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Last thread >>5707745
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First
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>you will never pass
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>>5708935
I'm an expert, I've once dated both of them.
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>>5708938
please end it tbqh
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Have you adopted a beautiful black boychild yet mtfg?
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First for true love
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xth
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>>5708953
>tfw ur alone forever
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>>5708943
I just saw my gf in the mirror
bitch was cash

>>5708954
look at those pouty lips, kek
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>>5708949
>been 6 months since anyone in your life or any strangers have called you male
>still burning in hell on the inside with these feels that it's never going to happen
It doesn't get better
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>>5708950
Who.ru?
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>>5708954
WHOOOOOOOO is that cutie?
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>>5708950
Fuck off chink

>>5708954
>filename
Well played
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RIP

Elanna
Sheen
Edie
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>>5708953
>tfw your true love just wants you to go away.
Love brain eater though
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>>5708962
such a lust for crossdressing
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>>5708952
Yes. But he doesn't get along well with smith (we call her rebecca), my white foster child. I believe it is latent racism, and his more passive behavior have made me start him up on hrt as it seems to fit her temper better
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>>5708965
Edie always comes back.
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>>5708959
>never been gendered female
>look extremely manly because fuck my genes
>not brave enough to kill myself

;_;
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>>5708953
Tfw you would have been first but your phone gets the shittest captchas and takes forever to load shit on 4g
>>5708956
Hey thats okay, you'll find the insect thats right for you soon
>>5708954
*sex and the city theme music plays*
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>>5708965
Soon to be me
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>>5708959
It's been a little over a year for me, things do get better. They doooo
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I fell asleep after sex last night and slept in. My ride for school got here and I only had time to get dressed.

I'm covered in dry cum and had to wipe it off my face in his car.

Help.
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>>5708973
this is where im at too.

im literally waiting for something to kill me at this point.
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>>5708978
I'm gonna second this. Or at least I can hope
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>>5708948
Well just be careful about being here too much anon ^^. This place can really drag people down, it almost got me for a while but a break helped me clear my head.

It's not even hard to be nice, it's just having empathy and realizing we're all in shit same shitty situation, why not try to make it a little better for everyone involved instead of worse. I just wish more people bothered to put that little bit of effort in.
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>>5708961
30 minutes still counts!
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>>5708978
franku anon NO!
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>>5708965
did edie stop posting here?

elanna will be back, but i think its better she takes a break

sheen wont go through with it
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>>5708979
Post pic
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>>5708973
>>5708984
jeesuz im an ungrateful bitch, that's horrible, why is life such an unfair piece of shit?
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Without boys there would be no wars.
We should keep them exclusively as fuctoys
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>>5708984
Why wait, just step in front of it. It's generally over pretty quickly.
>>5708995
gr8 b8 m8
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>>5708978
not if i die first.
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>>5708984
Same, I hope it comes soon.
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>>5708990
Sheen says he's planning to kill himself next week every single day. He's a fat disgrace, a murderous rapist and an attention whore.
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>tfw your dad wants you to just live as a boy on hormones forever
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Time to be a fatty yay
>>5708987
Oh, hey Cheska
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JUST A PRANK BRO
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>>5708999
mtfg suicide pact when
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>>5708984
That feel when Carl passes better than me

>>5708989
Too late.
I shall join pink guy
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>go to pick up medicine
>call my number
>busy fun posting
>ma'am! Ma'am!
>get up
>other patient shouts "don't worry she's coming"

I guess this is what passes for female to people in a hospital
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>>5708984
>>5708973
I know these feels too well
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>>5709001
post soles raifu
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Some fashion/passing advice from friendly neighborhood manga tranny.
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>tfw you want to talk to mtfg people outside the thread but you're too autistic and shy to carry a conversation
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>>5708991
I did here
>>5708738
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>>5709013
That's actually really good advice that I should take myself.
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How is mtfg today? ^-^
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>>5709005
>waters externally
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>>5709013
>tfw would look ridiculous in girl clothes
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wow, you stopped walking around with visible boobs and a moustache. It wasn't that hard you retard.
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>>5708984
fuck. i know this feel
>>5709001
yours too? he thought i was gonna go full time at 30 or 40.
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>tfw no qt bf or gf to murder you
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>>5709005
is that an entire pickle on its own as a side dish?
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>>5709031
murder me first bb
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>>5709025
Its too gooooooddddd
>>5709020
Im doing okay today! Not much to do besides eat a yummy lunch and play games
>>5709032
Yeah, pickles are yummy
>>5709013
How do I wear pants like a girl q-q
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>>5709030
the offer to be my eldritch gf is still there.
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>>5709032
Is that a problem?
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>>5709019
The entire manga is really good. The three main characters are unrepentant butch (that might be FtM though it's highly unlikely), a definite MtF that crossdresses regularly and messed up sadistic girl that has sex with old men for money and doesn't ever want to age beyond 15 years.
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>>5709031
Is that so much to ask for
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>>5709020
feeling super! I switched from Estrofem to Prognova and been feeling a lot better, the stomach pains arnt as bad and they dont wake me up in the middle of the night anymore, plus its overall cheaper!

How about you Korra-chan? :3
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>>5708996
>gr8 b8 m8
We would all be bffs without boys
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>>5709031
>be happy with and in love with someone
>want them to MURDER YOU AND DESTROY YOUR PHYSICAL BODY so you can't experience the world with them

jesus christ some of you are hopeless
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>>5709005
Ayyyyy
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i got depressed and deleted some people who didnt gave a single shit about me
i dont even know why i keep using skype, i talk to like one person a month who asks me who i am
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>>5709033
no

>>5709039
>>5709044
>tfw no qt bf or gf to poison you and cuddle you while you die
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>>5709042
Yeah, no.
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>>5709001
Fuck that, time to own it and make your dad butthurt.
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>>5709035
>How do I wear pants like a girl q-q
You need hips (or illusion or hips). Here you need a combination of luck, hormones and either fat to make up the hips or complete lack of fat to show the natural curves guys do also have

2) female pants. Which are actually differently tailored than male pants.
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>>5709044
Why experience the world?
Most of its fucking shit
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I will never pass.
I never have a bf.
I will never get laid.
I will never like myself.
I will never be happy.
I will never not be sad.
I will never have the strength to end it.
[spoiler]and I can't take another day of this.[/spoiler]
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>>5709045
>>5709005
This is more food then I eat in a day, and it makes me super jelly
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>>5709059
That reminds of Mako-chan from Wandering Son. It's so rare to have unpassable trans women in manga.
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>>5709059
wow i look like this

ugly wide shouldered scrawny man with no hips or butt
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>>5709049
>>5709057
i used to think that exact same thing because i was suicidal every day

i used to fantasize about elaborate "romantic" deaths with whatever partner i had but this was all before i had actual relationships with people in real life where I lived with them and shared a life with them

when i thought like that i was still going after people long-distance and wasn't an adult

hopefully ya'll grow out of it
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how is everyone today?
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>>5709044
physical body is already very much destroyed
the mind deteriorates yet lingers on in its corpse
god left me unfinished
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>>5709035
agreed, i love pickles lately

>>5709037
it just seems incongruous with fast food... no prep involved at all
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>>5709048
>tfw made a skype
>tfw afraid of talking to people because im boring and not very smart

why god why
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>>5709049
>tfw they'll never shove their tongue in your mouth while your throats closing and choking
>>5709059
Come here senpai, we can do all the drugs before walking off the building.
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>>5709056
really you just need to wear form fitting pants, with a little hip flare and make sure they're pulled up to make your butt look awesome
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>tfw getting prescribed hormones today after months of selfmed
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>>5709066
You're just a child still trapped in their own peverted world
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>>5709056
Well Im just gonna keep eating this sandwich and pray it goes to the right plaes. I guess I should get some womens jeans soon too, Ill have to remember that when I order clothes tonight!
>>5709061
If I ever run into you Ill treat you to a really nice meal
>>5709071
My old coworkers would always give me some shit because Id get a pikle every tiem I ate at work but theyre so juicy~
>>5709045
That looks real good
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>tfw guy who knocked on my door and I was rude to didn't kill me for being a degenerate man with boobs

Fucking beta.
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>>5709073
I mean, pretty much everyone here is boring in their own ways, we're all hanging out on 4chan. Doesn't matter though cause talking to people is how you stop that :P so do itttt! Or just add people off the zeemaps I think my info should be updated onto there now unless it still hasn't gotten approved.
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>>5709070
then if you're not afraid of death because you believe that consciousness lives on despite the release of a physical body through whatever means, and then you want to die, then just do it

dont just whine about it all day on the internet. in the back of your head you know it will get better though and you're afraid of nothing happening after you die, that's why you haven't done it yet.
>>5709078
hey at least i dont want to kill myself bro
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>never really had acne in high school
>now 21 and acne is hitting me like a fucking brick
pretty shitty tbdesu, what cream/soap/whatever do people use for this

also how do I come up with programming projects? I keep meaning to do shit with Node or C++ to not get completely rusty but I never have a decent idea so I do nothing instead
>>5709031
>no one will ever break into my room and attack me
>>5709027
>therapist wants me to try to "live as a girl" in my apartment since I'm terrified of ever presenting in real world
>haven't started HRT so girl's clothes would look horrible
>can barely look at myself just wearing women's underwear without getting disgusted
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>>5709069
You look like a friend of mine from high school. o.o
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>>5709069
see
>>5709070
>>5709074
>>5709059
>>5709031
>>5709007
>>5708973
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>>5709059
im on the same boat so far.
at least you probably live in a country that will allow you to make enough money to eat and buy hormones, if you arent into hormones yet.
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>>5709086
i use hrt for my acne :)
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>>5709086
>can barely look at myself just wearing women's underwear without getting disgusted

Fuuuuck iktf
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>>5709081
This world...
>>5709089
(You)
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>>5709083
>>5709083
>tells people to grow up
>misgenders and acts like a child
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cheer up you guys

http://inspirobot.me/
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>>5709069
Meme team material/10
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>>5709101
>bro
>misgendered

sorry dude did i trigger you?
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>>5709099
So have you finally accepted the fact that you are a girl mado-chan?
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>>5709044
That would be the dream
>>5709059
Hey i was just reading this manga. Izumi is suuuper cute.
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>>5709101
>getting offended by 'bro'
holy fuck, is your skin made of an eggshell? it's just a word, bruh. nobody's 'misgendering' you calm the fuck down.
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>>5709088
what high school? describe someone I'd know.
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>>5709105
Second image.
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>>5709107
Bro and dude should be legal
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>>5709113
No I know it's not you unless you're cis female and have since joined the army. Just was meaning it in like hey you look like a cis girl I used to know.
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>>5709107
Your ugly face did

>>5709110
Fuck off
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>>5709073
i'd talk to you whenever I can.
As long as you answer back that is.
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>>5709105
What?
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>>5709035
Sounds like my kinda day lol together plan on doing the same desu! Gonna play digimon alllll day

>>5709041
holy mackerel that sounds awful I'm glad to hear it doing better tho!

I'm OK enjoying my off day by playing video games and not cleaning up
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>>5709036
pls email me then
[email protected]
(please i made this then forgot about it and really like this email)
>>5709081
>tfw nobody will kill you when you come home late one night
cowards
>>5709116
this pls. i use dude and duder a lot in real life desu.
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>>5709122
hey man sorry bro didnt know u were such a lil baby ;)
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>>5709107
>>5709110
>>5709116
>standing next to male coworker
>patron says "Thanks guys"
>spend two hours convincing myself I didn't just get misgendered.

I get it.
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>>5709122
that's not calming down.
>>5709126
#inspirational

>>5709131
but pleb, i don't live in ny. sorry to get your hopes up.
>>5709133
yume the realest.
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>>5709133
>>5709136
Keep that trip on sir
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>>5709108
If anything I feel less of either.
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>>5709134
Been there.

>>5709136
That's some SERIOUS self control o.o
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>>5709134
ive seen entire tables of all girly girls with no trannies get called "guys"

this is normal american vernacular
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>>5709134
Well, I hear "guys" used to refer to a mixed group all the time, I wouldn't think anything of it.
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>>5709141
nice meme.
>>5709144
i don't really know what it's trying to teach me???
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>>5709105
>inspirobot knows that feel
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>>5709106
Started at the bottom now we here
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>>5709144
>>5709145
>>5709146
I'm not exactly rational sometimes
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>>5709134
I dont obsess over it. I think I've made peace with the fact that i wont everbpass or stealth or get to pive life as a girl. All i can do is try to be cute and androgynous.
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>>5709156
as long as u can understand that and dont let it get to you

nobody is rational 24/7
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>>5709148
Sir, I'm going to have ask you to stop leaking out your C19H28O2
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>>5709149
that
fucking
feel.
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>>5709156
Hey not like I was saying I am ^^

>>5709148
Obviously that the key to self control is to learn how to give and undo birth at will.
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>>5709158
That's my goal too bb
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>>5709162
nice meme, hon. :p
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>tfw you'll never hug Dreamy Girl
>tfw Noun will never love you
>tfw no drugs to od on
>tfw people would care if you killed yourself
fml
>>
>>5709174
I wouldnt care
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>>5709168
You will neither be cute or androgynous. Sorry.
>>
>>5709177
Thanks anon just need the rest to follow
>>
If you're afraid to kill yourself because other people will care, then you don't actually want to kill yourself
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Think I'll ride the rails today
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>>5709136
that's okay senpai.
>>5709163
i don't know if this is a suggestion or an observation.
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>>5709188
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>>5709192
>inspirobot being a transphobe
>>
>>5709186
That's some first class passive aggression bro
>>
Why is kayla so ugly inside and out?
>>
>>5709191
an observation. thanks for reminding me, inspirobot..
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>>5709197
DONT FUCKING MISGENDER ME!!!!!!!!11
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>>5709198
Autistic crossdressing redneck.
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>>5709196
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>>5709192
It wasn't meant to be suicidal if that's what you're thinking
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I feel cute today! Cute!
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>>5709213
You are! Cute!
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>>5709210
oh, i hope not. where are you going?
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>>5709213
wow
youre CLEARLY using a fucking filter
>>
i'm seriously losing my shit with broccoli atm.
who cares if kale is more pretentious? kale has never ruined one of my health juicings like broccoli has rn.

An Open Letter to Broccoli:

Fuck you

-Ardhanarishvara
>>
>>5709213
Woah, that's a lot of hair.
>>
>>5709213
You look very handsome
>>
>>5709220
I'm literally not
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>>5709213
you must tie up your hair, right?
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>>5709228
okay hon lol
>>
ugh i'm reading this idiot's biography in english and i still hate it
>>
>>5709225
pup has more !
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>>5709186
>caring about others means you're not suicidal at all
It wouldn't stop me given the chance. It just sucks I'll hurt people. But please don't stick your retard logic anywhere near me thank you.
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>>5709233
Show me
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>>5709238
i showed you that one picture when my hair was wet. i will take another after i shower later OK?
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>>5709201
I just want to punch you yume :)
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>>5709225
>Woah
I'm related to Chewbacca tbdesu

>>5709229
Not at my new job. I love it flowing. Need to get a haircut and get some bangs tho.
>>
Should trans people be allowed to piano dags?
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>>5709213
Get a buzcut faggot
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>>5709230
Someone sounds a bit salty
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>>5709253
trim ur eyebrows dude
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>>5709251
I used to buzzcut during repression
It's why my hair is so God damn thick now
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>>5709253
They just don't know what lighting is because they've never taken a picture out of their dark room.
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>>5709213
Damn that chin LOL
>>
>>5709253
trim those sideburns
>>
>>5709242
Not when its dry?
>>
>>5709261
Yeah I need ffs desu
>>
>>5709258
>thick
Oh hon, that isn't thick at all
>>
Tfw get ffs and still don't pass
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JUST
U
S
T
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>>5709282
not if you make up situations in which imaginary people clock you
>>
>>5709264
nvm i remembered my body is disgusting lol.
>>
>>5709213
v cute
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>>5709283
uhhhhh
>>
>>5708965
Woah
What happened to Edie?
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DAILY REMINDER THAT TRANS IS A MENTAL DISORDER
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>>5709300
Just anons trolling as usual.
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>>5709301
Okay bro
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>>5709301
Oh Skylarrrrr
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>>5709287
Implying I ever do that
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>>5709305
Oh Chijooooo
>>
http://strawpoll.me/6790271

http://strawpoll.me/6790271

http://strawpoll.me/6790271

http://strawpoll.me/6790271
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>>5709300
Check the last thread.
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>>5708938
HI MADO
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>>5709298
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>>5709315
HI REMY
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>>5709301
you leave these beautiful gorgeous gals alone, ya hear?
>>
i feel so fucking horrible, everything keeps getting worse and i want to puke
why cant i just fucking die already
>>
>>5709310
I don't look like either and I'm pretty sure it makes people uncomfortable
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>>5709316
/mtfg/.jpg
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>>5709291
Hey me too pupper
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>>5709300
she had to go home for dinner
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>>5709324
whoops lol i wish i could get ffs oh well.
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>>5709319
No, it's true that it's a mental illness it's the same as being retarded
>>
>>5709327
BACK THE FUCK OFF?!
>>
>>5709318
HOWS LIFE M8?
>>
>>5709301
I'm a real girl
>>
http://strawpoll.me/6790334

http://strawpoll.me/6790334

http://strawpoll.me/6790334

http://strawpoll.me/6790334
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>>5709301
A-at least my name isn't Skylar.
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>>5709334
SAME OLD SAME OLD, STILL BREATHING AND THERE'S NEVER ENOUGH DRUGS TO STOP THAT. What's up with you?
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>>5709336
I don't have money for surgery you retard, I'm fucking broke
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>>5709340
You seem pretty upset my man
>>
>>5709310
i mean, Circé tells me i have very androgynous features and i can see what she means, but because of the way i dress i get gendered male 100%
>>
>>5709342
just been talking to some old friends that i knew from school, kinda nice. although its kinda worsening my self hatred ;_;
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>>5709353
You got hugboxed
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>>5709347
you're in the
>not at all, i am an obvious tranny
category and i'm the upset one?
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>>5709301
You got a cure there pham
Please, you gotta end this nightmare
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>>5709343
FITE ME

Yea thats right

Thought you wouldn't~
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>>5709365
I won't fite you, but you'll end up doing this desu senpai.
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>>5709369
Edgy~ What's got ya so mad
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>>5709362
You honestly asking me? Because the cure is to love yourself. Don't let other people tell you who you should be or who you are. Just love yourself, and the people around you will start loving you as well.
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>>5709356
Why is that? Are they surprised or something?
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>>5709377
thats some real fuggin bs rite thur
cis lesbian go reee
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>>5709374
nothing actually, just wanna shitpost, you know?
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ha
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>>5709326
You're not allowed to get ffs without my approval first.
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>>5709357
anon please
you're the least qualified one to comment on what i look like
i wouldn't say that my body is particularly feminine but i'm not spending endless hours thinking of different ways i could improve my body
>>5709387
surprise, a bunch of faggot twinks wish they were born female
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>>5709388
why? i need it. not even memeing on you.
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>>5709359
Yes
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>>5709384
>cis lesbian go reee
what? I'm having fun here not being a lesbian, but girls are hot I guess
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>transbians
>cis women
>passers

normies, pls go so i can be miserable in peace.
>>
>>5709378
they're not really fussed about me being trans, they said its just nice to speak to me again.
its just the feeling of being a traitor to them is making me hate myself.
>>
>>5709387
What are you laughing at?
At a group of people who realizes that transitioning is fucking stupid and they rather not be freaks and never be able to get a good job, and instead they deal with it and have a normal decent life?
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>>5709393
Whatever you say shrek
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>>5709386
Aw, well shitposting can be fun it just feels like there's never a stop to the hate =( Just hard to tell the difference with the lines blurred so much.

>>5709402
>Implying most of us don't desire a normal decent life
If I could be happy being a guy I would but umm yeah nty.
>>
>>5709387
ha, these guys didnt do what I did which is the correct way to live life. hon
>>
>>5709395
Prove it
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>>5709410
>If I could be happy being a guy I would but umm yeah nty.
>implying you're happy now
nycteri.jpg
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>>5709397
but i have nothing to be upset about, i am an attractive cis female here for the keks
>>
Gay men leave this thread and hang yourselves while you're at it.
>>
>>5709413
? no. literally the last person i ever showed my picture to said 'is this a joke' then blocked me, lol.
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>>5709410
Well, I'll just chill here for a bit
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>>5709416
Much happier than I was, and getting better. Today's actually really good~ ^^
>>
>>5709387
that's b/c most of them are non passing, failed mtfs looking for an out
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does anyone still have the cock hat vector that elanna made?
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>>5709422
Pup thats sad ;_;
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>>5709377
What if transition is the only way to love myself?
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>>5709431
Ask her, she's still around. Dropped trip though.
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>>5709401
You're not a traitor though, they're probably happy you've made changes to your life to be a happier person. So don't make yourself feel bad about it I doubt that's what they'd want.
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>>5709432
i'll be dead before i can afford ffs so whatever.
>>
>>5709431
Yeah but it's on my computer
Sorry ;_;
Have you tried googling it?
>>
>>5709431
Get out David
>>
>>5709421
what about straight men
>>
>>5709409
well i certainly don't have to prove myself to you
>>5709377
>White Cis Female
>posting Ore Twintail
toppest irony
>>
>>5709431
look who's alive and well, the train station drama queen
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>>5709439
So am I
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>>5709451
I enjoy the show. I'm sorry, I didn't know you guys owned it.
>>
>>5709421
>>5709449

if that happened, you'd be left with str8 male aka transbians
>>
>>5709446
Listen, I'm not gonna be disgusted by you or abandon you or something. I aint gonna make you show me your face, but I'm suuuuper curious.
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>>5709456
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>>5709437
Then you're wrong. someone loves you and when you find that someone, hang around them. They will be your ticket to loving yourself
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>>5709467
>>
>>5709463
Remove yourself
>>
trans community is the place where i have been more discriminated and made fun of, of all places i have being.
people calling me ugly
nobody ever willing to help in anything
just selfish people
friends who turned their back because they didnt like my situation

i wish i would had stay in closet and never tried to be friend with trans people
>>
>>5709465
that's life. i'm going to go to bed i guess.
>>
>>5709462
i just thought it was an ironic choice, feel free to post whatever anime you please
what about the show did you enjoy?
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>>5709473
someone get this normie out of here reeeee
s-she probably looks worse than most trannies to be doing this for her self esteem anyways

h-h-hon
>>
>>5709401
remy add me on skype nahh? my id is dys3rd

>>5709478
desu why would you take any chan based community as representative of a wider demograph?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SH-o7edhqss
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>>5709467
bexe said that? the delusion is real, jormy is actually qt
>>
>>5709473
That's what this is all about. Loving yourself and realizing that you don't need to follow the definitions others have created for you. It's kinda roundabout but it's also that for many of us it was hard to express ourselves at all previously.

I mean, it's just if there's a better way to fix the problems between how we feel and how we're forced to act normally as male, I'd be interested to hear the idea.
>>
>>5709480
Goodnight pupper.
>>5709478
Sorry to hear.
>>
>>5709491
>desu why would you take any chan based community as representative of a wider demograph?
who said chan based community?
>>
>>5709473
I kinda like this shitposter
>>
>>5709503
i just assumed since you're here that this is the "trans community" you're on about. if you've had such bad luck with trans people elsewhere, i'm sorry to hear.
>>
>>5709483
It was pretty funny and it knew what it wanted to be
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>>5709511
Skylar is p great senpai
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>>5709235
the only retard logic is wanting to kill yourself desu

if u have nothing to live for fucking do it, who cares what anyone else thinks?

people who actually kill themselves have literally nothing to live for in their own heads, they dont think about their families or anything else

stop being an attention whore retard
>>
>>5709511
Why? I'm pretty dumb
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>>5709518
>I love to pretend I know everything
Here's your (You)
>>
>>5709268
same
>>
>>5709528
For what parts Maddie?
>>
>>5709516
that's a sound enough reason, it was pretty entertaining and lighthearted
>>
Most people commit suicide for attention, that's why women have such a higher "attempt" rate then men, but more men actually kill themselves, because attention.
>>
>>5709492
To bad some stalker probably killed her
>>
>>5709513
trans people in real life
other chat communities
my life is a fucking joke, im pretty sure if anybody else had my life they would had killed themselves long time ago
>>
>>5709518
>>5709525

>tfw friends are falling out with each other
>>
>>5709540
wait what happened? did she stop posting?
>>
Also fuck people who commit suicide
>>
jormy post your sweety
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>>5709447
all i can find is the poorly cropped version that i made
>>5709448
i already tried desu
>>
>>5709531
rhinoplasty, forehead reconstruction, eye lift, hairline advancement, chin reduction
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If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends!

Which spice grill are/were you mtf g's?
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>>5709536
solar was actually a really smart way to get Soji back into liking the Twintails again. It was pretty unique
>>
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>>5709548
>>
>>5709555
who
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>>5709554
oh yeah and a lip lift because my philtrum is too long
>>
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>>5709554
Just sit in the chair
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>>5709525
you know im right, thats why you're deflecting m8. people don't WANT to kill themselves, they just do it

if you start thinking things like

"id kill myself but id hurt those who care about me"

"id kill myself but its too much work id rather lay in bed and THINK about killing myself all day"

no matter how you rationalise it in your own little head there you're not actually suicidal you just have suicidal ideation and major depression
>>5709546
some people just cant learn to take life for what it is and love it as it is, most of the people here who complain about wanting to kill themsevles all day are teenagers so it's not really surprising i suppose, even i'm still a teenager for a few more months.

the ones that are in their late 20s and still are suicidal are the ones that have the legitimate issues and need serious psychiatric help, before you get to that point you really can turn your life around you just have to want to
>>
>>5709555
Sporty
>>
>>5709555
I always thought sporty was the hottest.

Sporty, posh, baby, ginger then scary in that order. Fuck niggers.
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>>5709539
Sure but I haven't attempted because it won't be just an attempt, i'll make sure it just happens. I only talk about it so much cause it's what I think about what i'm feeling what I want, it brings me a warm fuzzy feelings.
>>5709546
Right in the mouth
>>5709566
(You)
>>
I just got the call for my intake appointment for surgery. The appointment is in 1 month, and from there they said it will be about a year to the surgery date.

Help me I'm scared. I'm starting to have second thoughts. Like, I'm happily out as a girl and living fine but just the surgery bit, I don't know. I'm happy, do I really need this?
>>
>>5709555
none
>>5709557
well if your superpowers come from liking twintails, it makes sense that he would need to appreciate what it takes to have ridiculous hair to be worthy of that power
or whatever the explanation was
>>5709573
do you?
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>>5709566
Hey, back the fuck away from Mado you fucking self adsorbed prick.

>waa you don't know the pain
>waa you don't really wanna comit suicide
>muh suicidal thoughts
>>
have you ever tried taking a lot of testosterone to see if makes you feel like a man?
>>
>>5709566
>no matter how you rationalise it in your own little head there you're not actually suicidal you just have suicidal ideation and major depression
what if I attempt to take my life when I was a kid and I enjoy trying to overdose on antidepressants? Also I have been cutting myself for the last 6 years.

Does that make me suicidal or just depressive?
>>
>>5709573
In the last few years the only time I was having second thoughts was before an orchi. It seemed to irreversible. Why was I transitioning? Was this really my life?

Went through with it. No regrets since. Stupid brain just wanted something to freak out over.
>>
>>5709560
absolutelyfeminine
>>
>>5709573
Are you just letting the 'everyone needs surgery' rhetoric get to you maybe? Looking masculine and having a few masculine features are drastically different things.
>>
>>5709572
you're cute and you would make a cute choker girl for a nice chaser, i hope you feel better
>>
>>5709478
this thread is definitely not representative of the real world.
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>>5709582
depressive and you probably have a serious psychological disorder. at the end of the day people can rationalise it as wanting to die all they want, but there are tons of ways to easily make sure you will 100% kill yourself.
>>
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>>5709577
>mfw auto-correct corrected absorbed to adsorbed. You aren't the film left from gasses
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>>5709581
the doctors tried to do that to me when i was like 17, i said no thanks k bye
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>>5709582
a retard.
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>>5709572
See a shrink, because whatever you think is so bad you want to kill yourself over, isn't. Life, not death, is what gives us freedom.
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>>5709588
>choker girl
wat
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I'm practicing my voice

how do I know if I pass without asking someone for validation

also is there any reading material in particular I can read to myself to gauge how good I sound
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who are you voting for amerifriends?
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>tfw actually want to feel like I can identify with some sort of transgender movement

>all "transgender" people are just AGP fetishists or old hons.

I envy the old gay movement, when LGBT actually had some decency rather than being the extreme tipping-point of late capitalist porn culture.
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>>5709560
Dang, that's a biiiiiiiiig difference, gg j-dawg.

>>5709571
>Sporty, posh, baby, ginger then scary in that order. Fuck niggers.

I lel'd. Sporty's pretty chavy/trashy though init m8 D:

>>5709576
WHY NOT? PICK ONE NOW

>>5709567
WHY SPORTY
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>>5709543
>im pretty sure if anybody else had my life they would had killed themselves long time ago
then see it as a strength of character that you have managed to keep going. don't sell yourself short.

>>5709554
>>5709562
desu you don't need anywhere near that much desu desu.
although we could all do with a little forehead reconstruction ayy

>>5709573
do you know all of your options?
-leaving it as is and having to deal with tape and gaffs all the time.
-orchiectomy and nothing else
-genital nullification
-partial/cosmetic srs without vaginal canal (no need to dilate, don't have to worry about your flora, surgery is far less invasive etc)
-full srs
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>>5709597
call some kind of company and ask a question or something, see if you get gendered I guess
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>>5709593
Im prety sure that wasnt my question you piece of shit
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>>5709567
Nice.
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>>5709597
The voice pitch applications work decently, as well as you need to record yourself and listen to it back again, as it will never sound the same to others as it does to you when you're speaking it.
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>>5709606
good idea

brb calling suicide hotline
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>>5709599
Sanders, not that in my state it'll matter much.
>NY state, not giving Hillary the win
Sometimes I really hate NY, and it usually centers around NYC and Albany
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i probably think about killing myself too much
like, i never consider actually doing it, or even trying, but i'm rather preoccupied with death
>>5709602
sporty or posh i guess?
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>>5709599
Bernie.
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>>5709603
>then see it as a strength of character that you have managed to keep going. don't sell yourself short.
Not because Im strong or I have any interest in keep living. Its because I have been doing some business and I need some people to pay me. I wont gift my money to drug dealers.
I manage to make around 6k dollars in the last years. I wish it was enough to be happy.
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>>5709609
okay, a retard with a short temper and no comprehension of the possibility that they could be something they didn't list.
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>>5709599
Sanders
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>>5709566
>you can't kill yourself and care about others

Welp that's medically wrong, it only takes one moment to kill yourself, and when your brain is constantly telling you to do it, that can be any moment when you're alone, no mental illness however has a diagnosis that says you can't have unselfish or positive thoughts at times.
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>>5709588
Thanks anon
>>5709594
Death will give me freedom of my burdens and from myself, that's all I want. I'd try to see a shrink but someone would have to pay for it not me and I can pretty much guarantee they're going to try and put me on meds.
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>tfw ur new dildo arrived but ur too depressed today to fuck urself in the ass with it
;____; goddamnit
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>>5709555
Whichever one is the bottom right.
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>tfw first day off in almost 2 weeks
>tfw going on date tonight for sushi
who here /feeling normal/?
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>>5709627
you're so cool and edgy, I wish i could be like you
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>>5709639
me here
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>>5709634
And then shift that burden to other people. But hey, fuck other people's problems right? Only you matter.
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>>5709639
not me
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>>5709646
My burdens are mine and will die with me. I'd say I matter the least. Wish everyone else would see it too so I could kill myself with no regret already.
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>>5709644
thanks bruh.
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i'm probably going to get a horrible grade on this german paper, i can't even bullshit 200 words about why i think Hundertwasser is garbage and the assignment is 300
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>>5709597
go into a game of CS:GO or any other game where lots of people talk

this is what the following results means

"wow is that a tranny" - you sound like you're transgender but if you pass in real life people irl aren't going to think twice. if u dont pass then ur voice doesnt pass

"wow isnt it way past ur bedtime kid" - you probably sound like a young boy which also doesnt matter if you're passable irl. people will just think you are a tomboy. if u dont pass then your voice doesnt pass

"TITS OR GTFO etc." - your voice passes congrats

if everyone acts completely normal then your voice doesnt pass probably. i say CS:GO because in casual lounges ive never seen a person with a non-normal boy voice not get harassed even a tiny bit
>>5709621
i think most people are at one point in their lives, for me its been the majority of my life honestly, it's only really in the past year that I've made any strides to get better, and about the past 3-4 months that i've gotten exponentially better. suicidal ideation never really goes away if you have a personality disorder though, people can say they have overcome things like Borderline Personality or Narcissistic Personality or Histrionic Personality or any other Cluster-B's but it takes YEARS AND YEARS AND YEARS of intensive therapy to get rid of that core feeling in your bones. I still have quite frequent suicidal ideation at times but thats all it is, it's invasive thoughts because I'm Borderline and there's nothing I can really do about that without years of therapy, so far though I've managed to overcome most of it.
>>5709630
you're missing the point. i'm completely aware of that but you're not going to kill yourself if you have to sit there and think BUT WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO XYZ WHAT WILL THEY THINK? in that moment that you pull the trigger, jump off the bridge, or whatever, you care about nothing but ending your own suffering and despair. suicide is not something you can regret
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>>5709651
Senpai, it's not what you need to do. There's so much to live for.

>>5709657
>Ignoring my post kek
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>>5709635
iktf :/
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>>5709603
it's not the options I have that bothers me. It's that I'd like to get it done, but worry about something going wrong. It feels like taking a risk and if I'm content now do I really need to take the risk? I'm just drifting between getting orchiectomy or full SRS. I'm sexually active with my partner and wouldn't want to mess anything up with SRS...
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>>5709660
You ignore mine desu =(
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>>5709645
yay

>>5709650
I've been at this for a long time now. One thing I've noticed is that the more I shied away from people and secluded myself in my room, the more depressed I got. Even if I'm feeling a little down, sometimes surrounding yourself with good people can make all the difference. Also, filling your days with things, whether it be work/school/family/whatever also helps you treasure your time off to just hang out or tend to hobbies. Also, putting yourself out there and just meeting new people can open up doors as well.
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>>5709635
>tfw been crippling depressed the last 4 years and havent masturbate in months
>tfw not even on hormones
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>>5709666
spot on
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>>5709657
thanks i guess
there's too much death going on in my life at all times so i guess it's just part of me now
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>tfw haven't masturbated in over a year and gt has atrophied beyond saving.
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>>5709662
It's a little smaller than I expected
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>>5709665
Sorry, I was on the post cooldown and forgot.
But yeah, OTNN is one of my big favorites!
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>>5709681
Wait what? I don't think I was talking about OTNN o.O :< It was about loving yourself. Eh no big deal~
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>>5709679
size queen
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>>5709639
me

man i want some sushi right now so fucking badly, i kinda feel like going downtown and getting some but it seems kinda pointless without a daito and everyone just left fug :--D

i wanna cook a nice dinner tonight desu, does anyone know the name of that site where you can put in all the shit thats in ur kitchen and it'll tell you stuff that you can make with the ingredients there?
>>5709676
mm yeah i mean i dont think people who go down that route can ever escape. a lot of people i've known in my life and shared a human connection with have committed suicide, and I'm only alive because of a random fluke that shouldn't have happened right now. I just stay painfully optimistic, don't let stressful or toxic people stay in my life, try and see the good in everything, and go day by day.
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>>5709666
oops forgot trip

>>5709671
thanks

Also, I think I'm gonna get my hair dyed next week. Think I'm just gonna play it safe and dye it black. Thoughts?
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>>5709689
ohhh~
Yeah. That's really the whole truth to it, speaking with experience, it's to find someone and love them and love yourself through them
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>>5709657
>tfw use voice in cs:go and everyone starts hitting on me and offering to buy me skins
i guess i don't have to worry about that, but computer mics are different from real life, right?
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>>5709697
Just wondering yume do you have a job? Or are you a NEET
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>>5709697
yay

>does anyone know the name of that site where you can put in all the shit thats in ur kitchen and it'll tell you stuff that you can make with the ingredients there?
w-wat? That sounds really useful. Yes someone pls share.
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>>5709660
It's all pretty meaningless if none of it makes me really happy or if all of it just comes back around to more disappointment it would be nice to just shut it off.
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>>5709711
Post voice Dave.
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>>5709697
But you are the toxic manipulative leech in everyone's life
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>>5709724
not with that attitude senpai
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>>5709663
the more you get done and the more invasive the surgery, the more can go wrong, that's kinda the bottom line. i worry about it too, like the idea of having most of the sensory stuff centred around a small clit scares me too it's like, would that feel right for me?
i don't know if the full, invasive vaginal construction is the best for me. i don't mind just getting bummed and i just, looking at the future i can't bear the idea of being reminded that my bits aren't natural every time i have to dilate, or every time i need to get checked up.
but at the same time there is no way i will ever feel comfortable in public toilets with my natural tackle, or with having to tuck every day, and i don't want to use it to penetrate anyone so it's useless anyway, and i want my balls off regardless.
to me i think partial srs maintaining as much sensate material on the inside is the most ideal option for me.

>>5709679
:^)
i'm still tight down there the first one i got was a little on the big side so i got a smaller one to ease me in.
>>
>>5709710
Yeah, it's the way I've tried to take things and move forward in all this. It does seem like a lot of people here tend to forget they should be transitioning for themselves, not for others.
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>>5709700
i want to redye my hair black. my gf of last year dyed my hair before to black but the dye was like 10$ and its kinda faded a bit by now. should i buy an expensive hair dye so it stays in longer? or get a professional at like a salon to do it?
>>5709711
nah not really that much. i've noticed a lot of transgirls irl will use their girl voices in games and get hit on and every1 thinks they're a girl and then in real life they use their guy voices cus they think they dont pass.

also, how are you doing kiwi? i assume you didn't have to get institutionalized which is a good thing, you feeling better?
>>5709714
in about a week i'll have a job and then gem's gonna quit her job and be the neet
>>5709720
yeah i saw it a long time ago, dont know if its even still around
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>>5709619
>tfw my neighborhood feels the bern
i know every other place is going for shillary tho ;~;
>>5709727
but, that's me...
>dumbfoundedcinesecartoongirl.tif
>>
>>5709657
but you're completely mentally insane at that point, it sounded like you were saying that because they were conflicted they weren't going to do it. It's a pretty fast and sudden thing, that you can skirt just to have it suddenly flip on you, and at that point you're not the same person.

So yes you probably can't feel remorse when you've completely lost it, it doesn't mean that everyone can anticipate that moment they will no longer have control based on their current mood.

Not to say this is the only cause, the voices can tell you to do it, your other personality can tell you to do it, you can dissacociate and do it, you can be heavily narcissistic and plan on doing it well in advance to fullfill some fantasy of getting recognized for doing it, or getting back at people for doing it. All of them are pretty different feeling.

It really sounds like you're coming from someplace personal with this, and just saying how it might feel to you if you did it.
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>>5709721
Nothing in the world makes you happy?
there has to be something, like drugs for some people, games for some people
>>5709731
exactly. and sometimes you just have to move on, even if it hurts
>>
>>5709553
I'll send it to you when I get home
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>>5709745
I get what you're saying and I don't disagree with any of it though, I'm just saying that when you've completely lose it and you're about to pull the trigger you don't sit around thinking about all the people that care about you or how good life could be in the future. In all those situations that fact is still pretty much the same. You can WANT to kill yourself but you wont really do it except in one of those situations that you've listed, and in all of those nobody is making excuses as to why they can't do it. You get what I'm saying?
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>download Skype
>no friends so nobody to add

Why did I even do this
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>>5709759
noshana_
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>>5709750
Yeah, the thing that needs to be done or the best option is usually the hardest.
>>
>>5709759
I will gladly talk to you whenever I can as long as you answer
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>>5709697
let's see...
when i was about 8 i shot a squirrel with a bb gun to see what would happen
i think i may have been 9 our oldest dog was euthanized because of crippling arthritis
my maternal grandmother died at some point in time
a very close family friend choked to death while at college
my dog was euthanized at 13 because bone cancer
a high school friend drowned himself like a week before prom
my cousin died from a seizure
my maternal grandfather died of lung cancer
both my paternal grandparents are in exceedingly poor health right now
my brother's dog has heart cancer

and it's all just spaced out every few years, like i'm simply forbidden to forget that everyone and everything is mortal and there's no such thing as "forever"

i suppose i should thank my brother for beating and humiliating me, making me afraid to get close to people, incapable of trusting people
if i weren't a broken, unfeeling wreck with only a modicum of agency, i'd spend my entire life grieving
>>
>>5709666
I try to get out and around people as much as I can, thing is, none of them seem to want to be my friends, like I only hang out around events and then go home alone again.

work doesn't really help me, it just feels like chores taking away more of my time.

>tend to hobbies
being depressed is what made me neglect most of my hobbies lately.
>>
any1 want 2 b my valentine? =D i'll take you to taco bell and everything!
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>>5709599
Dunno
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>>5709786
Hi tammy
how is my favorite ftm doing?
>>
>>5709769
i kno that feel
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>>5709786
sorry, i need to be treated to more upmarket restaurants, like subway, or mcd's (depending on what specials they have on).
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>>5709786
You have to post butt before I agree to be your valentine
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>>5709786
no
i'm going to shenanigans my way into spending it with my best friend somehow
>>
>>5709773
ugh that shit is rough girl. the most death I've dealt with in my life is an attempted suicide which failed in such a way that kinda fucked me up mentally in a good way i suppose, and when i was 14 and 15 i dated two transgirls and both of them were very suicidal and depressed, they were all older than me by a few years i think they were both 17/18 respectively. they both killed themselves which uh probably didnt like, help my uh brain at all that was slowly developing BPD. i decided to say fuck it and date a boy and then after that didnt work i ended up falling in love with a transgirl who was pretty similar to the first transgirl i dated in a lot of ways. she was pretty awful to me but i still love her dearly, im glad i broke up with her eventually because it was a terrible relationship, but i stayed with her for 2 years because i knew that if i dated another person who killed themselves and i wasn't able to stop them or help them or make them get better then i was just a massive failure. probably shit people under the age of 18 shouldn't think about but yknow, what can you do i suppose. i like to think im a stronger person because of it but who knows. death sure fucks with people, doesnt it?
>>
>>5709807
lmao
>>
>>5709807
I hope gem kills herself
>>
>>5709786
Taco bell? I'll be your valentine forever!
>>
>>5709758
Yup I agree
>>
>people voting
LMAO
>>
>>5709827
>not voting
What a piece of shit
>>
>>5709831
>>5709831
>>5709831
new thread
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>>5709776
>thing is, none of them seem to want to be my friends
Then you need to surround yourself with some new people

>being depressed is what made me neglect most of my hobbies lately.
what depresses you lately?

>work doesn't really help me, it just feels like chores taking away more of my time.
Have you thought about getting a new job? or working towards one?

>>5709732
I'm not sure. I don't have much experience dying my hair sadly ( ._.) I was just gonna have my sister in law help me.
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