>>5586426 >that .gif that guy again, man he pisses me off. I feel so sorry for the house keeping staff. Have a shit job and then have to put through this guy's exhibition fetish. I don't even think he likes dick, he just gets off on getting caught.
>>5586670 It's the logical next step for a guy who's got used to getting his dick wet by different prostitutes and pornstars everyday.
I hope I'll manage to get tired of sucking dick and start finding it logical to fuck girls right in the pussy, well I can but it doesn't get me as exited as thinking about getting fucked and going down on other men.
>>5586733 Not him but >Cant you recall to times when you werent a porn addict? can't remember much before I was 10 >Like feeling sometimes attracted to guys no >having erotic dreams about them and their juicy cocks? no
then again I don't want to go down on guys or get fucked by them, I want them to go down on me and fuck them. Best of all would be to fuck a married male / female couple.
>>5586733 >having erotic dreams about them and their juicy cocks? My teenage years were all about me lusting and being jealous over my friends big dick. I would wake up jacking off and speaking in my sleep about how much a man he was. I'd also have fantasies about "practicing" with my friends, I'd be the bitch and we would occasionally fuck when we both got a real gf. I also had fantasies about boys from my school, especially after seeing them in the locker room.
I've always been a cock hungry faggot if I take a minute and think about the past.
When I was a preteen I got really sexually exited at times when I was with my male friends, some really homo intense experiences(at least for me, maybe not for them).
I've even tried to go into a jerk off session with my friend as a young adult. I once picked up a straight guy downtown(we were just hanging bar bouncing and trying to pick up girls), in insested that he came back to my house, I told him we were gonna have a party at my house, we were just the two of us, he asked me "You're not gay?" because be then it just looked like I was trying to get into his pants. I tried to get him to watch Caligula with me(maybe we could start masturbating at the sex scenes), but he just passed out at the couch while I jerked off under the sheets. I apparently got the wrong massage, because when we were at the urinal he was basically staring at my dick so I thought he would be down for some jerk off session, apparently he was just a proper straight guy looking at my dick like some creep. At that time I didn't even look at myself as a homosexual, just a guy who'd like to jerk off with other men(maybe jerk each other off, maybe some sucky sucky who knows).
>>5586644 Lol, this is me. Started out with my diaper fetish. Went from diapers to sissy captions, without men. The men weren't repulsive, but I'd always skip sissy captions that depicted dick or men, because they didn't do anything for me. Statted fapping 4 times a day, became a compulsive masturbator and somehow now want to live as a woman and suck cocks for the rest of my life.
>>5587001 If porn started it all, could it be fucked out of your system? Could a man just have you over for the weekend and just wear you out so when you get home you're off the porn for a while? I'm sure there are plenty of average or better studs that would be happy to pound it out of you.
>>5587179 When I was "straight", i would get a hardon for boyish guys and girly guys, I didn't think it was gay because I wanted to "dominate" them and "punish" them with my cock up their ass. Me and my friend tag teaming one of these nerdy weaklings.
Now since I started to jack off to gay porn again I can only imagine myself being the bitch... which kinda sucks(but sounds awesome at the same time) because I just need a good ass bounding for being such a faggot.
How can I make myself want to be a top and not a submissive bottom bitch?
>>5587296 >How can I make myself want to be a top and not a submissive bottom bitch?
Now that I think about it, its not being faggot that bothers me, its the fact that I get off on being a bitch rather than the top. I've always been weakling who let others walk over me, I began fighting against this behavior as I matured, but to discover that my submissiveness reaches as far as my sexuality and will probably be ingrained there for life is very depressing.
>>5587345 In my experience it can change, some people switch roles, especially if you used to see yourself as a top and find a partner who is more bottom sub than you are. Of course first experience REALLY matters (might be not even sex, just a sexual situation) but I knew a guy who basically got raped as his first sex, but years later he could top too. Or a couple of bots and ironically the one who was more feminine became a top in their relationship.
>>5587179 Really, would thay work? Would I not want porn at all after that? I'd love for a man to treat me like his little slut ovee the weekend and grab my butt, even when I don't want him to, then basically force me to dress up like a girl for him, so he can whip out his cock and have me pleasure him, any way he likes. I want to feel what it's like to have a big cock up my ass while I ride it up and down, and he tells me it's all going to be okay.
>>5587749 I've tried posting ads of my sweet little ass in a skirt and leggings over craig's list, wanting for an older man to fuck me. I start to fuck with their heads, ask them what they'd do to me if I was their little slut for a night. My ultimate fantasy is to have some married man fuck me like he would fuck his wife. I then start to fap, finish, and realize that I'm on craig's list and take down my ad.
>>5587732 I was gonna call you a faggot but then I remember not a week ago I was chatting up this middle age lawyer who lives in a big house and wants me to stay over at his for the night and take my anal virginity. All that night I had a erection that just wouldn't go away. I'd love to have some older rich man show me the ropes of homosexuality by fucking me in the ass in his big house, especially a rich, well educated guy...
Is it weird that I have fantasies/desires of wanting to become a fuckboy/suckboy for a older man? Sure I'd like a guy my age to fuck me but thinking about older men just seems so taboo/feels good. Is this normal? Don´t like most gay men hate older guys? Man I don't want to be a bad gay(with desires that other gay guys me age would look down on).
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