>>5556741 I hate it. You know, just a few days ago, I had a dream where he came back to me. I held him in my arms, and kissed him - and then, I woke up, and I was alone, and remembered he'd been gone for almost a year.
is becoming a hero the only option left to me? My waking life is miserable - I have nothing that I consider worthwhile, or that even concerns me. I fucking hate it so much. I hate being alone now, because I remember that he used to be there for me, but not anymore, and there won't be anyone like him again.
>>5556710 Quit thinking of people as things you're entitled to. The only reason you suffer like this is because in the back of your head you still think there's a chance to get with him and you can't yet, you're still heavily attached to him. You have to realize he's another person with his own emotions and will, yours do not rank higher than his- and you must respect that.
If you stay stuck in the corpse of your old relationship then you're never going to move on to a new one.
It's been just 6 months since my breakup. I thought time would heal these things but apparently I'm not letting myself move on. 6 years together and it's gone in a week. Or so it seems.
I still think about him almost every moment, and this pain and heartache really defines my life now. It's all I am to try to hold onto one little ember of hope that we will be together someday and that all of the problems that led to this will evaporate. Everything I do reminds me of him, even the oddest things. I realize how morbidly co-dependent I was in the back of my mind, and I struggle thinking how much I liked being that way, but how attraction just doesn't work that way.
I'm not so pathetic that I'm not trying to move on. I'm not resisting advice and all that just to wallow in self-pity, but at the end of the day I realize I've never felt more suicidal in my life, and every day it gets worse. I wonder if I can live a life knowing that maybe I could have said things differently and changed the course of things. Maybe I could have controlled my emotions better and played my cards right, etc etc.. I could go on for all day about how my own mind is such a scary place now, and I've never felt so trapped in my life. Atleast now I understand the suicidal perspective much better.
There is a light at the end of all this though. I know there is, I just have to last long enough to see it. I'm not qualified to give advice, but I will say that don't give up. Try. Date new people, even if you haven't given up hope to be with that person. Keep doing things like that, moving forward, even if your life's purpose is to hope that you get back with that person again.. Because as painful as it is to admit, moving on is the only way to get them back. Or so they say.. Isn't that weird? I hope every anon in here is OK and finds what they're looking for. I hope you guys wish me the same. 6 months isn't so bad, right?
This is now a fuck your ex thread! >Your exes are pieces of shit that left you broken! >Right now theyre probably fucking someone else >They are shit people >They didnt love you >The only thing they want from you is an ego stroke or emotional valudation. So stop talking to them if you are! >Youre free now so go on with life
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