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That frog is watching its body getting eaten.
That's off the fucking chain.
Cis people are far more diverse and interesting than transpeople.
Mostly because trans people focus on their looks while everyone else focuses on their lives.
Get off your high horse maddie.
I didn't expect to feel this feel so much. It's disconcerting to go from not really caring about sex at all to being regularly brought to more satisfying sexual ideation than any sexual action I've taken.
Stupid mones. Didn't wait for hair reduction to get me boobs, and not going to wait until I'm comfortably passing before infecting me with desire.
>tfw haven't had morning wood in 8 months
its a good feel
>tfw don't even remember unruly benis feels
Worst feel ever.
>hue ur andro :)
>you're better off than most people in your position
>your voice is andro
One day I will get my revenge.
>tfw going to have christian pound my boi pucci in a few hours and get paid for it
You should try writing a journal to get in the habit of *doing things specifically to improve your health and happiness*. I know it sounds like a crock, but discipline helps make a lot of things more approachable.
>4 months ago
>be suicidal with dysphoria
>tell the NHS I am trans
>still waiting today for any reply or referral or anything
>even then I'll just be added to the 2 year waiting list to start a year of 'Real life experience' before I will be offered hormones
>ask qhi for hormones
>"yup no problem they'll arrive within 15 days"
Fuck this messed up island, but thank the Queen for the internet.
>I know what I need to do to be happy but I am lazy.
Exactly why noone takes your whining seriously. you literally do it to yourself, know how to fix your situation but choose not to.
who is Frilly I've never seen that trip
And yea I've thought about changing my trip name but I like that my current one keeps me completely irrelevant except to a certain footfag.
It's okay-ish. I used to have an android phone but I was never much of an app person, I only really used my phone for web browsing and texts. So when I bought a new phone I went with windows phone because I didn't think I'd care. But there have been a few times where I do miss it (finding an IRC client for example).
Idk I guess the biggest plus of it is that the battery lasts for days on a single charge, despite me constantly being on it. I don't know that I'd recommend one to anyone tho.
This has been nagging me more actually. I've thought about it over and over and I've decided I'm going to come out first to one of my longest standing (cis female) friends who I trust and who I really really hope will be able to help me out with girlmode.
I didn't even bother telling the NHS, with my past experience with NHS mental health... they're not only a bureaucratic nightmare but they don't even know what they're doing. They don't have a clue.
Congrats on just going for it and buying off QHI, good luck!
You can still wake up with aroused genitals (don't know how else to say phrase it) after srs. It's basically morning wood but not annoying as it's not huge and feels more pleasant since it's just like your clitoris and labia become engorged with blood (and a very small amount of unremovable erectile tissue).
I had active genitals pre-op despite not wanting what it was doing and I still have active genitals now, it just feels more normal and isn't intrusive.
Is it possible to pass when your face looks like this unironically?
My head is huge and I dunno why :C
You won't hear anything if you just sit and wait. You should call up the GIC you were referred to in order to make sure they got you're referral, you can ask if they know how long it'll be but they probably won't know. That's what I did after 1 month of silence, I continued to not hear anything until like a month or two before the initial appointment 10 months later.
Luckily for me I just self medded, it's the right thing to do if you know you're trans. By the time I got in I'd pretty much already fully transitioned, full time, name and details all changed, hrt for nearly a year, hair removal done. All I needed them for was surgery referrals and official HRT.
i know - and i replied to that too. yes, it is. i don't sleep.
okay, do me a favour. delete your post. get out of your chair. do ten squats. then repost your question without the word 'unironically' and then i'll answer it legitimately. thank you.
i can never be anything. thank you, ive only seen like 10-20 of his videos, i still havent seen some you have images made of like 'why can't i get bitches' pls help
Can you look like anything ironically?
Comes with being a hon I guess ;)
I like the idea of getting a boner and not having anything bulging much, then again I'm pretty AGP
anyone else /too poor for laser/?
how do you cope??? I could never look like pic related
Why so mean?
I can't believe you would bully me like this.
Yeah, clearly it's too much to expect people to learn anything about the anatomy they want to have if it cuts into all the time they spend appreciating the anatomy they already do have.
Kayla only goes for super conservative manly jobs
Anything else is beneath her. She did thousands of thours of raining. And she deserves high class treatment
According to her in yesterdays thread.
Why do the fucking octopus people always like to eat things alive? I think they just love to watch suffering. You can't trust people that come from the sea, fish do not feel regret.
>Had dream where I fell in love and got married
>Wake up and remember that no girl actually wants to date a tranny and the only person who ever actually loved me in my life loved me as a man and was an abusive psycopath
I never asked for this life of crippling loneliness
Everyone post your most recent and best looking selfie
Well its too late in my life to get a batchelors so I am fucked. All I have is an associates and I am staring night school again for 2 more associates because why not, one is in criminal justice and the other is in social and behavioral studies, maybe I can be a state worker.
If I'm going to class or somthing I'll wear enough to conseal my 5 o clock shadow. If I'm just going to the store I just shave and not care. It's not like anyones going to go up to a little troll and make a point of how bad my face looks because being such a direct asshole is as much of a social misstep than being ugly.
Well then, it looks like I don't need to set up a bot to register an IRC channel and have it persist. More details when I've actually got everything set up.
I have an associates in math and science and several certs is SolidWorks and rapid prototyping.
aw that's fine. i'll see it one day. just like i'll have enough money to afford ffs/srs and move somewhere where i wouldn't feel completely worthless and neglected, right? right? also real talk frank is kinda fucking cute.
>Implying the prizatized healthcare industry isn't on the verge of collapse.
People are getting so poor and unhealthy in the U.S either we'll get a form of national healthcare where insurance companies see how little they can spend on you for government money or the people will throw an uproar and the government takes that issue as their main cause and slowly fixes small parts so the people don't realize that they're slaves to the economic elite.
Welcome to Transylvania. We don't show our true faces here because we are an affront to God.
We also require attention to feed ourselves and survive, it is our life essence.
foundation just came in the mail, its way too dark and not refundable
>tfw its so cold and no one to cuddle
>tfw coffee gets cold before I can finish it
>tfw no gf to bully me while cuddling
i won't even live long enough to achieve the first two. so i just hope to get to see some of the world before it's too late. maybe meet one or two nice people to share a positive memory with. god, he's so fucking hnngh. like, i'm even attracted to him in-character. i wish i could even have the chance to have his children but that's yknow, impossible. also that'd just put more australian dna into the world and that's a bad thing.
i have a pic with me and siblings
whenever i am dysphoric i look at me, i look at my brother, i thank Ardhanarishvara that i don't look like him.
he's chiseled, big nosed, alpha high test. he would be infinitely more hon than me.
pic related, we're about that different.
Through antics and the display of cantonese ceramics, malaysian tapestries and tibetan shadow puppets all carefully collected from the yellow man.
>tfw I am the masculine brother and all my siblings are feminine
>Good at programming
>Think it's boring shit tho
>Also don't want to be le programmer transbian
>tfw kinda considering going to school to get bachelors in computer science and pursue a career in programming for the cash
why can't I just go to school to learn how to summon money
It's okay, I know all these feels senpai. Let's be miserable together.
>mfw rizon's botserv has a bot named raawr
Sold, welcome to the channel raawr
Yes, they totally can. I totally have done this thing, while presenting as a guy. Everyone was a little embarrassed, but we made it through to the other side just fine, and I was up foundation that matched my skin tone.
I was like you once. Before I started transition I was petrified of stuff like that. I would walk by the makeup isle and almost go in but walk right past it for anxiety. This was when I was a boy, no hormones and short hair. All it takes is to build up the courage to push yourself once, like skydiving. People don't care much about things that don't relate to themselves. Once you just get in there and buy it it will be 10x easier the next time, and so on. It's the same with buying new clothes.
Once you are able to mentally move past your fear and see that moving forward is a neccesity and keep moving when you want to freeze in fear you will find everything about yourself improving.
You have a week ego, you need to feed it. You are more important with them, who are they to laugh at you? How can they know what you've gone through. Disdain should be met with disdain.
You shouldn't bash your own posts watashi :^)
Yes you can, you just need to be spurred. It's not that you can't handle any pain that may come with positive change, it's that your so worried about how the needle will sting you won't take your medicine.
Anyone can handle pain, the human drive towards survival is too great for someone to just give up. Even suicide is almost always done when someone puts themselves into a trance where they wish for death more than anything, and if they fail afterwards they regret it.
No one is going to ride your ass and spur you, even though that may be what you are used to. You must learn to conjure some willpower.
>I haven't animeposted in months. I don't even have any reaction pics anymore.
I was implying the latter part of your post
>I wouldn't mind seeing more Nonon though.
everyone is so stupid they won't stop feeding the fucking trolls. kayla and that anon who always said she's a hon with anime pics and so many more
shit in the community and wonder why it becomes shit shaking my damn head
Fuck what they think. People are wicked at heart and have terrible thoughts about everyone. The ones that think you're a freak will keep their mouths shut because telling someone that would be rude. This is society, people coming together in a way that lets things barley function. Their spaces are not their spaces, a bathroom is a bathroom and women don't feel more at home there than they do in other parts of the store. Dirty looks sound scary but I doubt you have got many, or else you wouldn't be so afraid of them. A dirty look is a two second form of silent disaproval. They are your equal, don't let their opinions of you have so much weight.
sorry, i was clearly mistaken to believe after lurking these threads tripless that they were nothing more than echo chambers for self-absorbed airheads to vocalise whatever shit they were currently thinking about - who knew animal snuff movies were an integral part of MtF transitioning?
if i wanted relevance i'd hit up the trans help generals.
if you want to believe i'm whoever that is be my guest. it's more likely we're just both autistic.
easier said than done
if I was shorter and had a fem face I wouldn't worry but in womens height I am a giant so i stick out so bad, every part of me screams impostor and women can pick up on that. Its easier by leaps and bounds to pass to a man but passing around women is impossible.
>supposed to go take written test
>brother got a ticket and so mom took car
>'rents at work
waiting on call from my mom...
will i take the test? what will happen...
also whoa not tired on 3.5 hrs of sleep
im same height but my brother has a huge adams apple, is balding, really boney and beard
i don't go out of my way to do so. i was going to watch it all unfold regardless, considering the mouse was in that exact same spot for three days prior. it was only comfortable to come out of hiding when i stayed completely motionless. so i did. i figured i may as well record it as a reminder of the fragility of life and to envy a carelessness i can't share.
On that note, need a list of recommended auto kick words. o.o
what is an irc and why are you making one? is it for the cool kids to share hacking secrets or something? I think I remember everyone on /cd/ eventually migrated to one but I didn't know how to use it.
aint that the truth!
idk how hairy my bros body is, lol
but hair is hair and if you got it its not much more work to shave off than having less
i may be hairy but u cant fix that face of urs
Knowing the mouse may never get the cheese fills you with WONDER.
all curse words
Parts of you whisper that you're not cis. People are selfish, they don't think about other people most of the time. The chance of you being confronted for being trans is most likley very slim. I'm pretty obvious and in Texas, I've never had much of an issue. The fact that you are tall bothers you because you feel it is unwomanly, a lot of cis women have the same issie and the same feelings, especially when they're going through puberty like you are now. Your anxiety will try and act reasonable and you may even think it's logical, but it's not and constantly keeping that in mind is important. If you let fear like that control you tou will never actually transition, you will be the same hermit you were. Right now you do look like a girl, on the internet where everything is smoke and mirror photos people judge you for not being perfect, real life where things are much more dependant on your relationship with the other person and your actions carry much more weight. Please just try pushing yourself, go to a store and walk into the makeup isle while the screaming in your head to walk away keeps getting louder and force yourself to get somthing even while petrified. If you can do this once you can do it again, and you can do the same process with other things. Transition is a path, you cant expect to let hormones carry you all along it.
>maybe if you didn't make your entire existence revolve around the fact you're a freak you'd have a nicer time.
although i've always had to deal with being a freak in more than one way.
To a tranny everything about themselves screams tranny. Once people see you they will either think you're a girl and move on or theu'll think you're trans and move on. I have a lot of confidence and I still think I look like a hairy goblin, but no ones gonna take that close of a look at me to notice, we wear clothes so we don't have to look at other peoples ugly bodies. Looking hard at anything reveals imperfections.
i don't mean a freak because he thinks he's trans, i mean he's determined to constantly talk about
>tfw no pass
>tfw no money (but i have money rly and i lied)
>tfw big feet
and pretend he's alone in these thoughts.
we all have these thoughts, we just don't all have to fucking make everything about these issues. it's so fucking tiresome.
oh yeah so it's more a matter that you wish they wouldn't constantly go on about it rather than me basically spending my entire life up until 2 months ago internalizing that shit until i had enough and decided to change... aha
Yeah, I'm not setting up auto-bans, because I agree. However, auto-kicks are occasionally funny.
I'm still in the process of getting stuff set up, but the IRC is at:
You can connect through rizon's web interface at https://www.rizon.net/chat, just join the channel #mtfg
Well maybe if I didn't have the expression of sheer terror when I went out in girl mode then maybe I would feel better and pass better. Last time I went out in girl mode I was sweating bullets, I mean it was bad, my tits were sweating thought my bra and my top, my eyeliner was running down my cheek, and I walked like a robot. I was so afraid but I had to go to the pharmacy in girl mode because I had the doctor change my name on my file to kayla for real.
>It's ok, I figured it was just a joke that came off badly.
sorry ( ._.)
>How've you been Frenchie? I should be working right now but I really don't feel like it.
I've been well. Working a lot at a job I like and feel appreciated at. Also keep meeting new people which is nice. How have you been? How's the wifey? Did the D put his d in you yet?
it's because your girl mode is the most unbelievably disgusting idea of what you think a woman dresses like, or applies her makeup like. there are infinite tutorials on the internet. many resource for nice, andro clothes. use them, inbred.
you are worrying about being clocked because you are the very caricature of a tranny. you are the 50 year old man wearing the floral skirt and top. you are the man dressing in his wife's clothes camming on chaturbate. you are the king hon. wake the fuck up. learn.
These are just a few
He suffers from seizures from time to time
Ooh, that's awesome. What do you do? Have any cute coworkers?
I switched to E injections, that's pretty awesome. I swear it's making my tits grow again. She's doing well, classes just started back up for her and she's enjoying it.
The D did not give me the D and he never will!
I'm still too much of a plebian to task myself with brewing beer, but I made a killer cider and decided I want to up it a notch. This is my plan so far.
>Easymode by using (preservative-free) juice
>50/50 of cranberry and grapefruit
>Bring gravity up with more sugar
>Ferment with distiller's yeast
How could I go about adding henbane to this abominable creation?
Flowers are so fucking cute they're little plant cocks.
I used to soak my shirt. I was like a snail with a trail of slime. I would always look down, which I still do most of the time. I would walk at an unnatral pace and my voice wouldn't be more than a quiet little rasp. Over a few months I became more confident and now I think I'm pretty normal when outside.
I think maybe the only way would be to boil the henbane in water and add that to the wort. With beer you cook the malt in you I just throw some leaves and stems in about 20 mins before it's done. I also add a bit of juniper for flavoring too usually.
It is pretty strong tasting so I don't drink a shittone so I think you would need at least 9-10 bottles of it to hurt you, below that you should be fine.
what's the lowest temperature i could feasibly boil the henbane directly in the juice and strain it do you think? i don't really feel like diluting the juice much more but thanks for the tips so far, and yeah if i'm going to be doing any boiling i might as well add juniper too
i've posted pics in here and transpassing before, sorry.
don't project your ugly self onto me.
unfriendly reminder Kayla shits on anyone who had parents help them with transition money
but always brags about how she lives off profits from 'the family business"
Some people don't even get that help.
>tfw no gf to bully and play with her butt
Where do I find a submissive gf that I can waterboard and whip? My ultimate turn on is making a girl cry and then making her tell me she loves me.
Maybe I should just become a pro dom. Im sure that'd be an easy job for a transgirl.
you sorta had it coming with the no pass comment
>What do you do?
I work retail but I like it. Plus I'm moving up so that's always nice.
>Have any cute coworkers?
...a few. 2 of them are really hot. They both tease me though ( ._.)
>I switched to E injections, that's pretty awesome. I swear it's making my tits grow again
>She's doing well, classes just started back up for her and she's enjoying it.
>The D did not give me the D and he never will!
Does he want to?
i have no interest in surrounding myself with people i'd hate anyway. snakes are fine with me, friendo. i'm not attacking anyone except kyle anyway, so if you want to defend them, that says a lot about you.
I've set up an IRC channel on rizon. If you have an IRC client you can join irc.rizon.net, channel #mtfg. If you don't have an IRC client you can join through rizon's web interface at https://www.rizon.net/chat, channel #mtfg
IRC is just a really old school chat protocol, none of the fluff of skype, but it works well.
>tfw no makeup and hoodie and lazy pants
I can't avoid hon life with my face
>tfw the clothes I would wear in grilmode wouldn't even be that different just better sizes and since I can't pass now I will never pass
>It makes you kinda crazy but it's also kinda psychadelic
lol, makes me think of making rhododendron mead
oh but she justifies it by saying the she's the one who completely ran the business and earned all the money, even tho she also said she'd sometimes just fuck off from a day of work cus she felt like it and expects that level of freedom from any job that is worthy of her
my partner kinda loves making me tear-y from how adorable she thinks it makes me and stuff
hugboxing is the last thing she needs, everyone here gets anon garbage, also confidence is hardly her problem tbqh
idk, i'm not mean for the sake of it. i'm nice to the people i like, and i have a lot of fun too. being able to speak harshly to someone you dislike doesn't make you inherently bad, you know?
oddish is literally that kid in highschool that would attach themselves to normies and they would cringe and hope they would leave them alone if they ignored them enough, but their autism was just strong enough to keep people from ripping into them, but not enough that you would feel sorry enough to include them.
Oddish is that person.
Anyone is welcome so long as they don't start trouble.
That mead sounds amazing. I don't really brew it anymore because I'm not that patient, but if I could I would gobble the shit out of that. People used to know how to use ergot to make extremley psychadelic beer but I think it'll give you gangrene if you use it.
Being wicked doesn't mean being bad. Everyone has people they like that they talk sweet to, but being able to spit at people like that and enjoy doing it means somthing. It's a very womanly trait and learning to have fun at others misfortune puts you on your guard and makes you stronger. You're going places.
>Looking at website for electrolysis place I couldn't afford(lol)
>Reading through their faq on how much hair is in the usual beard
>Faq keeps referring to adams apples as eves apples
God fucking damnit. I thought it was really funny but are we really such sensitive children that they can't even call it an adams apple?
You are mentally ill. That's not womanly, that's being a twisted psychopath. You interpret natural feminine behaviour through tinted glasses and it naturally turns out into deviant behaviour. Being "wicked" is called being immature and edgy.
its the reason why girltinkler exists, as a parody of the fact that hons call thier dicks clits.
>tfw you are uncomfortable calling your thing a dick n balls so you just call it your junk
Is just casually talking about trans shit around my family like they all should already know a good way to come out and avoid all of the drama? I really don't see why shit should be a big deal but I know if I have a big official coming out they'll make it a big deal. Like I'm honestly considering just dropping like a little "geez I wish my tranny pills weren't so expensive" type comment or something at dinner or something.
I'm not saying you should go around tripping people and stealing candy from babies, just that if you dislike someone you'll probably go behind their back to fuck them over. It isn't devient behavior to know how to be a huge asshole.
Men are usually more direct, if they don't like you they'll usually make it known and they'll be defensive or aggressive. It's not socially acceptable for a woman to be aggressive and confrontaitional, so many learn to get revenge quietly. There's men that do this and there's women who are aggressive, but as an average it's considered more of a feminine trait to be a two faced bitch, even if it's a negitive association.
my shoes just came, I am a size 12 now, I lost 3 shoe sizes since starting hrt
Don't fucking lie to me you stupid bitch, you're trying to ruin people's lives even more by taking away the one place they can go to talk about things. As long as you've got your circle of worshippers who gives a fuck right?
Yeah fuck that bs.
I'd rather be direct to someone I don't like and call them out straight on their behaviour, I'm not a backstabbing snake.
Besides seeking out revenge is mostly twisted on its own. Cutting contact and ignoring the people you don't like is the right thing to do. I'd expect that sort of decency from a human being.
i dont understand all i had from my shit father was zebra cakes growing up, generic ass shampoo, and now ive tried so many. i haven't started htr cause i have money issues right now i just want to die.
there was a huge wad in the shower and it just scares me ill be bald like my uncles
I'm edgier than a stop sign. How about we post frog memes and call people nigger? You're on the internet shitposting with a bunch of attention deprived trans people, we both belong in the toilet.
what did you say about me you little bitch I'll stab you
>I lost 3 shoe sizes since starting hrt
... this happens?
oo, nice. although funnily enough my step-mum commented on how small my feet were which was a pleasant surprise, i thought i had clown feet.
God these threads always seem to go to shit in the evenings
since they are open toe, what color should I paint them tonight?
Because it's basically the same thing as a discord? You don't have to join if you don't want to. I'm legitimately confused why you're so angry.