>in a relationship w/ a 23 yo dude who would kill for me
>he's really attractive but my love is fading for idk reason
What. Is. Going. On.
I have everything I've dreamt about
Maybe you just have a boring life? Maybe your a boring person? Maybe you just need someone who knows how to have fun? I know myself that a normal life is a boring life, and that no matter how attractive a girl is, if shes to boring i cant enjoy her company.
My point is that people change a whole lot in the years between 18 and 21. OP is probably going through that now and finding that their preferences and personality are changing and don't sync up with their bf the way they used to.
Same. Honestly I just view them as kids, confused, but horny kids who need to be on chill pills ASAP tbqh. I used to wonder why not many people date younger in that sense, but now I realize why, it's like a completely different mindset that even "mature" 19 year olds just don't get.