So this is my first time even on this board... I really feel

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So this is my first time even on this board...

I really feel confused. I'm a straight 23 year old male. Recently I met someone on an online chatroom... kind of a shady and sleazy place but whatever... I was in a dark spot. She wanted to 'roleplay' as any girl I wanted her to be. We sort of developed a relationship over the span of a week. She told me that she usually just did "one and done" kind of things with guys. Being their fantasy one time and then moving on, but she told me I was different. I think i wound up falling for her, not who she was pretending to be but HER. She told me she was going to be away for a little while for family stuff and that we'd talk when she got back. The other day she did, I was so excited to get to talk to her... Then she broke the news to me that 'she' is not a she. That she's actually a guy but that everything he felt is true. He's not even gay or bi but that he had to question everything he believed about himself because of how he felt about me... and how much he loved being 'her' to me and the dynamic that we have.

I find myself WISHING that by some miracle 'she' will wake up in the morning as 'her'... In that body. And everything would be perfect for us... I think he deserves that... He tells me I deserve someone as hot as her and that if he could... he'd give up his life now to become that and to be with me.

I'm feeling VERY confused and just uneasy inside. I'm not homophobic or judgemental about anything lgbt related... But I just feel this knot in my stomach and I came here looking for answers or something.

If you have any other questions or if i wasn't clear enough on something please ask away.