It's 2 am and I have an appointment to an actual legit trans clinic 10 hours from now.
I have been waiting for this moment for 8 years.
I might die.
Someone help me.
It's not that big of a deal anon, they just talk you for a couple minutes and then they cut your penis off and give you some tits.
Looollll why are you even worrying about anything? FtMs have no age limit, no worries about passing, etc. No wonder they turned you away at the youth clinic. They know how permanent the changes are from testosterone and wanted to make sure they weren't letting some stupid teenage girl ruin her life for a fad/snowflake points.
I am mADE OF FEAR AND ANXIETY.
Yes. But then again they had their reasons and apparently my childhood was harder than I thought and my autism was still pretty bad (I keep thinking that it's getting better but apparently it doesn't) and my dad died and they figured that my life is already hard enough without adding a sex change to it.
I'm sure the extra four years in dysphoric hell helped my quality of life.
You can do it, anon! No die. I'm cheering for you from across the world. I hope it goes well!