>pretty sure I would have been happier if I was born male
>have genderbending into a female and forced feminization fetish
Makes it easier at least.
I dislike that I'm not held accountable for certain things because of my gender. I just want to marry a nice girl and be a dad.
I guess it's mostly personally. I don't like being seen as a girl but at the same time it arouses me because I find it humiliating.
This is like the 6th fenale I've read about who has a forced feminization fetish. I guess the fetish knows no gender. The story a female makes with the fetish is that they were supposed to be born a boy and being feminine is humiliating, the story a born male makes with the fetish is that they're absolving the guilt and shame of wanting to be a girl by having to be "forced" into doing it. Interesting fetish.