Help me /lgbt/ I have never been here before and I have a question. For some reason I can't fap to straight porn. I can only fap to lesbian and gay porn. I don't think that I am gay and I would like to have a gf one day but I am seriously confused.
Maybe? I don't know. Some more background on me was that I was raised highly religious. All homosexuality wrong and no porn etc. Didnt watch my first porno or fap till I was 17 or 18. I used to watch straight but hated it since the woman usually looks mistreated in it. Than I started to exclusively watch lesbian porn than one day I got curious about gay and hete I am today.
>I would like to have a gf one day
>settling down with the opposite sex
I'm not sure if it's possible to be more bisexual than this.
>tfw total bisex cockslut
>only ever feel romantic towards women
>current SO is cis female
>feel like I could marry her
>mfw might have to give up cocks
I should ask her how she feels about watching me be gay or mmf before I pop the question
You have a bad case of biscum.
It could've been worse desu.
At least, you don't want to chop off you dick.
Have you considered that your bi-curious?
If you were, you would probably also be in denial for a while before you begin at accept that aspect of yourself.
Just do urself a favor and suck like 4 cocks next week. It will save you a few years of confusion and frustration.
Not the other guy u replied too but being bi is awesome for me. Sex with botb genders while not being labeled "Gay" except by the most homophobic persons.
Seems like a win win. I think biscum and gay vs bi is made up or something.
Ok, so the shame is gunna be bad for you. But for real its alright to be gay or bi. 95% of catholics are cool with it, so maybe not all ur family is cool with it w/e... also feel free to stay closeted but do go for it, its fun. Really fun.
I was raised under less extreme circumstances, but I was raised under a religious household. The concept of homosexuality (and the idea that I'm not straight) never crossed my mind until I fell hard for a guy in high school. Denial can be a powerful thing. Even though I almost exclusively jerked it to guys, I still managed to delude myself that I was straight. Even when I developed feelings for another dude I couldn't quite call myself gay because I didn't understand what it meant to be sexually attracted to someone. After a couple years, I came to the realization that I'm basically gay, even if it's not 100% true, it's technically the correct label for a faggot like me.
U understand you guys but I have never been attracted to a guy nor a girl for that mattter. When I said I was raised super religiously I meant it. I was raised as a JW so that means no dating unless you are ready to get married and absolutely no dating non-believers. Of course due to this knowlege I never got too close to anyone in school.