I thought having a bf would make me happy but I still feel depressed

Anti-depressants
Seek some medical help for your depression, it's pretty serious when you're having suicidal thoughts.


What's a "leggbutt"?

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>>5570964
Probably you either have some trauma that you need to deal with, or there's something you're missing in your life that you think you should have.

career? children? a more enjoyable lifestyle? more/fun/ mature/better friends? love from you parents? living in shame? social status? anxiety? fag/ tranny? these are pretty common

if you still have problems you should seek medical help from a psychiatrist, because you could have chronic (chemical) depression and anti-depressants could help you. Either way you should see a psychologist to figure things out.

also you should avoid 4chan, it's really good at bringing people down.

you need therapy and possibly meds