>be NEET-bucks-less NEET who lives withs his parents for four years >Bad anxiety and sociak akwardness >Apply for a job that still has paper applications >Stutter to the manager a bit >Get the interview >Shy and nervous as fuck >Stutter some more >Get the job >Shy and incredibly insecure >Just nod and say yes a lot >Learn quickly and do a good job >The submissiveness makes me polite and friendly >They tell me they all like me >They say it's hard to find people with my traits >They start training me for assistant manager >O-okay I g-guess
>>5670820 That's great Anon! Have you ever been in a management position before? It can be pretty daunting and even difficult depending on your staff. If you feel you need it, ask about management courses. They helped me so much
>Tfw you have just giving up and take whatever you get >tfw being ex-junkie >tfw you are being clean is boring af >tfw you are less social because you are clean >tfw you overdose but you get saved >tfw you can't sleep 24 hours a day >tfw winter >tfw no feeling
>tfw ugly as fuck >speech impediments >nearly black out whenever anyone talks to me >involuntarily cry myself to sleep every night >my pillow is literally discolored from the volume of the tears that have passed through it >get so fucking frustrated when i realise i cant just burst of this shitty body and mind and buy better ones
>>5670470 >transgender male >ugly AF >hormones aren't helping much >no surgery money >will never pass >living in boymode forever >socially awkward virgin >only attracted to women, women way out of my league to boot >can't build up the courage to kill myself
>>5670894 Nothing official. The job wouldn't be hard, but I'm afraid of the level of responsibility.
>>5671242 I know. It's been a rough fucking four years. I probably could have applied for some sort of NEET-bucks, but you know, pride and whatnot.
>>5671403 I get walked over all the time for being friendly and submissive. People take advantage of it without hesitation. It sucks, big time. I'd get more respect if I was a natural asshole. I'm at the point where if I do have a problem or I'm mad about something, the people who know me look at me like I'm the one with the fucking problem because it clashes with my personality.
Every time I go to the store I look for someone else like me.
Someone that's nothing special, friendly, and walking around alone. When I go into stores there is never a single person who even comes close. They are either with friends, are older adults, or have that high-class, spends too much money on clothes look.
In school, a lot of people were like me. Now it's like they all went extinct. Even at my local comic book/ video game shop there are only a bunch of hipsters wearing meme shirts or very unfriendly neck-beards.
>be 22 >studies over, been a game artist in an actual studio for 6 months working on actual games >got my own place, basically an "adult" >colleagues are normies with lives and identities of their own >be asexual but feel lonely, be depressed, can't stop thinking about how everything would be much better if I had been born a girl but too autistic to have considered it before >mfw my longest term goal goal is to leave my country to be unhappy elsewhere >mfw I'll never have a family, someone to give me the self-esteem I like, not even myself >laugh all day all the time, then go home, cry for a while and then calm down, go to sleep and repeat
What did I do in a past life to be born broken like this?
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