I thought having a bf would make me happy but I still feel depressed and sometimes suicidal, and I make my bf feel like shit because he thinks I think he's not enough for me. How do I feel the void in my soul fellow leggbutts?
Probably you either have some trauma that you need to deal with, or there's something you're missing in your life that you think you should have.
career? children? a more enjoyable lifestyle? more/fun/ mature/better friends? love from you parents? living in shame? social status? anxiety? fag/ tranny? these are pretty common
if you still have problems you should seek medical help from a psychiatrist, because you could have chronic (chemical) depression and anti-depressants could help you. Either way you should see a psychologist to figure things out.
also you should avoid 4chan, it's really good at bringing people down.