What do i do?

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i need your help to sort somethings in my head, recently i have this memories of my childhood, memories of when i would put on my cousin dresses and panties and also my moms makeup, this memories came back when i was 17 and put on a skirt to go to school, i did because a friend dared me, i felt a trace of shame, but also really good, that feeling came back when i was 18 and letting my hair long, and someone mistook me for a woman, that feeling also cameback when someone told me i have feminie factions, so i been strugling with this, forgeting it, and remembering later, but now its unbearable i need help, i need to know if i might be trans.