Does anyone else prefer sex with abusive assholes?
I'm a short thin twink who during my closeted years let my gf bring a guy into the picture for a threesome. This is how I realized I was just gay and a bottom at that. I broke up with her but would "hang out" with him.
He's no Chad (lean hairy punk dude) but he is a little conservative. We got drunk once and he started eyeing my then-16 yo sister. I knew she'd be into it because she just broke up with her bf and always asks me about him and comments that hes hot so I told him I'd do anything to get him to stop and promises not to ever fuck her. He whipped it out. I was turned on but made him pinky swear he wouldn't fuck my sister. I sucked him off. Did not want cum in my mouth but he forced it in and called me a good cumslut. At the time I hated it but felt relieved he would not try fucking my sister.
He started making me wear a cockcage (he had the key) and having me wear my sisters underwear. He got to fucking me and would really verbally talk shit about how Im a faggot, useless as a man, might as well not have a dick, pussy, pillowbiter, etc. At this point I was enjoying it.
Things then got worse tho
Worse yet, he once fucked me in front of the TV which he has hooked up to his PC and asked if I want to watch porn. He put on a video which was him fucking my little sister! I was so upset yet also losing myself with his dick in me, him giving me poppers and telling me gross things about my sisters pussy while choking me, etc.
I legit am pissed that he broke a promise and apparently he keeps on breaking it because he sometimes still comes over or picks her up to fuck her. I told my mom everything (which is how I came out) and she was mad and decided to talk to him and I wish I didn't do this because he came over when my sister was at my dad's, gave me a look, and then had a talk with her which led to him walking to my room, apologizing and gave me the cock cage ring, and then opening a bottle of wine with my mom and I heard noises from their room.
This asshole was fucking my mom and yelling shit to me about how my family has the best pussy, calling my house his whorehouse, saying no wonder I turned out to be a cocksucker. I already felt shitty about living with my mom and me being 22 living with her is an issue but this really fucks with the relationship. He now comes over regularly and my mom often cooks for him and if my sister is over he sleeps in her room (though the fucking is quiet) and if my sisters out he and my mom drink wine, listen to old music and fuck loudly.
While I have had sex with a few other men, many my type with huge dicks and act all dom, none are as thrilling as this one though. Its why I didnt bring it up with my Dad (also dont want him knowing Im gay) because my Dad would probably kill the guy lol. I hate to admit it but Im more turned on now by what he did. I'm debating on texting him tonight and have masturbated with vibrators in my ass and dildos in my mouth without satisfactions.
Anyone else like this?
I've been scared. If I have him over now, my mom will know what's going on and while she knows, I'm not sure how she'll handle it especially since she obviously likes him for herself. Also scared he will reject me because I tried to get him in trouble and is more or less steady with my sister and mom who have more to offer.
More so, I'm scared that I enjoy this kind of man. Before him I imagined myself having fun flings with dudes and then settling with a David Duchovny type. Now I kind of want to be treated like shit and used as long as its safe.
>I'm a short thin twink who during my closeted years let my gf bring a guy into the picture for a threesome
>This is how I realized I was just gay and a bottom at that
?We got drunk once and he started eyeing my then-16 yo sister. I knew she'd be into it because she just broke up with her bf and always asks me about him and comments that hes hot so I told him I'd do anything to get him to stop and promises not to ever fuck her. He whipped it out.
UGGGGGHHHHHHH HOW THE FUCK DO PEOPLE AND PLACES THIS DYSFUNCTIONAL ACTUALLY EXIST
>Are you into assholes?
No. I also think it's a shame that people are willing to compromise having a stable relationship for the sake of having kinky sex.
"Stable" is a little vague here. What I mean is that it's a dumb idea to get involved with anyone that is going to make a habit out of manipulating you or completely disregarding your comfort zone/limits. It's a recipe for all sorts of abuse.
Also, I fucking love BDSM. I love playing with themes of humiliation, degradation, unbalanced power dynamics, even some exhibitionism. But this only consistently feels amazing and works when partners are mature enough to respect each other's agreed-upon boundaries or safe words.
Finally, OP's story sounds fictional as fuck. Pics or it didn't happen.
>not into all that stupid emotional shit that comes with "abusive" assholes
>dating someone now who can act as an abusive asshole during sex but without any of the baggage
thank you lord jesus christ for blessing me with this gift
>Also, I fucking love BDSM... feels amazing and works when partners are mature enough to respect each other's...
Honestly, one of the best parts is coming down, and knowing your partner is a solid dude through and through. Aftercare... I love it.
Anyway, I liked you story, OP. Dildos in your mouth without satisfactionS.