Seriously, I am a self-hating, AGP, "sissy" fetishist. It's fucking embarrassing and worse than being a gay bottom.
If it's true that I should be allowed to do whatever I want to my body, can I destroy my sex drive? I don't want to care about this shit anymore, I just want to get on with my life without this bizzare, ultra-faggot sexuality of mine.
What are the repercussions of living as an asexual? Can I supplement nutrients?
That's the thing. My sex drive is what makes me feel this way honestly. I don't have bodily dysphoria(yet), but looking at 4chan, it looks lik if I continue to fap to this fetish shit, I'm eventually going to be begging to grow tittys or die.
Basically, I want to kill this shit before it happens. I've heard anti-andro's are helpful but dangerous if used for long periods of time.
If you just use anti-androgens you're risking developing osteoporosis eventually, you need at least some testosterone or estrogen in your body. You might be able to lower your testosterone enough to kill your sex drive but still have enough to be healthy, I'm not sure. I can't guarantee that you'd stop being interested in 'fetish shit' just because your sex drive decreases, as well.
Before hrt I was into ageplay, now I could take it or leave it, don't really give a shit. But I've definitely gone bi. Men have become quite attractive. Not sure what the deal is with that, but ok.
Zero sex drive != asexual
Sincerely, an asexual. With a sex drive.
That aside, zero sex hormones would put you at risk of developing some problems that have already been mentioned. There's a reason both males and females have testosterone and estrogen, just in different levels each
I was into sissy shit too OP, admitted to myself and the world I was trans, started transitioning. Now all the trappings of that fetish seem so juvenile and unnecessary.
If you don't want to transition (can't blame you), try switching over to a different manner of humiliation fetishism. Preferably one without as much racism and terrible fake "hypnosis."
regular ( or fancy non sissy(sex with a partner of any sex who is not into that shit.
starting a macho and liveful lifestyle ( gym or martial art, job, various social activities in which you can have an active affirming role instead of a passive one)
those are all better attempts than destroying your body chemistry and try to kill a part of yourself without even knowing the source of your discomfort and what would really happen if you do so.
I have delt with some hormone fluxs and needing to get on and off meds.
All i will say is this, I got a shit ton of hot flashes and aged a few years in a few months while being on Spiro (very low T levels) and no E. I went through Menopause basically with all the emotional stuff too. Over time i know it causes bone issues. i dont know if the other things calm down