>gf pressured me into taking female hormones from the internet so I could make myself look cuter for her
>tfw a few weeks in and now my dick won't work and I keep on catching myself fantasizing about getting fucked by men
That sounds pretty hot. You're so lucky! Tell us about your relationship, anon. Honestly, orgasms are way better when you don't have to deal with uncomfortable erections anymore. It might be a little different at first, but you'll love it eventually.
I just want to clarify then. Let's say your best friend found out about what you've done and made to feel the breasts you claim to have grown, you would resist him right? You wouldn't moan softly and unconsciously lean into him right?
Under no circumstances would your face flush bright red and you certainly wouldn't fall into his strong arms to allow a better vantage from which to observe your new body right? It would be stupid to assume then that if this happened you would become so aroused that you would beg to suck his dick, even if for just for a moment, because the idea of doing anything else just feels unnatural.
I'd be lying if I said that after he came in your mouth you'd swallow graciously, wrap your thin arms around his middle and give him soft gentle kisses until you both feel to sleep.
Given that you want none of these of things it would patently absurd to suggest that you become aroused by the thought of you and your former girlfriend double teaming your friend, each trying to outperform the other and you somehow winning through pure earnest effort and repressed lust.
I'm just checking obviously, it'd be weird if you wanted that stuff.
Usually it's not illegal perse, but it's not allowed to be imported. Possession is legal though.
Like in Canada it's actually Health Canada that restricts the CBSA and tells them they should seize all pharmaceutical imports, but that does not necessarily mean what you did is illegal. It's not a law that you can not do it, it's just something that is done due to Health Canada ruling that imported pharms might be harmful.
I believe it is the same situation in the US with the FDA and the CBP, but there is no federal law making importation illegal.
It's better for drugs in general nowadays to just get them yourself from the internet instead of trying to go through doctors. Doctors are just overrated drug dealers. Everything you need to know about drug safety is on webmd, medical degrees are obsolete.
Not really legal, but the FDA (USA's Food and Drug Administration) says they're not spending their resources on confiscating drugs not approved by the FDA as long as they're for personal use. But in practice, you can get estrogen in as well. Perhaps it's the same in your country.
For anti-androgens, you could get:
200 mg of spironolactone a day (most trans women don't recommend spironolactone)
25 or 50 mg of cyproterone acetate a day
25 mg of bicalutamide a day or 50 mg every two days
What you should get for estrogen depends on whether you want pills, patches, or injections.
>be on hormones for 2 years
>have girlfriend the entire time
>started noticing guys a couple of months ago
>now i have a fat crush on one of my friends
>tfw your post isnt me and him
>people tell me it helps with anxiety
If you're a tranny. I'm sure a normal man (not OP) would feel sick on them.
Anyway, you could dissolve 2mg twice a day under your tongue of progynova or estrofem.
Spironolactone gave me dry mouth at 200mg, so I cut it down to 150 mg and switched to cyproterone. I had some headaches that were absolutely horrendous and other symptoms resembling post-concussion syndrome for a time around the time I started. But that may not have been because of the drugs, since I had had a concussion before then. I can't say for sure, but I would say it was the concussion.
I had hot flashes (I didn't expect them to be so bad).
I don't think there was anything else.
Also, I don't know about any effects on my dick beyond the darkening of the line on its underside, a sort of reddening (filling with blood?) of the head, and the softness I mentioned before. I masturbated rarely, and I had trouble becoming erect some months before starting HRT, so I don't know how the function of my dick compares to before.
One warning is on the loneliness. I never felt loneliness in terms of not having a romantic partner before HRT (only in terms of not having friends). After starting HRT though, I started wanting a boyfriend badly. I would spend hours rolling in bed wanting a boyfriend to have sex and cuddle with. All the while, my skin would tingle in a cold way.
What do you mean? I never noticed that, but now that you have mentioned it, it does seem like it. I'm sure you're just making me imagine it, it's just slight.
I'd like to double the loneliness thing and add in a warning for how horny you'll be. Fuck the people who say that hrt makes you less horny, I want the D.
If you switched that fast, go see a gender therapist and get back on the pills. It takes months to a couple years for most transsexuals to have their orientation shift to it's new set point. With such a fast shift, you had to be repressing, and going on hormones you gave yourself permission.
>TFW no kind and strong bf to feed you hormones
Pretty much this. I just wanna be fucked and cuddled so fucking bad.
>What do you mean?
I mean my skin seemed to become way more sensitive all of a sudden and I never really noticed how soft the sheets were before. Now it just seems normal, but when it happened it was really noticeable, same with my sense of smell.
Here's what you do: Keep it to yourself, recognize you have these thoughts, don't concentrate on labels.
Your girlfriend was doing an integrity test, you've better exercise or hit the gym and laugh off the experiment you just did or she's not going to see you as much of a man anymore and the relationship won't last long.