Trying out grindr, some faceless profile massages me, wants to hook up. He wants me to come over to him. Say sure maybe, ask for a face pick.
And it's one of my cousins(explains a lot about him, he probably an autist too).
It's gonna be weird seeing him again. He's not a close relative but he is a relative I know. So there is a faggotry gene in our family.
My profile was faceless profile, his 2. Never new he was a homosexual although it all makes sense now, there was always something french about him.
Just shows how internally homophobic I am myself, because its always like I feel like I loose some respect for people I know that I find out later are gay(like celebrities and such).
I'm a latent homosexual myself, so he doesn't know I'm gay either.
He's a good guy and I feel like a jerk stop being interested after I saw his face pic, I don't want him to think it's because of how he looks, I don't want to hurt his self esteem.
I find incest to be immoral and a dishonor towards ones family. Also, it would be pretty awkward at reunions... but I still like fantasizing... is that normal? I even had fantasized about jerking off with him before this even happened(that's normal right?)
Because it shocks and disgusts the other relatives around said incest couple. It's just amoral, I can't explain it. This is probably why I was so long to figure out that I was a faggot, I always thought homosexuals had loose morals(they kinda do tho)... but I want to enjoy live just as well as the next sexually active person, I shouldn't deprave myself of my sexuality just because it's abnormal.
I'm kinda sexually fucked up, I refused to believe my parents had sex to deceive me(when I was 10 years old), because I found sex to be immoral and bad.
You really do just buy whatever stupid nonsense a troll offers up to you, huh?
But incest between homos doesn't matter. You can't make a flipper baby. If you're consenting adults, who gives a fuck.
I think you should listen to what your dick says
I don't want to hook up, but I like to fantasize about it. Isn't that normal? Of course im not gonna try and hook up with him, im not a crazy person(just really sexually frustrated but too scared to meet up with a guy on grindr, hence the sexual frustration). I find grindr to be kinda dirty and sleazy, put that kinda turns me on.
But thats not to say you should go and fuck him.
If it feels wrong to you, there might be a reason for that.
I admit I wouldn't consider having sex with any of my relatives, but there are multiple first world countries where cousins can marry without too much if any stigma.
The US isn't one of them however.
You think that it does? But I thought "because it's 2015" and everybody are trying to out tolerate the people around them. My family ain't like those regressive faggots tho(thank god).