>family still think I'm going
>have to leave the house and roam around town all day doing nothing to make them think I'm going to classes
>I'm actually just sitting at mcdonalds
>can barely pay the rent
>landlord is an huge asshole
>notices I'm scrapping everything together to pay him
>offers me to suck his dick instead of paying him for the month
>actually do it
>wouldn't matter whether I could relate to this feel or not because my family doesn't give a single shit about me
>have 0 friends
>never had a job
>waste my days playing videogames
I LITERALLY WELCOME DEATH HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
not sure if joking or not, but check out this guy's story
they made a pretty good movie based on it too
I don't have one
I don't have any plans or any goals
>have plenty of friends who care about me
>have a stable loving family
>have a part-time job that pays well with little work
>one of the most attractive girls at uni is rumoured to be crushing on me
>have good grades in my uni course
I WANT OFF THIS RIDE
>haven't told my family I failed a semester last year, and now I'm a year behind
>people at uni think I'm failing because job
>people at job think I'm failing because uni
>actually I just don't give a fuck about either because I will kill myself soon
>still tell my parents I'm doing good on both and try to lean them toward not contacting me so often (once a month or so)
This life is a lie and I want it to end.
>ive been going there for 4 years now just to get a 2 year degree
are you me
>moving onto uni campus soon
>aren't actually enrolled into anything
>can't use the internet because of that
>gonna spend my days literally looking at the ceiling of my room just to keep up the facade that I'm actually studying
Really? How the hell?
I mean CC is easy as fuck, it's mostly general Ed classes. I failed a lot of my classes because I didn't give a fuck and still graduated with an associates degree after 2 years.
Due to a loophole in the contract I can stay on campus because I had previously studied there. I failed, but I can still live there and I don't have the fortitude to tell my family
>Looking to get a shit job anywhere
>Day dream about how awesome my future will be
>Don't have any talent so I don't even know how that would happen
I'm only living to see the future
>went to college for a year
>found out i didnt like the course so i finished the year and left
>been working for one year
>going to a university for half of the price (3500/yr)
life's looking ok
I can get a gf, everybody can, there are plenty of fat and ugly girls out there
It's about getting a gf that can help you, that you can love, that you can talk with. And that's at least moderately attractive.
Honestly most of all just want a gf who I can learn from
I feel you my fellow moor. I know this feel too well.
>literally severely addicted to the internet and jerking off to porn because I have nothing else to give me happiness in my sad empty existence as a wageslave
>too much of a pussy to try to quit my addictions and get an education and a real life
the way I look at it is when you give up on life for a couple years you make everything exponentially harder to do in the future. after a certain number of wasted years you've hit the point of no return. I'm either there or close to it.
Jesus christ, I did something similar
>end high school
>start going to uni
>go the 2 first weeks
>we are all guys, not a single girl
>I can't make friends and everything sucks, I'm completely overwhelmed
>stop going, I decide nothing will happen if I'm missing for a couple of days
>days pass, I can't go back, plus I haven't done homework or anything
>I haven't gone anymore, I literally only attended universiy for 2 weeks, still go out so my family thinks I'm going to uni
I have already told my parents this is not what I want to do with my life and they understand, but I don't know what to do. HELP PLEASE
No, I lost my virginity at 15 to a girl I was in love with since the beginning of high school. She was honestly top-tier, and way too good for me. I broke up with her for stupid reasons after 2 years.
Then however I went to university, studying physics and mathematics - in other words, no girls in sight. The only girls in my classes are ugly as shit. it's hell. All my friends who study law, medicine etc. have good and smart gfs whom they met at school, except for me
>I have already told my parents this is not what I want to do with my life and they understand
You have it easy senpai. Continue the lie until the end of the course. Go to all the exams (the date should be in the web of your uni), fail most of them. Blame your lack of motivation. Never return there again.
This is why I dropped out also
>think not going one day isn't going to affect anything
>one day turns into a couple of days
>a couple of days turns into a week
>a week turns into an entire semester
>She was honestly top-tier, and way too good for me. I broke up with her for stupid reasons after 2 years.
I'm on my phone but you can imagine what kind of picture or gif I would want to post here.
No idea how to fix your shit favä. Go to uni parties?
>finishing uni with no friends and shitty grades
>parents won't let me back home without paying rent
USMC here I come!
I'm getting this way inclined too
Army is looking like a mighty fine option right now
Well, I told my mother this sucks and I'm completely sure I don't want to work in what I'm studying (which is all true, I actually chose the degree without thinking it through, had problems in my last year of high school). The problem is she told me to keep attending until the end of the first year. (It's kind of an expensive degree) They gave my sister a second chance because she also had to change degree after the first year. My problem is I haven't attended since the two first weeks and I can't let my parents find out. What should I do?
Yeah, uni parties are decent usually, faculty parties are shit (because no girls) but sometimes I go to law faculty parties.
But yeah, law people are the most normie people on earth, so that gets tedious after a while. I'll probably have to end up marrying an ugly woman or just have my family arrange something
>first year in college
>scraped through first year
>scraped through second year
>literally all about to come crashing down in third year
>absolutely nothing to show for the last four years
>didn't work a day of it
>parents paid for all of it
>had to take out loans to support my fees
>I will never pay them back
>they have absolutely no savings
>my father's health is deteriorating rapidly yet he can't leave his back-breaking electrician job because we'd be homeless next week if he did
>failed out of college
>mom is just waiting for me to suicide
I started first semester summer last year. For the first three weeks I came to all lectures. After that maybe once or twice a week, often also leaving early, just read the stuff at home and went through what the professor had put up for the day. Still passed exams. Are you sure you missed that much by not showing up? When are your exams?
I did that except with HS. Mother made sure I got on my bike each morning, but I just headed for the woods once out of her sight. Sat on a hill most of the day, enjoying the feeling of freedom, while still knowing how it would all turn out.
Depending on what he is studying, it doesn't really work like in most of Europe in Spain. In most degrees university is just a high level highschool. I've done entire subjects with nothing to read at home, it was 100% what we made at class.
Not sure what to tell you, laddie. Either go to the Australian equivalent of trade school (apprenticeship works, too) or join the military. Getting a part-time job would not hurt, either. If you are going to hide the fact you failed uni from your parents, at least use your "pretend time" to make money.
>switch degrees several times
>go to several different universities
>change to engineering because fuck it
>do terribly for the first two years
>started working hard and getting top marks
>i've got two years left (should be one but i fucked up so much)
>still probably won't get an internship or good job because i don't want to suck everyone's dick and make connections
it's a weird feeling, it seems like even when things get better i'm just failing in new ways
this and i'm 25
i go for two hour long walks instead of looking for work because i like to put my headphones on and daydream to a soundtrack about the hypothetical life i lead in the future
i passed my first two years of uni at and A, A- grade average across the board then failed the first semester of my third year three times in a row
i'm now on a short-term 12 month exclusion from study due to my academic standing
i don't know why i am the way i am
the first exams were this last week and I didn't take them. I know nowhere near enough to pass any exam, I'm pretty sure. I mean maybe math, because basically it's stuff we did in the last years of high school, but we started a lot of things that I know nothing about
I don't think you could join, if I remember correctly, last year there were like 200 spots available and 400000 people trying to get in.
>Hvil i Fred
It's not like I want to pass, I already told them this is not what I want to study, what I don't want them to know is that I have only attended university for 2 weeks
If he wasn't a 4chaner I would tell him to use the faculty library to do the research himself and auto-teach him everything. People without time sometimes does that. But it's harder than going to class, not easier, and normally get's you worst grades.
>i'm now on a short-term 12 month exclusion from study due to my academic standing
That's sort of my place. I started having panic attacks and just didn't go to class.
Now I have to appeal my academic status and explain to a school counselor what was wrong and how I've changed, but the truth is that nothing has gotten any better.
>I don't think you could join, if I remember correctly, last year there were like 200 spots available and 400000 people trying to get in.
Yeah, true. I'm also almost blind, like 8 dioptres in each eye, and can't run for shit so there's that.
>going to college this fall
>incredibly unhappy, find no joy in life
>no friends, no gf, kv
>everything is going smoothly in theory but have ominous feeling of dread constantly
>cant imagine myself living a normal life
>convinced it will end early with suicide
>depressed when things are shit and when theyre not and i have no logical reason i still feel the same
The only reason to keep moving is to avoid social conflict and awkwardness.
look, I had never done something like this, and I guess I'm a pussy, but I'm just too afraid to show up and that teachers start asking questions and shit
I go to a small "faculty" of a big university where we are the only degree. Literally. 60 guys, first year there's a degree in that building. No bar, no people to hang out with, no girls.
>cant feel happy, excited or even remotely interested in anything anymore
Literally everything I once enjoyed got completely boring.
>wasting my days playing videogames without any goal, ambition or motivation
should probably end it soon, whats the fucking point of it all
>have exams soon
>check the date for the first one
>it was literally this monday
the answer to most of your problems would be solved by banning yourself from the internet
>instantly a huge amount of time to do more worthy stuff
>testosterone levels will return to normal
>won't feel inferior from social alphas on social media
the only down side is that you miss out on the latest dank memes
>>instantly a huge amount of time to do more worthy stuff
>>testosterone levels will return to normal
>>won't feel inferior from social alphas on social media
>le just snap out of it gimmick
If anyone here cut out the few things that made them happy they certainly would not suddenly do this "huge amount of worthy stuff."
guys don't start downloading torrents of porn, you literally can't stop, I filled the 900 gb of my computer with hd porn, luckily I had the balls to delete it all. But I started again downloading a couple and I think I'm on the way to fill my computer again...
stop paying for internet
or give your laptop away
cutting yourself off from social media is probably more important than the porn thing, though both are important... you weren't meant to know about how successful all your friends in university or high school became. social media will depress the social outcasts until the day they die, unless they turn that shit off
>people dropping out of uni
I though taking 6 years to get a 4 years degree was terrible from my part but by no means I would want to drop out and fail at life. I've used the extra time to learn languages and skills.
What are you guys doing with all the "free time"?
my family has a few properties in my city and when I inherit it I will have a wage of a few thousand euros every month just by owning it, but knowing I will always have a roof and food doesn't make me feel better about myself
I would just do something else really autistic to fill my time. Being bored doesn't just turn you into the model man. You just find something to do to entertain yourself.
>What are you guys doing with all the "free time"?
wageslaving to stay alive
autistic hobbies include learning to play piano, learning how to cook, learning karate, all sorts of shit that is infinitely more worthy than spamming memes on a malayan origami imageboard for the next 10 years
plus non-internet hobbies can almost always involve other people, or at the very least be used to attract a girl who is also into that hobby... no normie girl is into collecting rare pepes
Not even, I just do the bare minimum in college.
I dropped half of that shit for this last year just to prove to myself that I could get straight A's.
As of last semester it turns out that it was possible. Should've started earlier
I want to drop from uni because I've realised this is by no means what I want to do with my life, I want to find a degree that lets me work in something I truly enjoy. I made a mistake, I made the wrong call. And I would like to stop attending right now and spend the rest of the year getting my driving license (I only have the theoric part) and attending a German language academy, to speak it fluently (I speak basic German)
yeah pretty much.
My childhood friends are all dumb, and some didn't even go to high school,
but they become a plumber, carpenter or something like that, and make their own living.
I'm a total failure.
You guys have Sambo tho, do that instead
>used to be a relatively popular NEET with plenty of friends
>used to get smashed and fuck with fat girls
>3 years later
>live alone in a rural university town, no friends, didn't go to college, wageslave
>only gf in recent years was an airhead bottle blonde that cheated on me
>this site is now my primary form of entertainment, has morphed my social ability
>new neighbors are chicanos
>chicano's dog barks at everything
>distant gunshots ring out at night
SAVE ME FROM THE NOTHING I'VE BECOME
I have thought about this, there are certain things that attract me at times, like beatyful women, or some material things, but I just can't imagine myself being happy. Like, I imagine myself, being valued, being rich, having a wife/gf, having friends, being famous, having children, having a fulfilling job, etc... but when I think about it, I can't imagine myself being happy, even if I had any of those things... I don't even know why I keep living, I guess to not hurt the few people that care about me and maybe because I have the tiny hope someday I can expirience happiness.
Only Kyokushin style.
You're still better off with boxing though.
If I were Russian though, I would take advantage of Russia's world class wrestling instructors.
So that you could spend another 4years to have fun.
I wish there would be some catastrophe in Tokyo like 3.11 earthquake, and reset everything.
That would be the only thing to make me excited and make me feel alive.
it can be adapted pretty well if you do kickboxing or something as well.
i used to do karate and when i got into kickboxing i sucked at first but was soon able to give everyone trouble cause of my different style
I intend on buying a garden hose, putting it into my car's exhaust then hopefully choking on the fumes as they fill into the interior of the vehicle, with me inside.
A newfoundland dog - the world's cuddliest service dog
Well, I began to learn boxing just to be able to fight. Although any asshole can have a gun.
Yes you are right. Kickboxing or Muay Thai is a very good kind of martial arts.
exactly this. the annoying thing is that I used to nejoy some stuff, I went fishing pretty much every weekend and always had tons of fun. recently I just whished I was at home instead...
Im trying this, listening to history podcasts for example. Atleast gets the time over, so ill just keep on doing it, maybe it will actually be enjoyable sometimes.
>dont enjoy vidiya or anime anymore
>almost all free time is spent here
>still have to wagecuck
>Doing Computing in an institute of technlogy
>Doing shit but still passing
>Oh anon you're going to get a big job in IT aren't you?
>Have no clue what I will be able to get a job in
>Feel like after three years I know fuck all
Ill probs be working in a shop after graduating plus I have never had a proper job before so no experience.
Finishing my degree and an doing an internship.
I'm living with my parents so all money saved will go to pay a Master's degree.
I can say I like my field (Economics), but I hated it at first. It clicked on me on the third year. Now I spend all my time improving myself, lifting, reading, studying math, languages, history, learning how to invest. I like all of that so I am happy despite being poor, having no gf and no friends and never going out. I feel I own my life completely and have developed a set of short/medium/long time goals I have been addressing for two years. It's all about learning to supress depressive thoughts.
>27 years old
>lives with parents
>felon on parole
>1 (ONE) friend who lives 6 hours away so it's more like someone who I talk to on the phone on a regular basis
>community college student
>broke as fuck
>hobbies include 4chan and watching sports (that's it)
>no skills or talents whatsoever
>Ill probs be working in a shop after graduating plus I have never had a proper job before so no experience.
Literally me, but I also have to deal with >>53898670 Just fuck my life up.
I salute you anon, it looks like if you keep working hard, you will find happiness and success. I have the luck to have been born in a pretty well-off family, so I have the chance to look for a degree that will fulfill me. I will work hard to find it.
If you are good at one subject you should be fine, my problem is I am shit at them all. Move to Ireland, the IT sector here apparently cannot fill jobs but I still think they won't take any old retard like me.
Thats the dream man. If not that Ill start looking for jobs where I install windows and shit.
Blanchardstown IT, night life is non existent
. I am not a fan of going out but fuck I thought college would exciting like American pie.
I have never gone out drinking once because everyone commutes all over Dublin
>Going to a bachelors from an associates in my field will only get me 2,000$ more a year.
>It's going to cost me 40K to get it.
>The degree will pay for it's self in 20 years not including interest.
Who keeps falling for this scam?
>still live with parents
>make 2400€ a month after taxes
>past Fall semester of community college
>mediocre grades, but hanging on
>arrive almost 30 minutes late to school parking lot one day
>tell myself "fuck it, it's only one time" and decide to stay in my car
>do it again the next day
>I end up driving to CC everyday for 4 months and staying in my car for 3 or 4 hours so my parents don't suspect anything
>my life becomes a daze, can't even recall anything in the past 6 months
>end up forgetting to drop the classes,simultaneously receive five F's and effectively destroy my GPA
>have panic dreams, can't sleep at night
>vow to change
>the spring semester just started, and I'm already having doubts
I work three months a year. The rest of the year my parents give me money for watching their rural house (take care of one horse, two dogs, one cat and water the plants basically). I wish the horse dies soon, I hate brushing his hair.
"""Only""" 750€ a month rent. Some of that money is for my sjw sister studying """""""arts""""""
Saved 70k so far
Nightshifts only. I never see the light of day
Sheeit nigga, can you at least get land (maybe with a shitty house on it -- I am not familiar with land prices in Belgium) in a rural area of your country? At least here in the States, living expenses are considerably lower in rural areas compared to cities.
I'd never lie to my parents about something like that, enough with the fact that I'm a hand hold-ess kiseless virgin. I want to give them at least some pride and become a professional before either they die or I kill myself.
Besides they are going to find out sooner or later that you're not attending uni.
This movie is for you my man.
I can buy nothing. A decent house is 230k+
How expensive is life here apart from rent? I might go and steal your jobs if a fucking factory worker gets 1650 every month after paying the rent just for working at night. I would literally kill for 1000 every month if the food and everything costs more or less the same than here.
>The only thing that keeps me going is the knowledge that my life is pointless and I will be nothing but dust in less than 100 years
Meme-ing aside, I hope everything turns out alright. I had a dysfunctional white trash family and it sucked, try to get out on your own as quick possible if that is not already the case.
Dont bother, the job is just one of a kind. If i would live alone with a regular job i would live from paycheck to paycheck.
>have to pay 2500€ taxes
>graduated with meme degree
>can only get temp or part time jobs
>unemployed, pretty aimless
>seriously considering grad school
Anyone here done the whole application process? How do I convince professors I haven't spoken to in 3-5 years to give me letters of recommendation? How the fug am I gonna pay for it?
I'm a high school teacher.
Have any of you considered becoming teachers? Here you used to be able to do a 1 year teaching course if you've already done undergrad studies, but they've made it longer. Teachers are in demand almost everywhere though right?
Although it does take a certain kind of person to handle teaching, and especially to be good at it.
in canada in big cities there are 3-4 year waiting lists to get full time teaching positions because too many people go to teachers college
in toronto there are something like 40,000 supply teachers or something hilarious
IIRC there's a saturation of teachers in Canada and a saturation of them in many parts of the US
This excludes math/comp sci/physics, which I think are in demand everywhere. But you have a ton of kids who did like liberal arts or history and want to teach to "help mold the next generation" or some shit.
I've been considering doing like HS computer science, it seems like it would be a pretty comfy job.
Be careful tho when the news say there is a "shortage" of whatever job, what it really means is they don't get their pick as they wish they did and can't fuck the salaries as much. It's often not really a shortage per say
So it's like oh yeah we only got 7 applicants for that position there is truly a shortage. Tip top kek
The majority of people with my degree become teachers. I never wanted that, as I don't think my personality is suited to teaching children. Maybe high schoolers, but I don't know. Obviously I'd need more than just a Bachelor's to teach at uni.
And there is the fact that parents here will hate your guts and you are powerless to deal with bad kids.
That's an extremely hard position to get, at least in the US. Right now there's an abundance of "adjunct" professors who teach classes but don't engage in research. They only make like $50k a year w/o that great of benefits. You only get a full professorship if you have some research benefit to offer the school.
what de fuck
And yeah it's not always easy to get a full time position, especially depending on your teaching areas.
I'm guessing there are a lot of shit teachers going around in canada at the moment then.
Yeah HS IT is pretty comfy, but it's an extremely easy job to just rest on your laurels and not actually teach the kids anything because they can copy/paste each others work (and they will).
Yeah I imagine many people here are too autistic to be teachers. Being a professor is not easy at all though, and you usually need an idea to study while teaching. Also fuck you paedo cunt, but I guess at least you recognise it...
If you got a degree in mathematics, CS, or a hard science - you can, at the very least, get part-time work as a teacher with relative ease (trig, pre-calc, and calc trachers are in very high demand). There is a huge backlog of history and English teachers, though. It is hard to get teaching positions in those subjects right out of college, unless you do not mind taking a pay/convenience-cut and work in the middle of nowhere. This is the case in my area, not sure about the rest of the country.
Yeah I'm actually considering going the HS math/CS route because I'm not exactly sure I'd be a fan of the normal CS route (which is insanely competitive, if you look into why Google offers all those perks it's so the workers end up staying on site for 12 hours a day)
Plus you pretty much get 3 months off a year guaranteed where you can make your own apps or freelance or whatever
I received a lot of F's and haven't been taking as many credits as I should have because I thought maybe having less class would make me not miss them as much.
Problem is this means I won't be able to graduate within the normal timeline. Now normally this wouldn't be a problem, except I'm not korean and Korea keeps changing their rule on student visa so I don't even know if I'll be able to extend my visa long enough or if one day it's just gonna be like rip all that shit senpai get the fuck out
What's your degree? And yes for me high school is much more engaging than primary school.
>And there is the fact that parents here will hate your guts and you are powerless to deal with bad kids.
What makes you say that? Parents can be fucking horrible but many of them can be cool too. And on being powerless? Here's a secret, teachers don't actually have any power or authority, it's all imaginary. We have a legal responsibility to protect the kids, but have no legal authority over them whatsoever. All our power is imaginary and you have to get the kids to respect you in order to keep up the illusion of power.
>doing great in college
>gonna graduate with a good degree in 4 years while it takes most people 5
>find out I won't meet the requirements to graduate on time
>come home and try to act like it's not a big deal
>mom takes me out for drinking to cheer me up when she sees through it in an instant
>am that guy that cries while drunk
>play Pictionary and draw dicks for every card with her until 3 am
Shit really sucked when I couldn't find work afterwards. I'm basically a maid here, she's joked about buying me the outfit and a wig for my "work hours".
I feel like at the primary school level a large component of your job is actually making sure the kids are going to have decent attitudes and you get way involved in their personal lives whereas in high school the focus is just more on teaching
I mean I realize most parents will be fine on balance, but I have this perception that people regard teachers as failures who couldn't get a better job (which would be true in my case, zozzle). There's a popular saying here: those who can, do; those who can't, teach. Which is completely unfair to people like my sister, who teaches and always wanted to, but people like to rip on teachers due to a perception of public schools as liberal indoctrination prisons and teachers unions as communist underminers.
>4 years of uni
>got scholarships and everything
>still all this fucking debt
Yes you do teach how to be good people quite a bit in primary school, but discipline is generally very easy at PS, it mostly consists of clapping rhythmically to get quiet. But you'd be amazed at how involved you get in students personal lives in HS as well, some kids have nobody to talk to except a teacher that they like. It can be extremely emotionally draining tb'h.
Yeah well that is the case with a fair few teachers. But many teachers are some of the best people you will meet. And yes many of us are lefty pinko pansies (like me) but I honestly think that stems from empathy and wanting to help kids and teach them critical thinking.
And yes, gym teachers (we call them Physical Education/PE teachers) are a dime a dozen and mostly shitcunts. They're talking about bringing in literacy and numeracy tests for all teaching students, and I think that's a good idea, because jesus christ some of the PE teachers were fucking deadshits.
And the music teachers were fucking lazy but mostly funny and cool guys, you need a few teachers like that in a school.
Are you married?
I go to a pretty good school for computer science (UCLA) and for some reason think that there will be some stigma around me coming from a decent school becoming just a HS teacher. Perhaps I will do that Teach for America program and if I don't like it pursue other options.
>be extremely good at Russian and Russian literature during high school, perfectly literate, get highest grades exclusively, great at writing essays, poems, win all kinds of contests and olympiads etc etc
>not bad at English and German too
>everyone from my mother to teachers and other students tells me to go study languages, be a philologist, or whatever
>6 years later, never went to uni, minimum wage slave
I totally agree that many teachers have a bad reputation through no fault of their own.
Shit you're making the gig sound better than I expected desu. I feel like I'd have to work at a boys private high school or something because the JB allure would be too strong.
No I'm not married, why? tb'h I'm a homo.
I've always found that students are students to me, they're not sexual beings, kind of like family. I get not everybody will be able to see their students like that but honestly they're dumb teenagers and if you have sex with them you really have likely immorally taken advantage of them.
People make fun of that McDonald's University shit but if you put in work there it pays off, I remember we laughed at this kid who was a cashier at McDonald's at age 16 and wasn't gonna go to college, well now we're all 22 and he owns 7 franchises and drives a Maserati and I'm just a poor grad student
>tfw 1st year uni
>couldn't maintain 85 average
>only ~80 average and subjects only get harder
>won't make grad programs at jpmorgan
>won't make grad program at big6 law firms
every time my parents ask me how i'm doing in uni, all i can manage is 'i'm doing fine' while dying a little bit inside.
>have to get a masters to get any decent job
>all on loans
I've found that once you stop comparing yourself to other people uni becomes a lot easier
When I first got to my school I thought that I was fucked - there were kids who already had done internships in high school, were involved in all sorts of side projects, etc. I got so nervous that I wasn't going to be able to do certain things that I tried to do soooo much and it backfired - I was so distracted that my performance suffered. Just relax, put in good work and things will come. Stop worrying about what others are doing in terms of job placements and just focus on doing your best.
>mfw i hate post secondary education
>mfw getting into debt for a degree im half-interested in with poor job prospects
>mfw i dont have the guts to tell my parents how bad it really is
Nah but I am a substitute teacher, handsome and sometimes the girls in classes get all giggly and flustered.
I should grow my beard out again. The boys respect beards and the girls don't find them attractive.
>multi millionaire thanks to great grandfather
>i can buy everything i want
>recently found a lump in my left testicle to scared to visit a doctor
Is the lump actually attached to the testicle or is it in the scrotum?
Also fly me to finland and I'll live with you and teach you to love again and hold your hand while you visit the doctor.
university and college are most definitely NOT free in canada, from what i gather from american friends we have a much better student loan and financial aid system however you still owe the government big bucks after you graduate
I'm glad my parents moved out of the philippines the moment they could, feels good knowing what they spend on groceries every month could probably fund your college tuition through grad school
>Fall for the STEM meme
>Always been terrible at math (Failed Algebra in HS)
>Go into Engineering because STEM and father pressuring
>Fail almost every class, waste over $5k, have to drop out of college
>My parents barely ever speak to me
>Constantly hear them screaming at eachother
>Dad leaves every night for hours on end
>School district I went to was super rich
>Offered tons of career-oriented and technical classes
>Knew exactly what I wanted to do before applying to college
>Getting a meme degree in Sociology because i failed STEM
>Working in fastfood since government jobs arent hiring.
>See people i hated during HS doing great jobs
>Routinely thinking of Suicide
>best friend studied Sociology
>has being working more or less on his field since he got the degree
>this month goes to the capital where he got a top tier job
Why can't I get jobs with my meme degree too?!
I'm starting uni this year and all this talk about stem being shit is worrying me, should I just leave it now cause legit im fuckin worried, don't want my life to be shitter than it already is