>have almost perfect cute cis internet boyfriend
>he prefers girls
>tried to get me to think about not being trans
>so he can tell parents he is straight cause its easier
>have to pretend im a trap around his friends
help me im suffering
pic included is me right now
>inb4 sees thread and breaks up with me
Lol, OP is just a straight girl.
OP you can just pretend to be a guy, your bf can treat you like a girl and everything will work out. In private you two can pretend you're both gay boys, but you shouldn't expect normies to cater to your pronoun game
Then lol, all the transbians on here are just straight men.
OP, if you really are trans, this issue is not just going to go away if you ignore it. I tried doing something similar for over eight years, because I fell in love with someone who wouldn't want me if I was trans (fair enough, I wouldn't expect someone to go against their sexuality). I thought that I could just force myself not to be trans and keep what felt like an act up forever. Eventually, I just wanted to die. I couldn't even bring myself to be remotely intimate. I finally came out, we amicably (thank god) broke up, and I started transitioning. It sucks, because we both still love each other, but neither of us wants to be in a relationship that's based on a lie.
So, if you're serious about the relationship, I'd strongly encourage you to think about whether you value being with this guy enough to possibly always have to feel like you're living a lie (at least, that's how I felt). You might feel like it's okay for now, but if you stay together, will you feel the same way in five years? Ten? Will you look back and regret not having been able to be "true to yourself" (that sounds corny as fuck, but you know what I mean)?
why do you listen to liberal society? don't allow people to tell you its okay to be confused about your gender. there are only two, boys and girls. males and females. if you have any other belief, see a psychologist until symptoms are relieved.
You like the male body so much that you want to change your own. Just like how transbians like the female body so much that they become girls.
If you get engaged with a hot male body your problem will go away.