-you too

I will only keep hurting people if I stay alive
I will keep being hurt myself if I stay alive
but if I die people will be hurt too

WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO

>>7401147
stop worrying about other people's feelings and live your life, you dumb nigger

>>7401145
>tfw no 6'5 bf to cuddle with while contemplating suicide
why even live

>>7401147
Be the best person you can be.

>>7401145
Mmm.

>>7401150
other people are too important
living my life hurts too much

>>7401153
the best person I can be is dead

>>7401147
Move to Tibet and find cosmic enlightenment

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>>7401139
ye, start hrt but stay in the closet till you can get your own place

>>7401152
whyyyy

>>7401153
>

>>7401139
>tfw not sure if I'm trans
>tfw I've spent almost 4 years constantly thinking about it
Cis people don't spend 4 years constantly thinking about whether they're trans.

>tfw decently sized hips but shoulders like luke kuechly
Having broad shoulders sucks, but it shouldn't be the deciding factor in whether you transition.
I have broad shoulders too.

>tfw not really sure about my living situation if I came out
Aww, that sucks. :c
Maybe you could start self-medding in secret while you try to find a different living situation?

>>7401154
I disagree.

>>7401156
that pic is paedophilia, sertii

I don't know what to do
I just want everyone's hurting to stop
especially my own
why can't I make it stop?

>>7401156
>that pic
it's not canon
IT'S NOT

>>7401118
i meant cis girls
>>7401114
uwu
>>7401124
ok

>>7401162
That isn't Shinji

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hi can i be popular pls

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>>7401165
I wish I knew.

>>7401170
A or B?

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>>7401162
no, maya is a government employee, she's of age

>>7401166
YES IT IS AND YOU KNOW IT

>>7401170
ye sure, hi

>>7401169
it's not?

okay, i'll let you off then, sertii

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>>7401174
umm... A?

>>7401175
hihi :3c

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>>7401175
>maya
oh yeah, i forgot she existed

these are the kind of amateur mistakes you make when you've only seen evangelion once

>>7401165
cause you aren't willing to seek actual help from professionals

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>>7401177
wew

>>7401180
>you will never spend a comfy weekend at frogs place marathoning NGE

This random trip saved my life ok?
>>7401179
>umm... A?

>>7401182
They couldn't fix anything anyway
reality is what's hurting me
they can't make that go away

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>>7401185
>you will never spend a comfy weekend at sertii's place marathoning the remake films and making fun of them
it's just not fair

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>>7401189
what did i do?

>>7401193
I'm guessing A was not suicide and B was suicide

>>7401193
if you chose B I would've killed myself
I'm gonna sleep instead

>people think I'm a boy just because I look and sound and act as if I actually were one

hah if only they knew :)

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>>7401190
i didnt know i wanted this but i really do

can we please talk about how anno ruined all of the best characters and how the last movie will be garabge

>>7401193
Alex has mental problems and instead of seeing a trained professional spends her days on 4chan asking us if she should khs.

A was probably not suicide and B was suicide

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>>7401194
>>7401195
>>7401198

why would you suicide when there are lonely qt pies that want to cuddle?

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>>7401185
>>7401190
thank you for cruelly bringing these forever to be unrealised scenarios to the forefront of my mind

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>>7401156
I mean I like the idea of it but I'm probably 2 years away from even living on my own?? And the only friends I have are across the country...
also hey why wouldn't I want a 6'5 bf
>>7401159
>Cis people don't spend 4 years constantly thinking about whether they're trans.
That's probably true.
>Maybe you could start self-medding in secret while you try to find a different living situation?
Um... idk. I'm probably just imagining reasons to not do it I think I would probably be fine. What's the worst thing that could happen anyways...

Thanks for the help!

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>>7401200
because none of them are here with me right now T_T

>>7401202
ITS NOT FAIR

>>7401205
>Maybe you could start self-medding in secret while you try to find a different living situation?

DO THIS SENPAI!

>>7401198
>can we please talk about how anno ruined all of the best characters
he also ruined rei too

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>>7401211
SUBTLE DESU

>>7401207
that just takes time :<

>>7401215
please be in europe

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>>7401217
us west u.u

>>7401223
>us west
shouldn't you be in bed, young lady?

this is real euroweenie hours

>>7401223
;_;

>bf didn't take me to lunch today like he said he would
>hasn't texted me in 12 hours

>>7401214
I'm honestly convinced it's actually just a big "fuck you" to the fans for wanting more, kind of like the Star Wars prequels turned out.
I really do still like Anno, he might be an asshole but he's not George Lucas. I can at least ignore Remake and pretend it isn't canon lol.

>>7401200
because I'm a broken and crazy and hurtful person and I'm about to lose everything I didn't already lose

I'm quite fucking finished desu

>>7401232
Same

>>7401228
This has happened before dude, it doesn't mean he's off fucking some pretty cis girl. His phone's probably just dead.

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>>7401214
maybe he'll go through another depressive spell and push out something so good that it'll make the other movies seem retroactively good

unlikelier things have happened (though, admittedly, not many)

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>>7401229
nah, imo he literally did it to make his own favorite girl asuka more popular by shitting on rei and misato

that was basically confirmed when he said he didn't care to make a 4th movie lol, his work was done after 3.00

>>7401236
FUCK THAT OTAKU HACK REEEEEEEEEEEEE

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>>7401226
but if im awake at night time then i dont have to deal with my family... plus its my break from school until january so i'm on a fucky sleep schedule from sleeping in every day

>>7401227
;o;

>>7401232
desu
what are you going to lose? why are you going to lose it? you don't need to beat up on yourself like that...

>>7401241
huh, you broke up from school early

goddamn, when i was at school, we didn't break up till a few days before christmas

tfw someones exsitence makes you legitimately depressed

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>>7401247
i get about 2 more weeks off in uni than i did in k-12 school

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>>7401251
i get that way when i imagine mental hospitals for the incapable or homes for the demented elderly

i've never been to the former before, but the latter are really depressing places

>>7401251
Same but that person is me.

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>>7401255
no it pisses me off and makes me want to hurt myself
like a person and their actions
lmao
>>7401256
awhh :((

>>7401228
He's probably in bed with a real girl

>>7401258
when you get pissed off, try saying mean things to emily, that usually makes me feel better

watch this

>>7401256
same here, except your existence makes me more annoyed than depressed

>>7401258
lol the thumbnail looked like he had a goatee :D

>>7401265
I like Emily.

>>7401267
yeah, me too

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i lied im going to bed... nini every1

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>>7401266
huh
you're right
>>7401268
Then why say mean things?

>>7401265
Yeah I'm pretty annoying.

>>7401273
>Then why say mean things?
it just makes you feel a bit better for a while

>>7401277
Doesn't have the same effect for me :/

i want isla to lick my thighs uwu

>>7401285
same, but vice-versa

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>don't take spiro with orange juice
blegh

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dikoBrTCF5k

There is no greater feeling of when the hero returns.

But most of all. When that hero lies within yourself and rescues you from your weakness.

I am headed homeward. With my androgens in full flow and my endocrine system uninhibited.

This is my final victory. There are no more temptations to overcome. She lies dead at my feet. What was a tiny sliver of conscious already. No completely vanquished. I revel in your disdain. For I am your antithesis. I am the fire that burns your forest, the acid that dissolves your skin, the light that banishes your shadows

Raise your fist! EVANGELIST

>>7401288
Any pill with orange juice or milk is a bad idea.. soda or water only imo

>>7401050
'cure' is a strong word but psychedelics definitely help with depression, yes

>>7401292
hey robin, got a bit of a random one for you

do you take any PPIs for your GORD? i've tried both omeprazole and lansoprazole and both give me the most horrendous anxiety - you ever have any experience with anything like that?

>>7401297
I only take PPIs incidentally, when I have a really strong attack, so I wouldn't know sorry

>>7401288
You shouldn't drink orange juice at all, because of the potassium.

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>>7401292
I am the cure

>>7401301
oh, maybe i'm just over-using them or something

>>7401292
I don't know it makes me happy while i take them, but it doesn't last. And i can't always do drugs.

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>>7401304
I tried repressing for 2 years and ended up looking like this and trying to drown myself 3 nights in a row
no, spartan, repression doesn't work, you're not that special, stop being retarded

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>can't get mind off suicide and slow progress again

Who /catfishing trips/ here?

>>7401313
>slow progress

Iktf T_T
The weeks should go by faster...

>>7401313
slow progress is progress

make sure you eat properly and take care of yourself though

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rLGwxDJa1Do

2 hr 2 mins onward for autistic edgar action : - )

>>7401317
>make sure you eat properly and take care of yourself
I moisturized today and I'm at around 1000-1200 calories which is probably all I'll eat today, almost all granola bars though.
>>7401316
I just want my estrogen ;_;

i hate crying
>>7401285
if youre renee
then hey babe
>>7401286
wtf
>>7401314
me

>>7401319
lol okay mercury

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I can't sleep, /mtfg/, so now Im rewatching The Holy Mountain.

>>7401321
>I moisturized today and I'm at around 1000-1200 calories which is probably all I'll eat today, almost all granola bars though.
that's pretty good for a concentration camp inmate, but you might want to consider getting a few more calories in

you need it to gain a small amount of girlish fat

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>>7401323
>>7401319

>>7401322
not renee just pretend i'm a hamtaro shota
are you crying? did something happen?

>>7401324
Is that good? Should i see it?

>>7401321
February cant come fast enough

Sometimes i fantasize about death and think of how everyone would react and how they would move on and what direction their lives would take compared to the route they are on now.

:(

>>7401325
they won't even give me estrogen yet, only spiro. Their only reason is "oh it's such a big decision"
>>7401328
hugg

>tfw can only think of myself and refer to myself as 'she' when I think I look like one
and now is not such a time

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>>7401310
My will is manifest

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>tfw when the dysphoria hits.

>>7401324
doesn't look like anyone can sleep tonight

>>7401333
I feel the same, can only do this online when i dissasociate

>>7401329
Does this give you a peaceful feeling or a sad one?

>>7401329
>tfw nobody would notice or care if i die

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>>7401328
Depends, are you into really weird spiritual stuff? It shares a lot of themes with NGE, you might find a gem in it, you might find it meaningless. Its pretty abstract.

>>7401322
Isla what time is it for you?

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>>7401327
some things upset me more than they should
i hate when people use words that they dont understand the impact or meaning of.
Ive been crying past few hours.
but a hamtaro shota?
maybe
depends on what you look like though
>>7401343
3:24 am.
im gonna just sleep soon
crying has exhausted me.

>>7401336
block it out with drugs, video games and avoidance

>>7401343
Ill check it out then, may as well

>>7401344
what happened senpai?

>>7401344
i imagine that's frustrating
do you tell them not to use the words?
if they're your friends i'm sure they don't want you crying
get some sleep, maybe you can escape to some nice dreams