Sup, I am only want to wear girl's clothes and other girly things when I am on psychostimulants, I am also tried to "force" myself into feminization via using hypno-audio/video files but it's not working. When I am sober I don't have any interes to girly thing. So question is: am I safe to gender dysphoria or it can be a problem for me?
Keep fapping to the stuff and conditioning yourself. Watch yourself develop extreme dysphoria that grows with every orgasm. Next thing you know, you'll be a cocksucking, short skirt wearing slut for tall, strong men.
That's what happened to me at least.
I don't like being slut for men only for my gf. I am doing this for almost 2 years and its not growing. I think it's decreases for this years because hypno files doesn't works for me anymore.
You're on an LGBT board babe, it's growing, whether you want to admit it or not. Just ask your first man to be gentle, and give him a nice cock ride, you little slut. Gotta make sure he's happy :)
Clearly the drugs trigger something that other methods you've tried don't, or at least haven't yet. There are any number of reasons why hypno files don't work for you any more, but I don't think we have enough information to answer that for you, you'll have to figure that out yourself.
While you might very well develop gender dysphoria at some point, if you aren't aware of anything that makes you feel dysphoric when not on the drugs that likely means that you in fact don't have dysphoric feelings in that state. (It wasn't clear if you felt dysphoria when on the drugs or if you just had a preference for girl's clothes and other girly things when on them, by the way, which is it?)
It sounds like you do want to be feminized when you're not on the drugs, if I'm not mistaken because the idea is arousing, but you either aren't interested or hold yourself back when in a sober state. Maybe it has something to do with inhibitions (the drugs alter your mental state so you don't get hung up on whatever you would when sober), or maybe it has something to do with motivation and focus. Maybe it would be helpful to ask yourself why you aren't interested in feminization when sober?