>tfw becoming more and more tempted to suck a cock
who /repressed/ here? I'm a 24 yo virgin who just spent an entire week getting high and fapping to dicks and the thought of being railed.
Just go suck a dick and get fucked then, I wonder what the hell are you waiting for.
>completely repressed mtf until 4 years ago, knew I was different and didn't feel manly but couldn't make the connection
>Accepted that I wanted to be a girl but tried to repress it and have it go away
>2 years pass, not working.jpg
>tell only gay friend and tell him to keep it a secret
>6 months ago finally made up my mind on what I want to do, transition
>spend 3 months too scared to tell anybody even though I have really open minded friends and family
>Tell them i'm mtf but don't mention that I kind of have a cocklust
>Last three months been acting more girly, and as a result i've found myself to be more of a cockslut that I thought
>Still like girls though and can't jack off to a lot of types of guys
Where the fuck this cocklust is coming from is beyond me. The more girly I feel, the more I want to get rammed, but i'm afraid of anal because my ass is super tight. don't want to use penis at all because it makes me cry every time. Am I destined to be some guys bitch a few years down the line? I don't fucking know anymore. I find girls more physically attractive, but it doesn't get my heart pounding like the thought of being cuddled and fucked by a cute guy.