>tfw one of the reasons you own a gun is for a painless and easy way of self-termination when needed
Anybody else feel the same way?
If I wanted to kill myself, which I never would, then I wouldn't shoot myself and I certainly wouldn't do it without making it as big of a statement as i could. It would be on the news. I'd die doing something so crazy only a person with a death wish would do. It'd be such a waste otherwise.
>rig car steering wheel up so I can steer my car with some rope
>tie down a lazy boy to the roof of car
>Drill hole through the roof and rig up pedals so they can be depressed with dowels
>get in a high speed chase with the police while seated atop my comfy chair
Go out with a bang
some guy survived trying to kill himself with a shotgun. He blew his entire face off, literally, but survived.
I wonder if he even realizes he survived. Living in a world with no sight, sound, smell, taste, just blackness
He might think hes in hell or something
Because he put it against his chin or roof of his mouth, like most failed headshot suicides. Put a shotgun in your mouth, aim it straight back into the back of your throat. Impossible to fuck up that way
>this bullshit lie again
Yeah, no. Suicide takes a lot of fucking balls. We are biologically wired to survive, and wanting to live. It takes a lot of courage to overcome that instinct.
Don't believe me? Go stand on the edge of a cliff or a bridge.
A guy I went to high school with (only 20 years old) just tried to kill himself with a .38. He missed his brain completely and only took out a small chunk of his jaw. I have no idea how he fucked up that badly
>this bullshit again
If you can't cope with the fact that your life sucks then you should reflect on your actions and make the best out of it to change whats wrong, rather than to pussy the fuck out of your responsibilities. Everything can be turned 180° around if you stop being a self-loathing whiny bitch.
Unless you have a terminal disease or lost limbs or are bound to a wheelchair/bed, then go ahead, no one should suffer a fate like that, but if you're healthy and able-bodied, then no matter what happens, you can pull your sorry-ass out of the deepest pile of shit.
The amount of responsibilities, actions and other stuff you will avoid by suicide heavily outweigh your courage to end your life.
>tfw I only have a gun with concealed carry because I'm waiting for the day that I witness a crime and I'm allowed to blow a degenerate or a nigger's head off with a good reason and no moral baggage
Anyone else like this?
>j-just get over it!
Not how it works retard.
>y-you're a fucking pussy for going against survival instinct
Go ahead. Try to see if you can do it. You won't be able to, because it takes serious balls.
>but if you're healthy and able-bodied, then no matter what happens, you can pull your sorry-ass out of the deepest pile of shit.
Are you serious?
>just reflect on your actions and change your lifestyle bro xD
not him but try living with severe treatment-resistant depression and crippling anxiety some time.
You're still wiggling yourself out of every responsibility you have. There are tons of institutions that can help you with depression and anxiety issues, but it's up to you to actively seek help. If everything still sucks, then by all means, blow your brains out, but don't expect me or anyone else to hail you as a hero for it.
I'm not a happy-go-lucky fag, but that just sounds like theres something more fucked up with your brain than your mere mental health.
>contemplating potential suicide, years in advance
you are weak minded, and will pull the trigger over some stupid shit like having a GF leave you or losing a job
you'll just be another anti-gun stat
I am a free man. I did not consent to being born. I was born into this world against my will, have had these "responsibilities" forced onto me, and I am expected to live in spite of that for the sake of others. Life is absurd, and if it wasn't for survival instinct, we would all be dead by now.
Let me tell you a little story anon.
My dad is a doctor and when he did residency in Memphis, TN.
This was during the start of the drug war and also when crack was king. The hospital was jokingly referred to as the 'gun and knife club' during night hours, this was because of the large amount of gunshot and knife wound victims they received during those hours.
>man comes in one night
>face is completely gone
>mandible is barely still attached
>no eyeballs to be seen
>frontal lobe looks like scrambled eggs
>toungue is just hanging out
>recovers perfectly (despite having barely a face)
>apparently was cleaning a loaded shotgun while drunk
>black male comes in for gunshot wound
>dad is examing Xray while patient is sitting on the gurney
>has a perfect shotgun in his chest
>dad is confused because he has 13 distinct pathways in his body but not a single 'pellet' can be located
>no exit wounds can be found
>dads mind is boggled at where the other pellets could be
>senior doctor comes into the room
>"Oh, Hey Leroy how's it been?"
>"Not much doc, got shot again"
>Leroy (the patient) had apparently come to the hospital so often for gunshot and knife wounds/injuries that he knew the chief resident in a first name basis
>Leroy was a pretty shitty drug dealer apparently
>came in this time because drivebay shooting
>dad now re eximanes the xray and asks himself "Well, then which one is the new one?"
>sad fact, kid got shot in drive by, didn't survive
I got a few more, and anon, the human body can take a lot of punishment.
You're better off killing yourself with rat poison.
Don't disfigure yourself because of a temporary problem plz.
You are a complainer.
If you really want to do something that takes serious balls, seek out combat. Nothing makes you feel more alive than shooting at someone while they shoot. It is a life-altering experience.
These days, all I am depressed about is not being in combat anymore. I fill the void with other dangerous activities instead.
>I did not consent to being born.
Well, you shouldn't have been the fastest fucking sperm in your daddys ballsack then.
>I was born into this world against my will
No, the sperm that was you swam like mad and followed its instincts to fertilize your mothers egg. Therefore, you wanted to be born.
>have had these "responsibilities" forced onto me, and I am expected to live in spite of that for the sake of others
You live in a community, the scale is irrelevant. You work to support your parents who raised you and nourished you and your responsibility is the same when they're old.
>Life is absurd
No, it's all about fucking or getting fucked. Literally. Produce offspring to ensure the survival of your species. We just like to fill it with a bunch of meaningless shit but it all comes down to fucking or getting fucked.
Don't worry, my reason is not some petty romance shit.
I actually do reckless stuff all the time though. Stuff like riding a motorcycle without a helmet.
Shit man, im not even on facebook, but even those worthless fuccbois are more worthy than a typical depressed fag.
I would tell them to kill themselves, but they lack the gumption for even that.
I agree, the only time it felt good to see another day was when people were trying to kill me. Now I'm just bored and cynical about everything. I took up motorsport. It fills the void pretty well, kinda want to get into motor bikes when I relocate to a new state in the next 2 years. I don't think I have a death wish because I'm not depressed but I definitely crave excitement.
I eject my USB without safely removing
I leave the house wearing a t shirt even when mom tells me to wear a jacket
Sometimes I ride my six speed without a helmet
I also run barefoot in the park.
>Have been suicidal in the past.
>Can`t get treatment for it without possibly losing guns.
>puking up blood and guts
>probable instant death
I haven't brought kids into this world, I don't owe anyone anything.
>b-but your parents
They chose to make me. I never consented to any of this.
>b-but muh social contract
I didn't sign shit.
I am my own man, I belong to myself and no one else, I have no "responsibilities" to another individual or any group of people, if I ever felt like killing myself (I don't, I'm actually doing quite well for myself) then that's my prerogative.
You own the meat that you are made out of, that is your private property, and it's no one else's business what you do with it.
It's not new age shit.
It's literally the same old story.
Look at scientology. Replace Xenu with Yahweh and all the other characters with biblical ones and it will be the EXACT same story.
"New age" is still old age. Or, rather, ancient age. Primordial age.
IT'S THE SAME STORY.
Suicide can also be pragmatic depending on your situation.
Some people feel like they have no control over anything so they are taking the ultimate control and actively choosing when to end their life, to finally get ahold of something THEY want to make happen. They don't want "eventually" to kill them. They wanna do it.
It's one of the perks really. Fuck turning into a zombie or having to dive 75 stories into concrete from a burning building.
No, because I'm not an angsty faggot, OP
It's a comforting thought that if for whatever reason in my old age if I (Let's say I've fallen and I CAN'T GET UP OH NO) can't reach to contact anyone, and I'm in severe pain and I know no one will find me, that I can pull my carry off my hip and do myself in.
Would I ever do it? Fuck no, not even when slowly dying, but it's comforting to KNOW that I can.