In real life you'd likely see me as your average, everyday, "normal" straight guy. I seemed to have discovered a growing kink over the past 2 years over dressing and acting like a chick and being fucked like one as well. The only thing is, I am just not attracted to men, just the thought of myself taking cock, I actually prefer not to see the guy's face in porn as it really turns me off. I've even gotten to the point where I wanted to try sex with a guy from a nearby school who was fully aware of my kink, but I told him I really couldn't because I just wasn't attracted to him.
I've had sex with women plenty of times and still greatly enjoy it. I'm even talking to this girl right now and I seriously like her, but I'm seriously afraid that if she finds out about the "other side" of my sexuality, she'd be really put off.
Let her know you're into butt stuff and crossdressing and you may find she's fine with stuffing your butt.
> but it's not a real dick!
Those are almost always attached to men, who you are not attracted to.
> girls can't do it right!
It takes practice and a partner that communicates. If she's willing to do the former, and you're the latter, things will pick up.
She may be put off, but so what?
A penis isn't necessarily a masculine thing.
It represents pleasure, not just in heterosexual women, but lesbians as well. Most boys have an obsession with dicks, in school, and draw them everywhere.
The "Idea" of dick might be grotesque and "gay", but it can be a very androgynous tool sexual object as well... Just not the guy behind the dick.
>A penis isn't necessarily a masculine thing.
This isn't unusual. The pleasure button is up your ass after all so many men have a fetish for taking a cock.
It depends on what this fetish is to you:
if it's just a curiosity and turnon from amazing prostate orgasms, buy a toy, start putting fingers up there, and consider getting into pegging.
if that's not enough, it has to be a cock, but you don't want to be gay, grow up
if it has to be a cock, and you search your soul real hard and you can't find ANY men attractive (sometimes it can hide in unusual places, like chubs or twinks, that you wouldn't think of when you look at conventionally attractive men. In your case it might be really well-endowed men), then you should consider trying bdsm or threesomes. In the bdsm, maybe a woman would force you to take a cock from another man, and in a threesome there are lots of things that would let you take cock without having to be into the guy.
if you want to catch every STD put a posting on craigslist m4m and travel to everyone who responds
I'll chime in. OP I completely agree with you and think we're not too far off.
I consider myself bi, but in the loosest sense of things. I consider myself bisexual, emphasis on sexual. I'm not attracted to guys really. Yeah, certain body types are preferred, but the idea of kissing a guy is a complete turn off. Trust me, I tried, it was not fun.
I have never once had an emotional attachment for a guy. Its never been romantic, I just enjoy another guys cock. I like when he does things to my cock. I even enjoy when he plays with my ass. I just know I'd never have any romantic feelings for him. Im not overly fond of cuddling. Kissing and cuddling to me are things you do when you have affection for someone, which is for women. I have never had any problems with my affection for women.
I have a HUGE interest in BDSM stiff and I almost can't get off without some sort of BDSM being involved in sex. Anyway, I think I am bi because I have found myself attracted to ladyboys and some VERY feminine males. I just think cock domination makes for really hot sex.